Chapter 124: Really
It's just that he saw that He Chuan's face was not good, so he didn't say anything more.
He Chuan was about to drink again, but he stopped and said, "Don't drink, I'll have to drive later." “
He Chuan didn't move, raised his eyes to look at him, "If you quarrel with Xin Gan, which of you will bow your head first." “
Cheng Yan rarely quarrels with Xin Gan, and when he was still in Beiyu, he had a bad attitude, and Xin Gan didn't care about him, and when the anger passed, it would be fine, although she would remember, but women, they all hold grudges. But if you like someone, you probably will automatically dissipate.
"I won't quarrel with her, she's not happy, she'll digest it herself, but I'll be distressed."
He Chuan paused, his expression changed subtly, he didn't want to listen to it, took his phone and left.
Cheng Ji didn't mean to stimulate him, he wanted to ask, then he told the truth.
He Chuan returned to his residence, and he still had traces of Cheng Hui's life, the cup she drank water from, the cartoon pillow she held when watching a movie, and the clothes in the room. It seems that there is her shadow everywhere.
Feeling irritable and unsteady, he went to the wine cabinet and took a bottle of wine, drank most of it in one go, and then crouched motionless on the edge of the wine cabinet.
At the beginning, He Wei left him at his grandfather's place and didn't take him back to Yongcheng, he was not so sad.
But these two feelings are not the same.
He remembered that he was taken back to He's house that year, and when He Wei asked him to call He Cheng's mother to be his mother, he couldn't shout and didn't say anything, because he was afraid of being sent back to his grandmother's house in the countryside.
He Wei started from scratch, relying on himself, the group of relatives of the He family also had a more developed group of relatives than He Wei in the early years, He Wei and He Chuan's biological mother also suffered a lot, before they came out of the countryside to work in the city.
He has not been without troughs, he has experienced a lot when he was a child, especially when he was a child, he has a deep memory, and the eyes of others looking at him have a little other color, and he can tell at a glance whether it is good or bad.
Now that I think about it, it's all suffering.
He tried his best to be He Wei's son, but it was inevitable that he would have disputes with Mrs. He, especially on He Cheng's affairs.
He Cheng is much luckier than him, in the He family, he is diametrically opposed to him, he sometimes thinks, why did his biological mother die early, why let other women take advantage of it, he also hated He Wei's infidelity to his feelings, and easily brought other women home, regardless of his mother's life and death.
He Wei is now paralyzed in the hospital, He Chuan sometimes feels that this is probably his retribution, his old age is so miserable, he can actually care whether He Wei is alive or dead, and he can also make him how He Chuan came over back then.
He originally thought that his life would be like this, but he didn't expect to meet Cheng Hui.
She probably doesn't remember what happened as a child.
Also. Back then, she was so young, and it was normal that she couldn't remember.
It's good that he remembers, as long as he remembers, more than anything else.
When she was a child, Cheng Hui was a little different from now, when she claimed that she was here to save him every day, she wanted to play with him, and ran blindly behind his ass every day, Cheng Zhen ignored her, she pestered He Chuan, and ran to his house to play with him in three days, he would go to junior high school, and there was a lot of schoolwork, where would he have time to play with her.
Xiao Cheng didn't give up, pestering him alive and dead, thinking that he didn't like to play with herself, she cried and tortured He Chuan without temper, so she could only coax her, saying that she would go out with her when he finished his homework.
She gave up, sobbing and brought a chair to sit next to him and watched him do his homework.
After a lot of times, Xiao Cheng found out his routine and played with him when he was on vacation.
often went to the gate of his school to look for him, and even ignored his own brother.
But if Cheng attacked her a few words, she was unhappy, so she complained to him and begged him for shelter.
Only then did He Chuan realize what it was like to be needed, as if Cheng Hui couldn't do without him and told him everything. Hearts are no exception.
After a long time, the relationship between him and Cheng Hui is getting better and better, and Cheng Hui is becoming more and more sticky to him, after she went to junior high school, for the first time in her menstrual period, she also told him, she didn't know how to deal with it, and he was at school again, or he came to her school to take her home.
