Chapter 15: Dreaming of a Fortune Tree
In a blink of an eye, Zhang Jingwen has been in "Dream Middle School" for three months, and she is alone, walking on the campus path, thinking quietly.
These three months, for her, are reborn, she has re-established a new set of values, a set of values that suit herself, through this set of value system, she finally found her true self, she can finally think quietly alone, she no longer feels lonely and lonely.
The previous self was completely an obedient and well-behaved baby, completely living as others expected, without a trace of passion and vitality.
Matsuko in the Japanese movie "The Life of the Disgusted Matsuko" is a pleasing person.
When he was a child, in order to please his father, he used to make grimaces, but he fell into sequelae, and he would make grimaces when he was nervous, which caused him to be embarrassed on many occasions;
When I grew up and worked, I didn't dare to argue for my own interests, and I lost my job;
After falling in love, he had no self, loved humbly, and finally lived his boring life.
What is the meaning of such a life?
What if you exchange Matsuko's father for money? So it turned out like this:
When he was a child, in order to get money, he habitually grimaced about money, and as a result, he fell into the sequelae of money, and he would make faces when he was nervous, causing him to be embarrassed whenever he talked about money on many occasions.
If everyone is living for money, then wouldn't everyone have become the same, what is the difference between it and pine nuts?
The birds in the trees are chirping and busy, they don't have any worries, and their purpose is clear, that is, to survive.
What about people? Is it just about surviving? Aren't you already well-off?
I don't understand this world.
The meaning of life is to be yourself, when you sigh silently, "Is this still me?" "Well, you must be on the wrong path.
When you're not yourself at all, something is bound to go wrong with your body, and that's silent protest.
Li Fang's father is not an example, he made so much money, but his body was crushed by an angry mind.
It is more important for a person to dare to face his heart alone and listen to the voice of his heart.
Most people don't dare, because when they are alone, they will feel bored to death, and they have to look for all kinds of stimuli to suppress the voice of the heart, which is the voice of the heart's anger.
The end result is that there will be problems with your body, no matter how much money you spend and a lot of health regimens, you will inevitably get sick, and there is no cure.
At night again, Zhang Jingwen lay in bed and remembered her experience during this time.
From the moment she came to "Dream Middle School", she began to think about the major issues of life, and met Li Mengran, Liu Changfa, Li Fang, Chen, etc., as well as her old classmate Zhu Dachang, many people here are a little weird, and they are a little incompatible with the mainstream values of modern society, but they are really thinking about life and exploring life, they are extraordinary.
There are eyes, notes, dreams, directions, sunshine, and most importantly, they all have an active mind.
At this time, Zhang Jingwen suddenly thought of Teacher Li Fang:
"Mr. Li, I still believe in you, you will not be fascinated by money, the Fortune Tree is definitely not the tree we are looking for, the Tree of Life is the tree of our dreams, and we must find it, that is our hope."
She thought about it, looked at the stars outside the window, and fell asleep again.
This time, she flew again and into another person's brain.
"Brother Fang, it's good to be with you." In front of him turned out to be a slender and very fashionable beauty, staring at herself with straight eyes.
She continued:
"I hope to go on like this with you forever."
Zhang Jingwen could clearly feel that her heart was pounding. He also stared at this beauty, and said boldly:
"Secretary Lu, I am 30 years old this year, and I have reached the age of marriage, and now that I have opened such a big company, you don't have to do anything in the future, you can have everything in your life, just take care of me."
They just sat in the villa, staring blankly at each other, and it was also a happy and wonderful moment.
Zhang Jingwen felt wrong again, she shouldn't be looking at each other, but face to face, looking at the pile of thick RMB on the tea table in front of her.
Through his eyes, he also saw a house full of fortune trees, lush and green.
Zhang Jingwen was taken aback, it turned out that this was Teacher Li Fang, who used to be her idol, and now, how can she ......
She saw that Secretary Lu finally happily moved her eyes to Teacher Li's face, she stood up, smiled and walked over to Teacher Li without hesitation, what are they going to do?
Looking at Secretary Lu's shining eyes, Zhang Jingwen shook herself awake vigorously, she didn't want to look at it anymore, she stared blankly at the stars outside the window.
In her spare time the next day, Zhang Jingwen went directly to Zhu Dachang, she wanted to know what the men in the world thought.
"Zhu Dachang, I want to ask you something?" Alyssa Zhang gets straight to the point:
"You say, will Teacher Li Fang have a better life?"
Zhu Dachang is two years older than Jingwen, showing a mature appearance, and said:
"That's nature, it's certainly a hundred times better than his current life."
"What's a good way?" Zhang Jingwen asked.
"You think, as long as you have money, what will you want, what do you have, live in a villa, drive a luxury car, a lot of beautiful secretaries follow, hug each other, how happy you want to be, how happy you are."
Zhu Dachang felt as if he had 100 million yuan in coins, and he said it as if he had entered a beautiful paradise:
"You're still too young, and you don't understand what you say too much."
"What do you want, what do you want, it sounds really good, who wouldn't yearn for such a life?"
Zhu Dachang said in a firm tone: "That's right, in this world, how can there be a master who doesn't love money?" ”
Zhang Jingwen still has some doubts: "But I always think, there is something missing here?" I always felt that something was wrong. ”
Zhu Dachang: "You were fooled by Li Mengran and Liu Changfa's gang, don't believe their theories, they are all deceptive theories, things that can neither be seen nor touched, what's the use?" This money can be seen and touched at the same time, which is real money. ”
He continued: "I am sure that Mr. Li will be very happy now, and I will definitely go to him, there must be a fortune tree there." It's a pity that I'm a little poor, and I'll wait until I buy a good dress. Or, when the time comes, let's go together? Let Mr. Li treat us to a big meal. ”
Zhang Jingwen hesitated a little and said, "It's best for the four of us to go together." ”
"Okay, then, let them see how the rich live. Envy them to death! ”