Chapter Forty-Six: Anger's Memories
The experience with Ange was easily left behind by him, and it seemed to him that everything was like a ridiculous dream, and after waking up from the dream, he was bent on forgetting that experience, and he became conservative, living more and more like his father, who once looked down on him, and lived as he once hated the most.
He was very strict with the children who were born later, just like the father of the family, although he once hated this way of education, but now he found that this is the best way, and the little rabbits do not learn very well, so naturally use it.
In this way, time passed year by year, and David's youthful affairs were gradually forgotten, and he became a good man in the eyes of his neighbors, a great good husband, and a good father.
David continued to follow in the footsteps of his ancestors until Lily's affair was exposed, and no one expected that Anger's daughter Lily would be so successful and she would become a very famous person.
After Lily became famous, she also repaid the people in that town, after all, after David left, although the people in the town were older, they had a good heart and did not do any discriminatory behavior, and they also gave Anger a job, so that she could raise Anger only after she had money.
Speaking of which, in addition to mentioning his remorse in his diary, Anger also mentioned the help of the townspeople, who allowed Anger's daughter to grow up, even if Lily died early for various reasons.
Even her research results and ideas have not had time to be written, but if there is no help from the people of the town, I am afraid that she will not live well, and she may not even have the opportunity to grow up, let alone research, then Yuzhen may not be able to find this identity.
There is a cause and effect, Yuzhen has to take the corresponding responsibility when using this identity, and after this identity is rich, Yuzhen will save up and take out a lot of money, and give it to the people in the town, so that they can repair the relevant supporting measures of the whole town, so that the original town becomes more suitable for the elderly.
The people of the town were very happy, and at first they didn't know what was going on, but later they learned that it was their kindness in return, so Lily's name was naturally remembered by them, and there were some people with tap water Amway.
Because Lily's matter was known by someone with a heart, and then Lily's life experience was also exposed, and after knowing Lily's related research, she was popular, obviously this should be the research result of her own country, but Lily changed Kyushu after determining her nationality.
I've been thinking of ways to suppress all aspects of Kyushu, so how can this achievement not make people feel sad, and it is even worse when I later learn that Lily's contribution is also in the quantum computer.
Then they also know from the people of the small town that Lily's situation belongs to the kind of genius who is a little crippled, and this kind of person has no more suitable requirements at all, and wants to study, if only he became a native of the country.
This situation is easier to operate for people with a heart, you can insist that Lily is mentally defective and needs a guardian, and Anger is dead, it is naturally impossible to become a guardian, and even Anger's parents died a few years ago, and so on, there is no one for the woman, David is the only guardian.
Then someone found David, hoping that he would come forward to let his daughter change her nationality and get the corresponding rights, that is, they could have a showdown with Kyushu, and even they planned to use their advantages in all aspects to do this.
It's best to set up a character for David, but unfortunately David doesn't have any amnesia, but in order to better fool others, they still plan to tamper with some statements for David's family, anyway, there are more people who say that it becomes true.
David never thought that the illegitimate daughter he abandoned would become very bullish when she grew up, what is going on? After reading the relevant information, David was very silent, and he couldn't remember what the woman who followed him without hesitation looked like.
When she saw the photo, she was a little like a dream, and the image that was once very vivid appeared in his mind again, she would call him David, few people called him so officially, everyone else called him something else.
It can be seen that Anger became very old later, after all, a single mother is not easy to do, one salary to support two people, and that man is gone, these will make Anger tired, the most painful thing is that her mother's family said right, so she is ashamed and ashamed, she has no face to go home, how to go back?
If at the beginning she was still gambling to let her parents know that they said the wrong thing, then later she really had no face to see her family, she had wanted to call countless times, but every time she dialed halfway and stopped, she was afraid that the other party would not answer the phone, and she was afraid that the other party would say that there was no such daughter as her.
And when she understands the feelings of her parents, she will be embarrassed, she is powerless to think about calling anymore at this time, it is precisely because she understands that she will feel that her parents will be pointed at by others because of her, and all because of her.
After thinking about it a lot, she didn't make that call, even if that number was remembered by her, it was considered a good deal, but she still didn't call, and even later the domestic phone number rose again and again, she felt that this number was only invalid.
Are they okay? Could it be that she, an unfilial daughter, is not by their side, but they can live a good life? She muttered in her heart: I'm sorry Mom and Dad, it's me who is not good, please forgive me, I failed as a daughter, so I still try to be a good mother.
At this time, she had already discovered her daughter's condition, and after she asked someone, she knew that she had no money to treat her child, and the only thing she could do was to save as much money as possible.
Over the years, she recalled the original scene again and again in her heart, remembering that when she fell out with her family, her family's face didn't seem to be very good, you must know that her mother didn't seem to have a good heart, and after thinking about it clearly, she didn't dare to make that call, because she was afraid of getting bad news.
And all this was written down by her, Ange regretted it, but how did she not know that there was no room for regret, because there was no regret medicine in this world, she shrank there like an ostrich and didn't dare to ask how the two of them were, she silently endured her daughter's abnormality, this is her retribution.
Thinking about the past now, Anger can only feel ashamed, because she wants her parents to give to their children like the people of Kyushu, but she wants to enjoy the benefits of Europe and the United States not having to support their parents.
In the words of the scolding on the Internet: She is a double-standard GOU, thinking that her parents should dedicate herself to her as a matter of course, but she is unwilling to bear the corresponding responsibility.
