Chapter 137: Deserted
The brother and sister were silent for a while, and no one mentioned the unhappy thing, now that Xin Gan is pregnant, Cheng Ji's focus is naturally on Xin Gan, he was worried that Cheng Hui would not feel comfortable in his heart, so he told her: "If you have anything to contact me at any time, I was busy some time ago and couldn't take care of you." “
Of course, Cheng Hui understood, she said: "It's okay, Sister Xin Xin takes care of me very much, you are busy with yours, I am not small, I will take care of myself." “
"Well, okay, tell me if you don't have enough money to spend." At least the money, he can't let her feel pressure, and he has the ability to support her, but he doesn't lack that money.
Cheng Hui said okay.
"If you don't come back for the New Year, you take care of yourself, buy whatever you want to eat, and buy whatever clothes you want."
"Brother, are you pampering me too much now, it's not like you, don't be like this, I'm a little scared." In the past, Cheng Ji was strict with her money, and he wouldn't let her spend money indiscriminately. The expenses have to be accounted for, it's not that he cares about it, but just cultivates her to develop a good habit and can't be extravagant.
But this will, actually indulge her expenses?
Cheng Yan said: "Don't be poor, and you don't lack this money." “
"It's good, it's better to be a brother." Cheng Hui's eyes were heavy, a cloud of fog could not be dispersed, in the winter, it was still snowing outside, she was wearing thin clothes, standing on the terrace and looking at the snow scene outside, she was silent for a while, and asked, "Brother, how is He Chuan?" “
She still asked about this person, and she couldn't help it, she wanted to know how he was doing.
Cheng Hui said: "I don't mean anything else, I just want to know how he is doing and how Uncle He is." “
"Uncle He was discharged from the hospital, his condition improved, although he was conscious, but he could only live in a wheelchair for the rest of his life." Cheng Yan paused for a few seconds, "No matter how bad He Chuan is, he will not be much worse, he is still the same, dealing with the housework of the He family." “
The He family has He Cheng, and there is no way to be peaceful if they want to be peaceful.
Cheng Hui cautiously asked, "Brother, does he have a girlfriend?" “
Cheng Ji: "Come back, do you still think about him?" “
"No, I don't." Cheng Hui pretended to smile in a relaxed tone, "I've known each other for so many years, Uncle He treats me well, I'll just care about it, I don't have other ideas, brother, I'm not stupid, I won't plant the same person twice." “
It's only three, two times is enough.
"If you want to open it, I'll be relieved."
"Okay brother, there's nothing else. You go get busy first, I'm going to do my homework too. “
"Hmm."
Xin Gan didn't tell Cheng Hui about his suicide, Cheng Hui didn't want them to know, so he specially asked Xin Gan to keep it secret for her.
During the Chinese New Year this year, the atmosphere of the Cheng family was more lively than usual, because Xin Gan was pregnant, although her belly was not big, Mrs. Cheng had already asked people to prepare baby supplies, and even changed the room on the second floor of the house into a baby room for her future grandson.
Mrs. Cheng wanted her grandson, but Cheng's father didn't say anything and didn't express any opinions.
Cheng Ji is very casual, but it's too early to say whether a boy is a girl or something, once Mrs. Cheng says something like wanting a grandson, and Cheng Ji hears it, he will immediately emphasize that boys and girls are the same, there is no difference.
Xingan's pregnancy is really hard, she is prone to allergies and lactose intolerance, and she can't eat or use a lot of things, so she suffers a lot.
She was also worried about whether her physique would be passed on to her children, she felt that she was too squeamish, and she felt a little sorry for the child in her belly.
Cheng Yan is busy with work, and he can't take care of her and the child in her belly. He was very sorry, but he couldn't help it, things on the work side were also important, but Xin Gan could understand him, so he moved back to Xin's house, and Xin's mother could take care of her.
So Shen Ruxin took Coco to Xin's house to see her every other day and talk to her.
Pregnant women's emotions are easy to be sensitive, the ups and downs are also large, the weather is cold, Xin Gan is also afraid of the cold, she doesn't want to go out of the door, she sits on the sofa wrapped in a shawl, the table in the living room is moved, and a soft carpet is spread, Coco sits on the carpet and plays with blocks, and Shen Ruxin sits next to Xin Gan, pats her hands, and chats with her.
