Chapter 154: What year?

Cheng's father said: "She is twenty-three years old, is she still young? “

"No matter how old she is, she has to do what I do." Mrs. Cheng made it clear, "She is my daughter, and everything I do is for her good." “

Cheng's father: "Are you too unreasonable, you were like this back then, send her out, it's good, she simply didn't go home for three years, and she couldn't get back a phone call, what do you want is this kind of result?" “

Mrs. Cheng ignored it, she insisted on her own reasoning, she was just a mother, and the starting point of everything she did was for Cheng Hui, so that she would no longer be hurt and not let her be deceived.

Cheng's father and her couldn't figure it out, in the past few years, Mrs. Cheng has gone her own way, even if she clearly knows why Cheng Hui refuses to come back, she still doesn't realize what's wrong.

Cheng's father dropped a sentence: "When it makes a big mistake, I'll see if you can wake up." “

……

On the weekend, Ye Ruoruo was resting in the hospital, she felt that her body was a little hot, she had no energy when she was lying down, and the heat was not too hot, which was a normal phenomenon.

Dr. Yip bought congee to accompany her.

Ye Ruoruo shook her head. He said, "I have no appetite and can't eat." “

"You have to eat a little, otherwise you won't have the strength."

Ye Ruoruo: "I know, but I don't have any appetite at all, I can't eat, I'm very tired, and I want to sleep." “

"Ruoruo, can you be obedient and eat a few bites?"

Ye Ruoruo still shook her head, she really had no appetite and didn't want to eat.

Doctor Ye couldn't force her, sighed, and said, "Then sleep, wake up and eat." “

Ye Ruoruo nodded.

She slept for more than an hour, and Dr. Ye had been with her in the ward, looking at her increasingly thin face, very distressed.

She woke up, rubbed her eyes, and said, "Brother, I had a dream just now, and I dreamed of my father. “

When it comes to this man who abandons his wife and children, Dr. Ye doesn't have a good face, but in front of Ye Ruoruo, he can't show it, he is afraid that Ye Ruoruo will be sad.

"And then?"

Ye Ruoruo took a breath, the uncomfortable part of her body hurt like a fire, she said: "He said that he missed his mother and us, and he wanted to come back, but before I could say anything, he left with other women." I'm so uncomfortable, really, it's uncomfortable here. “

She touched her chest, gasping for breath in pain, "Can I see him again before I die?" “

"I didn't see my mother before she died, but now it's my turn, brother, I want to see him."

Doctor Ye opened his mouth, unable to say no, and he also knew where the man was now. It's just that for so many years, he hasn't told Ye Ruoruo, feeling that there is no need for this, a man who ruthlessly abandons his wife and children is not qualified to see them again.

Ye Ruoruo also understood Dr. Ye's feelings, but she didn't have much time left, so let her be willful once, she wanted to meet that man, their so-called father.

"Brother, I'll just ask you for such a thing, I haven't mentioned him for so many years, but it doesn't mean, I don't remember him, brother, I just want to see him, I want to see him, help my mother take a look."

Dr. Yip said, "Okay, I see. If you want to see him, I'll get in touch. “

"Brother, thank you, you are still good to me."

Dr. Ye smiled and did not speak.

He saw that Ye Ruoruo's condition was not good, even if he had chemotherapy, he didn't know what her condition would be, and he couldn't control it, so he could only look at her physical condition.

Although he studied medicine. But he was a psychiatrist and couldn't help her condition.

For the first time, he felt quite weak.

If it was a psychological problem, he could still think of a way, but he couldn't do anything about the physical problem.

He can treat people with mental illness, but he can't treat himself.

Many psychiatrists have mental illness before they want to learn this subject, of course, this is not the vast majority, everyone's situation is different, and he is because he wants to cross himself.

In the end, my own problems have not been solved for so many years.

Dr. Ye walked out of the door of the ward, holding his mobile phone and not dialing the strange and familiar number, he walked out of the hospital, stood in front of the bus stop in front of the hospital, and still dialed the mobile phone number.

