Closing the notebook, her sleepy eyes were hazy, and she seemed to be back in the past.

That year, that day—

It's almost time. It's time to board.

said goodbye to her father with tears, and finally, Jin Yuyan stepped on the flight to South Korea. He Bin smiled at Jin Tianting, and Jin Tianting also smiled and nodded. The two seemed to have some kind of tacit understanding.

Is that really the case?

There is such a coincidence in the world: going to the same place, sitting on the same flight, and sitting in the same place is also next to each other. Perhaps, this is the so-called fate, right?

He Bin talked endlessly about all kinds of interesting things in South Korea, and it was not difficult to hear from his words that he had come and gone several times, and he could be regarded as an old tourist. Jin Yuyan didn't listen to a word of what he said, her eyes stared out of the window without blinking, her heart was heavy and sullen.

said that he was tired and his mouth was dry, He Bin saw that the beautiful woman next to him didn't say a word, so he was bored, closed his eyes, and simply slept for a while. Inadvertently, her hand touched the letter in her pocket again. Her heart trembled slightly, her hands trembled slightly, she inhaled, exhaled, inhaled, exhaled, she mustered up the courage to unfold the letter slowly. On the sky-blue letterhead, a lot, a lot, was written freely, and these words gradually turned into Fang Yu's voice, echoing in her ears:

Hello, Yan'er. Maybe you don't believe it, it's the first time I've written a letter, maybe you don't believe it, it's the first time I've said so much to a girl. So, please don't laugh at me, I don't even know what format to write a letter in, if it's wrong, please remember to correct me.

Your phone call kept me awake all night, and the silence on the phone for more than an hour suddenly made me realize that I liked you. Because, at that time, my heart was crying, aching, and screaming. I never felt like I had ever felt like it was a delusion, but I realized I was wrong.

Love came so suddenly, I was caught off guard. But I deeply understand that since I love you, I have to let you go.

Don't ask me why, that's a secret I can't tell you, don't ask me who I am, that's a secret I can't tell, and don't ask me if I'm the "he", I can't answer you. But there is one thing that please believe, please believe that I am real, I love you, so, I am real, let go of you. Just for you to have a safe environment and a happy life.

There are many boys who are better than me, your future is in your hands, and I believe that through your efforts, the future is bright. But if you like me, you will be scared, I don't want you to worry, I don't want you to be afraid, I love you, so, I decided to let you go.

You said be my girlfriend for seven days. Although I only did it for one day, although there were still six days left, I didn't have to pay it back, really, I didn't have to pay it back. But I have a request for you to grant, and you must grant it. If you meet a boy you like, you must first find out why he likes you, is it because you are beautiful or because you have money?

I also have a request. Allow me unrequited love. I am a man, not a god. It's a fact that I can't change if I like you, and it's a fact that I can't change it when I let go of you. So, every night I go to the noodle restaurant where we had our first meal and order two bowls of shredded noodles with pickled cabbage and pork. Eat mine first, and then, eat your bowl again.

Because this is something I will never forget, because that night, you said to me: You can chase me. This sentence excites me so much. You know what? Excitement is a dangerous thing for me in a way. But I do, because, I know I love you.

I would go every night, rain or shine. Eating noodles and thinking about you is a painful thing, but also a happy thing. I languish with pain and happiness, and that's what unrequited love feels like.

Sometimes I think, since I love it, let's love it happily. But I can't, can't be so selfish. I know that there is another greater responsibility, this "responsibility", which is great, great, to what extent? If you are not careful, you will not be able to see the sun tomorrow! Will you still be with someone who is insecure? Would you still be willing to fall in love with someone who is always in danger?

Forget about me, just think of me as a passing guest in your life. Although I will be miserable, although I will be sad, as long as you are safe and happy, my wish will be fulfilled.

Maybe in the near future, you will see a coffin on TV, please don't be afraid, don't be sad, fold your hands and chant: Amitabha. Because, in there, it is I who lies.

If you see that coffin, then you know who I am. If you don't see it, then you won't know who I am, but at least prove that I'm alive. Who am I? Now do you want to know?