Mother Xin brought a pot of freshly cut fruit to beckon Cocoa to eat, Coco took a piece, took a bite, her mouth and fingers were full of juice, and Mother Xin brought a tissue to wipe her hands.
Xin Gan looked at Coco, his mood became better, he smiled silently, and said, "Is Coco going to elementary school?" “
"Yes, but she is very reluctant to go to school, she has to go to elementary school last year, she doesn't, she cried and made a fuss for a long time, Song Chen couldn't bear it, so he let her play at home for an extra year. It's okay for a year, I'm not in a hurry to go to school, and when she doesn't want to go to school in September this year, she has to go to school if she doesn't want to. “
Although Song Chen allowed Coco to play at home for an extra year before going to school, he didn't forget to ask her for a tutor and told her some basic primary school knowledge, so that she wouldn't be unable to keep up with the progress when she went to school.
Xingan nodded, her thoughts drifted away, she couldn't imagine what kind of character her child would be at that time, like Cheng Jiu more or like her?
In her heart, she hopes to be more like Cheng Jiu.
Shen Ruxin touched her lower abdomen: "Have you thought of the name?" What is it called? “
Hearing this, Xingan shook his head, not knowing yet.
"Don't worry, I still have a few months to think about it."
Xin Gan hummed, leaning on the back of the sofa, in the afternoon, the sun poured in gently, today is a rare good weather, gradually shining into her heart, feeling warm and comfortable.
Coco suddenly wanted to go to the bathroom and shouted for Xin's mother to hug her, and Xin's mother took Coco to the bathroom.
The two of them would be left there. Shen Ruxin approached her and asked in a low voice, "While my aunt is away, I'll tell you a little gossip." “
Xingan wondered what was so mysterious.
"What's the matter?"
"Remember Mrs. He? Didn't He Cheng make some rumors about the female assistant's belly before? It's true. But the most important thing is not this, but the female assistant was taken back to He's house by Mrs. He. “
Xin Gan frowned, since Mrs. He knew about it and took the person back to the house, it was tantamount to admitting the existence of the child in disguise, wasn't it? If he was born, he was also the grandson of the He family.
Shen Ruxin was full of emotion and said: "This girl is so stupid, do you think that having a child can tie a man's heart?" He Chenghua's intestines are not a matter of one or two days, and Mrs. He is not a master to mess with. “
This is a small episode, Xin Gan didn't take it to heart, once this circle does something, it will spread soon, nothing is absolutely confidential, and even the grievances between her and He Cheng have been spread because of the previous revelation post.
Cheng Jiazhi didn't know that she didn't know very well, but Mrs. Cheng didn't mention her and He Cheng later.
Maybe it's for the sake of the child in her belly.
In fact, Cheng Ji was also very protective of her, Mrs. Cheng originally wanted her to raise a baby in Cheng's family, but Cheng Zhen disagreed, and instead sent her back to Xin's house, and he also moved in to take care of her.
On the weekend, Cheng Ji took the time to accompany her to the hospital for a check-up, but it was just a small check-up and it didn't take much time, but I didn't expect them to bump into Mrs. He in the hospital, and the young girl standing next to Mrs. He with a big belly.
Xingan saw at a glance that the girl's belly was too big, and it was not in harmony with her whole person, and her complexion and state were not much better.
However, Mrs. He first glanced at the two of them coldly, snorted, and turned her head away, as if she didn't want to see them.
Cheng Yan didn't want to deal with a woman who was powerless, he was afraid that Xin Gan would be in a bad mood, so he hugged Xin Gan's waist and went to the other side.
The girl also saw Xingan, and the man next to Xingan.
She had seen Xin Gan's photo, knew who she was, and knew that she was the woman He Cheng never forgot.
He Cheng would call her name many times when he fell asleep, and Ah Yan couldn't remember it if he didn't want to.
She read all the revelations on the Internet, and she also knew that the relationship between Xin Gan and He Cheng was not simple at all.
Mrs. He saw Ah Yan stunned there, and said, "What are you doing in a daze, you still want to stay?" Why, you don't want to go back to He's house so much?"
