So in fact, from the depths of Yi Junling's heart, he is such an insecure person.

Even though he has grown up now and even become the supreme demon lord of the demon race, he is still so afraid of losing in his heart.

The more he cared about someone, the more he was afraid that person would suddenly leave him.

He was afraid......

Once that person leaves him, he will never find that person again!

Once he was still young, his mother disappeared inexplicably and did not leave a trace, he was incapable at the time, and he couldn't keep his mother.

After being brought back to the demon clan by his father, he begged his father again and again, begging the people around his father and even begging those guards to help him get his mother back.

Even if the final result is that his mother tells him that she is disgusted with his life and doesn't want him anymore, it doesn't matter, he just wants to hear his mother say another word to him, even if he sees his mother for the last time to make sure that she is safe and sound.

But no matter how he pleaded at that time, those people turned a blind eye to him, and no one was willing to help him, so they just told him indifferently that from now on, he only had a father, no mother!

They all told him that his mother didn't want him anymore, so they couldn't find it even if they looked for it!

But......

How is that possible?

Obviously, the day before his mother left him, he and his mother still got along normally.

His mother still cooked for him as usual, bought him his favorite peach blossom crisp, and ......

Still so gentle, so loving!

How could she suddenly change her mind and leave herself so ruthlessly?

Yi Junling never believed that his mother would leave him because he didn't want him anymore, so he was crazy to find his mother, to put it bluntly, he just wanted an answer.

As long as he knew that his mother was still safe and sound, then he would be satisfied.

However, he was too weak and helpless at that time, and he had no way to find his mother's whereabouts.

After he grew up and had his own power, he began to try to rely on his own strength to frantically find his mother, but until now he has found nothing.

It is precisely because of this that even if Yi Junling is no longer disgusted with the Demon Clan, and no matter how unwilling he is to admit that the old Demon Lord is his biological father, even if he does not have the slightest happy memories of the days he has lived in the Demon Clan over the years, he still resolutely took over the position of the Demon Lord and suppressed all the voices against him with thunderous means.

Because......

Since he couldn't find his mother, he stood in the highest place and waited for his mother to come to him!

Therefore, he became the demon lord of the demon race, and successfully stood at the highest point of the entire demon race and even the entire Tianxing Continent.

Even if he was in this position, he had endured too much pressure and pain.

But he still has to stand here steadily.

Because this is what his mother taught him when he was a child......

His mother told him that if you accidentally get lost and can't find your mother, don't be afraid, just find a safe place to stand, and your mother will see you and find you!

He had always firmly believed in his mother's words, so he waited for his mother to come back to find him.

Wait, wait, wait, wait until Yi Junling himself was a little skeptical, was his search and waiting all these years just a joke of his own wishful thinking?

He really wanted to ask his mother, who was never seen......

Mother, I've stood on the highest place, it's cold and lonely here, but I've been standing here hard, why don't you come to me?

But what made Yi Junling feel powerless was that even such a childish question he couldn't ask.

Because his mother disappeared completely from his life......

And the inexplicable loss of his mother has become the biggest pimple in Yi Junling's heart.

So now, he didn't want to lose Chu Qianli anymore because of anything.

After his mother left him, his life and his world became extremely gray with the appearance of his father.

It was Chu Qianli's appearance that illuminated his entire world and filled all the gaps in his heart.

It was her appearance that gave her life the meaning to continue.

It was her appearance that gave her a new look forward to every day.

He could finally feel his heartbeat again.

Even if he is injured, even if his body is extremely painful and tired, these feelings prove that he is a fresh person at this time!

If it weren't for meeting Chu Qianli, Yi Junling would only feel like a walking corpse living in this world.

In the past, he couldn't find any meaning to live, and he lived because he was afraid that his mother would come to look for him, but he could no longer find his last trace of expectation......

But the longer he waited, the more disappointed he became.

It wasn't until he met Chu Qianli that Yi Junling found the motivation to continue to live and continue to live with anticipation.

So he ......

Now I can't afford to lose Chu Qianli at all!

Therefore, his love for Chu Qianli is also full of contradictions, he is cautious and cautious, forbearant and strong......

In fact, even Yi Junling himself didn't know what was wrong with him today.

Obviously, he only needs to ask Chu Qianli about this matter to know the reason, obviously he doesn't need to be so entangled.

Even he himself feels that he is like a paranoid and restless child today.

But why was he so upset?

He obviously knew Chu Qianli, and he knew that she would never do anything to hurt herself.

Sometimes he felt that Chu Qianli's self-control over cultivation was terrifying.

Many times she can force a breakthrough, but she will calmly suppress the signs of breakthrough until the foundation is completely stable and will continue to break through.

This kind of mentality is something that too many people can't do.

How could she do something strange through her own or someone else's blood.

But even if he knew this, Yi Junling's heart was still extremely uneasy.

This uneasy feeling made him know that he was acting too impulsively, but he did it anyway.

Whether it's such a lack of self-confidence and the courage to ask, or such an impulsive direct tearing of the space just to return to the demons to investigate some things, this is not his style on weekdays.

But today he ......

That's it!

Maybe it's all because he's still too insecure.

In the future, he still has to try to restrain this mentality, otherwise, if his little Li'er knows that he is so cowardly, he will be disappointed in him......

Shaking his head and putting these strange thoughts behind, Yi Junling struggled to keep up with Chu Qianli's pace and walked to the room where the old general was.

The table in the room had already been placed with the things that Chu Qianli needed to relieve the old general's Gu poison.