Chapter 409: Overwhelmed
Although she skipped the make-up class arranged by the school and ran home, Qiu Limo was not worried about any punishment. Because the first guardian registered in his school is none other than the weaver in front of him. In his opinion, no matter what trouble he caused at school, the former who was responsible for taking care of himself would not blame him.
Although he was unexpectedly stopped by Ori today and asked about the reason for skipping class, he knew that as long as he clearly stated his wishes to the other party, then the former would definitely comply with his request. In the process of skipping class a few times before, each time I managed to deal with a call from the head of the school according to what he said. In his opinion, there will be no surprises this time.
At the beginning, I wanted to go to school, and I put forward it to Ren Yuan, but now it seems that school life is not as simple as I imagined. Whether it is getting along with peers or learning various cultural knowledge, it is very difficult for Qiu Limo, who has been out of touch with the real world for a long time.
Since July last year, he has been confined by Meng Wei, and the scope of his activities has never been outside the 23rd floor of the hotel. Meng Wei was fine when he was away, although he was no different from the prisoner under supervision, but at least he could bear it. And when Meng Wei arrived, whether it was day or night, all that accompanied him was physical and mental, double cruel torture.
Now he is suddenly free again and has returned to the campus of his dreams. Not to mention the little knowledge I learned in school before, I am about to forget it. Even if he still remembers how the teaching quality of the backward middle school in his hometown can be compared with the top private school in S City. As a result, when he was placed in the school, he was like a barbarian from another time and space, and no matter what he did, he felt out of place with his surroundings.
Of course, if it is just these problems, it should be able to get better over time, and the current discomfort is still something he can bear. This wasn't the root cause for him to tell Ori that he didn't want to go to school anymore. What made him reluctant to retreat was a more serious problem. If you don't adapt to the environment, it's like throwing a baby into a lake. Then the malice from his peers around him was like a rancid sludge rising from the bottom of a lake, trying to engulf his already scarred body with teeth and claws.
Fifteen or sixteen-year-old children are the most rebellious and free age. They are full of thoughts about redefining the world, they have many ethereal fantasies, they are also obsessed with power and profit, and they yearn for the pleasure of controlling their own destiny and that of others.
Many people compare the youth of fifteen or sixteen to the golden age, as the rising sun, and praise the children who are just young. However, it is undeniable that children at this age also have the meanness and malice that adults fear. Under the bright sun, the gloomiest darkness will be born. Just like the free-spirited youth of teenagers, when they show malice, they also have a unique and unscrupulous look of that age.
The transfer students with delicate physique, white skin and beautiful appearance, the introverted and silent air bag, and the sluggish and unresponsive crane tail are all labels that Qiu Limo put on his back on the first day of transfer. Like a mosquito and fly that smells the blood of a wound, he doesn't need anyone to organize it, and he doesn't need anyone to suggest it, he has naturally become the target of bullying and bullying.
At the beginning, everyone's methods were still at the stage of half-joking, which was nothing more than deliberately knocking down his shoulder while walking, and making some slightly outrageous jokes in his words to embarrass him in front of everyone. For Qiu Limo, who has seen hell, these childish children's tricks are really not worth mentioning, and he has neither the desire nor the idea of rebellion and dispute.
But his patience and concession did not bring peace, but only made the pranks that happened to him more and more excessive. The children around him began to test his bottom line, and constantly increased the intensity of the trick. Soon he began to secretly spill nails on his bench, toss his books and snacks into the trash, and splashed ink on him while he was not looking.
As time passed, everyone unknowingly joined in the carnival of persecution, and the more Qiu Limo endured the bullying against him, the more escalated it became. By the end of the day, things have spiraled out of control, and the participants have blurred the boundaries of morality in the midst of the intensified evil. The boy has become a very "playable" toy in the eyes of everyone.
The provocation of his peers was naturally no match for a leather whip full of barbs, and the verbal humiliation was even less than the torture that Meng Wei brought him. As for the pranks on his books, clothes, and other belongings, it was not enough to make him sad and desperate. What made him want to retreat was the never-ending malice of the abusers like an abyss.
What restricts the bottom line of people's behavior is never a moral shackle, only the threat and deterrence of violence is a reliable guarantee of order. When it is found that evil deeds will not be punished, the initiators will not feel guilty in conscience, but will only intensify their evil deeds. Qiu Limo's forbearance has undoubtedly become the most direct catalyst for this bullying.
Silence has turned to acquiescence, and everyone revels in the sense of accomplishment of bullying the weak. Even those who began to remain neutral naturally put the blame on Qiu Limo.
From "It's a joke, he didn't object to it himself" to "Since everyone bullied him, then he must have some problems" to "It's so fun, I want to try it too...".
In just one week, the situation has developed to the point where it is difficult to control. When the most violent people threatened to block Qiu Limo in the toilet in the classroom and strip him naked in public, a terrible scene happened. None of the more than 20 people in the house came forward to reprimand them for their nonsense, but some people coaxed him to take pictures of Qiu Limo, and even suggested that he be forced to eat his own filth.
