Chapter 22: Let go of what you can't get

When Su Yuexian woke up, it was the dawn of the seventh day, and she had been in a coma for seven days. In the past seven days, she has lost a lot of weight. It seems that she is more beautiful and moving than in the past.

"I've never seen anyone as sleepy as you when I'm so old." Li Qingxian said as he brought a spoonful of hot porridge to her lips.

"Is that a meat bun?" Su Yuexian swallowed the spoonful of porridge and reached out to take the buns on the side. Li Qingxian lightly slapped her hand, pretending to be angry and said, "My stomach is still empty, drink porridge first." The buns will be eaten again later, and no one will grab them from you. ”

Su Yuexian obediently leaned back to the head of the bed, opening her mouth and waiting for Li Qingxian to feed. Li Qingxian had a straight face, but the spoon in his hand had been handed to her lips, "You are still the first to call me as a person." ”

"Oh? The first one? Su Yuexian smiled and leaned her head in front of Li Qingxian, "I don't know if you have the honor of being the last?" ”

Li Qingxian listened to this familiar sentence and was slightly distracted.

Su Yuexian felt that she might have made a joke that she shouldn't have made, so she hurriedly changed the topic and said, "Gonggong Li, have I slept for a long time?" ”

Li Qingxian didn't want to tell her about her unconscious, so he said, "It's been a whole day and a night." ”

Su Yuexian heard this and said with a smile: "Oh, no wonder I had a long dream. ”

Li Qingxian stirred the porridge that was still a little hot, lowered his head and asked, "What did you dream about?" ”

Su Yuexian looked at him, her watery eyes bent into crescents, and replied truthfully: "I dreamed that I was dead, you go and pick up a coffin for me." In the end, I picked a black and ugly one. ”

This kind of unlucky dream, what is there to rejoice. Li Qingxian's hand holding the spoon froze in mid-air, he looked at the smiling Su Yuexian, and said, "It seems that you really hate me, and you even think so badly in your dreams." ”

"No, it's not! You don't know if you can ...... in the dream later" Su Yuexian immediately came over to explain, but accidentally knocked over the porridge bowl, and the hot porridge at the bottom of the bowl spilled a little on the back of her hand, and she couldn't help but retract her hand when it was hot.

"Don't move." Li Qingxian pulled her hand back, wiped her clean with a handkerchief, and looked up at her, "It's all red, I'll go get you the ointment." No matter how much you dare to move, you will never be spared. ”

"Oh." Su Yuexian shrunk into the quilt like a kitten, watched Li Qingxian go to get the scalding medicine, and carefully wiped the back of her hand.

She felt that such a scene had never been more harmonious and beautiful. Li Qingxian bowed his head and drugged her very gently, and his side face was really good-looking. Su Yuexian even thought that if he wasn't a eunuch, how good it would be if he was just the son of an ordinary family. With him every day, living a leisurely life of idle clouds and wild cranes, even if he can only drink white porridge every day, his face is enough to eat.

Li Qingxian suddenly raised his head and met her stupid gaze, and couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable. He lowered his head and asked, "What did you say about me in the second half of your dream?" ”

Su Yuexian looked at Li Qingxian's lowered pair of phoenix eyes, the eyelashes on his head were distinct, like golden butterfly wings in the morning light that spilled in from the window, every time he blinked his eyes, the shadow cast under his eyelids also blinked. His skin was very white, his jet-black hair hung down his cheeks, and his whole face was sunk in light, which was a little unreal in his pretty.

