Chapter 39: Can You Not Go?

"Bring it, marriage book!" Mrs. Li stretched out her hand indifferently, she just wanted Xu Nankui's attitude.

No one is a clay man, not to mention that the clay man still has three points of fire, Mrs. Li, a great doctor's family, has always been relatively important for reputation.

Li Xiang used her to play this game of chess and used her Shen family as a springboard, and he would definitely not be forgiven.

Xu Nankui took out a gilded marriage letter from her arms, handed it to Mrs. Li and said: "It has already asked the official media to close all the eight characters of the birthday, and everything has to be done, as long as Mrs. Li nods, this matter will be done." ”

Mrs. Li took the marriage letter and took a lot of details, and then asked: "I can do this matter, I can do it, I can not do it, but Princess Taiping, after this matter is completed, what reward can I get?" ”

Xu Nankui slowly rubbed the emerald ring in his hand, and after thinking twice, he said: "As far as I am concerned, I can't regress on the fact that Li Xiang can't die, and other things can be discussed." ”

Mrs. Li showed a hint of a smile, and then said: "Princess Taiping thinks too noblely, and the prison is just a moment of anger, you choose not to let him die, and I don't want her to die." ”

Mrs. Li looked down at the hot tea in the teapot, which was gurgling and bubbling, and said with a hint of sickness and a hint of joy in her voice: "Now, he is just the tea leaves in this pot, boiled little by little, and slowly loses its value, I naturally will not miss this time of appreciation." ”

Xu Nankui didn't expect Mrs. Li to change so quickly, at the Qiu Ju banquet, she obviously hoped so much to save Li Xiang, so what did Mrs. Li want?

Xu Nankui cautiously tentatively said: "Since a consensus has been reached, then it is naturally good, but this palace really can't figure it out, what does Mrs. Li want?" ”

Mrs. Li suddenly covered her mouth with her cuffs, let out a strange laugh, her eyebrows and eyes curved slightly, and said, "Princess Taiping doesn't know what I want?" ”

Xu Nankui was a little creepy when Mrs. Li looked at her, and asked in a tone of uncertainty, "Li Xiuren?" ”

The smile in Mrs. Li's eyebrows was even stronger, and she said: "Princess Taiping is really smart, what I want is Li Xiuren, since my child is no longer here, then I have raised him for so many years, should I let him also do my filial piety for my child?" ”

Xu Nankui finally understood what Mrs. Li's plan was, and nodded and said, "That's natural, after all, Mrs. Li has poured so many years of hard work, and it's not too much to give you a pension." ”

Mrs. Li lowered her sleeves and resumed her upright seat, as if her appearance just now was just an illusion, but Xu Nankui understood that it was not an illusion, and Mrs. Li hated them from the bottom of her heart.

The world is big, and there are only two things that cannot be reversed, the first is not to abandon the child, and the second is not to be unfilial.

What Mrs. Li wants is very simple, since you choose to use this springboard of my Shen family, then you can only curl up in my Shen family forever, and she Shen Suxin will always be his mother, and she will never be able to break free from this shackle.

Xu Nankui will not doubt at all that Mrs. Li has no way to play a "good mother-in-law" and "good mother", and excessive care is the straw, knowing that it will be pressed to the end.

Madame Li will enjoy this weighted pleasure, what could be happier than seeing your enemy being consumed step by step under your nose?

As for, forgive, let go, forgive.

I'm sorry, these words are never in Xu Nankui's dictionary, these are just the interfaces of the weak, just like Xu Nankui used to hear a sentence: "Buddha does not save the poor." ”

It sounds so sad and ridiculous, yes, when you think about it for the first time, you feel like this is always happening to you, why am I so unlucky.

I forgave others, I forgave others, I let go, why did everything fall on me in the end?

They often question the unfairness of fate, and often complain about the sky, and Xu Nankui looks down on it.

Because in the eyes of these people, they can't see the malice and kindness of the world, and they can only see their own injustice and the suffering inflicted on themselves.

Others?

It's just some inconsequential people, there are always people in the world who live much better than you, and there are always people who live much worse than you, who live better than them, and bring jealousy, or worse than them is contempt.

Blame the Buddha?

Please line up for the lottery first, maybe it will be your turn next, after all, all living beings are equal, and the Buddha does not not save the poor, nor does he only save the poor.

Xu Nankui's belief, there is always only one thing, that is, you are strong, is the ultimate want, if you can't be strong yourself, or don't force yourself to be strong, then how can you let others help you be strong, or say that others are strong for you?

Mrs. Li understands this and has done it, whether it is to save Li Xiuren or Li Xiang before, or today's decision, it is nothing more than Mrs. Li understands what she wants and what she is willing to do.

