He Chuan looked at her eyes, double eyelids, like apricot eyes of a crescent moon, in line with the public's aesthetics, good-looking is good-looking, but there is no soul.

He has seen someone who looks better than Wen Liang's eyes, but that person's eyes now have no soul, and he also knows that this is all thanks to him.

He had seen the psychiatrist who met Cheng Hui and knew that Cheng Hui had depression, and her depression was quite serious.

The doctor also said that she had a tendency to self-harm, and if her illness returned, she might commit suicide.

Every year, people commit suicide because of depression.

He never expected that Cheng Hui would also suffer from this disease.

He didn't mean to be like this, he didn't want Cheng Hui to have an accident, in the dead of night, he closed his eyes, and seemed to hear Cheng Hui, who was sitting on the plane and being sent out of the country, crying, and asked him why he broke up. Didn't you say okay, why lie to her......

The cry seemed to tear open his chest and grab his heart, how painful she was, how painful he was.

In Cheng Hui's view, it was he who suddenly changed his mind and became a scumbag who played with her feelings, he swore that he would take care of her and love her, but he was the one who broke up.

Cheng Hui is dead to him, and it is natural for him to deserve it.

But in fact, he said that he broke up back then, because he had another secret, otherwise he wouldn't have said that he had broken up, and then went to Lundun to find her.

Lundun that time, he knew that she was with someone else, and he also knew that she was deceived by that man, fortunately, he was just deceived of a watch of hundreds of thousands, and this man, he didn't care about what happened later, but when he went to Lundun that time, he didn't find her, but was known by Xin Gan.

Xin Gan didn't tell Cheng Ji and Mrs. Cheng, but just called him and asked him to stay away from Cheng Hui and stop disturbing her peaceful life.

He had to admit that he was shaken, and he was persuaded by Xingan, so he gave up the idea of going to see Cheng Hui again.

Xingan said at the time that what he brought to Cheng Hui was indelible, and if he had the heart, he would stop hurting her.

Indeed, it seems that Cheng Hui's depression is mostly related to him, even if it is not directly related. But it can't be separated from the relationship.

He Chuan was deeply immersed in memories and couldn't extricate himself, he carefully thought about everything that happened in the past, most of them turned out to be Cheng Hui crying, his heart was also clenched, and he couldn't breathe uncomfortably.

On the way back to the company from the hospital, He Chuan was a little distracted while driving, that is, suddenly, he remembered something, when Xin Gan asked him to stay away from Cheng Hui, did it mean that Xin Gan knew something?

He waited for a traffic light at the red intersection in front of him, turned the car around, and went straight in the direction of Cheng Jiujia.

Damn, how did you think of it!

He Chuan couldn't help but smash the steering wheel, only to feel that his heart was hanging in his throat, he was too slow to react, he should have thought earlier, Xin Gan should know what the inside story is, Cheng Hui was close to her, and Xin Gan was also studying in Lundun back then.

The expression on his face changed instantly, and he figured things out at once.

If that's the case, then did Cheng Hui know that he went to Lundun to find her?

So Cheng Hui deliberately avoided him back then?

He has a bunch of things to ask Xingan, and he must ask them clearly.

When I arrived at Cheng Jiu's house, Cheng Jiu was not there. He often came to them, and the doorman knew him, so he didn't stop him, and let him in.

Cheng Ji will not be at home, just Xin Gan and Xiao Manle are happy.

Xin Gan didn't welcome He Chuan's arrival, but after all, he was Cheng Zheng's friend, and he didn't feel very embarrassed, or he just closed the door and didn't let him in.

Xiao Manle is in a good mood today, sitting on the sofa watching anime, although he doesn't speak, he has a smile.

He Chuan entered the house, his face was tight, and he said, "Xin Gan, I came to look for you for something." “

Xin Gan thought he was looking for Cheng Jiu, and was about to call Cheng Jiu, when he heard him say this, he frowned and asked, "What are you looking for me?" I guess you and I don't have anything to talk about, right? “

She wasn't sure, and she didn't dare to think about it back there.