Ah Yan came back to his senses and hurriedly shook his head: "No, Auntie, I just saw an acquaintance, so I was distracted." “
"Acquaintances? You say Xingan? Mrs. He sneered, "See clearly?" “
Ah Yan nodded, bit her lip, came here for a check-up, and her husband accompanied her, isn't it pregnant?
There was a sharp stabbing pain in her heart, and her hands trembled slightly.
She is also just a woman who wants the love of her man, such as accompanying her to the hospital for prenatal checkups.
It's just that this is her wishful thinking.
Mrs. He said, "What's the matter, do you know who she is?" “
"yes, I know."
"It's good to know, okay, don't be stunned, it's your turn, I'll wait for you outside, check it and come out directly."
Every time she came to the hospital for a prenatal checkup, He Cheng didn't come, and Mrs. He would accompany her recently.
She couldn't help but look in the direction that Xingan had left. That man is Xingan's husband, right?
Ah Yan showed an unwilling look, she also wanted He Cheng to accompany her to the hospital for prenatal checkups, but He Cheng would not accompany her.
Mrs. He finished speaking and left.
The doctor checked her and said there was no problem and asked her to leave.
Ah Yan hesitated: "But I don't feel very comfortable, I don't know why." “
"You're just psychological, don't worry."
"Is that all?"
"Well, that's all."
"Well, thank you, doctor."
After a simple examination, Ah Yan actually always felt that something was wrong, but the doctor said that it was okay, and she was temporarily relieved.
The doctor didn't say anything more.
Ah Yan walked out and caught a glimpse of the pregnant women waiting in the hallway, accompanied by their husbands. And she was alone, lonely, in a depressed mood.
Even on such an important day as the Chinese New Year, He Cheng didn't even want to go home.
She called him on the phone and asked him softly if he would come back, after all, the He family was his home, and on the day of the family reunion, how could he not return home.
As a result, as soon as I heard her voice, I said coldly, "Don't bother me", and hung up the phone.
That night, Ah Tian had no sleep all night, and when there was no one, he dared to cry loudly.
She didn't think she had done anything wrong. Why did He Cheng do this to her?
She doesn't want much, and she is not greedy, she just wants to give the child in her belly a complete family and no longer follow her old path.
She herself is a single-parent family and understands too well what it is like for a child to be without family warmth.
She didn't want her children to experience that kind of life again.
……
Xin Gan is the first child, there are many things to pay attention to, although she is nervous, fortunately, Shen Ruxin and Xin's mother take care of her, so she is not so busy.
As soon as he walked out of the gate of the hospital, he happened to see Mrs. He waiting at the gate of the hospital, Xin Gan subconsciously glanced at Cheng Yan and said, "That's Mrs. He." “
Cheng Yan snorted, and didn't intend to pay attention to the inconsequential person: "Let's go, go home." “
Mrs. He walked up at this time, with a smile on her face, greeted Xin Gan, and said, "Xin Gan, why don't you say hello when you see your aunt, you are also pregnant?" How many months? “
"Cheng Zhen, I haven't seen you for a long time, I didn't expect to meet the two of you in the hospital, I thought I saw the wrong person upstairs just now. Are you also here for prenatal checkups? This weekend, there were so many people in the hospital that I almost lost my eyes. “
Xin Gan took Cheng Yan's arm and said, "It's really a coincidence, I thought I saw the wrong person, but I didn't expect it to be Aunt He, did you come to the hospital for an examination?" “
Mrs. He understood that Xin Gan was pretending to be confused, and she didn't debunk it, "What kind of examination do I do, it is He Cheng's girlfriend who is pregnant, and I will accompany her to do the examination." He Cheng is busy with work, has a lot of things, and is still a public figure, so it is inconvenient to come. “
Xin Gan smiled, couldn't see any emotion, and said, "Then Auntie, you are busy first, and Cheng Ji and I will go first." “
After saying that, he left.
I didn't look back.
Mrs. He snorted with extreme disdain.