It was quickly connected, and a man's voice sounded, and it could be heard that it was about fifty or sixty middle-aged voices.

Dr. Ye took the initiative to call him, the man was a little surprised, his voice could obviously be heard with some happy elements, he asked, "Why did you remember to call me, what's wrong?" “

Dr. Ye was hoarse, clenched his fists, and his head was full of the situation when this man abandoned them, he tried his best to restrain his anger, and said, "If you want to see you, when will you have time to come over." “

There was a silence over there, and after a while, he said: "I have been busy recently, and the group is going to be listed, and it is expected that it will not be there until next year." “

Doctor Ye was not surprised to get such an answer, he pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled faintly, he didn't have hope for that man, and he wouldn't be disappointed, but if he ......

Dr. Yip said, "It's okay, just because I didn't make this call. “

The man was silent and said, "Son, in fact, Dad needs manpower here, if he can, Dad wants you to help me." “

Doctor Ye smiled and said nonchalantly: "Don't think about it, I won't help you, and I won't recognize you as a person." “

The man said: "I know you are still angry with me, but I also have my own difficulties, if it wasn't like that, my career would not be what it is today, I hope you understand me." “

Dr. Ye hung up the phone directly.

This kind of person will never change, he will not become better because he has become rich, he will always think about his own interests, and call him back to help, but because he has no son now, he remembered the existence of another son, so he asked him to go back and help him keep his money. His career, his son is just a tool man.

In this world, nothing is more important than his own interests.

Dr. Yip knew him too well.

Ye Ruoruo knew that her father would not come, so she was not too disappointed, smiled faintly, and said, "Brother, I have worked hard for you." It's okay if he doesn't come, I should have guessed that he wouldn't come. “

"It's okay, isn't there still me? Am I fine? “

A trace of loneliness flashed in Ye Ruoruo's eyes, but she said, "Yes, it's good that you're here, why should I think about him." “

That being said, she still wanted to see that man in her heart.

Dr. Yip also knows.

Dr. Ye comforted her for a while, and Cheng Hui came.

Cheng Hui brought a bouquet of flowers and some nutritional products to Ye Ruoruo.

When Ye Ruoruo saw Cheng Hui, she smiled happily and said, "Cheng Hui, are you here?" “

"How's it going, how does it feel physically? Are there any good points? “

Dr. Yip returned to his normal appearance.

Ye Ruoruo subconsciously glanced at Doctor Ye and said, "It's okay, it's much better, although it's still a little uncomfortable." “

"It's going to be uncomfortable to be sick, but you have to persevere, Ruoruo."

Ye Ruoruo nodded: "En, I will." “

The voice is faint, to put it mildly.

Cheng Hui came back to see Ye Ruoruo during the holidays, except for last week, when she was arrested by Mrs. Cheng for a blind date, she would come to visit Ye Ruoruo.

In the evening, Dr. Ye and Cheng Hui went out to eat, and Ye Ruoruo had to rest if he was tired.

Cheng Hui didn't have much appetite, she could eat anything, and after walking out of the hospital, she casually pointed to the noodle restaurant opposite and said, "Go eat noodles." “

Dr. Yip said, "You want to eat noodles? “

"Well, eat noodles, don't you want to eat them?"

"I can do it all."

This will be a meal, there are many people in the evening, the noodle restaurant is actually not big, there are a few tables at the door, and there are empty seats inside, Cheng Hui said that it is good to sit outside, after thinking about it, she looked at Dr. Ye and said, "You don't mind, right?" Let's take a look at other homes, where there is air conditioning. “

Dr. Yip said, "It's okay, it's the same everywhere I sit, and I don't feel hot." “

"Okay, just sit outside."

Waiting for the waiter to bring the menu, Cheng Hui ordered a bowl of noodles first and gave him the menu.

A bowl of noodles is not expensive, Cheng Hui has no appetite, but he still has to eat some.

The table was quite clean, and Dr. Ye took a few tissues to help her wipe the tabletop, afraid that she would feel bad hygiene, so he took care of her.