In fact, it is obvious that He Chuan is looking for her because of Cheng Hui.

But Cheng Hui and him have long been broken, what else can happen now?

He Chuan observed her expression, looked at it for dozens of seconds, and said, "Yes, about Cheng Hui." “

"......" Xin Gan smiled, stood at the entrance, did not invite him into the house, just chatted here, she said, "If it is Cheng Hui, I have nothing to tell you." “

"No, you have." He Chuan's tone was stern, and he kept staring at her.

But in the next second, Xin Gan looked away, and Yun said lightly, "He Chuan, do you think you are still qualified to ask about Cheng Hui's affairs now?" I don't think what happens to her now has anything to do with you. You already have a fiancée, as everyone knows, you will get married at the end of the year, and your fiancée, I also know and have met. “

By saying this, Xingan was diverting his attention, and he was now rushing to the door. She should have known something, but she wasn't sure, so she said this to remind him, and she was also disturbing his eyes.

In the past few years, too many things have happened to Cheng Hui.

Cheng Hui also begged her, asking her to keep it a secret and not tell anyone.

She agreed, and she didn't even tell Cheng Jiu.

He Chuan tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Xin Gan, I know that you have a good relationship with Cheng Hui, if she has something, she should also look for you." I came this time, not for anything else, but to know about Cheng Hui's situation and her real situation. “

The last few words, he said through gritted teeth, and his voice trembled a little.

Xingan heard it, but her attitude was still the same, even if he knew the truth and came to her to confirm, she would not say it.

Cheng Hui also has a marriage partner, and so does He Chuan, even if He Chuan knows, what can he do, he can't cure Cheng Hui's heart disease.

Xingan also smiled and said, "Don't ask, I don't know." “

He Chuan clenched his fists and released them again, as if he was a little weak, his eyes were red at the moment, and he said, "When did Cheng Hui suffer from depression." “

This sentence, without an undulating tone, reveals his sense of powerlessness at the moment.

"When did Cheng Hui suffer from depression, do you know it clearly?" He Chuan's eyes were staring at the floor, in a trance.

The three words depression came out of He Chuan's mouth, Xin Gan showed an unbelievable appearance, and before he could react, Xiao Manle on the sofa suddenly cried loudly, she heard Xiao Manle's cry, and immediately walked up to hug Xiao Manle and coax her.

He Chuan didn't leave either, he still had to wait for Xingan to tell him all the truth.

In fact, Xingan didn't know that Cheng Hui had depression, she was indeed sick when she first arrived in Lundun, and it was also because of anxiety, but it was far from the point of depression, during that time, she also went to Lundun to accompany Cheng Hui for a long time, she was immersed in pain and did not come out, Dr. Ye told her.

Dr. Yip is her friend, and if Cheng Hui is really depressed, there is no reason why Dr. Yip should not tell her.

She didn't know anything about it.

If He Chuan hadn't come to her today to ask her when Cheng Hui had depression, she wouldn't have thought about depression, isn't Cheng Hui a simple heart disease, and he didn't get out of the pain of falling out of love for a while?

How do you get depression?

For so long, Dr. Ye never mentioned it.

After coaxing Xiao Manle, Xin Gan walked out, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Where did you hear that Cheng Hui has depression?" “

"She went to see a psychiatrist, and I asked the doctor she was seeing. The doctor told me that she had depression and self-harm. “

"Self-harm?" Xingan remembered something and bit his lip with a shocked expression.

The hospital that I went to because of self-harm during that time?

Dr. Ye never mentioned it.

And her friends.

Xingan immediately called his friend to confirm, but instead of Dr. Ye, it was Julia.

Julia also knew Dr. Ye, she asked Julia first, Julia was hesitant, and she didn't say yes or no, which meant that Xingan would ask Dr. Ye in person.

Dr. Yip's sister was hospitalized and is still in the hospital. Xingan didn't want to bother Dr. Ye because of this incident, but the situation was special, so she still made this call.

She didn't fight in front of He Chuan, but walked to the balcony.

He Chuan was waiting in the living room.

