Gu Ruxi looked at this, looked up and asked her.

"How do you want to go? Why do you have to go to Africa to participate in this charity? In fact, I have told you many times, you don't want to affect your existence because of my situation, it is not particularly suitable for you at all, you have been wandering outside for 5 years, you should come back, you are an only child in the family, I think you should think about your father and that mother, don't wander outside for too long, because they are in their hearts after all! ”

Gu Rumeng shook his head.

She said: "Actually, I think it really means a lot to me to participate in this charity work, I joined this charity team back then, of course, we will go to every place around the world where we need to go to charity to perform, and later receive some individuals to help those in need, in fact, I didn't think of any kind of very lofty ideals, I just think that this kind of life is very simple and suitable for me, maybe I am far away, I can forget everything here, I can tell myself without fear that I can forget Qiao Yilong when I leave. ”

Gu Rumeng smiled and looked at Gu Ruxi with a faint sense of sorrow, "But I found that no matter how far I go to every corner of the world, no matter how far away I leave here, this place will be forever, I really haven't forgotten it, but I have forgotten Qiao Yilong's existence in the process of changes over the years, I want to wait for when I forget Qiao Yilong, when I will return here."

Gu Ruxi looked at Sister Du and the two of them actually have a very close foreign trade, and there are only some differences in personality, one has a kind of gentleness like water, and the other is as passionate as fire, so Gu Ruxi is always very envious of Gu Rumeng, and feels that Gu Rumeng is always so careless, and always understands this chaotic world with a very pure mood.

And why does she always seem so worldly, so prejudiced and arrogant narrow-minded, obviously two sisters who love each other, that is, there is a big difference in this life.

One lives in a romantic comic, the other lives in a very rough environment, but there is a world of difference between the cultural differences and the environment in which the two people grew up!

Gu Rumeng can go wherever she wants without any scruples, no, because of the burden of anything in life, it is only possible to be like a willful princess, who wants to do something for the love that she can't get now.

But she can't, she can't know it that way, because once she can't go to work, then she really won't even be able to support herself, although her family will definitely support her, but she really doesn't want to accept that kind of handouts under the eaves.

Gu Ruxi looked at her: "No, in fact, Gu Rumeng, I can only tell you, you can be with Qiao Yilong completely, you don't have any obstacles now, so you don't need to leave here at all, I have already withdrawn, we are divorced, it's as simple as that." ”

Gu Rumeng lowered his head and smiled slightly, with an endless sadness: "But it's not a problem that you don't have, because Qiao Yilong doesn't love this at all, this is the truth, this is one of my results." ”

"Gu Rumeng, how can this happen, Qiao Yilong loves you so much, if he doesn't love you, how can he hate me for 5 years, let me tell you, don't hurt your sincerity for these things." Although Gu Ruxi laughed, she still felt that her situation was very fake, and it must have been some wrong information that something had happened.

"Sister, let me tell you, since you came to our house, I really, really envy you." Gu Rumeng's smile is very sweet, but after so many years of changes, it is still so pure, and there is still a magazine without any consciousness underneath, just like the young and romantic girl back then.

She continued: "Actually, Gu Ruxi, I envy you very much, you have a brave heart of your own, you can make a decision by yourself, you can need any consciousness of yourself, you can decide a request of your own, a hobby, and I am very envious, you can let yourself not be controlled by any one thing, and even you can complete these things completely like a Mulan without anyone's help from you, and I found that you can do anything, You have a brave and super strong heart, I can't do it with me, but you did, how I envy you, how I want to have such an ability, but I don't. ”

She just described this thing very calmly, and the corners of her mouth hooked up slightly when she said the back, but she was a little embarrassed: "Actually, I really always feel as if I have never been independent, I always want to rely on others, I just want others to help me arrange good words, plan all this, it's not that I don't want to, but I really won't do it, I won't take care of myself, I'm trying hard to make myself an independent person, but I really can't do it, I did it three times a few times, What I did was so bad, over time I gave up on the broken flowers, Gu Ruxi I know that I have caused you a lot since I was a child, and you are helping me in every trouble. So, I feel really special and I don't really know how to do it, so I really want to have an independent life. ”

Gu Ruxi never expected that you would actually say such a topic, and finally dissect the depths of your soul so clearly.

