Chapter 171 is ruthless and ruthless
Gu Ruxi squatted on the ground weakly, holding her head in her hands, and quietly listened to the helpless scolding of the people inside to her.
She had any ability and room to refute, it seemed that as they said, she had indeed hurt Qiao Lin, but at this time, she was powerless at all, and she didn't dare to step forward to refute any sentence.
Because at this time, his appearance may cause Qiao Lin to be hurt even more.
Or, it is rare for him to get out with his whole body, let alone a help to Qiao Lin later.
It turned out that he had already known these things, he had never thought that Qiao Lin would have such a habit of alcoholism, it was indeed impossible, he had never seen excessive drinking for so many years, let alone the possibility of alcoholism.
But listening to them, it's true that he's been drinking heavily all this time.
Gu Ruxi suddenly remembered that yesterday he was crutching his very injured legs, enduring the pain, he carried him on his back to escape from the kidnapping, if it wasn't for him yesterday, maybe he really wouldn't have seen the sun today.
I finally understood what kind of painful phase Jolin had gone through during this time, he was drinking, he was smoking, and all these things happened.
But he foolishly blamed him again and again, blamed him for breaking away from and betraying his love. If you really knew that he would have such a habit of drinking and smoking, I would definitely persuade him anyway, he was a very upright scholar of letters, and the life he liked was a very elegant and peaceful life, which had nothing to do with these lives at all, but what kind of things made him such a predicament.
Maybe it's because of myself.
It is because of his own reasons that he is in a dilemma today, a kind of helplessness and loneliness, isn't he constantly wandering in this loneliness and helplessness?
Gu Ruxi was weak, leaning her back against the wall tightly, and slumped weakly.
At this moment, her mood became so heavy, so sad, she remembered that when she married the Zhao family, he hated him so much at that time, and felt that he had been sucked by their feelings for many years, and betrayed a promise they had made for many years, and he was completely a traitor.
She felt that it was completely impossible to forgive, and she thought that two people in this life and this life were like two parallel lines that could not intersect, and it was impossible to leave any traces in each other's worlds.
Wrong, all wrong.
It was his own fog and solitude, his own pride and prejudice that caused Jolin to create this situation!
Is it really because of this situation?!
Gu Ruxi bit her lower lip tightly, her eyes were a little sour, this man had never deceived himself, he had never deceived himself, it was he who had never tried to believe him, which caused him to ...... now
That night, he swore to tell himself the truth of all this, and he swore to himself that if he left the Zhao family, he would take himself away no matter what, even if the ends of the earth would bring him to a place facing the sea in spring.
He'll be able to do that.
What a dream it must be, and if it really happens, then I am willing to make a promise in this regard.
As long as he can wake up.
"Jolin, I know you're not going to be in any situation, you're just temporarily unconscious, aren't you? It's only temporary, I have believed in me for a long time, you must wake up soon, you said that you are going to take me to a place where spring flowers are blooming, you said, please sober up...... Please, come to your senses. ”
She shouted at him in a low voice, now she is the only one left in the ward, and the people of the Qiao family and the Gu family have left.
She's like a thief, trying to sneak in, is it true that now you see her going to do that sneaky way? Even she felt very embarrassed.
She walked up to him, and Qiao Lin was now covered with a lot of instruments and tubes, and he was now in a state of coma, lying lifeless, motionless.
There seemed to be no trace of sorrow, there seemed to be no momentary memory, it seemed that the whole world had nothing to do with him.
Quietly, silently, really like a withered tree.
Like a man sleeping in a thousand years, in a dream.
Gu Ruxi reached out and stroked the tips of his hair, gently caressing his pale and emaciated face, it was still exactly the same as before.
A face that is indisputable in the world, now it no longer has any meaningful expressions, it will never look at itself with a trace of anxiety, and it will never look at itself with a heartache in its eyes.
Really, just like in a dream.
Gu Ruxi felt a sharp pain in her heart, and the pain arose, how could these things happen, why did there be so many possibilities for these things, could it really be that she hurt him?!
Gu Ruxi couldn't help but think of the past.
When he was the youngest, he was always accompanied by Qiao Lin and took care of himself.
Even when he was a student, every time he came home from school, he was afraid of being bullied by his sister and a group of people, Qiao Lin appeared at this time, waiting for him to come back at the school gate, and always accompanied her back to Gu's house.
From junior high school, high school, and even college.
Qiao Lin will always keep an eternal footprint in his best youthful umbilical cord.
The sun sets, the sun sets, and basically as long as Qiao Lin has time at home, he will always accompany him. After so many years of ups and downs, he has always borrowed his own haven.
It seems that this has become a habit, as if this is like a kind of life training, as if you are a poplar tightly wound with silk flowers.
The memories made her heart throb violently, they were childhood sweethearts, and the two had no guesses. The best dream of youth.
When I know you Yu Wei, I miss that time......
"Qiao Lin, I can only ask me to remind me, no matter what happens to you, I will promise you, I really don't hate you anymore, how can I hate you, that's just my momentary anger, you know that I was so angry that I would do this kind of thing, no matter what happens in the future, you will always be my brother, and you will always be my best person."
