"A balance of survival and dignity?" Si Chongtian was thoughtful, but he seemed to understand.

"Yes, balance." Shi Tiexin's words were heavy and powerful: "In the life of the orphanage, don't shout when you don't have strength, it's best to abide by the rules set by the strong, just like I have to say 'retirement' before I leave today." It's not a shame, it's for survival, and there's no shame in the face of survival. ”

But silence, forbearance, and observance do not mean that dignity can be abandoned. I can't beat you, so I'll be patient first, practice hard, and work silently. But I must not please you or cling to you. If I just endure in silence, then no matter how difficult and forbearing, no matter how difficult and forbearing, I will not lose my dignity and backbone. But if you bend your knees because you are strong, then you will never be able to pick up your dignity again. ”

Shi Tiexin recalled the scenes that happened in the past, and sighed with a long breath: "The living environment between me and you since childhood is too different, and in that environment, it is impossible to develop any personality and release any self. Under the weight of life, those are ridiculous and funny. ”

"It's so difficult, so difficult, to even want to retain that little bit of dignity, a little bit of backbone. It is sometimes much harder to survive standing than to grovel. Even if you want to find a little balance, it's not easy. ”

"Because there are always some people who want to suppress you just because you don't kneel."

"But looking back now, no matter how difficult, how depressing, and how painful it was, I don't regret it. Dignity may be more difficult in life, but it is possible to stand and become stronger, and continue to be stronger. ”

Si Chongtian clenched his fists and shouted: "Yes, yes, yes, that is, no matter how hard it is, dignity will not give an inch!" ”

But Shi Tiexin shook his head: "No, the hard life is not the most difficult, the most difficult thing is that you have a backbone, but you must regress and endure." Patience and silence may be more aggrieved, but you can live and continue to live. ”

"I'm not afraid of death, and sometimes life will even make you worse than dead, and you can't wait to die."

"But I can't die. Because I am an orphan, I know deep down how difficult it is to be an orphan. I have envied, I have resented, I have doubted, I have cursed. ”

"But then I realized that there was no choice in the past, only the future. In the future, I want my children to have a big tree to shelter from the wind and rain, a house that is not invaded by wind and rain, and a safe and stable home. ”

Shi Tiexin stood on the sentry platform, with his head straight, his neck straight, looking straight ahead, and his body was as tall as a mountain: "This is my consciousness." ”

Si Chongtian was stunned and dumbfounded. He looked at Shi Tiexin in a daze, and always felt that Brother Tie's words suddenly brought him a huge shock.

He hadn't heard a lot of things, at least his dad often whispered in his ear about how difficult it was for dad at the beginning. But maybe it was because Shi Tiexin was closer to him, or maybe he really saw it, Si Chongtian suddenly felt that his former self was indeed a little fluttering.

This is not a gap in cultivation, this is a gap in personality and cognition.

If you compare, he feels that his previous self is like a supercar, with a lot of horsepower and plenty of fuel and perfect maintenance, and he can indulge in galloping on the track, but these gallops are only for fun and fun.

But Shi Tiexin is like an ocean-going freighter. It carries heavy burdens, weathers the wind and rain, braves the wind and waves, and travels day and night. It may not be as fast as a supercar, but its deep weight and unwavering determination are unmatched by any supercar.

Ten or twenty years later, the supercar may still be shiny, but it is just a fly on the track. The ocean-going freighter may be rusty and damaged, but it has reached the New World. At that time, looking at the new world, the freighter roared, and I thought it must have been heroic and happy.

This is the big man in my mind!

"Big Brother Iron!" Si Chongtian was moved, he decided, and in the future, he would change the title to Big Brother Tie, this title is indeed very appropriate.

"Well, don't say more, on duty." Hmph, you know how powerful Lao Tie is, and I've been conquered by my personality charm, right? Big brother iron, everywhere you go, it's big brother iron.

"Oh, by the way," Si Chongtian seemed to suddenly remember something: "By the way, Big Brother Tie, you said that you came to work because you were in debt, how much do you owe?" If not much, I mean, if it's less than three million, I can help you! ”

Burst!

The eldest brother of the old god almost spurted out a mouthful of old blood!

This, this little dog is really ill-intentioned, talking about some "three million points" and the like, this is simply a horror story in my ears, okay!

Million?!

I'm rubbing, this is special, these boys are really ...... That's how long you've been saving!

"If it's more, it's going to have to wait another two months. These days, my dad asked me to pay attention, and the money was not as much as before. But I'll give it again next month, so if I'm not in a hurry, I'll raise it and get up to 10 million points. ”

Alright, buddy, don't talk about it......

I finally found a little balance, and you just kept saying something heartwarming. If it weren't for the braggadocio that I just talked about the boss, I really wanted to start clinging to you!

Call...... Dignity...... Dignity......

Fortunately, I don't know if I have been paralyzed in front of my face for a long time before, Shi Tiexin's mind is stormy, but his face is still unmoving.

Foolproof. At first glance, when he heard such a large amount of wealth and was not moved, he was really a proud and good man, and it was estimated that Situ would not be able to do it.

After half a day of psychological construction and a long day of struggle and entanglement, Shi Tiexin finally came back to his senses.

"Thank you, not so much, only a thousand points. If I really can't make it up by then, I'll ask you to borrow some. But I still want to try it myself first and pay off my debts as much as I can. And tearing down the east wall to make up the west wall is not my style. Shi Tiexin smiled slightly, looking calm and calm, and couldn't see how much he had just shaken: "But in short, I still want to thank you for your kindness." ”

"Oh, big brother Tie, what you said is really good, I suddenly understood, this may be the dignity you are talking about!" The puppy seemed to understand something at once: "I seem to rely too much on my father." If it weren't for a rich dad, I might not be as good as you. ”

Shi Tiexin's old face was slightly red, and he hurriedly became modest and modest: "Where, where, no, no." ”

If I had a rich dad, I might not be as good as this little dog! How many young masters can be like him? It's already rare.

"Yes, yes!"

One of the things that is bad about this dead dog is that he is very willing to admit death - of course, it doesn't seem to be a bad thing to admit death in terms of worshipping me.

"Big Brother Tie, look at what you write, it's art!" Si Chongtian picked up the manuscript paper he had just practiced, and shouted loudly at the top of his voice: "It's terrible, big brother Tie, just your words, it's absolutely amazing!" Among the young people I know, you are the first calligrapher with a hard pen! ”

As soon as Si Chongtian shouted, his voice was still echoing, and he saw a person pushing the door into the factory, and just heard Si Chongtian's echo. When he landed, this person glared: "The first young hard pen calligrapher?" Who blows such a big! ”