Chapter 34: If the cause arises, then the catastrophe will come
April in the world, Kunlun Immortal Mountain.
Fresh after the rain, a slight wind blows, mixed with a faint earthy scent.
There was a person in white who was dressed in Shengxue, quietly looking at the gloomy scene in front of him. The once lush and scattered pear blossom trees have long been removed, leaving only one deep imprint after another on the land to record the footprints of the past.
Didn't you say that the pear blossoms are blooming?
The man looked up, only to find that the world was vast, and he didn't know when he was once as close as them, but now he was thousands of miles apart.
It was the cinnabar of the heart that flashed again, the man frowned, and his emotions were always swayed by illusions.
Is this still you?
"I didn't expect our Kunlun Immortal Venerable to show such a helpless expression. A woman's voice sounded behind her, and there was no lack of coolness with a faint mockery, "Ji Ziyang, it turns out that you also have weaknesses." ”
Ji Ziyang looked back, "The moon is full?"
"Are you surprised to see me here?" The woman was dressed in green clothes, surrounded by a pale cyan fairy mist, and her cultivation was not shallow. It was the full moon fairy girl on the Jade Maiden Peak, the female god of war who won a complete victory against three thousand demons alone. She stepped forward slowly, in her own right.
"Not unexpected. Ji Ziyang turned around and said in a low voice, "Kunlun, it was originally your home. ”
The moon was full of laughter, and tears were clearly shining in his apricot eyes.
"Ji Ziyang, you are still the same, you can always poke the most painful wound in other people's hearts with one sentence. ”
Ji Zi raised his eyebrows and said softly, "I'm sorry." ”
What else can he say about the full moon other than being sorry?
Moon Man laughed, looking pitiful and pathetic, "I'm sorry? ”
Ji Ziyang stopped talking, after so many years, the moon was full and he still couldn't let go. The difference between the two is that the wine will become more and more mellow and fragrant, while the pain will only become more and more memorable and unforgettable. It's crazy.
When the moon is full and looking around, it is empty, and the beautiful scenery of pear blossoms blooming like snow is long gone. She slowed down and picked up a broken flower in the dirt, "She's really ruthless, so many trees, she can cut them all down." ”
"It's okay to cut it, so as not to miss it. Ji Ziyang said.
"You're harder. Yueman turned her head to look at Ji Ziqing and looked at him with a smile, "She is struggling to forget so hard, but you always give her hope." ”
Is he giving her hope all the time? Is he provoking her all the time?
Ji Ziyang couldn't help but ask himself.
Not wanting to give him extra time to think, Moon Man then asked, "Why don't you marry the god of flowers? Why did you choose to leave? You did this, not only harming her, but also implicating another innocent person." Ji Ziyang, do you really ignore the taboos of heaven and ignore ethics. Fall in love with her?"
"Yes, I love her. But that's just brother and sister love, not the love of men and women. Ji Ziyang's explanation seemed so pale, that for a moment he almost refused to believe himself.
"Whether it's the love of brothers and sisters, or the love of men and women. I just want to remind you that the wheel of life is unbreakable. The moon looked at Ji Ziyang earnestly, the reason why she was like this was only because she had walked this road and understood the hardships and difficulties along the way.
"She's your fate. That's true. The moon looked at him as if he saw himself back then, "But you should understand that you are her calamity." Do you want her dead?"
Ji Ziyang's figure was slightly stunned, and the wheel of life was extinguished. As long as you get close, you can live alone. And it turns out that it is often the robbers who leave. This is probably the reason why whenever he tries to get closer, he always brings her unwarranted disasters. Ji Ziyang smiled bitterly.
"You are commensurate with her brother and sister, and you want to suppress the feelings in your heart. It's really ridiculous, I can't even suppress the feelings of father and daughter, let alone just a brother? Do you want to go through the road of Shu Mo again?"
Ji Ziyang looked at her slowly, looking at the full moon face for a long time. coincides with what she looked like back then in her memory.
Ethereal void, memories flood in.
At that time, there were two statues in Kunlun, the head of the Songhe Immortal and the Immortal Monarch Shu Mo.
At that time, Ji Ziyang first arrived in Kunlun and worshiped under the Songhe Immortals. Because of the wonderful fairy bones, it is true to be transmitted. It is reused by the Songhe immortals. Soon he will be able to take charge of himself and hold up half of the world.
And the other half of Kunlun is a woman's world. That woman cultivated profoundly, acted decisively, and was highly praised in the Six Realms. She is the righteous daughter of the immortal monarch Shu Mo, called - the full moon.
Ji Ziyang still remembers the filial piety of his mentors and friends, and the happy scene of harmony with his classmates.
Everyone thought it was going to go on like this until something happened.
The two demon realms joined forces to invade the immortal realm, and even slaughtered in the world. As the head of the Immortal Sect, Kunlun couldn't stand idly by, and immediately dispatched all his men to fight the demons.
Just when the two soldiers confronted each other, the swords were tense. Kunlun Yanjiu betrayed the fairy world, colluded with the demon world, and took the opportunity to seek the position of the leader.
In that battle, Kunlun was defeated.
Shu Mo was also fighting with Yan Jiu at that time, and was seriously injured and dying.
When the moon was full, he broke into the underworld alone and killed three thousand demons in anger. Gathering his resentful demon bones to refine demon weapons and demon teeth, he broke into Biluomen and stole half of the Pangu Stone to bring Shu Mo back to life.