Cheng Hui was not so pretentious, and it would not be dirty, she waved her hand and said, "It's okay, it's clean, it's not dirty." “

Dr. Yip: "I'm afraid you'll find it unhygienic. “

"No, I'm not pretentious."

Dr. Ye smiled and did not speak.

When the noodles were served, they were steaming hot and hot.

Dr. Ye took a pair of chopsticks to her and said, "It's a little hot, don't be in a hurry to eat." “

Cheng Hui smiled heartlessly: "Okay." I'm not a kid, don't need to remind me. “

The two of them ate in silence, and there was no topic for the time being, and they ate separately.

Cheng Hui had no appetite, she drank a few mouthfuls of soup, and she didn't want to eat it, so she began to drink water.

Doctor Ye still eats very gently, but it is also fast, he has eaten almost, he saw the bowl of noodles in Cheng Hui's bowl that had not been touched, smiled helplessly, and said, "Don't you want to eat?" “

Cheng Hui smiled embarrassedly: "I'm full." “

"Are you raising birds? Cheng Hui, are you still insomnia? “

Insomnia can affect appetite. And she's very thin now, Dr. Yip can tell.

She touched her face: "Did you see my dark circles?" Am I not wearing makeup? “

"No, I can't see it, I guessed it."

Cheng Hui: "Yes, a little insomnia. “

She lowered her eyes, and stopped talking.

After sitting for a while, Dr. Ye waited for her next step, she poked the table, and then said, "He is engaged, not long ago." “

"And then?"

Then he came to me again, and said something that I couldn't understand, as if he was playing tricks on me, and as if he was serious. But that's what makes me unhappy. “

Cheng Hui mentioned this him. Dr. Ye had heard that the reason why she went to Lundun to study and the reason why she got depression was related to the fact that she was talking about him.

Xingan also mentioned it, but he didn't say much, only a few strokes. It's because I said it when I asked him for psychological counseling.

Dr. Yip only found out about her story by piecing it together.

Cheng Hui has changed a lot in the past few years, and Dr. Ye sees it in his eyes.

She finally got better, and Dr. Yip didn't want her to go back to her previous state.

Dr. Ye thinks that his relationship with her is already good, at least a friend, as a friend, he has something to tell her, but before that, he still has to ask.

"You still have him in your heart?"

Cheng Hui paused, did not admit or deny.

Doctor Ye seemed to see through her thoughts, and said: "This kind of man can make you what you are today, and he also has the ability to make you encounter it for the second time, Cheng Hui, there are some things that I may not be suitable to say, but I still have to say it, don't repeat the mistakes of the past." “

……

How terrible these four words are to repeat the mistakes of the past.

Cheng Hui was woken up by Dr. Ye.

Indeed, she cannot afford to repeat the mistakes of the past.

She's been through enough of what she's been through before, is it not enough to do it again?

Don't.

No matter how much you think about it, you can't plant it twice in one person.

She can't afford to play, especially in He Chuan, she can't afford to play.

After eating the noodles, Cheng Hui paid the money, but she didn't ask Dr. Ye to give the money, saying, "It's your consultation fee, you can invite me next time." “

"Okay."

"Is Ruoruo's condition okay? Dr. Yip, you tell me the truth. “

Cheng Hui suddenly asked about Ye Ruoruo, and Dr. Ye slowly lost his smile and said, "It's okay." “

"Doctor Ye, I won't tell her, don't hide it from me, isn't the situation okay? Will any surgery be done? “

Dr. Ye said: "There is no need for surgery, she has already had chemotherapy, chemotherapy once a month, depending on her physical condition, there are many factors. “

"That ......"

"Actually, it's not bad to say it's bad. The reverse is no better. This disease, which cannot be cured, can only prolong her life, and how long she can live depends on her physical condition. “

It's not good news, but as Dr. Yip said, it's not bad.

Anyway, if there is a little hope, Dr. Ye must try, he can't watch Ye Ruoruo die like this.