Later, Anger would regret it as long as he remembered the past, why was he so stupid? I think that love in this world is the purest love, once you fall in love knowing that the future is unclear but like a moth to a fire, you would rather burn your wings and go towards the fire. Dancing Chinese
In the past, she was very yearning for that kind of intense love, because she wanted a vigorous love, and in her opinion, this was the most true love, so she wanted to get this kind of love like this.
For this kind of love, she can give everything she has for David, she was dizzy at that time, and when she calmed down, she realized how stupid she was at that time, and she simply overestimated men.
After giving birth to her daughter, she gradually came to her senses after David ran away, and from an objective point of view, David had his excellent side, which suited her eyes very well, and this person was very enthusiastic, and she often praised her after meeting her, so that she unconsciously offered her body and mind.
There is a saying: It's easy to fall in love and hard to get along, and Ange couldn't understand it at all before, and only later did he realize how good this sentence was, hey! But she really understood this too late, if she had known that she would not have pinned all her hopes on David.
Anger liked David's sunny appearance before, and later found out that he did have that cheerful quality, but later learned that he was a person who would collapse once something hit him.
She thought that he was a family member who could go on with her, and he would cheer up one day, because he was a very good person, and even if he was temporarily suppressed, he would be on the list again.
But in the end the man ran away and never appeared again, and she cried a lot when she found out, but she didn't dare to cry loudly, because Lily was still by her side, and the child was a little scared at the moment.
Sad and crying, she remembered that her mother had said that this man was unreliable, and a man should not look at what he could say, but what he could do. Even if that person is talking about the sky, as long as he doesn't give anything, then it means that he will only talk about it.
It's just that at that time, she couldn't listen to the persuasion of her family at all, and told her mother in her heart that she was an old stubborn, and if a man couldn't talk sweetly, then he was destined to be a single.
But not long after the time passed, she found that she had become a fool in her mother's mouth, her contribution was not favored by the other party, and she felt that the other party felt that she was very verbose, and David's mental condition changed after arriving in the town.
What made her feel even more bad was that she found that David gradually disliked her, and every time she would say that she was too nagging, obviously she just hoped that the other party would cheer up, work hard, and be able to gain a foothold.
In this world full of foreigners, the person she is most familiar with is just David, naturally trying to hold on to him tightly, but finding that the tighter the grip, the farther away he is from her, at first she didn't know what was going on, she only felt that the other party was more alienated, so she could only try to catch the other party.
Later, she occasionally saw a sentence: When many people grab the sand, they will make a mistake: try to hold on to the sand in their hands, but later they will know that the tighter the grasp, the more they can't stop the loss of sand.
When she saw that sentence, Anger was moved to tears, she regarded love as her own salvation, but when the man refused to be with her, she would cry at night, and she could not even cry, she could only cry for a while and then fall asleep.
Later, she didn't care about crying, because she had to support herself and her daughter, and the man left nothing but some bills from the tavern for her, so that she had to try to save money to pay it back.
After that, she gradually looked down on the so-called love, and gave her body and heart to a man, but was trampled on by that man, and only felt that she was easy to get started, just like Madame Butterfly, she paid her heart wrongly, but fortunately, she still had a daughter by her side.
She found that as long as she was willing to contribute in the town, she could still find a job, so she began to find more time to work more, and when she became a mother, she understood what her parents thought back then, they kept forcing her to study, let her learn all kinds of talents, so that she was a little bored with reading and her parents from her heart, and imposed her own wishes on herself every day, which was super annoying.
But later, it was precisely because of the knowledge she was forced to read that she was able to survive that she knew the thoughts of her parents, so that she could raise her daughter, and her daughter was very honest, let her sit there, and she would always sit there obediently and wait for her.
She may not deny that her daughter is a drag on her, but at the same time, she should also tell others that her daughter is also the motivation for her to persevere, and that she does not want to give up on others again.
Anger knew in her heart that she was not a good daughter, knowing that the things her parents had signed her up for had given her the opportunity to work more, and this proved even more that she was a wolf-hearted. Naturally, she will not give up her daughter, otherwise she will have to be a bad mother in addition to being a bad daughter, which is not good.
In this way, she often carries her daughter who is immersed in her own world to work, because Danian's work is gradually able to communicate with her daughter, and hearing that her daughter can finally call her mother makes her want to laugh out loud, but the tears can no longer hold back and flow down.
After hearing her daughter call her mother, Anger would often think of her parents, every time she thought of them, she wanted to cry, once when she was crying, she was met by her daughter, the daughter who barely spoke gently wiped her face with her little hands, Anger wanted to cry and want to laugh, hugged the child tightly, and Lily was expressionless and did not move.
Later, when she felt that her body was about to die, she finally mustered up the courage to call her parents, only to know that the phone had been changed, but fortunately, the other party knew some information and guessed the identity of the other party, so she told the truth that they had already left.
It is said that after their daughter ran away with the man, the old woman was so angry that she had a heart attack, and after the rescue, the old couple sold the house, and they didn't know where to live, but it is said that they passed away not long ago, without the help of their families, or the people of the unit went out to take care of the funeral of the old couple.
After knowing the news, Anger's spirit was hit hard, she didn't expect that her parents had passed away, this is a sin she did! After suffering this blow, she has been strong and tired.
She always thought that one day she would take her daughter back to ask for sin, but God didn't give her this opportunity, and the last few words of Anger were: regret, regret! I really regret it.
She thought to herself that if she had known that this would be the case, David would not be able to catch up with herself and her family no matter how handsome she was, she would definitely accompany her mother well, let her live longer, and her home would not be finished like this.