……
Xingan and Cheng Jiu got into the car. Cheng Yan leaned over to help her fasten her seat belt, and said, "Why didn't you let me talk just now, why bother with her, wasting time." “
Xin Gan didn't care much about Mrs. He's attitude, and said: "Women, they just like to talk about it, and if you ignore her, I feel embarrassed for you." “
He didn't care about Mrs. He, but he couldn't see her being wronged.
Cheng Zhen scratched the tip of her nose: "Then you let yourself be wronged?" “
Xin Gan smiled softly: "No, aren't you there, if anything happens, you will protect me, and I will not be wronged." “
Cheng Yan smiled helplessly. The tone was soft, and he sincerely apologized: "I'm sorry." “
"Why apologize?"
"If you are allowed to suffer, you should not be indulged, and if you give birth to this child, you will not be born again." didn't want her to feel uncomfortable, when she got up every morning with morning sickness, he heard that his heart was also uncomfortable.
There are many pains in the world that cannot be felt.
Xin Gan smiled, his eyebrows crooked, "You said that you indulged me, that was my willingness, and besides, I want to give you a child." “
Cheng Ji couldn't do anything about her, she always had a million reasons for him to disarm and surrender.
"Then this one, I won't give birth in the future."
He insisted, Xin Gan had no opinion, she hadn't given birth yet, but during pregnancy, she already felt very hard and tormented, not to mention what would happen when she really had to give birth.
Xingan wrapped his arms around his neck and kissed the corner of his lips: "Haven't you been busy lately?" “
"It's okay, there are a lot of things during the Chinese New Year, and all the time is with you after you are busy."
Xingan didn't lose her temper with him, and rubbed his neck, which is a common action she has done recently, which shows that she is very dependent on him. It's also like a little coquettish.
"By the way, if she doesn't come back for the New Year, it's okay for her to be alone in Lundun, right?" Xin Gan suddenly remembered Cheng Hui and was always relieved.
She asked her friends to help take care of her, not only Julia, but also Dr. Yip.
She asked Dr. Ye, who replied that everything was fine and that there was nothing wrong with Cheng Hui, although he would occasionally get out of control.
Cheng Yan said: "I called her, and she said that there was no problem, and if she was not at ease, I would find someone to help me take a look at her." “
"Not really, my friend is over there. If you help take care of her, you won't bother others. “
Xin Gan didn't dare to let Cheng Hui find someone to visit Cheng Hui, in case she saw the clues, Cheng Hui's affairs were exposed, she promised Cheng Hui that she couldn't tell Cheng Hui and kept it secret for her.
Xin Gan was pregnant, and Cheng Ji didn't want her to work hard, so she ran between two places, too far.
During the festival, a friend asked Cheng Ji to go out for a get-together, and Cheng Ji brought Xin Gan, which was regarded as taking her out to breathe and relax.
In that bureau, there are many acquaintances, all of whom are Cheng Zheng's circle of friends, and since it is his circle of friends, He Chuan is also there.
Xingan's stomach has not changed significantly, she is dressed loosely, and she wears a lot of clothes in winter, and others can't tell her size.
A room full of men took care of the ladies present, and they all smoked outside, not in the private room.
He Chuan was the last to arrive, and he also brought a female companion.
Xingan couldn't help but take a second look, and noticed that others said that she was He Chuan's assistant and was with He Chuan. It's also a school girl when He Chuan was in college.
It's one layer after another.
Xin Gan knows it.
She didn't say anything, she sat quietly next to Cheng Zheng and drank juice, Cheng Zheng and He Chuan still had a good relationship, they still greeted each other, and they sat together and chatted.
From beginning to end, He Chuan didn't ask how the process was, he seemed to have forgotten about this person.
Xin Gan is not worth it for Cheng Hui, but this is a problem between them, she is a bystander, and she can't say anything for Cheng Hui.
After a while, Xin Gan met the girl He Chuan brought, her name was Wen Liang, Xiao He Chuan. However, she couldn't tell her actual age from the outside, and she still looked very young, so she took the initiative to greet Xingan and call her sister-in-law.
Wen Liang has a cheerful and generous personality, and soon blended into He Chuan's circle, and became familiar with his friends, so they chatted.
The people next door were talking about He Chuan and Wen Liang, and Xin Gan keenly heard their joke that Wen Liang was about to have a good thing with He Chuan, otherwise how could He Chuan bring her today.
