Chapter 33: The Other Shore

Xu Nankui pointed to his head and said: "This is a mental effect, it's very strange, obviously you are not going to die, but when your head tells you that you are going to die soon, then you can deceive the body and cause death." ”

It may sound like a very unreliable thing, but it's a real thing, and sometimes the willpower is not as good as your head.

A strong enough heart is the only helper to support you to go on, and how ridiculous it is to complain about others or have expectations for others.

What can you do when your mind can deceive you? Nankui has experienced the pain of betrayal, so she won't give someone else a chance to do it again.

The five people who had already walked to the door of the study, and before they finished speaking, they heard voices from inside.

"Idiot!!"

"Pang Yuan, can you not bring your stupid bird here!"

Xu Nankui heard the movement inside, a hint of joy flashed in his eyes, and he turned his head and asked, "Pang Yuan brought that parrot over?" ”

Xia He said: "Well, all the sons have already rested, so let's go in, madam." ”

Xu Nankui said a good word, and pushed the door in.

The sound of squeaking the door sounded, and everyone in the house gathered their eyes, and what caught their eyes was Xu Nankui wearing a pure white fox fur, coupled with the heavy snow flying outside the door, which was quite fairy.

Xu Nankui looked at the men and women in the study and was very pleased.

They, they, are all important ministers in the future, and they were selected by Xu Nankui in three years.

Lying on the bookcase, it was Xun Xu, dressed in purple-blue brocade, with a strand of broken hair on his forehead, and the most well-known thing was the crane feather pen that never left his hand.

Once calculated the loss and profit of Daxia for a year, the tax gap, and the ability to never forget, and the calculation relied on one hand and an inch of gold, Nankui tried, faster than the computer.

The one next to him by the window, holding a white feather fan, with a fox tail draped over his shoulder, his face was as white as powder, and his fingers were as thin as green onions.

Leaning against the window is Liu Xuan, wearing two short swords around his waist, which were given by the old man, wearing a dark blue head with a jade dragon crown, thick eyebrows and big eyes, a slight beard, and a sea of stars between his eyebrows and eyes, carrying the sea.

In the corner is Sima Xuan, who is dressed in brown clothes, who looks cold in a costume, who loves clothes outlined in gold silk the most, and the scroll made of silk in his hand, which is recorded in it, is his sworn enemy, and most of them are dead.

Sitting next to him was a girl with a ball head, looking twelve or thirteen years old, goose-yellow flowing cloud silk, a headdress made of maple leaves, and a folding fan made of gold leaf in her hand, she was the second girl of the Zhou family.

Next to her is the eldest girl of the Zhou family, with a dark yellow Luo skirt, looking much more solemn than the second sister, holding a white jade ancient umbrella in her hand, embroidered with the things of talented and beautiful women.

But if you underestimate these two people, then you are in danger, because the umbrella and the fan of these two men are made of the bones of the negative man.

Leaning on the side of the two, there is a woman, the red butterfly flying sleeves, there are nine layers of transparent yarn, holding the beauty out of the bath fan, the peony drawn with cinnabar between the eyebrows, the eyebrow is the hairpin on the head, with copper as the bone, made the shape of a flying phoenix, and fell twenty-one Jin Ling, known as Mrs. Jin Ling, Bu Xian.

Next to him is his husband, Sun Mu, with a red gold tiger head on his chest, a red dress, and a golden hosta on his head.

On the right, there is a girl from the Huang family with a tulle hat, Huang Yue, Miaoman's figure is hidden under a thin veil, making people want to explore their true faces.

Next to him was the person Xu Nankui heard talking outside before, a dark green inlaid gold robe, a black jade fan in his hand, and a three-colored parrot on his shoulder, the fool just now was what this parrot said, this person is Pang Yuan.

Next to him is Xu Shu, who is still holding a wine gourd in his hand at the moment, it was Xu Nankui who fished this drunk from the restaurant, and he has always been at odds with Pang Yuan, but he can't see others bullying him.

The farthest away is Jia Ren, a starling in his hand, but it is not that he loves this starling much, but in his heart, hypocrites, full of benevolence, righteousness and morality, but his heart is as black as the starling's feathers.

After entering the room, Xia He helped Xu Nankui take off the fox fur and shake off the snow on it, Xu Nankui handed the plum blossom he had just picked in his hand to Xia He, and then looked at everyone with a smile.

Xu Nankui took a step forward, then knelt down slowly, and made a big salute, others wanted to stop him, but Xu Nankui had already knelt down.

Xu Nankui got up after bowing to everyone three times, looked at the people in the study with a somewhat embarrassed look, and said: "It's not like the morning now, I hope you will accept my three bows at the brightest time." ”

Xu Nankui walked to the edge of the Taishi chair step by step, and then said to everyone: "Each of you is invited to the mansion by Xu Nankui, some are willing, some are unwilling. ”

Xu Nankui looked at the expressions of the others as he spoke, and finally sat down slowly and continued: "Great Xia will tilt, Weier can be straightened, after today, Tiannan and Haibei, I wish you a worry-free future!" ”

The four of them in spring, summer, autumn and winter, I don't know when they handed each one a glass of sake, and everyone drank it all at once.

