Chapter 251: True and False Daughters (19)
Song Nuan wiped the water cup next to him with the sleeve of his clothes, and poured a glass of water for Xu Shi: "Xiaoshi, drink some water." β
Xu Shi looked at the so-called biological mother in front of her who was watching her carefully, she felt that she loved herself very much, her eyes were humble, and she was afraid of being rejected by herself.
She thought of Zhang Xueping, who had been lukewarm to herself since she knew the truth, and a warm current suddenly surged in her heart.
She took the glass and took a sip, "Thank you." β
"No thanks, no thanks." Song Nuan stood crampedly in front of Xu Shi, and wiped the water that was accidentally stained when he poured water on his hands just now, "Between mother and daughter, thank you." β
"Mother and daughter?" Xu Shi put the cup aside, "She doesn't treat me as a daughter anymore." She now ignores me every day, and doesn't care if I'm hungry when I come home at night, whether I eat or not, and how I'm talked about in the company. She only has Song Weichen in her heart. β
Song Nuan understood that Xu Shi was complaining about Zhang Xueping.
She didn't know what to say, she was jealous of Zhang Xueping, she could live with her daughter for so many years, even if the truth was revealed, her daughter would still recognize her as a mother.
Xu Shi didn't care what Zhang Xueping said, she just wanted to find someone to talk to, a trash can for bad moods. Maybe in the dark place in her heart, she still hopes that Song Nuan will have a way to destroy Song Weichen.
She continued: "I can't get by at work or at home now. She actually asked my fiancΓ© to be Song Weichen's fiancΓ©, and Lu Zijiang actually agreed. But I think he was forced, his mother wanted him to marry Zhang Xueping's daughter, what could he do? If you want to blame Zhang Xueping, I am also a victim, I cut my wrists and lay in the hospital, she only cared about comforting Song Weichen, and she didn't want to look at me more. β
"You cut your wrists?" Song Nuan desperately grabbed Xu Shi's wrist and looked at it carefully.
She rubbed the new scar, "Does it hurt?" β
"It doesn't hurt anymore." Xu Shi was not used to Song Nuan's rubbing, which made her goosebumps rise, and she withdrew her wrist.
Song Nuan froze in place holding Xu Shi's wrist, "Xiaoshi, why are you so stupid?" Why cut your wrists? What's the hard thing to do? β
"Isn't it for her? I just want her to look at me more, I want her to treat me like she used to, and it's not my fault. The more Xu Shi spoke, the more aggrieved she became, and tears fell down.
All of a sudden, Song Nuan's heart twitched in pain, "How can she do this to you?" You've lived with her for more than 20 years. The human heart is made of flesh, is her heart made of stone? β
To be fair, Xu Shi should not blame Zhang Xueping for treating him differently.
First of all, Xu Shi is not Zhang Xueping's biological daughter, Song Weichen is her biological daughter. Blood is thicker than water, and it is normal for Zhang Xueping to be eccentric to Song Weichen.
Secondly, Song Weichen was replaced, not to mention living a poor life, and was beaten and scolded by Song Nuan at every turn, but Xu Shi was a girl who had good living conditions and was pampered and grew up, Zhang Xueping felt a lot of pity for Song Weichen, which is human nature.
Third, and most importantly, it is also the most important. Xu Shi is the daughter of Zhang Xueping's rival in love and the daughter of her enemy. Will you be kind to the daughter of a man who has separated your mother and daughter for more than 20 years?
Moreover, Xu Shi's existence has always reminded Zhang Xueping that she was betrayed by her husband and has been betrayed since they got married. She thought that her solid marriage was a joke.
Therefore, Xu Shi shouldn't blame Zhang Xueping, Zhang Xueping has tried her best to treat her.
As for Song Nuan, she is not qualified to blame Zhang Xueping, she is sorry for Zhang Xueping, she can only feel guilty about Zhang Xueping, how can she blame others in turn? Today's tragedy is caused by her alone.
"I don't know if her heart is made of stone." Xu Shi became emotional, and looked at Song Nuan with red eyes, "I only know, if it weren't for you, how could I be disgusted by her!" Since you have changed children, is it not good for you to cover Song Weichen to death in the first place? Why raise her to rob me of my life? If you want to raise her, why don't you stay away from us? The world is so big, where can't you go? Why stay in this city? Why don't you hide it better? Song Weichen is going to work at my fiancΓ©'s company, why don't you stop it? β
Xu Shi's emotional series of questions made Song Nuan take several steps back, she was almost speechless, her lips trembled, "I...... I just thought...... In this ...... This city, I can see you. β
"What's there to see?" Xu Shi stood up and approached Song Nuan step by step, "Are you satisfied now?" Seeing Song Weichen snatch everything from me, are you satisfied? β
Song Nuan was like a child who had done something wrong, nervously tugging at the corner of her clothes.
Xu Shi calmed down and sat back on the bed.
Song Nuan whispered tentatively: "All the mistakes are my fault, Xiaoshi, you can blame me, I can do anything for you to atone for your sins." But don't push yourself, don't think about suicide. β
At this time, Xu Shi suddenly had an evil thought in his mind, "I want Song Weichen to disappear." β
"Disappear?" Song Nuan was so frightened by Xu Shi's thought that her legs weakened, and she sat on the ground.
"Disappear." Xu Shi repeated again, "Can you do it?" If you can do it, I will forgive you, I will not kill myself again, and I will live well. β
Song Nuan dreamed that Xu Shi would forgive herself and hope that Xu Shi would live well. However, although she didn't like Song Weichen, she remembered Song Weichen's filial piety in those years, and remembered the picture of the two living together in those years, she still couldn't bear it: "Little poem, Song Weichen is ...... She's ...... too I mean...... She...... She ......"
"You like her too, don't you?" Xu Shizi laughed at herself: "It turns out that my biological mother also likes Song Weichen, I know, I know." What's the point of my life? I'm going to die. β
After saying that, Xu Shi walked to the door step by step in despair.
At the moment when her hand was about to touch the doorknob, Song Nuan stopped her: "Xiaoshi, I promise you!" β
Xu Shi lowered her head, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise, with a hint of pleasure in success.
"Thank you." Xu Shi turned around, walked up to Song Nuan, stretched out her arms to hug her, and whispered in her ear, "Thank you, Mom." β
Hearing the word "mother", Song Nuan's body trembled violently, and she suddenly felt that she could do anything for Xu Shi, and her life could be given to Xu Shi.
After getting Song Nuan's promise, Xu Shi left this cramped room with satisfaction.
She has never been so happy during this time, she can imagine that if Song Nuan disappears, then her life will return to the past, Lu Zijiang and Xu's Group are all hers.