In Cheng Hui's childhood, he occupied a large position, so Cheng Hui said that he was there since he could remember.
He Chuan also couldn't tell what kind of feelings he had for her for a while, and it was also after a difficult time that he could tell his feelings for her, which was between a man and a woman, not a simple relationship.
She was the only colored light of his childhood.
But now that the light was about to disappear, he was helpless and allowed her to be arranged by his family to go abroad.
……
Cheng Hui actually thought about whether He Chuan would come to him, and Cheng Zhen should have told him about her going abroad, but there was no movement.
As if He Chuan didn't know.
She didn't have a cell phone, so she couldn't reach him.
She begged Cheng Ji to borrow a mobile phone, and Cheng Ji said, "I have already told him." “
"And what did he say?"
"Didn't say anything."
"It should be my mother who has looked for him, it must be so, yes, my mother is so unreasonable." She didn't have a good voice yet, and she spoke hoarsely.
Cheng Hui subconsciously felt that Mrs. Cheng must have said something to him, otherwise he would not be indifferent and unresponsive, He Chuan would definitely be pinched casually, Cheng Hui wiped away his tears, and suddenly found a pen and paper, "Brother, you give me the mobile phone, I will say a few words to him, just a few words." “
Cheng Zhen didn't tell her what He Chuan said at the time, so he couldn't bear it, afraid that she would be even more upset, so he chose to hide it.
He Chuan had already given up and didn't want to embarrass her anymore.
But this matter must be a heavy blow to Cheng Hui, and she definitely can't accept that He Chuan gave up like this.
Cheng Hui wrote seriously, her throat was swollen and painful, and she could only write to Cheng Ju.
Cheng Jiu's eyes fell on her face, and then looked at the notebook she was holding, which read: Please, help me, I want to talk to him.
Cheng Yan shook his head.
She wrote another line of words: Is it that I didn't contact him, he is unhappy, brother, you speak, don't stop talking.
Cheng Yan sat down and touched her hair: "You can go abroad with peace of mind, and your voice should be well maintained, don't think about anything else." “
Cheng Hui stared at his face for a while, probably realizing something, and sat down suddenly, unable to stand up. She closed her eyes and said in a soft voice, "Should it be...... He doesn't want me, does he? “
……
Mrs. Cheng also had a serious physical problem, cardiovascular, went to the hospital for a check-up, and was still accompanied by Xin Gan, and the situation was not good.
Mrs. Cheng didn't let Xin Gan tell others, especially Cheng Hui, who was about to go abroad, and she didn't want to make any extraneous troubles and let Cheng Hui know.
"But Mom, you need to be treated for this disease, and the sooner you treat it, the better." Xingan was also worried.
"Wait for Cheng to go abroad, if she doesn't go abroad for a day, I can't rest assured for a day."
……
The Cheng family is a mess now, there is everything, and Xin Gan can't take care of his own family, especially Xin's mother called her several times to call her home, she can't pull away, and she has no time to go back.
Xin's mother had no choice but to come to Cheng's house in person.
Xin's mother had heard about Mrs. Cheng's situation and came to visit, but this time, she came to find Xin Gan.
Xin Gan didn't even take care of the studio, and spent a lot of time taking care of Mrs. Cheng at Cheng's house, and accompanying Cheng Hui.
Mrs. Cheng heard that Xin's mother was coming, and hurriedly went downstairs to prepare tea for reception, she was not feeling well, she sat on the sofa, and greeted Xin's mother.
Xin's mother didn't expect her illness to be serious, and only after asking did she know that it was cardiovascular, Xin's mother said that there was a doctor she knew, who could introduce her to see, who was an authoritative expert and very experienced.
How do you know that Mrs. Cheng doesn't care, and said lightly that she will go to the hospital after a while, and now she is relieved not to go back.
After inquiring, I found out that Cheng Hui was going abroad, but going abroad at the moment did not seem to be a happy thing.