Gu Ruxi smiled, looking at Gu Rumeng, who was always a very white lotus: "But do you know? From the moment I entered the house, I really envied you all the time. ”

Gu Rumeng was stunned for a moment: "How is it possible, how can you envy me?" ”

"Yes, I really envy you, you may never feel, since I came to this Gu family, I really envy you from the bottom of my heart, I now you have a very complete parental love, and I envy you very much, you are very smart, and you are very sensible and well-behaved, you praise the people around you, you have a very good interpersonal relationship, everyone likes to interact with you very much, and you never get angry with everyone, you always ask me to treat everyone considerately, When you are in school, both students and teachers are full of praise for you, and they like to deal with you very much, this kind of teacher, and so many male classmates have been pursuing a lot here, you are the Bai Yueguang in everyone's mind, and even Qiao Yilong is also your boyfriend, and he has always liked you."

Gu Rumeng unexpectedly discovered: "But do you know? I've been doing these things since I was a child, I just forced myself to show such gentleness, I forced myself to show a kind of kindness, I hope everyone can accept me, I'm afraid of losing I'm afraid of others not liking me, I grew up in such a depressing environment with a very pleasing personality, these things are all things that I don't like and force very much. ”

"But the kind of bravery, that kind of strength, that kind of independence and autonomy, that kind of ability, I am also very tired of it in my eyes, and this is just a piece of armor for me to hide from the outside world." Gu Ruxi also said with a smile.

Yes, after the two people visited each other, it was the first time in their lives that the two sisters finally said these words honestly and unfairly, and they didn't expect that after so many years of precipitation, the two sides actually envied each other, and each other wanted to take each other as an example to change themselves.

Really, sometimes people will never be satisfied in such a comparison, maybe not, in order to be perfect, really to live yourself is the most important thing, if you have been waiting for others, want to be the kind of person in the eyes of others, then you will definitely live very tired and tired.

Gu Rumeng's head slightly, and suddenly thought of something, and this smile suddenly lost his mind: "But I know, no matter what, this Qiao Yilong has never loved some of my feelings back then, it is just a kind of youthful time for boys and girls, and there is no love at all." ”

She raised her head and looked at Gu Ruxi and said: "So I'm sorry, I may be leaving in two days, and I told you one thing, I didn't get this love, it's not that I didn't fight for it, I fought for it, but Qiao Yilong has already rejected me, don't worry, sister, I won't go to Africa to complete this thing, I will eventually come back, maybe this year or next year, maybe soon when I completely put down Qiao Yilong, I will be very happy and calm to come back again." ”

Gu Rumeng stepped forward and took Gu Ruxi's hand.

Gu Ruxi actually looked at the quilt in front of him, and he didn't like this little sister very much, nor did he say anything special, a kind of dislike, and after so many years, he realized that he couldn't argue that it was because he was particularly envious of her, so he had a kind of materialistic desire of potential consciousness, maybe it had a lot to do with his mother, he seemed to be like a character in a novel, he wanted to fight for his mother from beginning to end, and wanted his mother to exist decently in this family.

It turns out that going around and around is really just a joke.

How many people in this world are jealous and envied, and do they really end up turning into a kind of hatred? And then do you want to continue to hate like this, hurting your life and making yourself unhappy?

If that's the case, you should stop drowning in those so-called sorrows, whether you love someone, hate someone, hate someone, or hate someone, then in fact, these things follow a choice in your heart.

In the end, Gu Ruxi looked at Gu Rumeng and said, "I really look forward to the day when you wait for you to come back, I hope we can still be calm." ”

Gu Rumeng nodded: "Goodbye Gu Ruxi, I will come back." ”

When Gu Rumeng left this hospital, A

Gela was already waiting at the gate of the hospital, and when she saw Gu Rumeng walking out, she hurriedly asked, "I didn't embarrass you, did I?"

Gu Rumeng looked relaxed, "Everything is fine." ”

"It was better to do so."

"Actually, I don't know why, I always feel that we are really sisters, sometimes the two of us have too many similarities, too many similarities, so that everyone has a lot of scruples in many times, but I have something to be sorry for, I just didn't insist on saying that sentence."

She actually really wanted to tell Gu Ruxi that her willfulness left here directly and went to study abroad, which made many people mistakenly think that the culprit of all this was because of the big ones, and Qiao Yilong may have caused a lot of misunderstandings about Gu Ruxi back then.

In fact, I really want to say that I'm sorry, I have been talking for a long time, I have been thinking about it for a long time, and I have waited for 5 years, but I have to say it in person, this difficulty is really difficult.