"I already know the truth, you told me, marrying Gu Rumeng was not your intention, you didn't want to marry her at all, it was an accident, I knew it was an accident, who said that you were not yours at all, what you want to do is a word, I don't hate you, I really don't hate you, I just want you to wake up, as long as you look at me again, no matter what kind of requirements you make to me, what kind of questions you ask, I will promise you all, tell me if you please get up? Don't sleep anymore, okay? ”
Gu Ruxi cried very painfully, afraid that all the things that happened in front of her would become a reality, afraid that Qiao Lin had really changed from a vegetative person, afraid that he would really never wake up again.
This will be his world, which will collapse forever in that instant, this man means one of his most beautiful dreams, and his existence of his youth cannot be replaced by anyone.
He plays the role of his friend, his brother, and even his father.
Qiao Lin still closed his eyes from the beginning, and it was also painful, and the master did not understand any of his meaning at all, and must be asleep.
Gu Ruxi was even more frightened at this time, gently holding Qiao Lin with both hands, and gently resting her head on his heart.
Crying helplessly, suppressing the crying sound in his heart, like a kind of pain that cannot burst out, suffocating his breath.
"Jolin, you know what? There are many things you may not know at all, this world is really crazy, crazy, even my mother has been cheating on me for so many years, I really don't know why he went to the hospital, and now I finally know the real reason for her hospital, am I really a troublemaker? Why should the people around me leave me one after another, why do you all have to be strong, but I don't want you to do anything for me, I want you to be safe, I just want you to be happy, I really don't want you to do anything for me again, I don't deserve ......"
"Please, wake up."
Gu Ruxi will not stay in the ward for too long, because at this time, the nurse will come in to check on the ward and come to visit the patient at the prescribed time.
At this time, a nurse came in and looked at Gu Ruxi in surprise with tears of crying.
Nurse: "I'm sorry for this family, because we have an agreed time for visiting, so the time for exploration is almost up, for the better health and protection of the patient, I hope you leave here as soon as possible, if you want to visit the patient, I hope you will come back tomorrow morning." ”
Gu Ruxi nodded in a panic, she really didn't want to cause more trouble to Qiao Lin at this time.
"Thank you, Miss Nurse, I hope you will take care of her more, I will leave in a while."
"You're welcome this family. This is what we should do. ”
Gu Ruxi hesitated and asked.
"May I ask the doctor, what will happen to Mr. Qiao after he recovers?"
Nurse: "The recovery of this family member Mr. Qiao is now uncertain, maybe soon, maybe it will take three or two days to recover, maybe it will be very long, maybe it will take a few years, maybe it will never recover, you must know that as such a disease, their recovery first depends on the progress of their disease, which is the most important, relying on their willpower in the history of medicine This kind of thing is not a plan that can be grasped by a law, I suggest that if you can give him a better plan, Of course it would be better, but these things need to be taken care of by you as family members, to take care of him often, to evoke some memories for him, and maybe to help him get some hints for himself, maybe it will be helpful for him to recover. ”
Gu Ruxi was very grateful.
"Thank you, Miss Nurse, a good man has a safe life......"
"You're welcome."
Five minutes later, Gu Ruxi left the ward automatically.
Gu Ruxi was so sad in her heart, vegetative patients were actually a very unconservative medical symptom.
These lesions may not be protected by a sincere person, and if you get an effective suggestion, it is really difficult to recover. And Qiao Lin is now in the best years of his youth, when he can give a big shot in his career, and he likes those literatures so much, and he likes those classical historiography so much.
He was originally in this most beautiful picture of youth, and he could do what he really wanted to do, but in the best time of his youth, he suddenly withered in an instant.
If it takes him a long time to wake up, wouldn't it be a cruel blow to him, and when he finds that the world has changed, he can no longer follow the world, without any convergence and synchronization, isn't he a very lonely person.
If I will definitely accompany him at that time, I will be real, even if I push a wheelchair, I will take him to a place facing the flowers to live.
If she had the ability and the conditions, she would definitely do it.
Gu Ruxi thought about her thoughts while staggering towards the parking lot.
The whole person's mental state is very bad, it is completely a kind of illusory and virtual space, when she goes downstairs in the stairwell.
Suddenly she heard a familiar voice, very small, it was the voice of two women, but she must have been able to tell who it was by that voice.
It was an open place, two people were discussing in a whisper, and when she saw the hearts of the two people, she couldn't help but pinch her hands and feet and gently approached.
It's Gu Rumeng and Aunt Xue!
Gu Ruxi was close to the wall, not daring to make a sound, she tried her best to listen to such caution in the distance, and she only listened carefully, but she also heard intermittently.
Gu Rumeng: "Mother beg, really don't do it again, this thing has been let go, Xiaolin has now become a vegetative person, he can't be hurt again at this time, please let him go?" ”
Aunt Xue's voice was ruthless and ruthless.
"Mengmeng, you must know that the doctor has told me just now, even if he will not wake up in this life, but he may also wake up a possibility, this is a symptom of an uncertain condition, maybe he will wake up in three or two days, we can't bet! Once he wakes up, you know, he's going to do anything, then I'm going to be charged by him, and what am I going to do? I can't do anything about it, so he can't stay! ”
Gu Rumeng was even crying, in a low voice.
"Mother, I beg you The doctor said it, he may never wake up for the rest of his life, he can't write, so why do I have to take such a risk, the risk is too great, Mother please let it go, there are cameras everywhere in the hospital."
Gu Ruxi's heart was shocked, what were they talking about, what did this mean?