Qin Fang's eyes set off turbulent waves, and he stared at the medical record book for a long time before raising his head to look at Qiao Ran again.

No wonder when he came back from abroad, he felt that she was a lot thinner and haggard, it turned out that she-

Looking at the medical record book again, the date of the miscarriage turned out to be the night he went abroad.

His pupils contracted violently, and his knuckles turned white, "Qiao Ran, you... Did I leave the night I streamed? ”

Suddenly I understood why she called him and asked him if he could go back to the hotel, and suddenly understood why there were her missed calls after turning on the phone!

Qiao Ran quietly watched the change in the expression on Qin Fang's face, there was no expression on her face, and a faint mockery passed the corners of her lips.

Qin Fang saw that Qiao Ran was unusually calm, as if nothing had happened, his heart tightened for a while, and an unprecedented sense of fear spread to his limbs.

He took two steps forward, grabbed Qiao Ran's slender shoulders with his big palm, and hugged her into his arms.

Almost instantly, Qiao Ran broke free, and she snatched the medical record book from his hand.

In front of him, the medical record book was torn to shreds and thrown into the trash.

If she kept it, it meant that she couldn't let go of the past, but she sent him everything he had given her, and tore up all the traces of her passing through his children.

She's really going to end up with him!

Qin Anxin couldn't help but be a little panicked.

"Ranran, I don't know, I'm sorry......"

Qin Xin felt unspeakably uncomfortable, and his throat seemed to be tightly choked by an invisible hand, making him very clogged.

Looking at the look of chagrin and pain on Qin Fang's face, Qiao Ran closed his eyes, opened them again, and said in a somewhat difficult voice, "Qin Fang, who are you pretending to be in pain and blaming yourself now?" ”

Qin Fang opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but found that he couldn't say a word.

She was obviously not far from him, and as long as he reached out, he could take her into his arms.

But his arms were as heavy as lead.

Is he still eligible?

What he did had already made her disheartened!

"Qin Fang, even if you know that I'm going to have a miscarriage that night, but in the face of Qin Xi, who had a car accident, you will still choose to go abroad, right?"

Qin Fang's tall body trembled fiercely.

He shook his head, "No... If I know you had a miscarriage, I will stay with you......"

Qiao Ran looked at him steadily, thinking that after a few days of calming down, his mood would be better, but in the face of him, there was still a kind of tearing pain and discomfort.

She knew that there were some things that she didn't have to say and knew it, but she still said it.

"You turned off your mobile phone on the way to the airport, don't you just want me to contact you?"

Qiao Ran's words made Qin Fang's tall body and take a few steps back suddenly.

He pursed his lips, his eyes reddening a little.

He wanted to deny it, it wasn't what Qiao Ran said, but could he continue to deceive her?

No!

This girl, who loves him with all her heart, goes through the most painful moment of her life.

He wasn't by her side when she needed him the most, and he still had to defend himself with clever words?

He didn't have that face to coax her anymore!

Qiao Ran saw all the emotional changes in Qin's eyes, although she had long known who he really cared about in his heart, but when everything was ruthlessly torn apart, revealing its truest side, she would still feel like she was hurt and bloody!

Even if he knew that she was going to have a miscarriage, when faced with Qin Xi's uncertain choice of life and death in a car accident, he would still go abroad!

That's the difference between loving and not loving!

Who can she blame?

If you want to blame yourself, you can only blame yourself!

Ming Ming knew that the relationship between the two was not equal, he was just greedy for her body, and he might like it a little bit, but she was definitely not the person on the tip of his heart!

The child she lost as soon as she learned about it may have been God's punishment for her lack of self-love.

On the night of the graduation party, if she forcibly broke away, there would be no follow-up development between the two.

It was she herself who coveted his arms, his kisses, his breath.

She sank unconsciously. Fall, easily surrender yourself to him!

Aren't men all like that, the easier it is to get, the less they will cherish it.

In his heart, she may just be an accessory of him, too taken for granted, without surprise and preciousness!

Qin Fang lowered his eyes, there was a deep regret in his eyes, and his voice was so difficult that it seemed to come from the depths of his throat, "Qiao Ran, I don't know how to make up for you, you said, as long as I can do it, I am willing to do it......"

Qiao Ran looked at his handsome face tight, his voice was faint, and there were no emotional ups and downs, "The best compensation is not to entangle!" ”

Qin Fang's mind was in chaos, he closed his scarlet eyes and shook his head, "Except for this, I promise you everything else!" ”

Qin Fang never wanted to be separated from her, and after learning that she had a miscarriage, it was even more impossible to separate from her!

Qiao Ran knew Qin Fang's temperament, so she didn't want Qin Fang to know about it after the miscarriage.

He is not a completely bad person, although he is a little machismo, but he also has a sense of responsibility.

Knowing that she had a miscarriage, she must feel guilty and blame herself, and she will not be separated from her easily!