By the time the moon rose on the branches, the people in the study had already dispersed.

Xu Nankui sat alone in front of the window, looking at the bright moonlight and muttering to herself: "Tomorrow is going to change the sky, sure enough, Jia Ren is right, hypocrites, not as good as real villains, full of benevolence and morality, how do you know that there are countless unjust ghosts." ”

Shen Changyuan, who went and returned, didn't know when he appeared behind Xu Nankui, and said: "This world is like this, obviously you can see more than us, so why bother to be sad here?" ”

Xu Nankui turned his head, looked at Shen Changyuan and said, "If you are fine, you can go back to your room, there is no need to make a special trip to block the palace, right?" ”

Shen Changyuan sat down by himself, looked at Xu Nankui and said, "You have thought about it, there is no turning back when you open the bow, if you do today's thing, you may not be able to control it." ”

Xu Nankui felt that the moonlight outside was dimming, turned his head to look, and was indeed covered by a dark cloud, and sneered: "Shen Changyuan, you don't know or pretend to be confused, I have long been prepared to leave a stench for ten thousand years, how can I retreat at this time," Xu Nankui changed his tone, and then asked: "Shen Changyuan, do you still think that those people and those things should be rotten and never see the light of day again?" ”

Facing Xu Nankui's questioning, Shen Changyuan said helplessly: "In the past? I can't get by! 100,000 troops, 300,000 displaced people, countless families ruined, so that there is no end to the bitterness of parting, what qualifications do I have, what right do I have to forget? ”

Xu Nankui looked at the plum blossom in front of him, all of them had bloomed, maybe it was a little warm in the room, Xu Nankui carefully plucked the stamen with his fingertips, and said: "Yes, you can't never touch the scar because of the pain, this will only make him necrotic, and it will only implicate the innocent places around." ”

Shen Changyuan asked again, "So, what if Xu Li didn't die?" ”

Xu Nankui's face turned cold, and then said: "Shen Changyuan, I know that you are Xu Li's best friend, I don't want to hear this kind of thing a third time!" ”

Shen Changyuan was about to open his mouth again, but Xu Nankui said coldly: "Get out!" ”

After Shen Changyuan walked to the door, he still stopped, turned around and said, "The silver-faced general of the side plug, you have entered Beijing, I don't think you don't know." ”

Xu Nankui's hand hidden in the cuff couldn't hold back a little trembling, so he could only suppress it desperately, trying not to show anything abnormal and said, "I know? Do you think he is Xu Li? ”

Shen Changyuan faced Xu Nankui's oppressive eyes, and finally dropped a sentence: "It's just a guess." "And left.

After Xu Nankui was silent alone for a long time, he rubbed his somewhat dry eyes and muttered, "What are you doing when you come back??" ”

It is far better to go away and come back only to be abused and despised by the world.

Xu Nankui was not poisoned at that time, but fake death medicine, Xu Li was a smart person and could understand Xu Nankui's intentions, but he still chose to come back.

But what can I do when I come back?

Nankui recalled Xu Nankui's previous life, which was a little ridiculous and a little sad.

Nankui said outside: "Xia He, take out my guqin, this palace wants to sing a song!" ”

Xia He, who had been outside the door, answered, and ran to get the guqin.

When Xia He came back with the guqin, Xu Nankui had already made the piano stand, took the guqin from Xia He's hand, carefully wiped off the dust on it, and gently plucked it twice.

The crisp sound of the piano came out, and Xu Nankui outlined the corners of her mouth.

At the door, the four of them sat on the steps, listening to Xu Nankui's piano and singing.

How can I forget that scene

It's the first time you've met

Passers-by made a lot of noise, and they looked at me funny

Laugh at you, I'm willing to do a monkey show

There can be several sequences in a lifetime

Affectionate

You don't have to be suspicious

I'm willing to pursue it for you all my life

Looking at you like this, I can't help but feel sad

In addition to you and me, birds and flowers and plants swing in pairs

You, you freeze my heart, my heart is sore, and my eyes are hurt all my life

You, you, you are on the other side, and you are looking aside, and you are looking at it twice in your life

There are also spring flowers and autumn moons

also look forward to each other

The rain hit the lotus leaves and made a few drops

How can you extinguish the tenderness in your heart

Mention you in a joke

Pain is so familiar

Where are you floating now?

It's hard to pick up pieces of broken hearts

Why did you and I fall into this field?

Looking at you like this, I can't help but feel sad

In addition to you and me, birds and flowers and plants swing in pairs

You, you freeze my heart, my heart is sore, and my eyes are hurt all my life

You, you, you are on the other side, and you are looking aside, and you are looking at it twice in your life

What is there to fear in a lifetime of poverty

Maybe just a back

Travel after dawn

Where will you stand?

Are you also waiting for me?

Looking back is like grass and trees, only you are the green mountain

Laughing at the world, it is difficult to get rid of the two sides of the strait

You, you freeze my heart, my heart is sore, and my eyes are hurt all my life

You, you, you are on the other side, and you are looking aside, and you are looking at it twice in your life

What is there to fear in a lifetime of poverty

Maybe just a back

Travel after dawn

Waiting for you across the river