Xin's mother sat down again and was about to leave, Xin Gan came out to send it, there was no one else at the moment, Xin's mother asked her in a low voice: "There is something that my mother asks you, you must not hide it, you must make it clear." “
Xin's mother's expression was solemn, as if something had happened.
"What's the matter? What's wrong Mom, is it serious? “
"Did He Cheng ever bully you?"
As soon as these words came out, Xin Gan herself was stunned, she opened her mouth several times, afraid that Xin's mother would worry, so she shook her head.
"Don't hide it from your mother, you tell your mother the truth, has he ever bullied you?"
Xingan still shook his head and smiled as if he was fine: "It's nothing." “
Xin's mother saw through that Xin Gan was lying, she held Xin Gan's hand and said, "When is it, you are still hiding it from your mother, Xin Xin, can't you even believe your mother?" You tell your mother the truth. “
Xin Gan still shook her head, not daring to look at Xin Mu's eyes, how did she say it, how did she speak?
If she really said it, Xin's mother would definitely blame herself and take all the blame on herself, so it was better not to admit it and not tell her, Xin Gan didn't want to see her blame herself.
Xin's mother felt more and more sorry for her, and said: "You must have suffered a lot outside alone, and my mother knows that although every time you call, you say that you are okay and have a good life, but my mother understands that it is not easy for you." When you let you go to Beiyu alone, did you also suffer a lot of crimes, and in your heart, are you not close to me? You don't even want to say something from your heart. “
Because of Grandpa Xin's relationship, Xin Gan was sent abroad when she was very young, Xin's mother saw it, she was the only daughter in the family, Xin's father hoped that she could live independently, which was not a bad thing, but she was too young when she went abroad, so now she won't tell her family anything, she is hiding it in her heart.
Xin's mother was not afraid to hide it from her, "Your cousin told me secretly before. You originally planned to emigrate, but you didn't tell me about it, and you didn't tell your father, Xin Xin, are you blaming us for sending you out of the country in the first place? “
It's been a long time since she immigrated, and she didn't plan to emigrate after marrying Cheng Yan, she originally wanted to rot in her stomach and no one said anything, but her cousin knew that she was going to immigrate at the beginning.
She wouldn't blame her cousin for telling Xin's mother about immigration, didn't she not immigrate in the end, but she still married Cheng Jiu.
Cheng Yan didn't know what she had in mind, and she didn't dare to tell him that she originally wanted to pass it if it didn't exist.
But Xin's mother knew.
"Mom, I had the idea of immigrating. It's not because you sent me abroad, but because I just graduated and wasn't used to life in China, and then I slowly changed my mind, so don't tell anyone about it. “
The more Xin's mother said, the more unpleasant she felt in her heart: "But these words, you have never told us, you hide things in your heart, you don't tell your mother, your father and I don't know anything, we don't even know how you spent your time abroad, your grandfather and the Cheng family set such a marriage, you didn't want to do it at the beginning, right?" “
Xin Gan was speechless, she was indeed unwilling, and the purpose of going to Beiyu was to dissolve the marriage with Cheng Jiu, but in the end, she did not dissolve it, and she also put herself in, she fell in love with Cheng Jiu, and was even willing to give up the planned blueprint for him and give up the initial plan.
And Cheng Zhen didn't know anything.
She also didn't want him to know that there was no need to put him under so much pressure.
In fact, she and Cheng Ji are together, one of the two is destined to make sacrifices and give up, she doesn't want Cheng Jiu, she can make concessions, and she doesn't feel aggrieved when she makes concessions, anyway, she is willing, and Cheng Ju is also worth her pay.
She loves Cheng Zhen and is willing to pay for him, on the basis of her feeling that Cheng Ji has her in her heart, and thinks about her in everything, he is heart-to-heart and lungs for his feelings, and goes all out, there will be no dissent, the so-called scumbag, that is a character defect that leads to moral problems, Cheng Ji is very good, very good, the more excellent, the more he knows how to love a person and be good to a person.