There are some tempers that you need to change, but don't get angry. As for you, some willfulness, some pride, it will be more perfect if you restrain yourself. You're a little crazy to play, but I'm going crazy with you. You're a little careless sometimes, so you need to be more careful as your boyfriend. Hearsay and personal experience, I don't know if what I said is right or not:

First, I have to get up at half past five in the morning and run five kilometers with you in the park; second, I like to eat shredded noodles with pickled cabbage and pork, remember, don't put soy sauce, just put a little salt; third, don't go to you at noon, because you have the habit of taking a nap, don't bother you, you will be very angry; fourth, when you get out of school, the first thing is to send a red rose, and you only like red roses, and as long as you send one, you can't do two; fifth, it's better to cook at home or by yourself, you don't like to go out for dinner。 You're not a picky eater, you like to eat braised chicken thighs, curry rice, shredded pork noodles with pickled cabbage, fried dried tofu with garlic, I don't know if there are anything else, and sixth, after dinner, I want to clean up the mess with you, and it's best to say a few sweet words. Seventh, don't exceed ten o'clock, you must be sent home before ten o'clock, eighth, you come to menstrual vacation on the fifth day of every month, your temper is a little big in those days, you must understand, you must take more care of you. Ninth, if you have any little things, you will say, don't think you're too annoying, be very quiet, listen very carefully, and let go of what you are doing no matter how busy you are.

I hate myself so much, why didn't I do it, I was so helpless, I couldn't give you happiness, and I couldn't even guarantee the least safety.

That's it, there is something to do later, it is a dangerous thing, I hope I can deliver this letter in person, and I hope you have a smooth journey, happy forever, and happy forever.

That's it, and allow me to go beyond the boundaries and call you: Baby, I love you.

A very ordinary letter, very plain language, no flowery rhetoric, no sweet words, no vows, but her heart was torn so easily, and tears quietly slipped down her face......

She clearly remembered what he said when he solemnly handed over the letter to herself: I have given my heart to you. When you miss me, look at it, and when you don't need me anymore, please send it home. It has the address to reply to my letter.

She clearly remembered him saying: When you don't need it anymore, remember to send it home, and don't let my heart wander in a foreign land.

What is "sorrow"? Sitting next to each other but not recognizing each other; What is "distance"? Being close at hand but like the end of the world. A man wearing a fur hat and a suit and leather shoes gently unfolded the letterhead, looked at the handwriting, and read it silently in his heart:

I think this time, I really left you, it takes more courage than I fell in love with you yesterday, and this time I really left you, and I dare not tell you that I love you so much.

Afraid that I can't forget you, afraid that you have hidden in my memory, and even more afraid that you have fallen too deep for me to extricate myself from indulging, I finally thought of a way to forget you. I won't miss you anymore, I won't love you anymore, I never had you in my life.

The most regrettable thing in life is that I easily gave up what I shouldn't have given up, stubbornly and insisted on what I shouldn't have insisted on...... There is so much helplessness in our lives. We can't change, we can't do it, and what's worse, I lost the idea of changing.

Break up, please remember that there is a lovely fool who has loved you, I keep my sadness to myself, and I am grateful not to be a lover.

Don't think about you anymore, don't love you anymore, let time pass quietly, erase our memories, and never think of your name again.

If I go to heaven, I will pray to the Jade Emperor to bring you the best blessings, if I go to hell, I will let Hades transform all your pain into me, and if I have no way to go to heaven and no way to enter the earth, I will float in the bustling city to shelter you.

If, forever, let me love you forever every single day. If, forever, let time stand still, you fall in love with me-

That moment!

A girl's mind is hard to understand. Is this a sign of a breakup or ...... If you want to talk about breaking up, but between the lines there is a message of love, and if you want to talk about love, you mention breaking up. I can't help it, he wants to laugh, hurry up and hold back, I'm afraid it's not good to laugh out loud. He thought of his letter, didn't he? He was so contradictory! But he knew very well that it was time to break up, because of love, so he broke up. He covered his face with his hat closed, closed his eyes, and leaned back in his seat. There are more important things that must be sorted out before arriving in Korea.

As soon as she closed her eyes, Jin Yuyan couldn't help but think of the day when she went to the noodle restaurant with him to eat noodles, it was a very ordinary and ordinary thing, but it was so unforgettable-