Xu Nankui and Mrs. Li looked at each other and smiled, then drank all the tea in the cup, called the maids beside Xia He and Mrs. Li, and drove out of the prison of Dali Temple with the carriage.

A long mark was left behind the carriage, and at some point, the snowflakes in the sky slowly fell, as if to erase the traces of the two women in the gap between the heavy snowfall.

After sending Mrs. Li home, Xu Nankui lay on her side in the carriage, Xia He took out the warm chicken, peeled it carefully, and then handed it to Xu Nankui and said, "Your Highness, take a bite." ”

Xu Nankui waved her hand and asked Xia He, like a little girl who was a little cramped: "Xia He, you said that I went to find my grandfather this time, will my grandfather directly break my leg?" Or just stab him to death with a sword? ”

Xia He held the hand of the chicken, stiffened, and then squeezed out an ugly smile on his face, and said, "Presumably not, after all, you are her own granddaughter." ”

Xu Nankui smiled and did not speak.

Xia He turned his head, absentmindedly casually holding the tea set on the table, and accidentally burned his hand, Xu Nankui hurriedly got up, quickly took out the mountain spring water used to make tea in the car, wiped it for Xia He, and then complained: "You are not a child anymore, why do you still hurt your hand?" Don't you know that your hands are expensive? ”

Xia He's hands are first-class cooks, maybe others think that if you write a good handwriting and can play a good piano, you will be more expensive, but a pair of chef's hands, where is it worse than others?

Besides, after Xu Nankui left, he still counted on Xia He to settle down with this craft.

After Xu Nankui dealt with it, he gently blew a few breaths on Xia He's hand, and then bandaged it carefully, seeing that Xia He didn't move for a long time, he asked softly, "Does it hurt?" If it hurts, cry out, it's fine. ”

After all, it's a big piece of redness and swelling.

Xu Nankui saw that Xia He still didn't speak, and reached out to lift Xia He's head, only to see Xia He desperately holding back his voice, tears falling one by one, and when he raised his face, the tears ran down his cheeks and dripped on Xu Nankui's palm.

Xu Nankui sighed and said in a coaxing tone: "What a big thing, don't you don't know, good." ”

Xia He said with a crying voice: "Your Highness, can we not go to the master's mansion?" You're really going to be killed. ”

Xu Nankui paused for a moment, and then realized that Xia He was distressed that he was going to his grandfather's house, Xu Nankui thought about it, and showed a wry smile.

yes, I guess I'm going to be killed.

Xu Nankui stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on Xia He's face and said, "Silly girl, in the end, it's my grandfather, it's just eating some flesh and skin." ”

Although Xu Nankui knows that his current body can no longer bear these so-called skin and flesh suffering.

Xia He desperately held back his tears and asked, "Can you not go?" ”

This is the first time Xia He has questioned Xu Nankui's behavior and persuaded Xu Nankui for the first time.

Xu Nankui just lay back again, and said with a smile: "No, this trip, I not only have to go, but I also have to achieve results, because this is what the palace promised the prince and the emperor, and it is also something I must pay." ”

Xia He knew that he couldn't persuade Xu Nankui, so he could only curl up in the corner of the carriage and get angry silently.

Because she knows how much Xu Nankui will pay for this trip, she is also the only one in the spring, summer, autumn and winter who knows that Xu Nankui has long been determined to die.

However, she was reluctant, no matter how unbearable and ridiculous Xu Nankui was in the eyes of the world, in Xia He's eyes, she was the best person.

The carriage is still moving, and you can still hear the sound of the wheels pressing on the snow, squeaking, which pulled Xu Nankui's thoughts to his grandfather at once.

What kind of person is he?

If the eldest lady's home is a scholarly family and is active in places such as Guozijian, then my grandfather is the master who is hidden in the world, but if he raises his arms, then at least he can turn this court upside down.

However, the same stubbornness was also manifested in this grandfather, who cherished his feathers more than everyone else, not because he valued fame and fortune, but because he valued his students.

Every student he taught was his feather, he couldn't touch it, and he couldn't get dirty, at least Xu Nankui had already moved it not once or twice.

For the emperor's house, it was a trade-off between the people and the imperial power.

For Xu Nankui's grandfather, it was the respect between students and teachers.

Xu Nankui suddenly remembered his grandfather, and the figures of the two of them overlapped together without warning, both with their own persistence.

The carriage slowed down and came to a slow stop.

Xu Nankui's grandfather's mansion arrived, and Xia He struggled to glance at Xu Nankui.

Xu Nankui had no doubt that as long as she spoke now, Xia He would definitely leave this place immediately in a carriage.

In the end, Xia He reluctantly opened the car door for Xu Nankui.

The biting cold wind rushed in all of a sudden, and Xu Nankui couldn't help but shiver, and then got out of the carriage.

The snow is getting heavier.