I'm angry!

I often take Hong Junjun to my grandmother.

Grandma's hunchback is even worse than before, and when she carried Hong Junjun on her back, I seemed to hear a "creaking" sound, and I was so afraid that my grandmother's bones would fall apart.

My grandmother never complained in front of me, and she tied two braids with a red head rope for me. I was dressed in floral clothes, and I stood in the sun and smiled brightly at her. She said, "My star is getting more and more beautiful."

Zhao Zilong said, grandma and grandmother, can you give Hong Xingxing to me as a daughter-in-law?

I angrily chased after Zhao Zilong and beat him, hitting him all over the ground looking for teeth. Hong Junjun was drinking brown sugar water on the side, grinning like a flower.

Oh, oh, oh, my sister hit someone! Oh, oh, oh, my sister hit someone!

When I graduated from elementary school, I was admitted to one of the best middle schools in the county. My mother said she wouldn't let me go to school, and she said your Uncle Ann was still sick.

My grandmother came trembling with a cane, and the first time I saw my grandmother lose her temper, her voice was trembling. She said that I couldn't stand up after being hunched over all my life, do you want your granddaughter to repeat my mistakes?

There was a low sobbing voice from my mother in the room, she was my mother after all.

Before leaving, my grandmother came to see me off, and I felt the urge to cry when I looked at her hunchback, her mouth pursed, and her eyes were red. But grandma said that when the stars grow up, they can't cry their noses, and the stars have to remember that no matter what time they are, they have to keep their waists straight, you know?

I nodded like garlic and straightened my back.

Zhao Zilong did not study well and was not admitted to a good middle school in the county, but he was the only seedling in the family, and his father finally squeezed him into the same school as me after a lot of hardships and various relationships.

Zhao Zilong said, Hong Xingxing, look, if you study hard for six years, I haven't entered the same school as you?

The new environment was not easy to adapt to, and from the moment I entered the classroom, I saw many of my classmates sitting around and whispering, their eyes glancing at my crumpled floral clothes.

"How did you dress so rustic, where did you come from?"

As soon as I sat down, someone asked me where I was from. I smiled slightly, trying to be very kind and polite, I am from Yushan.

Later, I realized that the world has never been pretended. You're kind and polite, that's just your own business.

"Oh, Yushan......" the girl said meaningfully, "where the birds don't poop, no wonder." ”

At my table was a little princess in a lace tutu dress, her eyes and mouth were so small that there was only a slit left, and she walked with a twist and twist, and the tutu skirt swayed and swayed, and the spring was shining. Like a proud little mouse showing off her wagging tail.

The little princess disliked me for having a strange smell on me, and she said hillbilly, can you stay away from me.

I said yes, the strong smell of perfume on your body choked me.

In this way, I became a monster in the class again, and I learned another truth, it turns out that pride and prejudice are the same everywhere.

Zhao Zilong's class is next door to us, and his situation is not necessarily better than mine, as a transfer student who entered the school by virtue of his relationship. His grades have been very shameless, dragging the average grade of his class backwards. For example, once when their class's math scores came out, his average score was 95.5 without adding it, and then he scored 5 points, and the average score after adding his results shows how "spectacular" it is.

Zhao Zilong, Zhao Zilong, now the two of us are really the same people who have fallen to the end of the world.

Throughout my middle school years, I was almost desperate to study, I didn't look good, my family background was not good, and my personality was not good, but I was good at reading. What is a "student", learning is still the first place after all, do you say?

Because of my good academic performance, the little princess no longer dislikes the weird smell in me. Every time I take an exam, I always consciously lean over, I asked her, are you not afraid of the smell of me?

She shook her head and shook her head again, how could it be, Hong Xingxing, I think you have a natural gardenia floral fragrance.

Actually, I knew she just wanted to peek at my answers.

Originally, I thought that life could be like this, and I passed without panic and occasionally had a little episode. It wasn't until my third year of junior high school that I found out that I fell in love with Cai Yuqui.

It was a boy as bright as the sun, as pure as the blue sky and white clouds, who could read, play basketball, and write poetry. There will never be a shortage of excellent girls around him, and I am the most humble one, I can only do this, secretly watching, quietly liking.

Xu is already someone in his heart, Xu is he is born too proud, although he is as handsome as him, as good as him, but he rarely hears of him and who have scandals. I think, this is the new good man, I Hong Xingxing likes the man, in the end it is different.

Approaching the high school entrance examination, Zhao Zilong fell in love, and fell in love with a little sister in the next class, and finally made his academic performance, which was too lazy, even worse. Naturally, he failed in the high school entrance examination and studied at a secondary school that was not good.

And I was admitted to the best high school in the city at the same time as Cai Yuqu.