Qiao Ran was a little physically and mentally exhausted, and she didn't want to quarrel with him, nor did she want to talk to him anymore.

"Qin Fang, don't let me look down on you!"

Qiao Ran turned around and was about to leave.

Qin Fang hugged her from behind, the hand around her waist gradually tightened, and his resolute jaw was against her shoulder socket, "Ranran, will you give me another chance?" I know that I have a lot of bad things in the past, and I didn't put my heart and soul into the relationship between us, but I know that I was wrong, and you can see how well I will perform in the future? ”

When Qin Fang said these words, a trace of deep pain appeared in his eyes that even he had not noticed.

Qiao Ran broke off Qin Fang's big hand around her waist little by little, took a few steps forward, and said in a cold voice, "I said, we have no possibility!" ”

She strode away, a slender figure, with a never-before-seen decisiveness!

……

Weekend.

Qiao Ran came to the apartment rented by Wen Ruan and Ye Tianyu.

The three of them had a hot pot together.

The last time I came here to eat hot pot, Qiao Ran and Qin Fang were still in love.

Now the two are on the same page.

Qiao Ran drank a bottle of beer for the first time, and a faint flush appeared on her white cheeks, "I have something to tell you." ”

Looking at Qiao Ran, who looked a little serious, Wen Ruan and Ye Tianyu's eyes fell on her little face, "What's wrong, is it something very important?" ”

"Our school has a place for exchange students to go to country K, and I submitted the application form, which has been approved."

Wen Ruan and Ye Tianyu both showed surprises in their eyes.

Wen Ruan grabbed Ye Tianyu's little hand, "Are you going to go to school in country K?" How long to go? ”

"More than two years!"

Originally, Qiao Ran didn't plan to go, but recently, Qin Fang came to the school to find her whenever he had time, which has seriously affected her studies and life.

Most of the time, Qiao Ran is a soft-hearted and easy-to-talk person.

But such a person does not make decisions easily, and once a certain decision is made, he will not easily turn back!

In the matter of falling in love with Qin Fang, she has already missed it once, and she will not let herself be wrong a second time!

His current stalking is nothing more than guilt for her, but she doesn't need it.

One parting and two wide, each life is happy, is the best ending!

Wen Ruan and Ye Tianyu glanced at each other, Qiao Ran had made up their minds, and they didn't want to say anything more!

Especially Wen Ruan, she knew how much Qiao Ran liked Qin Fang, even if Qin Fang was not by her side when she had a miscarriage, she never resented Qin Fang, and she was considerate and understanding of his dreams and pursuits!

What crushed her was that Qin Fang went to other girls on the night she had a miscarriage, and Qin Fang didn't like her that much at all!

Wen Ruan patted the back of Qiao Ran's hand, "If you think about it, do it, Yu'er and I will always be your best friends." ”

Ye Tianyu nodded, "I will go to see you with Ranran during the holidays." ”

Qiao Ran held their hands, and a smile appeared on her small white face, "Okay, thank you." ”

……

Because of closed training, Qin Fang couldn't go out to find Qiao Ran every day.

When I went to look for her again, it was already half a month later.

He bought breakfast and waited early downstairs in Qiao Ran's dormitory.

After waiting for nearly half an hour, all the roommates in Qiao Ran's dormitory came down, but they didn't see her.

One of the roommates, who knew Qin Fang, saw him standing like a sculpture and walked towards him.

"Are you looking for Qiao Ran?"

Qin Fang nodded, "She's in the dormitory?" ”

"Don't you know? Qiao Ran, she went abroad today. ”

With a bang, the breakfast in Qin Fang's hand fell to the ground.

The cold and hard face tightened sharply, and the pupils contracted, "What did you say?" What does she do abroad? ”

"She's going abroad as an exchange student!"

Qin Anxin's head suddenly hurt!

It took several seconds for him to react, "When did she get on the plane?" ”

"She had already gone to the airport an hour ago."

Qin Fang turned around and ran.

He took a taxi at the school gate, gave the driver more money, and asked the driver to rush to the airport quickly.

However, in the morning, the airport was congested on the road, and when there were still a few hundred meters from the airport, it was jammed into a long queue.

Qin gave the driver the money, pushed the car door, opened his slender legs, and ran forward frantically.

He didn't stop and ran to the airport hall in one go.

He looked for Qiao Ran's figure anxiously and panickedly, but people came and went, and he didn't know where she was?

Qin Fang had never been so flustered and anxious, he was like a headless fly, his heart was empty, at this moment, he knew what he had really lost?!

"Qiao Ran! Qiao Ran! He didn't care about the image and shouted.

Countless pictures of the two of them together flashed in his mind, his delicate appearance being held in her arms, the appearance of her hand-knitting scarf for him, and the appearance of her standing on tiptoe to gently wipe off the rice grains from the corners of his mouth for him......

He never thought that she would just disappear into his world!

Such a soft little girl, why would she be so ruthless!

"Qiao Ran, you come out for me, don't go, don't go, okay?"