No one has ever looked into whether this is just a few nasty jokes or whether it will become a reality in the near future. But there is no doubt that there is no sympathy or pity in the eyes of everyone looking at the silent young man in the corner, and their eager eyes seem to be looking forward to this exciting scene to be staged sooner. Even many people who looked at Qiu Limo began to have a naked and obscene taste that did not belong to this age at this moment. Most of the owners of these sights are from girls, and a few are from boys.
Things have turned out like this, and Qiu Limo doesn't know how to deal with it anymore. The head teacher was obviously not interested, and he spent too much energy on this transfer student who transferred halfway and had poor grades. The painless reprimands and warnings to those boys at the class meeting were not only ineffective, but caused Qiu Limo to incur more revenge.
The deteriorating situation made the teenager completely lose interest in the long-awaited school life. If just stripping naked in public and satisfying the perverted desires of his classmates can solve the problem, then Qiu Limo feels that it is okay to be at their mercy, after all, he doesn't feel how precious his body is.
But he knew very well that even if he did, it would mean nothing to his situation. Even if he handed over all the things he regarded as treasures, he would not gain friendship and peace. The purpose of the bully is to destroy rather than take, and in the days to come, it will only be a cycle of pain and humiliation. In his opinion, this is not fundamentally different from the days when he was in captivity by Meng Wei.
To some extent, he was more in pain at the moment than before, after all, Meng Wei had never let him have any thoughts related to hope. And wanting to live a campus life like her peers was originally the thing Qiu Limo looked forward to the most. Now that he had woken up, he only hoped that it would all end soon.
"Can I know why?" To the boy's surprise, this time Ori did not accept his opinion, and there was a slight fluctuation in those Gu Jing Wubo's eyes.
"Didn't I just say that?" Qiu Limo turned her head sideways and muttered, "I'm not used to school life." ”
"It's not like the truth." Ori said calmly
"Believe it or not, don't you know the future? Guess for yourself, I'm going back to the house to rest. Qiu Limo didn't want to discuss this issue any longer, and tried to get up and leave again.
"Is it an emotional problem?" Ori asked in a speculative tone
"No," the boy said in annoyance, "why do you think that?" ”
"Because I cleaned up the house today, I looked at the computer in your room, and there were a lot of records of erotic images playing." Ori explained seriously, "And I found a lot of used paper in the trash can in your room..."
"Ahhh That's because I have a cold, I have a cold! The young man hurriedly stopped the former and continued, "I'll clean my room by myself in the future, I don't need you to clean it, don't just enter my room casually!" ”
"If it's not an emotional problem, is it just a desire to vent?" Ori nodded, "If that's the case, you can leave it to me." Tonight's words..."
"It's not! No! No, you don't! The young man blushed and shouted, "No, I didn't think about it, I didn't think about it." ”
"Is the reason for the rejection because I'm a woman? I've looked at the sites you've visited, and I've guessed what you like. "Weaving stretched out his hands and compared the shape of a long strip" because of the kind of heart in your body, in principle, you should not let yourself have too much contact with other people. But we can use the utensils, you can try to imagine me as a male..."
"Enough! Stop it. Qiu Limo looked at the former with a dark face and said, "Are you kidding me?" Is it fun to make such jokes? ”
"You want me to guess." Ori said indifferently, "Besides, it's not a joke. ”
"I'm really fed up, Mingming, Mingming didn't care about me at all before. Now he has put on this guardian attitude again. The young man said aggrievedly, "Is it so funny for you to bully me?" ”
"I've always cared about you."
"Then tell me what happened to me?!" Qiu Limo said angrily, "Aren't you able to see the future? If you really care about me all the time, don't you look at what happened to me at school after I left the house every morning? ”
"I can see the future, who told you?" Ori asked
"Ren Yuan told me before, he said that he didn't have to worry about the other side would arrest me back, your ability can protect me." The boy shouted at Ori, "But in reality, you didn't care to protect me at all!" You don't even care what happened to me at school! ”
"Sure enough, you're still being bullied, aren't you?" Weaving looked at the young man's aggrieved eyes, reached out and took him into his arms, and said softly, "Future vision is not such a convenient ability, everything has a price. ”
Of course, I'm not trying to shirk responsibility for my previous negligence. I'll pay attention later, so now can you tell me, what the hell happened? ”
The warmth from the woman's body soothed the young man's lonely heart, and the tense heart began to gradually dissipate. Qiu Limo, who has been repeatedly disappointed in this world, subconsciously stretched out his hands to wrap around his waist, as if holding the last ray of sunshine in his life. The grievances that were full of nowhere to be poured out were poured out at this moment like a flood that burst its embankment.
Tears overflowing from his eyes wet Ori's chest, and the boy choked up and poured out his painful experience at school this week...