Chapter 122: No More Escape
"It seems that you still don't get it. ”
Got it?
He really didn't understand.
If he could understand, he wouldn't be talking nonsense with this monster here.
If he could understand, he would have taken his brothers to rush to the rose, who would have thought that he would get such a moth for him, so that a good life would die in Huangquan.
"Haven't you been the same? You've never thought to tell me the truth about what happened? You've been going around in circles for so long, how have you ever really thought about my feelings......"
His eyes had become much moister, and the tears in his eyes seemed to drip out in the next second.
"It's not that I didn't tell you, it's just that you never cared. ”
Never got your heart out?
"Nonsense, I take every word you say to heart, even if there is something I don't understand, I don't understand...... It's not like I haven't asked, but have you given me any answers?"
Answer?
"I just come from your heart, what answer do you want from me?"
"I ......"
This sentence can be regarded as a solid blockade of Ling Yi'an.
He didn't know how to talk to this shadow man, yes, it might be more appropriate to call him a shadow man, after all, he said that he was conjured from his own heart, and it should be an existence similar to a shadow, which can't be shaken off or unraveled.
"You may be wondering why I am there, and why I will come to you as soon as you call me. ”
"You've already shown the ability to read my mind, so what are you doing here?"
Ling Yi'an was a little disdainful, he didn't know what the real purpose of this shadow man was, but he knew that no matter what he was thinking, this person knew it very well.
This is really scary, after all, being seen in the heart is a bit of an invasion of privacy. If the shadow man can abide by his duty and not reveal his magical abilities to himself, then that's it. But the truth is always the opposite of what he is desperate for, what he is hoping for, isn't it?
"Maybe you should say that, if I disappear, you will disappear too. ”
That's true.
But Ling Yi'an didn't know whether he was bluffing him with what he said, or if he really had this intention.
After all, this kind of thing is too risky. If you can't bluff him, wouldn't you have to put yourself in it for no reason?
Is it a good deal?
Maybe in his heart, he actually already had a fixed number. To say this sentence is just a little trick.
"You might think so, but you wouldn't. ”
Heh, Ling Yi'an snorted lightly, looking at his confident look, he really wanted to slap him twice, "How do you know, you are just a part of my body, not all of me." Don't think of yourself as too tall and too tough. ”
"It's not tough, after all, in your heart, there aren't many evil sides. ”
What does that mean?
Ling Yi'an looked at him vigilantly, "You made it clear to me." What do you mean by not being tough in the first place!"
"Aren't you curious, what do I want your integrity to do?"
"Didn't you say, pawn, you want my stuff, and then give me a boat to cross the river. Isn't it that simple? I didn't think about it deeply. ”
"So it gave me a chance. ”
Handle......
"What do you want to say......"
"With your righteousness, I will become stronger, and when I become stronger, I will naturally be able to control you. ”
"Control...... Me?"
How incredible does that sound...... even made Ling Yi'an a little broken, "What you said is true, can you still control me?"
"Whether it's true or not, you'll find out when you try it later. In short, I have done what you want me to do, and now, the rest of the way is up to you. All I can say is that we are interdependent, and if you are in any danger, I will do anything to protect you. I'm strong, and you're not all bad, don't you think?"
As he spoke, dragging his fluttering body, he left in a hurry, leaving Ling Yi'an alone and messy, not even knowing where he should go next.
If...... Did he really do something bad......
Will it affect the people around you......
"Ahh
He let out a long sigh, his eyes full of sorrow, what a misfortune, why did such a thing happen...... He thought about it, the more he thought about it, the more sad he felt, and then gently picked up the corpse of the leader of the army, and glanced back, the boat behind him was still floating on the river, and the frequency of shaking seemed to be waving to Ling Yi'an.
The corpse had begun to grow colder.
It shows that the time is already slowly passing. And I've been talking nonsense with this thing here for a long time, without even the slightest substantial progress.
Is this still the previous Ling Yi'an, who acted vigorously and said he would leave?
I have indeed become different, I have changed a lot.
Ling Yi'an couldn't be sure whether this change in himself was good or bad, or a trend that wanted to devour and destroy himself......
We have to find a place to bury him, and we can't let this corpse just be subjected to the wind and rain of such a harsh environment here, and finally be eaten by insects that can't be called by any name, and there are no bones left.
At the end of the day, it's also a loyal person. It seems that I have been prejudiced against this person too much before, and I should change my opinion, otherwise, even if there are more loyal people close to me, I will force these people away because of suspicion and suspicion......
"Tell me, what should I do?"
Ling Yi'an was very helpless and very sad.
In this world, there are many people who are willing to be good to him, but there are not many people who are willing to be really good to him, and now he has left another ...... What's wrong with the world......
Why are those who are well-thought-by all the time to be calculated...... Just like the one he held in his arms, he didn't even know why he died, and he didn't have the slightest warning before he died...... What kind of sadness and sadness should it be before the real breath, before the real fragmentation of thoughts......
I know that I won't live long, but I can't even see the last person I love and the person I remember in my heart......
Thinking of this, Ling Yi'an became more and more sad. If you also die in an unknown corner of this world, just like the person in front of you, how worried and desperate should you be for the person you remember......
But he wasn't so worried, after all, he was a prince, and so many people had the responsibility and obligation to protect themselves. There is nothing wrong with them eating the food of the country, and they should protect the people of the country.
But what did he die for? Wasn't it because of his identity as a prince?
On second thought, things seem to have gone to the other extreme.
The thoughts in my head are getting more and more chaotic, more and more chaotic...... In the end, it reached a point where there was no way to solve it.
"Ling Yi'an, you'd better sober me up. ”
He said this to himself, hoping that he would always be awake and always sober. Only in this way can he not be disturbed by those things that are unnecessary.
He must remain sane, which is the most basic promise he has as a prince to his soldiers and people. They protect themselves from harm, shielding themselves with their bodies everything they can when the storm comes...... Then you should be a little conscious, and at all times, you should stay rational and make the most correct decision for them......
However, he still had doubts, crampedness and uneasiness in his heart, because he was not an immortal, he had no ability to predict the future, and he did not have the ability to turn the situation around.
If you can't even guarantee this kind of thing, then you will be in vain to become the leader of others.
......
It was all so hard to choose, even to the point that he couldn't bear it.
"If only you were alive," Ling Yi'an looked at the cold corpse, the face that was gradually purple, and the eyes that could never be closed before they even had time to close, "If you are still alive, you will definitely give me some confidence." Even if you can't provide me with any good, substantive methods, at least you can accompany me in this desolate place and let me support me to continue......"
What exactly is the driving force?
Chu Ning?
Sunny days?
The character that the royal brother put on him strongly?
Qingwan and Yunyou have a serious illness that they have to treat?
These things usually seem to him to be things that must be done, people who must be seen...... Now it seems that it has become a heavy responsibility that cannot be shouldered.
What's going on here...... Have you really changed a lot?
Ling Yi'an didn't want to admit it, but it seemed that she had to admit it. This change is not what he wants to see, he wants to be more positive, not to worry about it here, so negative, so negative that even he is very surprised.
A dignified prince is floating in such an illusory and unreal place...... It's really incredible.
What is the reason for all this?
Ling Yi'an thought about it, sighed, gently brushed the cheeks of the leader of the troops, closed his eyes, at least to make it more comfortable for the family to go, don't end up in the end, he lost his life inexplicably here, and ended up with a blind end.
"Can you tell me why you have to kill him? Can't you just let him go with me to Rose?
Ling Yi'an roared, calling for the "shadow".
He stood up, not wanting to run away from it all anymore.