Xingan didn't choose the wrong person.
Xingan hugged Xin's mother and smiled. Reassure her: "Mom, it's all over, there's nothing I don't want to do, I love him and I'm willing to be with him, no matter what happens." The two of us are husband and wife, just like you and Dad, it is not easy for you, in fact, I am very lucky now, I am very lucky to meet the person who is Cheng Jiu, he will protect me and love me, in the future, you don't have to worry. “
She didn't want to talk about the past anymore. Life is your own, you always have to go through it and taste what it tastes like.
Now she is very happy, marrying Cheng Jiu, she has no regrets, never.
Xin's mother was about to cry, "Xinxin, mom is sorry for you." “
"No, you guys are very good to me, I'm really lucky, Mom, I'm very content, you don't have to worry about me, no matter what happens later, Cheng Ji will protect me." She believes, and believes.
Xin's mother still wanted to ask about He Cheng, but when she heard her, she could only give up.
Although she is not at ease, she is right, Cheng Zhen will take good care of her now and protect her.
Xingan took a handkerchief to wipe Xin's mother's tears, and said with a smile: "Xiaoxiao, it's no big deal, I can assure you that I'm fine, Mom, you have to believe me." “
Xin's mother didn't ask anymore, and talked to Xingan again. I went back.
After sending Xin's mother away, Xin Gan breathed a sigh of relief, her heart was still beating wildly, and she was a little uneasy, because Xin's mother actually guessed that He Cheng had bullied her, but fortunately she didn't ask again, otherwise she wouldn't be able to hold back.
……
Cheng Hui also knew about Mrs. Cheng's physical condition, hesitated for a long time, and went to see Mrs. Cheng.
She was standing at the door, Mrs. Cheng heard the footsteps, thought it was an aunt, and said tiredly: "Put the medicine on the table, I will drink it later." “
Cheng Hui stood squirming, and she couldn't speak. He still had a patch on his neck, and then he walked behind her and stood up, his voice low and sandy, shouting, "Mom......"
Mrs. Cheng thought she had heard it wrong, so she didn't look back at her, and said, "The things going abroad have been decided, and the school has also been contacted, so I don't have to regret it." “
Cheng Hui was resentful in his heart and said, "Then I won't be able to come back for the rest of my life?" “
"If you have money, you have the ability, and you are financially independent, you can go wherever you want, but before that, you have to listen to me, as long as you still spend my money."
It will take several years, she is only a freshman, and she still has to survive.
She could wait, but she was afraid that He Chuan couldn't wait.
It will be a few years before she graduates from college, maybe when she comes back, He Chuan will get married and have children, and the children will be able to babble and call their parents, she can't imagine that scene, but whenever she thinks of that scene, her heart hurts.
He Chuan has been with her for so many years, and now it is only fair for her to accompany him.
Cheng Hui covered his mouth and coughed, his face flushed: "Mom, if it were you today, you wouldn't say such a thing." “
"Alright, don't preach to me. There are not so many ifs, you are not capable now, you can't be financially independent, you have to listen to me, if you don't want your mother, you can go, but you have to think clearly, I gave birth to you and raised you, but I didn't let you run away with a man in the end, if you want to never see the light for the rest of your life, then whatever you want. “
Mrs. Cheng deliberately said the opposite, it was impossible for her to let Cheng Hui 'casually', it was a necessary thing for her to go abroad, and she had no regrets.
Cheng Hui was angry and laughed: "Seriously. I just want to care about you, after all, you're still my mother, and now it seems, no, you don't treat me as your daughter. “
Cheng Hui left after speaking, slamming the door loudly.
After the fall, she glanced back at the closed door and felt that she had gone too far.
……
He Cheng's work was all suspended, and the advertising endorsements he had negotiated before were all withdrawn, with heavy losses, and the company gave him a holiday to rest at home, and there was no activity for the time being.