In high school, my studies became more intense, so in order to earn living expenses, I went to the cafeteria to help with meals, so that I could eat free lunch.

Every day after class, I was able to go straight to the cafeteria as fast as I could. Every time I cook for Cai Yu, I will play a lot, and over time, a few brothers around him are not happy, and once, I heard them talking and saying, hehe, Yutori, is that little village girl secretly in love with you, otherwise why do you always have more food than us every time.

The red on my face is really ashamed, shameful.

Although in high school, there was a lot of competition in my studies, but my grades were still as good as RMB. When I go home on the weekend, Hong Junjun will always be the first to greet me at the station and help me with my luggage.

I rarely went to see my grandmother, but I heard that she was not in good health, and I always wanted to see her, but I never did. Uncle An's body is still very weak, but his temper is much better, and he will take the initiative to put vegetables in my bowl when eating.

Then he said to Hong Junjun, who was playing yo-yo on the side, that Junjun should be like his sister.

So every time Junjun played with other classmates, he would always pat his chest and tell other classmates that my sister was going to be admitted to Peking University.

I always feel that it's actually good to live like this, although my family still has no money, I'm still a village girl. But I always feel strangely happy, Cai Yu and I went to the same high school, and he seems to know that I like him, and then will he have different tastes from others and happen to like me?

Thinking like that, as if the reality is like this, I always feel that he will smile at me when I cook, he will greet me when he walks on the road, and occasionally he will come over and ask me a few math problems...... I don't know if I'm wishful thinking.

Zhao Zilong's secondary school is not far from my high school, so occasionally he will come to our school to talk to me. I asked him, where is your little sister? He said with a blank face that they had broken up.

I want to say that points are points, Zhao Zilong will definitely be an unreliable man in the future, fortunately, I didn't agree to be his little daughter-in-law at the beginning.

I told him the secret of my liking for Cai Yuqiu, and I also told him that with a woman's intuition, I felt that he was secretly liking me.

Zhao Zilong said loudly, Hong Xingxing, what kind of woman are you? Your intuition is not accurate at all, don't you look at yourself like a village girl, are you worthy of being a handsome guy Cai?

Zhao Zilong, Zhao Zilong, did I recruit you or provoke you in my last life, and I want you to hurt my young heart like this. Zhao Zilong: I hate you.

The reality is really cruel, when I was still immersed in the dream of "Cai Yuqu may also happen to like me", my living expenses were over, and then I thought that when I grew up, I should go to my father to ask for money, no matter how the bad aunt humiliated me, even if she splashed me with footwashing water, I would have to ask for money with a dead face.

I finally got the money, five hundred dollars, enough for me to spend for two months. However, I lost my most precious crush. Because I saw Cai Yuqu, he called my dad uncle and that bad aunt mom. The bad aunt said to him, Yutori, look, your uncle's shameless daughter has come to ask for money again, and you can splash her with footwater later, don't be soft-hearted.

So, when I was splashed with soup chicken by Cai Yu, he shouted in surprise, Hong Xingxing, why are you?

With my wet hair clinging to my cheeks, I cried teary eyes and shouted hysterically, tell my dad to give me the money.

Look at what a joke life has played on me.

Zhao Zilong still has a bit of a conscience, and he will come over to comfort me after knowing about it. He said Hong Xingxing, Hong Xingxing, don't be sad, when we fly in the future, we will splash their homes with footwater. Good no good?

That night, Zhao Zilong accompanied me to memorize words all night, I don't drink, and drinking is a waste of money, the only way for me to forget the pain is to bury my head in studying.

When I was about to get to the last two weeks of the college entrance examination, I received a call from Hong Junjun, who cried and shouted, "Sister, come back quickly, grandma is no longer good."

I didn't get to see my grandmother for the last time, and since my grandmother got sick, I always said that I was busy with studying, and I rarely went home. I hated myself to death, and I realized how selfish I was, and only when I needed help would I want to ask someone who loved me for help.

I heard my mother say that my grandmother fell to her death, fell down the mountainside, broke her spine, and broke her head. My mother said that my grandmother was sick, but one day she heard that there was a wild reishi growing in a place on the mountain, and she said that she was going to pick it for her precious granddaughter. Grandma said happily that only after eating Ganoderma lucidum can the stars take the college entrance examination.

But the lingzhi grew on a steep cliff, and my poor grandmother tried so hard to take it off. When others found her body, she still held the precious Lingzhi tightly in her hand.

Grandma's waist was broken and straightened.

I cried. My good grandmother, my good grandmother.

My mother boiled me soup with Ganoderma lucidum, and I studied even harder, I don't know if it was really the effect of Ganoderma lucidum or just my psychological effect. Anyway, I always felt that I was full of energy, and the college entrance examination was nothing to me at all, so when I got the admission letter from Peking University, I also took it for granted.