Chapter 24: Old Things
Gong Youmo noticed that he was a little out of shape, and he didn't know what to say, so he said uncontrollably: "Do you want to sleep for a while?" ”
Gong Yuchu nodded.
Gong Youmo said in a panic: "I'll go change the sheets and covers for you, you wait for me!" ”
Gong and Mo had just returned to China, and everything was for one person, just like he was walking around the house barefoot now.
Gong Yuchu followed him into the bedroom and watched him scrambled.
"Actually, there's no need to bother, I'm hungry now." Gong Yuchu was embarrassed to say that he had troubled him too much.
"I'll finish eating, please send me back to school."
Gong Youmo's face changed, a little displeased, and more reluctant.
"I'll talk about it later, you don't have any clothes to wear." Gong Youmo stared at Gong Yuchu for a moment, and said it seemingly casually, but it was actually well thought out.
Gong Yuchu tugged at his clothes uncomfortably.
Gong and Mo entered the kitchen and began to cook.
She wanted to ask several times, why was she so good to her all of a sudden? Obviously, the two of them were still incompatible before, and he often bullied her.
Gong Youmo glanced at Gong Yuchu, the pestle was at the kitchen door, leaning against the wall, his eyelids drooping, as if he was thinking about something.
"Gong Yuchu, what are you thinking?"
"Would you like to hear my story?"
"Good ......"
Gong Yuchu began to tell the story:
I don't know how I ended up at the door of the orphanage, but I heard from the mother-in-law that there was goose feathers in the sky that day, and it was really as big as goose feathers.
I had nothing on me except a small quilt wrapped around me, and I was in a cardboard box, and I thought that if the dean's mother found me a little later, I would have frozen to death.
I didn't have a name, I didn't have a birthday, I just knew that I was an orphan girl who had been abandoned or both parents had died.
The dean's mother gave me a nice name, called Tang Ruixue, and she said that she hoped that I could live as sweet as sugar, and I could be like Ruixue, selfless and hopeful.
I was called Tang Ruixue until I was eight years old.
In fact, in the eyes of you outsiders, the children of the welfare home are abandoned, and I also asked the dean's mother, and the dean's mother told me to be grateful and have expectations.
The first fight was when I was four years old, and the little boy was tall and big, and he liked to pull my pigtails and call me a wild boy that no one wanted.
I couldn't argue with him, so I did it.
When the dean's mother took me back, there was no blame, no abuse, she asked me if it hurt? At that moment, I couldn't control my tears anymore.
Do you know? No matter how painful he hit me, it was not as heartwarming as the dean's mother's words.
She taught me tolerance and acceptance, and she taught me to change.
The boy would still call me a wild child with a group of little henchmen, but I didn't do it again, and I didn't want the dean's mother to worry about me anymore. I will keep my anger and insecurity in my heart.
Do you know why I don't dare to fall in love until now?
Accustomed to seeing them divide and merge, I was afraid that I would be abandoned again when I gave my whole heart.
And this rainy day, I was afraid of the lightning and thunder on a rainy day.
It was a thunderstorm night, one of my kittens was missing, when I picked it up, it was still a little bit, it was always with me, and I also gave it a nice name, called Xiaoxue, it was a snow-white cat, I searched all over the welfare home, but I couldn't find it.
I sneaked outside to look for it.
I remember I was wearing a small pink umbrella and a pair of slippers, I was afraid of it in the rain, I was afraid that it was afraid, I was in such a hurry to find it that I lost my slippers and didn't notice it.
I don't know how far I ran out, but I faintly heard the kitten's meow, and I began to call its name while listening carefully to the cat's meow mixed with thunder and rain.
Finally, I saw a shivering snow on a big tree, and its cry was a little miserable and a little sad.
I'm so happy that I finally found it and can take it home.
I shouted Xiaoxue's name with joy and began to run towards it.
Suddenly, a bolt of lightning, with a muffled thunder, split the tree, and my little snow left me with the lightning.
If it hadn't been for the dean's mother who found me in time, I think I would have followed it.
From that day on, I couldn't stand the thunderstorms, and even the sun and rain would make me feel uncomfortable.
I finally grew up to be eight years old, and that year, I ushered in another reversal in my life.
It was a kind old couple who said she wanted to adopt a girl, preferably over five.
The dean's mother called all the girls over the age of five in our courtyard and stood in a row, waiting for fate.
Even though we were children, we could already tell from the way the man was dressed that this was a rich family.
Watching the little friends who used to be with each other scramble to show themselves, well-behaved, funny and funny, I was there, I didn't know what to say, and I didn't want to say anything.
Finally, the woman came up to me, and she asked me, "Do I dislike her?"
I said, no, I just think they're more suitable.
She asked me again, don't you want to have a home?
I told her, yes, everyone here does, but everyone here doesn't have a home.
Perhaps it was these words that the woman decided to adopt me.
She also named me Gong Yuchu, the original intention has not changed, and there is a festival in it.
What a nice name, as good as Tang Ruixue.
I never mentioned the name Tang Ruixue again, and I also ordered my former friends to call me Yuchu, but the dean's mother still calls me Ruixue.
Tang Ruixue is very good, but my name is Gong Yuchu now.
In fact, their age is as good as my grandparents, and they also have a son who lives abroad all the year round, and the two of them feel that life is boring, so they think of adopting a child.
They spoiled me very much, they were very good to me, very good, and I could finally proudly tell my classmates that this is my dad and my mom.
I can also hold my dad by the hand and mom by the other, and that sense of pride and belonging, you won't understand.
Their love slowly changed me, I became more and more talkative, more and more smiling, more and more confident, more and more I feel that I am so lucky, but there are some things engraved in my bones, which will still be hidden in the bottom of my heart.
I even sometimes think, they are my real parents, right? How could it be so good to me?
But, you know what? Just now, the person I have loved for thirteen years, the two people who love so much, told me that they want to dissolve the relationship with me.
They don't want me anymore.
Speaking of this, Gong Yuchu couldn't cry, and Gong Youmo held her in his arms: "It's okay, in the future, you will still have me." ”
Gong Yuchu looked at Gong Youmo with teary eyes, and his stomach growled.
Gong Youmo wiped her tears: "It'll be fine right away." ”
Thoughtfully returned to the kitchen.