This didn't happen suddenly, He Cheng expected that the money was okay, there was no shortage on his account for the time being, and Mrs. He also gave it, not to mention that now the He family is in their hands, money is a trivial matter, and the most important thing is that his image collapsed like this.
And after Ah Yan contacted him, there was no follow-up.
As for the child she said, although he didn't believe it, he still had doubts in his heart, so he found someone to find out where Ah Yan was now, and her pregnancy.
Soon there was news.
I also took quite a few photos.
It was the photo of Ah Yan going to the hospital for an examination with his stomach up.
He Cheng carefully read them one by one, his face became more and more heavy, and the atmosphere became more and more depressed, he didn't expect that Ah Yan was really pregnant.
What she said was true.
But it's not sure whether this kid is his or not, but he is indeed Ah Yan's first man, which is an undeniable fact.
He asked for the man's address, and the man sent him the address.
This address is a bit familiar.
It seems to be the place where Tan Yazhuo used to live.
Tan Yazhuo is his agent, her address, I have heard her mention it a few times, He Cheng now remembers, he took the car keys, put on a hat and a mask and went out.
The security of the community where Ah Yan lives is not very strict, when he arrived, the community security guard was not there, no one stopped him, he drove in directly.
Ah Yan stayed in the house with nothing to do, she had morning sickness, she was very uncomfortable, she couldn't eat anything, Auntie finally made some soup for her, she barely drank a few sips and lay down on the sofa to rest, and the TV was playing financial news.
Someone knocked on the door, Ah Yan hurriedly asked her aunt to open the door, but there was no movement for a long time, she was curious, stood up and walked to the door, and saw He Cheng wearing a mask.
Ah Yan was taken aback and said, "Why are you here?" “
After the surprise, there is a joy that cannot be hidden.
She has a congratulatory promise in her heart, otherwise. I wouldn't have seen him so happy.
"Come in."
He Cheng walked into the house and glanced at his aunt, Ah Yan sensed what he meant, and hurriedly walked away from his aunt and asked him, "Are you coming to see me?" “
He Cheng's eyes were cold, and he had no other feelings, "What do you say?" “
Ah Yan shrunk her neck, obviously feeling his coldness, she was a little lost, bit her lip, and said, "I thought you believed what I said, so you came to me." “
As for how he found it, Ah Yan didn't dare to ask.
However, if you want to check someone's address, there are many ways. The premise is that the money is in place and everything is easy to say.
In their business, some people specialize in checking the address of celebrities.
So it was too simple for He Cheng to check the address of one of her small characters.
He Cheng raised his eyebrows and took off his mask: "Is your belly really mine?" “
"Yes, it's yours. I don't lie to you. Ah Yan said.
"Ah Yan, are you sure? I've made you take the medicine every time, are you sure? “
"I took medicine, but then I didn't take it a few times, I ate too much, my back hurt, and I felt unwell."
But it's just the trick in these few times.
The corners of He Cheng's mouth hooked, revealing a mocking smile: "So why don't you listen to what I say?" Didn't I ask you to take the medicine? What is back pain, you are now carrying a human life. “
"But...... But I'm human, too, and I'm not going to kill it. “
"Oh. You mean you're going to give birth to him? “
"Yes." Ah Yan rarely looked at him directly, and this time, she wanted to work hard.
She also knew in her heart that He Cheng didn't like her, but she could do it with her, what to do, everyone was the same when the lights were turned off, but He Cheng was her first man, and she couldn't forget it more or less, and he shocked her too deeply.
I have to say that He Cheng's face is still very good-looking, and it has a bit of a bad taste, but he is just a man.
Ah Yan is a little girl, her psychological defense line is not high, and she has no resistance to He Cheng.
It just proves that girls like her eat him.
He Cheng seemed to smile: "What about being born?" Do you think I'm going to recognize it? “
"Brother Cheng, it's your child after all, I can't bear to beat it, if you don't want to admit it, it doesn't matter, I can raise it alone."
He Cheng approached her, pinched her chin, and forced her to look up at herself: "There are so many plays, I allowed you to give birth to it?" “