He only has Ye Ruoruo's own sister.

Cheng Hui actually couldn't help much, at most he came over to accompany Ye Ruoruo and enlighten her. It's just talking.

She is not a doctor, and even if she is a doctor, she is helpless about her disease.

……

Cheng kept thinking about Ye Ruoruo's illness on the way back, she wanted to help, she didn't want to watch her powerless.

Dr. Ye is not short of money for the time being, so she really can't help much.

After Cheng returned, he asked Cheng's father and Cheng Ju if she knew a doctor in orthopedics or oncology, and she was a very experienced and authoritative expert, and after inquiring for a long time, Cheng Ju asked her if she was sick and what she could inquire about.

Cheng Hui said that his friend was sick, not her.

Cheng's father and Cheng Yan didn't know any experts in this area, saying that they were helping her inquire, but they weren't sure if there was any news.

This matter reached Xingana, and Xingan asked Cheng Hui, and Cheng Hui told her that it was Dr. Ye's sister who was sick.

After Xin Gan asked what happened, he also asked Xin's father to see if he knew any experts in this area.

Xin Gan also went to visit Ye Ruoruo.

And Cheng returned to Yongcheng, but was intercepted by Mrs. Cheng.

Since that blind date, Mrs. Cheng started to beat her, Cheng Hui has not answered a phone call from her, she also has a temper, and when her temper comes, she is also real. Not a joke.

This time, he was blocked downstairs by Mrs. Cheng.

Cheng Hui didn't want her to make trouble in the office, so he left with her.

But I didn't get in the car, it was on the side of the road.

Mrs. Cheng saw that she didn't want to talk to herself, so she got angry, raised her for so many years, and raised a white-eyed wolf.

Mrs. Cheng was straightforward and said, "I quit my salary." “

Cheng Hui ignored it.

"Cheng Hui, mom is talking to you, did you hear it?"

"I won't quit."

"If you don't quit, you can support yourself with such a small salary? That's all you want? “

Cheng Hui: "I can support myself, at least, I don't have to reach out to you for money, okay?" “

"Are you deliberately working against me? Do you still have your mother in your eyes? Mrs. Cheng finally calmed down and talked to her. was instantly stimulated by her attitude, "I was wrong to beat you last time, but can't you talk to me well?" Didn't you make it clear to you that you didn't deal with him? “

"Who am I not associated with?" Cheng Hui deliberately said, "Is He Chuan really?" “

Cheng Hui hoarsely voiced, "Mom, do you think I can rekindle my old relationship with him?" “

“……“

"Why is it all today, you still look at me like this, he is going to get married, will I be a junior for him? Or, in your eyes, I should find him to get back together and be his mistress, mistress, so that it is in line with what you think of me. “

Cheng Hui's accumulated emotions will also explode here.

Mrs. Cheng didn't speak, and she didn't dare to look at Cheng Hui's eyes, because Cheng Hui said that it hurt her.

Mrs. Cheng did think about it like this, she felt that according to Cheng Hui's rebellious character, she would definitely go to He Chuan when she came back to Yongcheng.

"In your eyes, am I so shameless? I can be cheeky to find a man who is about to get married, and I can't get involved with him. “

Cheng Hui pressed step by step: "You came to the company today to ask me to resign, what else can you do tomorrow?" Mom, do I have to go home and let you tie me up, and I won't be allowed to go anywhere before you give up? “

Mrs. Cheng took a few steps back. Her body trembled, and she steadied herself and said, "That's how you talk to your mother?" “

The driver also realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly walked out to stop the two of them and help persuade them.

But it doesn't work.

Cheng Hui's eyes were red, and he said: "I like He Chuan, but it's not that there is no bottom line, he is already engaged, no matter how blind I am, I will not be blind to the bottom line, why do you force me like this, do you want to force me to death, you are willing to stop." “

Mrs. Cheng: "What did you say?" What drove you to death, did I mean that? Do I want you to die? How can you ......"

Cheng Hui just laughed. There wasn't much strength left, and she didn't speak.

