However, although she understands the psychology of "not wanting to waste her feelings", after getting off work at 4 o'clock that day, Suni came down from upstairs, passed by the door of the primary class, and met the same batch of newcomers who entered the kindergarten as her, Li Qianqian and Teacher Li, who also came out of it.

Perhaps because Teacher Li had interned here before and was already familiar with the teachers, Suni saw the teachers passing in front of her, and all of them enthusiastically said "see you tomorrow" to her, and even more kindly, asked her "Do you want to take a ride".

Suni still feels that this gap really makes her ...... Uncomfortable.

After all, Suni has grown up since she was a child, not to mention a group of friends, she still has three or five friends, and because of her lively personality, every time she goes to a new place, she can always chat with people in a short time.

Treat her like this...... See you for the first time in your life.

It seems that except for Teacher Jiang, who is inquisitive and inquisitive, no one in the entire kindergarten regards her as a human being anymore. Even Suni also turned to Teacher Lu and asked her, did she ask her to do or help?

Teacher Lu just replied coldly "no", and there was no more follow-up.

So far, Suni has experienced Wang Zhen's mood when she was a freshman. I don't know if at that time, when she ate alone and went to the library alone, was she also so lonely?

Suni rode the bus alone, looking out the window, the scenery that kept receding, and finally understood that some time has passed, and it is impossible to come back......

I can't help but think: colleagues and classmates, although they are only one word apart, are probably just passers-by in each other's lives. However, there are many true friendships between classmates, and I wonder if any of them have become close friends?

Still distracted, I reported to the station ahead, but it was already time to get off.

After arriving home, Suni's mother naturally wanted to ask her how she felt on the first day of work, and Suni replied lightly: "It's not good." ”

And he was tired and went into his room.

I realized why people are looking for a partner in this life, not because everyone is doing it, so she has to do it; It's not because you can't have fun, it's boring.

Rather, the floating heart needs a foothold; Lonely souls need a little empathy; If you want to vent your feelings, you need an outlet; The awareness of always monofrequency vibration requires increasing bandwidth and connection.

Yes, Suni does not deny that there are many people in this world, and they can live a wonderful life without the need for others.

However, the crux of the problem is that people don't know where they will be, and they suddenly become weak......

Suni took out her mobile phone, at this point, Zhang Wei should still be in the laboratory. Usually Suni doesn't bother him, but today, she "didn't understand" and sent a message to the past, saying: "I miss you......"

Then he began to wait, wanting to hear Zhang Wei's voice and chat with him. However, before Suni could wait for Zhang Wei's call, she was called out by her mother first, listening to the landline, saying that Zhang Lan was calling.

Suni frowned.

Suni is still in a cold place, preparing for her "wedding dress", and now she is pretending to care. Suni feels like a chicken on the farm, and all the "feeding" is for "waiting to be slaughtered"-

The "farmer" is happy, and it is natural.

Zhang Lanyu asked with a sweet smile: "Nini, how is it?" Director Fu's side is good, right? What did she ask you to do for the time being? ”

Suni replied lightly: "Nurseryman." ”

"Oh, did she let you follow?"

"I'm in my freshman class now, following Teacher Jiang."

"That's right, no matter what your current status is, as long as you can learn from experienced teachers, what you learn is yours. You know? ”

Suni let out an "um".

But I thought to myself: Learn a P?! When people attend classes, I don't sit there, I observe the whole process. Teacher Jiang said very clearly, I have to clean the windows, mop the floor, do hygiene, and sometimes I have to dry quilts for the children's bedrooms, and whoever gets wet has to wash their pants. That is, when I am outdoors, I go to symbolically participate and help wipe my sweat or something.

The key is not here -

Suni said, "But...... Sister Zhang Lan, my title has been positioned as a 'nursery', so there should be no part for teacher meetings such as teaching and research meetings and theme class meetings. Teacher Jiang said that she usually asked me to follow the childcare team leader of the large group, and I would follow her what she said to do.

In this case, the teaching skills you asked me to learn, listening to the class, are already missing in the first place. In addition, even if I am standing in the classroom, I can't participate in the aspect of dealing with people, such as communicating with parents. ”

Zhang Lan heard that Suni seemed to be complaining, and hurriedly said: "You go to Director Fu to react to these, an ordinary teacher, what do you care about her?" It's polite to hear her say a few words, my purpose for letting you stay over there is not for you to work for them! ”

Suni immediately answered: "Isn't it?" If it's a part-time job, the director pays me a salary of 1,200 yuan per month, to be honest, I really don't want to accept it! Sister Zhang Lan, if it weren't for you, I would have been at work for a long time, although the work in the nursing home is not very good, but the environment, those colleagues around me, are easy to get along with.

Unlike Principal Fu, for some reason, those teachers are unwilling to deal with me, as if they all look down on me. Sister Zhang Lan, are teachers so cold? When I was in school, I felt that the teachers I met were not like that. ”

Zhang Lan was stunned. She remembered the few times she had seen Suni before, and she hadn't heard her say so much, so she had the impression that she was just an extremely mediocre girl, except that she was quite beautiful and a little young.

Zhang Lan knew that Suni was just a college student, Zhang Lan graduated from a bachelor's degree, in her time, undergraduates were still scarce, and as one of the more up-and-coming, she had always had a sense of superiority among her family and a group of primary and secondary school classmates.

Later, she climbed all the way to today's high position, and gradually, she saw more educated juniors, and she knew that the current Jiangshi market, the graduate students, doctoral students, is not unusual. is a returnee, and he also grabs a handful.

The so-called undergraduates are even more proliferated, like junior high school students in the past.

So Zhang Lan instinctively thought that a girl like Suni who couldn't even pass the most basic undergraduate exam could be divided into a category of IQ problems.

Therefore, she never took Suni to heart, just a "young sprout" in her early 20s who didn't have any hair!

However, it is this "young sprout", and now, she is intentionally or unintentionally putting her in the army!

Zhang Lan heard it, she was on the other end of the phone, smiling coldly.