Su Yuexian couldn't help but look a little distracted, she recalled the scene in the dream with a smile, and said, "You...... You can't bear me. It's raining so hard, and you've been holding me and won't let me go. You said...... Ask me to wait for you, and you will come back to me, and you will rewrite my fate. Also said...... Be with me forever and ever. ”

"Eternal life and eternity?" Li Qingxian interrupted her with a smile, "I'm afraid you don't want to stay by my side for a while." The porridge has been spilled, and I will go and order the servants to bring you another bowl. ”

Looking at Li Qingxian's departing back, Su Yuexian raised the back of her hand and blew on the ointment on it, and sighed, "That's what I said, how could I fall in love with a eunuch." ”

Nuo Nuo waited for Su Yuexian to finish breakfast, and Su Yuexian asked her to accompany her to visit the garden.

Su Yuexian's fingertips lightly landed on a moon flower, and asked, "Is there still no news in the palace?" ”

Nuo Nuo shook his head, "The emperor has nothing else to do except suspend you." Miss, when did you provoke Princess Nanfu? Nuo Nuo heard that as soon as Princess Nanfu returned to the palace, she asked the emperor to give you death. It just so happened that the ninth prince was also there that day, and he vouched for you, and the emperor pardoned you in his face. ”

"Lord Wang, will he vouch for me?" Su Yuexian thought that she had misheard, there was a tingling pain from her fingertips, she quickly withdrew her hand, blood beads came out of her fingertips, and Nuo Nuo hurriedly stepped forward to wrap her fingers with a silk handkerchief.

"Miss, why don't you want to believe that the prince also likes you? Do you know that two years ago, you blocked that knife for him, he ......" Nuo Nuo said eagerly, halfway through the speech, she immediately shut up when she leaked her mouth to expose herself.

Su Yuexian felt that her heart was dull, after many years, she still couldn't look directly at that scar. A-Niang said that the body is skinned, and the parents who receive it have to be cherished. Especially if a woman has a scar on her body, she is not beautiful. But that day in Xizhou, the emperor held a celebration banquet for the nine princes. She begged the queen to accompany her, and she practiced for three months to perform the dance for this celebration feast. Su Yuexian had already thought about it, she wanted to take advantage of the gentle moonlight to show him her heart. When she danced halfway through the dance full of affection, the camp of the Nine Princes was attacked by the enemy, she watched the white shadow swirl in the center of the bright sword, and she didn't know what evil she had fallen, she pounced on the Nine Princes like a moth, the tip of the knife penetrated her chest, and blood gushed out.

She twitched in pain in his arms, and she couldn't spell a sentence. Obviously, I wanted to say to him: "Yun Chuxiu, I like you." ”

But under his light gaze, she only spit out a sentence with tears in her eyes, "Lord Wang, I am so painful." ”

He frowned and said coldly: "I know that the pain still rushes up." ”

Su Yuexian grinned weakly at him, blood curling down the corners of her lips, she must have been ugly at that time, but Yun Chuxiu was still as bright as moonlight.

She was suddenly afraid that she would never see him again, so she tugged at his sleeve and said tremblingly, "Help me...... I'm afraid of death......"

I don't know if Yun Chuxiu will laugh at her, she has been a hero to save beauty since ancient times, and she is very chic until she dies. But she was so remorseful at the last moment, spinelessly crying and begging him to save her.

The military doctor who was with the Nine Princes still had some skills, and she was rescued. But she has been lying on the bed for more than half a year, and Yun Chuxiu has not come to see her once in the past half a year. Her wound healed, and despite the best plaster, it was left with an ugly scar.

From then on, the Nine Princes were still the white moonlight in her heart, but she didn't want to follow this moonlight at all. In the past six months, she has also understood that even if she loses her life, it will not belong to her. White moonlight is white moonlight, sprinkled on the bedside every night to think, decorate and decorate feelings.

And the delusion of holding this beam of moonlight in your hand will never be realized.

"Nuonuo, in the past, I was young and frivolous. It will never be possible for the prince and I to do so. I...... It's been a long time since I thought about it. Su Yuexian raised her head and smiled easily at Nuo Nuo. Nuo Nuo looked at the look on Su Yuexian's face, presumably she really let it go this time.

If this is the case, then the prince will be miserable.