Dr. Ye received a call from Xin Gan, and when he heard what she said, he was not too surprised, he seemed to expect that on this day, Xin Gan would know sooner or later, and Cheng Hui's illness would not be able to hide it sooner or later.

In particular, Xingan is also Cheng Hui's family.

"Cheng Hui is depressed, the first time you asked me for psychological counseling for her, I noticed it at that time, but I wasn't sure. Later, it was really determined that she had depression and had been taking medicine for the past few years. “

"Her depression is moderate, it's serious, I'm sorry, Xingan, I haven't told you."

Xin Gan heard it right, Dr. Ye admitted that Cheng Hui did have depression, but why didn't he tell her?

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Cheng Hui is afraid that you will be worried, she feels that she has brought you a lot of trouble, if she tells you, you will be even more worried."

Dr. Ye apologized to her, he was also responsible, it was because Cheng Hui's illness was too serious, and he saw that she was pitiful, so out of sympathy, he agreed to hide it from her.

Now it seems that it was a wrong decision, but it hurt Cheng Hui.

"Xin Gan, is something wrong with Cheng Hui?"

"It's okay, she's fine, and it's okay now, Ye Yan, I won't bother you for now."

Xin Gan hung up the phone, she was very entangled in her heart, she felt that she was derelict and did not take care of Cheng Hui, if she had been more careful back then, she might have been able to detect that Cheng Hui's condition was not so simple, but even if she knew, she couldn't help much, so she could only find a doctor for Cheng Hui, but it was too late to say anything now.

At this point, there is nothing left to do about it.

He Chuan was still waiting, and Xin Gan came out. said: "Cheng Hui's depression is directly related to you, why she went abroad also has something to do with you, I believe you have a number in your heart." Her depression came not long after she went to Lundun, and then it got worse and worse, and she has been taking medicine for the past few years, and now I think that you should not see her again, she will probably never get better when she sees you. “

He Chuan's Adam's apple rolled a few times, and he guessed. I didn't dare to admit it, Cheng Hui was sick because of him, and when her company was building, he went to her and turned over the bottles of medicine in her bag, which should be the medicine to treat her illness.

He should have found out earlier, how to react.

Insomnia is caused by depression.

No wonder her eyes are dead and dusty, and she has no soul, that is because her soul was destroyed by his own hands.

He is the source of all things, the curse.

No wonder Mrs. Cheng doesn't want to see him, even himself.

"Xingan, let me ask a last question, when I went to Lundun, did she know that I was looking for her?"

"I don't know. I didn't tell her that when you went to look for her, she went to relax. “

After years of turning, the year was missed, resulting in today's antagonistic situation.

He Chuan's back gradually bent, and there was a faint pain in his chest, which was the cold stinging pain that invaded the depths of the bone marrow after learning the truth, did Cheng Hui also experience these back then?

Lundun three years. Did she spend her days and nights in despair and pain?

If she had pierced a thousand holes at this time, the knife that hurt her was inserted by his own hands, and the sins he committed were not a little bit, but everything.

He Chuan smiled, his smile was gloomy, and his eyes were red: "Xin Gan, you are right, her injury was brought to her by me, and it also caused her today's ordeal. “

Xingan was speechless, feeling that he would fall at any moment. Such a tall and straight man would be defeated?

Xin Gan was not sure of his feelings for Cheng Hui, and now it seems that why did she feel that He Chuan had Cheng Hui in his heart?

Otherwise, he would be so painful when he learned what happened to Cheng Hui?

However, Xingan still had to advise: "Since you know, you should stay away from her, and never see her in the end." “

"You didn't want her back then, so don't pretend that you are in pain, He Chuan, there's no need."

……

Cheng Hui's vitality was greatly injured, and she had been recuperating at Cheng's house, she didn't go anywhere, she didn't have the strength, and many times, she was lying on the bed and not moving.

On this day, she remembered to call Dr. Ye and ask how Ye Ruoruo's condition was, and she called several times in a row, but she didn't get through, and the mechanical female voice repeated that the number was not in the service area, please dial it later.

How can it not be through?