Wen Liang and He Chuan were talking to the others on the other end, but they didn't hear the movement here.
Xingan held the cup, his knuckles white.
"I heard that Wenliang University was interested in He Chuan at that time, but I didn't expect that after graduating for so long, the two of them would be able to meet again."
"Dry firewood, just a touch."
The people who talk about these are all women, and they are related to He Chuan and their circles, so there is always a little bit of relationship.
Tonight's game, it's not from the He Chuan group, it's from another group, and they're all friends who play big in a circle.
Xin Gan didn't want to say anything in person, but he also felt that he was so angry and there was no need, Cheng Hui and He Chuan were broken, if He Chuan had another new love, it would also be his freedom, there would be no problem, but she couldn't swallow this breath, Cheng Hui's illness had something to do with He Chuan, it couldn't be said 100%, there was something to do with it, if it weren't for He Chuan, Cheng Hui wouldn't have suffered so much.
And He Chuan is fine, no impact.
The one who suffered the most in this relationship was Cheng Hui.
Rao is good-tempered Xin Gan also moved his emotions this time, feeling that he had misseen He Chuan at the beginning, forget it, but it's okay to break it, break it early and end the pain early, which is also a good thing for Cheng Hui.
He Chuan heard Cheng Yan say that Xin Gan was pregnant, and walked over with a smile to congratulate him.
"Congratulations."
Xin Gan only responded lightly: "Thank you, Mr. He." “
Cheng Ji and He Chuan heard this salutation, their expressions were different, Cheng Zhen didn't say anything, after all, it was his daughter-in-law, and he almost instantly noticed Xin Gan's little temper, probably angry.
He Chuan touched his nose and said, "But I haven't seen you for a while, so my name has changed." “
"Are we acquainted?" Xingan's coldness became more and more obvious.
He Chuan said: "Xin Gan, are you angry with me because of Cheng Hui's affairs? Somewhat helpless, he shrugged his shoulders and said, "It's okay, I can understand." “
"Cheng Zhen was also angry with me like this at the beginning, but who can say clearly about emotional matters, and if they don't get along, they will be dispersed." His expression was indifferent. The first time I talked about Cheng Hui tonight, it was also so cold.
Seems to be talking about an inconsequential person.
Xin Gan stood up and smiled heartily: "Mr. He is really open-minded, he can afford to take it and put it down." “
Before Cheng Hui left for Lundun, the phone call he made on the plane, Xin Gan heard Cheng Hui say that it was because of this that her only good impression of He Chuan disappeared without a trace in an instant, and she thought that he was really in trouble, so she had no choice but to let go of Cheng Hui, but it was not.
Cheng Yan saw that Xin Gan was angry, and gave He Chuan a look and told him to shut up in time. Stop it.
"I'm tired and want to go back and rest," Xingan said. “
Cheng Ji stepped forward and hugged her and patted her on the shoulder: "Okay, go home." “
He Chuan didn't speak again, turned sideways and gave way, and some words, he said to Xin Gan was useless.
……
Cheng Ji sent Xin Gan home to rest, and when she fell asleep, he walked out of the room, took out his mobile phone and saw that it was a text message from He Chuan, he glanced at it and dialed back.
The other end quickly picked up. said: "She didn't come back for the New Year this year? “
This is her, naturally Cheng Hui.
Cheng Zhen heard who he asked, "No." “
"Is it Aunt Cheng'......?"
"She doesn't want to come back."
“……“
There was endless silence over there.
Cheng Zhen said: "Cheng Hui was sick some time ago, and Xin Gan went to see her. “
He Chuan's heart tightened: "What's wrong?" “
"You've given up, don't ask about her anymore, and it will be the same in the future. She's my own sister, you can't do it, don't bother her, tonight's matter, don't mention it again, Xingan is pregnant, pregnant women are emotionally sensitive, and the ups and downs are large, I hope you can understand. “
When do they need to talk so politely to each other?
He Chuan's hand holding the cigarette tightened the railing, he stood on a high place, overlooking the whole city, on the day of family reunion, he was only one person, facing the cold silence of a room, and he couldn't find anyone to talk to.