I really want to tell Qiao Yilong that I left here because Gu Ruxi wanted to drive me away, nor because Gu Ruxi forced me or because I couldn't bear it, Qiao Yilong had a kind of fraternity for himself, when he invested too much in this kind of feeling, only to find that this relationship and story were in a bubble, it was really difficult for him to accept such a fact, and he left himself directly if he liked it, and he was the biggest coward.

That day, when she walked to Gu Ruxi's room, she even cried and grabbed the ground, with a very hateful look, crying and making trouble, people outside didn't know what was going on here, what had happened to you, in fact, she didn't look interesting at all, when she was bullied by Gu Ruxi and instructed from beginning to end, Gu Ruxi just sat on this sofa and looked at herself very calmly, just making a fuss.

In the end, Gu Ruxi only said one sentence.

I remember crying loudly and asking Gu Ruxi at that time: "Tell me Gu Ruxi, what kind of relationship do you have with Qiao Yilong?" Why do you all have to betray me here, I trust you so much, you join forces to hurt me, do you think you are worthy of your conscience after you have done these things? Why are you doing this, Gu Ruxi? Am I not good enough for you? Does this family owe you, so you want to take revenge? ”

I remember that Gu Ruxi just said something very calmly, very calm like a deep lake, "I only tell me, really, Qiao Yilong I love." ”

After Gu Rumeng heard this, she couldn't help but smash everything in the room that could be smashed.

She threw something and shouted loudly, "So tell me, how am I going to do it, am I not perfect enough?" What else am I going to do? How far are you going to push me? Why are you telling me these truths? Why didn't you tell me a lie, why did you have to force me out of here, why did you two really do this to me? ”

Gu Ruxi was just there, and he just said one sentence: "Yes, I love Qiao Yilong, but this has nothing to do with Qiao Yilong, I have nothing to do with him at all, that's all." ”

But she still couldn't control it, and after dropping all the things crackling, she cried and pushed open the door and ran out.

When Gu Rumeng ran out, he actually really hated Gu Ruxi, and why did He Chao Gu Ruxi tell himself this answer so bluntly, at this time, if he was just because of Gu Ruxi's love for Qiao Yilong, he might still understand, but Qiao Yilong loves himself, he has no way to balance it, he doesn't believe that this love is real at all, this is what he can't choose.

So Gu Rumeng decided at that time that he had to leave, he had to escape all this, he was too weak to support people, and it was impossible to be afraid to face this truth, when Qiao Yilong told himself that if he loved someone else's woman, he would definitely collapse, and if he didn't let Qiao Yilong lose his body, then he would never have this aspect no matter what.

Therefore, a huge question was left for everyone, and Gu Ruxi was regarded as a very disgusted by everyone.

What's even more hateful is whether Gu Rumeng is thinking, this is how Xiaobao had a little love at that time, she always thinks that she will not tell me Qiao Yilong about this matter anyway, so Qiao Yilong will cause a misunderstanding of Gu Ruxi, then there will always be a flaw in her heart, so no matter where she goes, Qiao Yilong will always look at herself with guilt, so she will always occupy a side in Qiao Yilong's mind.

Although this is very humble, although it is said to be very small, it is indeed what I want with peace of mind, no matter what kind of ending it is, I have to accept it no matter what.

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Gela often sighed: "But I always feel that a person with a character like Gu Ruxi is really not a person who is particularly good at defending herself, I didn't expect that she would be a good person, and she has been persisting and enduring bravely for so many years." ”

Gu Rumeng also took a sip: "So you see, in fact, after everyone heard about this case, and they have completely forgiven her to a large extent, so because this is Gu Ruxi's help, it means that this Gu Ruxi may have handled this matter correctly, maybe in this way, you can achieve an outpatient clinic for a thing, maybe everyone can see an ending of such a thing, isn't this a credit of Gu Ruxi?" So, I think maybe the wayward thinking I had back then was also my own. ”

"So Gu Ruxi is ruthless enough, if it weren't for the careless persecution of Lili, maybe Lili would not have been able to make the last compromise at all, and it would be impossible to get the child, then even if Lili won the lawsuit, and finally the child belonged to the man, maybe we could really only be misunderstood in the process, Gu Ruxi didn't happen until the end, when this real purpose happened, so everyone would be resentful, I think Gu Ruxi handled this matter very untraceably. ”

Who is right and who is wrong, and who knows?