Cheng Hui was not very relieved, so he sent a text message to Dr. Ye, but after waiting for a day, he was lost. None of them replied.

Maybe it's too busy, Cheng recalled, and it will be better later that night.

Auntie knocked on the door and came in, brought a bowl of Chinese medicine, and saw Cheng Hui drink it with her own eyes, so she took the empty bowl and went out.

Cheng Hui doesn't like Chinese medicine, and after drinking Chinese medicine, he feels uncomfortable all over, but if he does this, Mrs. Cheng will rest assured, and she reluctantly wants to drink it for Mrs. Cheng's reassurance.

Mrs. Cheng saw Cheng Hui's transformation in her eyes. I couldn't hide my joy, knowing that she had changed her mind, and finally broke off with He Chuan, she was very well-behaved recently, she should take medicine and take medicine, and she was very obedient.

Mrs. Cheng likes Cheng Hui when she is obedient, and on the other hand, she is also worried about her body, so she found a lot of doctors, all of whom are traditional Chinese medicine, and prescribed a lot of medicines to regulate her body.

The Cheng family ushered in a short period of tranquility.

Within a few days, Cheng Hui received the news that Ye Ruoruo had died.

It was Xingan who called to tell her.

Doesn't it mean that Ye Ruoruo's condition is stable?

How could it be so sudden?

Cheng Hui didn't react for a long time, how could it be?

She called Dr. Ye hard, Dr. Ye answered, his voice sounded vicissitudes, and said: "Don't comfort me, I'm fine, I know this result, I will accept the reality, Cheng Hui, I want to take Ruoruo back to my hometown." “

"Dr. Yip......"

"Don't say anything, if she keeps wanting to go home and see, she can go home now, and I'll contact you when I take care of this matter." After a pause, Dr. Ye said, "No matter what, I hope you can do well, Cheng Hui." “

Cheng Hui didn't want to believe it, Dr. Ye hung up the phone, she listened to the busy sound from the mobile phone, and was stunned for a long time.

……

Dr. Ye took Ye Ruoruo back to his hometown and was buried next to their mother.

Dr. Ye stayed in his hometown for a week and met his mother's relatives, who had not been in contact for a long time, they were all strangers, and there was a language barrier, Dr. Ye could not speak the local language, so it was very difficult to communicate.

Fortunately, he can understand, and if he doesn't understand, he can guess.

Only then did I learn from the older generation that when their mother died, they also went to find the man, that is, his and Ye Ruoruo's father, the man who betrayed the marriage.

said that he also came back and helped the older generation of the family build a new house. Let them all live in a new house, and also invest in some local infrastructure, such as Hope Primary School, the local development is not good, so there are no young people, and it is because of this that Ye's father abandoned their mother and son to go out to explore.

Now he has turned over and become a rich man, and it is because he has become a fast son-in-law of a rich family outside that he has today's status.

When Dr. Yip learned these truths, he hated his father to the core.

Later, after he studied abroad with his own ability, he claimed to the public that his parents were in China, and did not tell anyone his true situation. He was young and didn't want to be stared at by the people around him, which was discrimination against him and made him uncomfortable.

So for so many years, I have been immersed in the lies I made up.

No one knows about it, and no one debunks it.

Now that Ye Ruoruo has passed away due to illness, his father is indifferent, it seems that Ye Ruoruo is not his biological child, so it has nothing to do with him.

The man called again, and Dr. Ye answered, and he said, "Come back." Now that I'm gone, can you come and help me? Ah Yan, I need your help, I don't have a son, just you. “

Dr. Ye just laughed, indifferent, and even wanted to laugh.

"I know you have something to do with me, you can't let me leave the company and go to you, right? Now that the company is so busy, I really can't leave. And I inquired that if this disease is incurable, sooner or later it will be death. “

Dr. Ye listened quietly and did not hang up.

"Now there is nothing more important than my company, I only have one son from you, this company will be yours in the future, my property is all yours, you don't have to struggle, you can sit back and enjoy the success." As long as you're willing to come and help me. “

Dr. Yip said, "What if I don't? “