The two mothers and daughters quarrel every time they meet without saying a few words, and it has only been since she came back, and she has quarreled no less than five times.

Cheng Hui really felt very tired and sad, Mrs. Cheng has become so unreasonable now, she only feels very strange.

"Mom, I won't resist in the future, whatever you want, I'll be with whoever you want me to be with, and I'll marry whoever I want, in this way, are you satisfied?"

……

People's energy is limited, she can't continue to quarrel with Mrs. Cheng, this quarrel is endless, and if you quarrel, the relationship between the two mothers and daughters will become worse and worse.

There is no peace in this home.

Cheng Hui didn't want to quarrel anymore, for himself and for this family.

Including everyone in this family.

Soon, Mrs. Cheng arranged for her to be engaged to a friend's son, and also conveyed the good news to her relatives and friends.

And Cheng Hui herself didn't make any response, she was at the mercy of Mrs. Cheng.

Cheng Hui raised objections and was persuaded by Cheng Hui, anyway, what she said was quite brainless, which also made Cheng Hui angry, but she herself agreed to this engagement, and Cheng Hui's objection had no practical effect.

Xingan also came to ask her, Cheng Hui said that it was okay, so be it, anyway, whoever she is engaged to is an engagement, and it is the same with whoever she marries, at least for her.

The news of her engagement also reached He Chuan's side, including Wen Liang.

This matter was mentioned by a friend in a circle they knew together.

Wen Liang was also present at the time, Wen Liang looked at He Chuan in shock, and found that there was nothing wrong with him, he didn't seem to take this matter to heart, and the whole person was very cold.

Wen Liang relaxed slightly, if He Chuan was still interested in Cheng Hui, he would not be so calm.

But Wen Liang didn't know, He Chuan went to Cheng Hui that night.

She didn't move back to Cheng's house, she still lived on her own.

He Chuan didn't even hide it now, he went directly to her door and knocked on the door, very hard, very loud, and the movement greatly affected the residents next door.

The resident next door opened the door and leaned out, and just as he wanted to say something, he was frightened back by He Chuan's fierce expression.

Cheng Hui was woken up, the sound of banging on the door was urgent, as if urging her life, she was afraid that it would affect the residents next door, so she didn't have time to put on her shoes, so she ran out barefoot to open the door.

She opened the lid of the cat's eye. I saw He Chuan standing at the door.

It was raining outside, and he was wet, even if his clothes were wet, it didn't affect him at all.

Cheng Hui's body trembled fiercely, and he didn't want to open the door.

He Chuan seemed to hear footsteps, and he began to bang the door again.

Cheng Hui had no choice but to open the door and say, "What are you crazy about?" Sick? “

As soon as the words fell, He Chuan broke in like a beast, slammed the door, and buckled her to the door panel with a heavy bang. Grabbing her two delicate wrists with one hand, he raised them high and over the top of her head, his eyes were fierce and heavy, like the night, and people couldn't take their eyes off it.

In the same way, it made her feel terrified.

"He Chuan, you hurt me."

She quickly calmed down, fortunately this person was He Chuan, if she had changed to another man, she was afraid that she would have been in a mess a long time ago.

also because this person is He Chuan, she expected. He's not going to mess around.

He Chuan stared into her eyes and said lightly, "It turns out that you still know that it hurts." “

Cheng Hui also looked at him: "What, I'm not human anymore?" My heart is not fleshy? Brother He Chuan, look at what you're doing, you know? “

"I know." She doesn't need to remind me.

"Now at eleven o'clock in the evening, you come to my house in the middle of the night and knock on my door, don't say that you are here to find me to get back together?"

He Chuan also smiled: "No? “

Cheng Hui: "......"

"Don't you really want to get back together?"

"I used to think about it, but now I don't want to."

"When do you start thinking about it, the specific time, which year, month, and day."

Cheng Hui: "......"

He Chuan said: "Say it, and I'll let it go." “

"Then you better not let it go, so be it, see who can consume whom."