Chapter 169: Don't Want? Wronged yourself

took off his shoes, wrapped his whole body tightly in the quilt, looked at Xie Chip, who was standing not far away, and sneered: "Find a place to sit, don't always be so restrained." ”

"Okay." Xie Chip responded, lowering his eyes.

In fact, it's not restrained, but with Bai Nuo, I always can't help but empty my mind, and I only have her figure in my heart, especially recently, this situation has become more and more serious.

The fist resting on his lap clenched, and his thoughts began to run.

Through the dim light, Bai Nuo looked at the young man in front of him.

A few months is enough time to transform a developing teenager.

Appearance, body shape, temperament, and the appearance when they meet them, it is said to be the same, but in fact, it has changed greatly.

The child, who blushes at every turn and likes to sneak into her room at night, is gone, and here it is the teenager who keeps his face tight all day and takes her orders as the first thing.

She didn't feel bad, but sometimes she still sighed, if this was not the cultivation realm, if he was in the modern era, he was afraid that this age was the palm treasure in the arms of his parents, how could he be subjected to these criminal evidences and follow her around.

However, in this era, she can't comment more, she can only do her best to change his mentality as much as possible.

Shrinking his head, the heat slowly floated up from the quilt, making Bai Nuo's whole person warm and extremely comfortable.

After thinking about it, he called: "Xie Chip, do you really, have you planned your future?" ”

The low and soft voice, glowing with infinite tenderness, seemed to be just an ordinary question, and even had the smile that Bai Nuo often had when he spoke, but it made Xie Chip feel that her words were unprecedentedly serious.

Slightly stunned, his palm released and clenched, nervously buttoned his trouser leg, and spoke: "Well, I want to be stronger, so that I can protect you." ”

"No, it's not." Bai Nuo shook his head, "You know, the answer I want is not only that. Your life is mine, but I don't need your protection, what I want is that you can choose the path you want to take, and on that road, there may be me, or maybe there will be no me, but even so, you will never regret going on, the future. ”

Teenagers, in fact, can't figure out this kind of truth at all, and can't tell the difference between the two.

But Bai Nuo didn't plan to know the answer tonight, what she wanted was just to leave a trace in the heart of the young man in front of him, so that when he had his own choice, he could not worry about her and boldly walk his own way.

Maybe he can't find it now, but after that, he can always find it.

Ah, it would be better if I could find it now~

"I..."

Xie Chip was silent, he didn't know, he had never thought of this kind of thing before, and now, everything he wanted was related to the person in front of him.

He couldn't imagine how dark it would be if his future would be without her, as she said.

She is his light, redeeming him, taking him out of there, and giving him a new life, even if he signed the blood contract at the beginning, just because it was her, he never complained, but his heart was extremely excited.

He is so dirty and cheap, and he can even bear her mark.

Only he knew how excited he was at that time, so excited that he was about to cry.

However, if one day, she said, she no longer needs him, and his future path can only be walked by himself.

No, Xie Chip would never allow that to happen.

At the bottom of his heart, something sprouted and began to grow slowly, accompanied by a trace of pain, so that Xie Chip couldn't help but grit his teeth.

"Of course, I would be happy to have me."

Suddenly, a word made Xie Chip's colic heart stop suddenly, the pain disappeared, and the tears in the corners of his eyes had not disappeared, and they appeared in front of Bai Nuo's eyes in a daze.

Bai Nuo was also dumbfounded, she said such a sentence, is this person crying?

"Are you crying?"

When I got out of bed, the quilt on my body was pulled and fell to the ground, and the cold chill passed through my skin to the soles of my feet.

The hand touched the corner of Xie Chip's eyes, the corners of his mouth smiled, his eyebrows and eyes curled up and seemed to smile very happily, his eyes were facing each other, and there was only his figure in his eyes.

Xie Chip looked at it dumbfounded, the curved eyes, the reddish corners of the eyes, the hooked red lips, and the heart missed a beat.

"I, I didn't..."

Subconsciously retorted, the hand in the corner of the eye was warm, and it seemed that the nest in the quilt had a role, hot, a little hot.

But he was reluctant to dodge, just let her touch it, and look up, if only it could be like this forever, he thought.

"There's no shame in crying, but you can only cry in front of me, after all, I've seen all your ugly looks and won't laugh at you, but others are not necessarily." Bai Nuo raised her eyebrows, and the teenager's rebuttal made her even more pleasant, and she rarely regained the pleasure of bullying.

Rubbing his eyes, watching those burning black eyes close, he withdrew his hand and hid it under the quilt, his fingertips slightly hot.

"In short, you can think slowly, before you think about it, you can follow what I want to do, and when you think about it, no matter what decision you make, I will support you, so, don't panic, what I said is just this meaning, and I don't mean to abandon you."

He was too afraid of being abandoned, she knew.

And she, to be honest, is reluctant to be a teenager who simply likes to be by her side, after all, they are all lonely, in different senses.

Turning around, the smile on the corner of his mouth dissipated a little, sat back on the bed and leaned on Xie Chip, who looked at Xie Chip, who should have calmed down, shook his body, and said: "Tomorrow is the official start of the class, I heard Li Chatao and they said that there are so-called elective courses, you must choose the one that suits you, you can't wronged yourself because you want to wait for me, you know?" ”

"Hmm."

Xie Chip responded, but he didn't listen to a word of what Bai Nuo said after that, he only remembered that she said that she never intended to abandon him, and her mind was already filled with this sentence.

I'm happy, but I'm also thinking about what I want to do.

Time passed, and after a good conversation, it was time to sleep, and it was time for class.

The sky is still bright, and the person is still nested in the bed, Bai Nuo is desperately pulling the quilt to prevent Xie Chip from pulling it away.

Yesterday, in the middle of the conversation, Lan Zhu Xiang came back, and when he saw that they hadn't slept yet, he seemed to be talking about tomorrow's class, so he joined excitedly.

As a result, the four of them chatted late, talked about life, sighed about the past, looked forward to the future, and discussed what courses would be suitable for them.

They didn't leave until it was almost dark.