Chapter 341: You Make a Choice!
"How can this be? This can't be ......" Jun Zhu couldn't believe it, took a few steps back, and Chu Ge said, "It's true! ”
Jun Zhu turned to her, "So, you already knew? So, in that place, the words you said weren't gibberish?"
"Yes. ”
Jun Zhu's whole person was going crazy, looking at the poor old woman on the ground, it was the woman he hated since he was a child, he prayed in his heart every day and every night, hoping that she would suddenly die violently, hoping that she would go to hell, hating her, it was his belief that he had lived all these years, but suddenly, his belief became a joke, it turned out that this person who had been hated by him for nearly twenty years was his biological mother!
It's ridiculous.
"Why? Why is this happening?" Jun Zhu asked the Queen Mother, "If you are my biological mother, why have you ignored me for so many years? Why did you leave me alone and thrown in that lonely courtyard, do you know how I survived?"
The Queen Mother cried and pounded the ground, "I know, I know, but what can I do at that time? In order not to arouse suspicion, I don't dare to recognize you, but in private, I have always secretly helped you, those palace maids who have bullied you, there is no good end, I don't want to do this, but, the situation at that time, I have no choice, if I take you, I will never be able to fight the concubine!
Jun Zhu broke down in tears and yelled at her, "However, I'd rather die together than grow up like this!"
With that, he rushed out.
"Zhu'er!" the Queen Mother called desperately, crying silently.
Jun Qingyan said coldly, "Don't pretend, you are doing all this for him at all, you are just for yourself, you are afraid that a blind man will drag you down, but have you ever thought about how Concubine Xin, who lost her child, spent her time in the cold palace? Have you ever thought that I am also innocent?"
Jun Qingyan's rhetorical question made the Queen Mother ashamed, "I was wrong, Your Majesty, please don't do this, after all, we are a mother and son, and this throne is still fought for by the mourning family, isn't it?"
"In your eyes, what else is there besides the throne?" Jun Qingyan was emotional and glared at her condescendingly, "You still don't understand, in this world, there are too many things more important than the throne, I have never been rare about this throne, I just want to find someone who can speak, do you know how lonely I have been since I was a child? Anyone who gets closer to me, you have to kill, do you know that kind of pain?" Although I lost my memory, I had nightmares every night, those terrible images, repeated every day, and I couldn't remember anything when I woke up, all these years, I thought it was too tired, I didn't dare to get too close to the women in the palace, and I was afraid in my heart, it turned out that I was afraid that they would be killed. ”
Jun Qingyan gasped in pain, venting all the pressure she had endured over the years, the Queen Mother was weak-hearted, bowed her head and wept, and kept murmuring, "I'm sorry...... I'm sorry. ”
Her body was too painful, and her spirit was hit again, at such an age, she couldn't hold it after all, and she fell to the ground with a bang.
"The Queen Mother!" A group of grandmothers pounced on them, and they were smooth, pinching people, crying and grabbing the ground, "Your Majesty, no matter what, let's ask the imperial doctor first, the Queen Mother is too badly injured!"
"Don't give her the imperial doctor, I just want to make her hurt, you give me a good wait for her, you can't let her die so quickly, but you are not allowed to treat her injuries, if anyone dares to disobey my orders, they will be killed!"
The grandmothers were too frightened to squeak, Jun Qingyan looked at her one last time with disgust, waved her sleeves and said, "Carry it down, she is not allowed to wander around again without my permission in the future!"
"Yes. The grandmothers lifted the queen mother with all hands and feet and quickly withdrew.
Jun Qingyan held on for so long, but he couldn't hold it anymore, his body was crooked, and he almost fell down, but fortunately, Singer Chu was quick and helped him up, "Lie down first." ”
Jun Qingyan nodded, slowly retreated to the edge of the bed and sat down, Chu Ge gave him a glass of warm water, and asked, "You remembered everything?"
"It's not all of it, it's just that before, when I learned that the Queen Mother was not my biological mother, I still thought about parenting, and I didn't blame her, but now, I understand that those girls who were killed by her died because of me, remembering how she treated me when she was a child, plus, what you said just now, in fact, I heard it, so I suddenly knew that the Queen Mother had drugged me, and I would forget the pain of childhood, but those painful memories have become nightmares! What that woman did to me was outrageous, I can no longer pretend to be confused, and I will no longer be at her mercy!"
"Okay, okay, don't think about it, do you still have a headache?" Chu Ge saw that he was going to be excited again, and asked with concern, Jun Qingyan shook his head, rubbed his temples and said, "It doesn't seem to hurt much, and it's good to say it, but I'm so sorry for my mother, I haven't been able to see her for so many years, if I had passed earlier, I might have known the truth, and maybe I could have let her enjoy Qingfu in my lifetime." ”
Jun Qingyan said, grabbed Chu Ge's hand again and said, "I'm sorry, I also used that medicine on you, Chu Ge, thank you, let me know the truth, if I continue to be wrong, what face will I have to see my mother in the future? That woman's plan really succeeded, and now, I am thinking, how to deal with Jun Zhu, the mother and son pay the debt, as long as you punish him, you can make that woman uncomfortable!"
Chu Ge looked at the hatred in his eyes, as if he was about to burn, and hurriedly persuaded, "Your Majesty, in this matter, Jun Zhu is really innocent, he is more innocent than you, not to mention, he is a blind man, why do you have to compete with him?"
Jun Qingyan looked at her with a sharp gaze, "Why do you want to intercede for him? It's because he is blind that his mother changed me, and the root cause of everything is caused by him! Is he innocent? I feel that he is not innocent at all!"
"Your Majesty, you can't think like this, Jun Zhu hasn't done anything to be sorry for you, besides, he is also in pain now, the pressure he is under is not lighter than yours, even if I beg you, don't be angry with him, let him live." ”
The more Chu Ge pleaded like this, the more unhappy Jun Qingyan became, "You care about him very much, Chu Ge, don't you love Ji Beihan the most? Could it be that without Ji Beihan, would you rather choose a blind man than me?"
Chu Ge was speechless, what is this all about? Why is it related to feelings again?
"I didn't mean that, I just talked about things, you think too much. ”
"I didn't think much about it, don't think I don't know, you and Jun Zhu are very close, if you want me to believe you, then good, you make a choice now! First, you marry me, I let him go, and second, I kill him!"