He thought that night, he saw her sitting on the ground with her eyes closed because of a severe headache, she was going to go to the bench, he helped her over and sat beside her, and let her lean on himself as she had done when she was a child, and he asked her to look at the stars in the sky in order to divert her attention and relieve her uncomfortable feelings, and asked her if she had ever heard stories about the stars, and he saw that she was crying so much that she had a bad headache, and wanted to carry her to the doctor, but she did not agree, he was afraid that her life was in danger, and he wanted to take her despite her objections, she said" If you dare to take me back to the doctor, you will surely die! He casually said, "Die and die!" At this time, her pain disappeared, broke away from his arms and jumped down, he said, "At that moment, I think that even if I am killed by you, I must prevent you from doing anything", she said, "I have killed countless people with iron red flames, and my life is not something you can afford!" You must remember my words today and always remember! He also said, "I am not a person with you, never will be!" She said that if he told people about her headache that day or accidentally let any doctor know, he would definitely die, and if his subordinates knew about it, he would not say it, otherwise it would kill them.

He still thought about the coincidences between her and him, and thought that again and again, they could understand each other's meaning just by looking at each other......

In the process, he never thought about how she used to kill.

When he thought back to the scenes when the two of them were together, he felt that his breathing was getting worse and worse, until this moment, his chest was suffocated to the point of unbearable suffocation, as if the whole person was about to explode.

He felt that if he didn't restrain himself immediately, he might suffocate to death, so he beat himself on the chest a few times, slapped himself hard, and quickly clicked on the acupuncture point that could calm his mind.

At this time, he felt that although he did not die immediately, he still had difficulty breathing.

He secretly told himself, "It can't be like that! No! So dangerous! I was wrong! Not like that again! I want to live! I want to live! ”

He breathed hard, but it seemed that no matter how hard he tried, the breath he inhaled was never enough.

He didn't know what was going to happen next, and the thoughts of repentance and survival almost filled his heart, but he still didn't get better right away.

Suddenly, there was a huge wave sweeping in front of him, and the wave instantly carried him to the depths of the sea, deeper and deeper.

He lay straight on the bed and closed his eyes as if his body was being controlled by something.

He felt like he was struggling to swim in the middle of the sea, the suffocation of the deep sea with him, and he didn't know how long he would have to swim to get close to the surface.

As he swam, he felt his breathing a little easier, as if he was no longer holding his breath, but the sea water did not enter his nose, and he was a little surprised that he could breathe normally in the deep sea.

He felt like he had been swimming for a long time, and at last he had swam up, and the moment his whole head came out of the sea, he opened his eyes as he lay on the bed.

He thought: I used to sit on the bed, but now I am lying down, which means that I can no longer control my body at that time, it is terrible! It's not a dream to say that I don't clear the score, I've been swimming in the sea for so long, and I'm lucky to swim up, is it that if I don't swim up, I'll die? Could it be that I've already walked to the junction of life and death?