Chapter 1134: Reincarnation
Every time he and Chu Qianli were refining the elixir together, the tacit cooperation made Chaos Shengyan feel in a trance that the person in front of him was not this stupid woman who had just known him for a long time, but the former master.
Except for its former owner, how could anyone else have such a tacit understanding with it?
I think that I and my former master also had such a tacit understanding after a long run-in.
Chaos Shengyan clearly remembered that at the very beginning, he and his former master had never had such a tacit cooperation as he and Chu Qianli.
After all, refining the pill is not a side matter, and in the process of refining the pill, the slightest error may make the whole process go to waste.
If it weren't for the long-term cooperation and understanding, how could there be such a feeling of becoming one?
Although it had only been a long time since he and Chu Qianli had been refining together, Chaos Shengyan felt that they had known each other for too long......
So much so that they don't have to say much about many things, not even a look, they can guess what each other needs next.
The cooperation between them is seamless!
Such a tacit understanding made it difficult for Chaos Shengyan himself to believe that the process of alchemy with Chu Qianli had actually only really cooperated a few times......
It was this familiar feeling that made Chaos Shengyan fall into confusion and memories of the past more than once.
The more it wanted to dust up the memories of the past, look forward to the future and start a new life, the more contact with Chu Qianli would make it think of those memories that it didn't want to think of again......
Chaos Shengyan itself knew that it could not live forever with its past memories.
But it can't control itself......
Even sometimes looking at Chu Qianli in front of him, Chaos Shengyan would think in his mind, is it possible that there is really such a thing as reincarnation in this world?
Could it be that Chu Qianli, a stupid woman, is the reincarnation of her former master?
When Chaos Shengyan found out that he would come up with such an inexplicable idea, it was taken aback.
After all, the master has been gone for so many years, but Chu Qianli, a stupid woman, is only seventeen or eighteen years old now......
If such a thing really happened, then Chu Qianli was afraid that he would already be the first wave of reincarnation of his former master!
What's more, Chaos Shengyan knew that this kind of thing would not happen at all......
The former owner is dead and will never return to himself in any way!
And Chu Qianli is just Chu Qianli, an independent individual.
Even if the two of them have a sense of déjà vu, they really have nothing to do with each other.
But in the face of Chu Qianli, Chaos Shengyan's sanity would always go offline suddenly......
Chaos Shengyan's heart couldn't help but connect Chu Qianli with his former master, and couldn't help but look for what they had in common.
Before meeting Chu Qianli, the nonsense of reincarnation Chaos Shengyan would definitely not believe it.
But now, it can't stop thinking about it like this,
Such a change made Chaos Shengyan himself feel that something was wrong with his spirit......
It is precisely because of this that Chaos Shengyan has been unable to help but suddenly fall into confusion and contemplation in recent times.
On the one hand, it can't help but want to have more contact with Chu Qianli, and find a sense of belonging and dependence from her.
On the other hand, it was difficult for Chaos Shengyan to distinguish whether he really recognized Chu Qianli in his heart and wanted to stay with her, or did he unconsciously regard Chu Qianli as a stand-in for his former master because of that inexplicable sense of familiarity?
If that's the case, I'm afraid that I'll just be stuck in the memories of the past forever and never be able to extricate myself......
Chu Qianli's slightly apologetic explanation still sounded in his ears, but Chaos Shengyan had once again fallen into his own contemplation.
It knows that it is like an awkward nasty child, childish, sensitive, and moody, which makes people scratch their heads.
Even Chaos Shengyan himself hates his current self......
But whenever it faced Chu Qianli, it was difficult for it to control its emotions.
Seeing that Chaos Shengyan didn't react to what he said, Chu Qianli only thought that he was still angry with himself.
She knows that she is not a person who is good at articulating.
Or rather......
In her previous life, she was used to hiding all her thoughts in her heart, and now even if she wants to express herself hard, she has never been able to get used to communicating with others openly.
Moreover, the moment Chu Qianli mentioned the previous master of Chaos Shengyan, she suddenly realized that she seemed to have said the wrong thing again......
The former owner of the Chaos Saint Yan was like a heart disease in it, the most untouchable wound in its heart.
She obviously mustered up the courage to comfort Chaos Shengyan and let it stop being immersed in the sadness of the past, but she seemed to have backfired, making Chaos Shengyan even more depressed.
Feeling the atmosphere of silence and embarrassment to the extreme, Chu Qianli was about to find another topic to relieve the embarrassment between each other.
Chaos Shengyan suddenly stood up, bypassed the Chaos Saint Ding, walked in front of Chu Qianli, lowered his head fixedly, looked at her eyes, and said, "Silly woman...... You don't need to apologize to me, you didn't do anything wrong......"
After taking a deep breath, Chaos Shengyan suddenly opened his mouth and continued: "It's my problem, in fact, I admit that I was disdainful of you when I first met you, an ordinary and simple middle-level alchemist, maybe others think you are very powerful, but in my eyes, this level is nothing!" But after coming into contact with you, I found that there are too many things about you that resemble my former master, so I panicked, because just when I thought I had let go of her, you made me involuntarily think of the days when I was with her, and those memories appeared too clearly in front of my eyes, I ...... I admit I've been affected! But it's not your fault, on the contrary, I'm too awkward! But in fact, it was you who made me find my future purpose and hope, and it was your appearance that made me feel that being immortal and immortal as a divine fire is not entirely a bad thing, so stupid woman, you can't ignore me, you can't use that broken medicine stove instead of looking for me! I am the one who has contracted with you to have a heart-to-heart connection, and only I can cooperate with you to refine the elixir, otherwise, wouldn't my existence be meaningless? I want you and me to work together to refine each of the most powerful pills in Wan Danlu, so that you and I can be worthy of her hard work......