Shu Mo survived, but his temperament has changed greatly since then.
And the people of the world are full of filial piety when they read the moon, spare him from dying, and let the two of them live alone in the mountains and wilderness.
One day, Tianji and a group of Xianmen disciples went to visit. But unexpectedly bumped into the lingering state of the full moon.
Father and daughter fall in love, and heaven does not tolerate it. Everyone in the fairy world is ashamed of this, and Kunlun is even more criticized.
Shu Mo was abandoned by Kunlun, and no one remembered his merits for defending Kunlun to the death, but instead sentenced him to death.
Yue Man knelt at the foot of Kunlun Mountain and cried, everything was her fault, it was she who drugged in Shu Mo tea, it was she who was devoured by desire.
But no one will believe her, let alone Shu Mo.
In the end, Shu Mo died tragically at the hands of his peers, and blood spattered Kunlun.
And the person who raised his sword to Shu Mo at the beginning had him, Tianji, and Kunlun disciples......
No one can escape the wheel of life.
"He is my fate, and I am his calamity. I knew it, but I couldn't help but get closer. Wrong from the start. If I hadn't insisted, he wouldn't have died if I had left early. Yueman's eyes were red, and she always pushed all the faults on Ji Ziyang, Tianji, and the entire Kunlun. But it's clear that everything is caused by her. She has hated Kunlun for so many years, and in the final analysis, she is just hating herself.
"I know you're emotional. Yueman looked at Ji Ziyang and said slowly, "Love her." Just let her live well. ”
"You'll find out in a long time. Love does not have to hold the hand of the son and grow old with the son, but no matter how long it has passed, you know that the other party is still alive and living in the same world as yourself. It's okay to know each other, that's all. ”
"It really doesn't matter if you see it or not. ”
Moon Man bowed his head, his voice a little choked.
Ji Ziyang closed his eyes, he had been conceited all his life, but he didn't dare to gamble with her life after all.
Because, he can't afford to lose.
Full Moon took out a fragment of a page, which looked very old and looked like the remains of an ancient codex.
"Here's to you. ”
Yue Man handed it over to Ji Ziqing, "This is the only thing I can help you." I hope you end better than mine. ”
After that, the moon was full and walked away.
Ji Ziyang looked at the codex ruins in his hand and was silent for a long time. He stepped into the Hall of Eternal Life. Tianji is sitting in it. Apparently, he had heard their conversation. Tianji stroked his white beard, "Ziyang." I suddenly regretted that I had been so decisive. ”
"Uncle Shu Mo has gone. It's too late to regret it. ”
"Alas-" Tianji sighed, things have come one after another over the years, and it is easy to live in a few days and it will not be peaceful.
"You've decided?"
"It's decided. Ji Ziyang nodded, "I have resigned from the position of Tianli Shangjun." Tomorrow I will go to Kyaukyue Gorge and retreat for 10,000 years. ”
"Ten thousand years!" stood up suddenly, "It's been too long." The current situation is turbulent. Ziyin is even more ghostly. When you go, he is even more unscrupulous. Ziyang, at this time, you must not have a long relationship with children. ”
"Senior brother, I don't want to retreat at this time. It's just that I'm afraid that the wheel of life is unavoidable. ”
"What? you!" Tianji pointed at Ji Ziqing, he was so angry that his hands were shaking, "How can you?" Ziyang, you, you ......
"Alas!"
"Confused!"
Tianji looks like he hates iron but not steel. His worst fears finally happened. Tianji shook his head, "That's it! Kunlun, there must not be a second Shu Mo. ”
Ji Ziyang's eyes darkened. He bowed slightly, "Kunlun's affairs, I'm afraid that one person can't take care of it." Senior brother, help him well. ”
That's also an indisputable one! Tianji roared alone in his heart. He nodded helplessly, "You can go in peace." ”
Seeing the white figure walking farther and farther away, Tianji said to himself, "I see, the person who should retreat the most is Ji Ziyu. ”
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Kyaukwol Gorge.
The water is murmuring, and the spring water is tinkling. There is no daylight all year round, only night. There was no sunlight in sight, only the cold moonlight.
It's cold. It's so cold that I feel numb.
I hope that such a place can freeze his heart, and he will not want to know what it feels like to be heartbeat for the rest of his life.
Ji Ziyang took out a sachet, waved his hand, and the contents spilled out and fell to the ground, which was a seed.
Seeds of pear blossoms.
He couldn't help but smile, hoping that when he left the customs, there would be a shaded pear blossom here to greet him.
Let this pear blossom stay by his side for her.
He walked to the mouth of the canyon and stopped, looking at the distant sky and smiling faintly.
Ziyu, if one day, someone who can't do without leaves, and someone who can't do without disappears. Please don't be sad. The right person always comes last, so be sure to take care of yourself until then.
The sky was high and the clouds were light, and the wind was blowing quietly. Flowers bloom and fall, and the world is impermanent. The waves were still lapping on the shore, but the leaves had gone with the wind. Everything is dead, everything is rotting. The birds are singing softly, listening, the sound of all things revived.
Ji Ziyang didn't know.
He left, and from then on he was only a stranger with her.
As soon as he left, there was no hope between her and him.
When he left, he lost her.
And what she has to lose, is all.