Chapter 54: Unreasonable
Beixia Chu touched his lips and went back to the drama lounge in a trance. Her face burned red, and in her mind, the scene of him kissing herself was replayed over and over again.
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"You're in love with him, aren't you?! If it's interesting to people, admit it! Afraid of what?! β
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At the beginning of the Northern Summer, she stopped her steps, thinking back to what Gong Yuran had asked herself, her eyes widened, looking at the door, the door at the end of the corridor! Is she really, in love with him? That broom star in the door, that hateful bastard Xia Yuerin who always likes to play tricks on herself and mock herself?! "I like him......" she muttered, "but ......"
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Standing in the middle of the crowd, this time, she showed the absolute courage of an honor student, just like he said, no matter what difficulties she faces, she must be as brave and resolute as overcoming them, as the strongest student in Yuman City, she will definitely be able to do it!! She put her hands around her mouth and made a trumpet shape, and shouted:
"Xia Yuerin and I are just friends, we are just friends! Don't target me anymore, I'm just friends with Xia Yuerin!! β
Looking at Bei Xia's brave appearance, Xia Yuelin smiled relaxedly, loosened her clenched fists, walked to her side by side with her, and shouted with her hands in a trumpet shape: "I won't like Bei Xiachu!" β
"I won't like Rin Natsuki either!!"
"I won't like the beginning of Northern Summer, the beginning of Northern Summer is a pig's head!"
"Xia Yuerin too, I don't like pig's heads!!" At the beginning of Beixia, who shouted everything, his heart suddenly relaxed a lot, and when he turned around, he looked at Xia Yuelin, who was also looking at him, and laughed together.
"I don't like it!"
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They're just friends, how could he possibly like me......
He was like a prince......
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Looking at the white piano from afar, the boy in a black slim dress was sitting upright with his back to him. Shrouded in a mysterious aristocratic atmosphere, he is as noble as a prince.
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He had seen himself at his most fragile and saddest......
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In the distance, there was the sound of tapping and tapping leather shoes, step by step, from the bright light source.
Beixia Chu raised his head, trying very hard to see who it was, and looked up to meet a familiar face, full of surprise.
It's him?
It's him who mocks himselfβ
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Remembering what he said to himself:
"The ugly duckling still wants to be with the swan? Scold. β
"The ugly duckling still wants to be with the swan? Hahaha! Let's go in the next life!! β
She's going to learn to face the truth after allβ
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"The ugly duckling doesn't qualify to be with a swan, right? Never, isn't it! She looked into his deep eyes and stubbornly pressed him. Isn't it? β
Pressed again, the voice was so weak, so weak that it made people feel like she would be blown away by the wind.
The white light veil was raised high by the night wind, and you could see the inky black night sky outside the house, and the silence and loneliness were painted with sadness, and the gorgeous romance of Fang Cai seemed to be just illusory, turning into a bubble and turning into crystal. The slanting rain threads, mixed with the summer breeze, flew past the pure white window frames, like thorns piercing into their skin, turning into coldness.
He hurriedly helped the girl who was about to fall in front of him, furrowed his eyebrows, thought for a moment, and then replied in a low but loud voice.
"Yes, never, and not eligible."
As he answered, the girl, who was as fragile as a dead leaf, fell gently into the green apple fragrance in the arms that had been opened for her so early.
With a sense of relief on her face, she made her final decision with a heartache.
So, let it go β
Let go before him, so, he never abandoned himself.
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He is always there when I need him, and he has to speak hard every time to anger himself......
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Xia Yuerin raised her head angrily and glanced at her: "Forget the ugly duckling, return the pig's head!" It's not that who else can I be, I saw a fainting pig halfway, and I was the only one who was so kind to send you to the hospital, and I was in trouble!! β
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He jumped over the railing, jumped down from the second floor, spotted the thick branches of the plane tree in front of him, quickly pulled it as a cushion for the landing, and then landed lightly, squatting on the ground, one hand on his knees, the other on the concrete floor, and then slowly raised his head.
This series of perfect and chic movements stunned a few boys who were still joking at the beginning of Northern Summer just now, they were frightened by the domineering of the boy in front of them and hurriedly took a few steps back, looking at him full of nobility like a prince, he looked up at himself angrily, and his eyes as sharp as a blade stabbed straight at them, and several seniors also fled after watching the timid junior run away.
Xia Yuerin patted the dust on his body and stood up, he looked so strong and straight against the light.
"You pig!"
"I've seen stupid, I've never seen you so stupid!"
"Why didn't you resist them just now and let them bully you!"
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The one who made me no longer afraid of puppies, helped me fulfill my dream of becoming a class president, taught me how to be strong and brave to face problems, so that I could quit picky eating, and bravely went on a roller coaster, the one who gave me a lot of memories, kissed me, angered me, made trouble with me, comforted me, and encouraged me - Xia Yuelin!
I really am, I like him, the hateful villain who unknowingly took over my mind and robbed my heart! In my mind, it is his handsomeness, his banter, his laughter, his loneliness, and his ...... It's all him, and all the memories have him......
Gradually, it seems that she really doesn't care about Xuan so much, it seems that she really won't be sad because he and Xiwen are together, she seems to have gradually just become a fan of Xuan, an ordinary girl looking up at the starry sky!
And Xia Yuerin is becoming more and more important, so important that if she doesn't see him, her heart will be very uncomfortable, she will be very unaccustomed to not arguing with him, afraid of his cold war, afraid that he will leave her, and then she will be the only one left in the world to grieve......
She walked in the gallery, so uncertain every step of the way, she should really like him. But why is this liking so strange, it seems to be different from his feelings for Xuan? She felt lost.
Does he like himself, he only likes to play tricks on himself and never likes her, right? Moreover, she looked up, and in the gallery, there were paintings of the prince's laughter. And him, Nan Lixia, with a cold face and bottomless ink-colored glasses, but he has a gentle and beautiful smile - she admires him and likes him, but what kind of liking does she like him? A heart was braided into several petals in an instant, which made her brain really messed up.
Being messed up, she couldn't help but exclaim: "Ah! β
"Huh-" The door of the office of the drama club suddenly opened, and he came back to his senses at the beginning of the troubled Northern Summer. The drama actors were shocked when they saw Bei Xia Chu who was crazy at the door, and Senior Sister Zhang Meng asked with concern: "Xia Chu? What's wrong with you, are you alright? Bei Xia Chu looked at Zhang Meng and smiled embarrassedly, she stopped thinking nonsense, quickly straightened her messy kennel-like hair, and greeted stupidly: "Hi, hello senior sister!" However, when she looked at Xia Yuelin on the other side of the dresser, she stopped.
"Come on in!" The senior sister said and pulled Bei Xia Chu into the office.
Xia Yuerin saw the big stupid pig in front of her, and saw that her eyes were red, and she was angry.
"Summer!" Ou Mi glanced at the beginning of the Northern Summer, walked into the summer moon, smiled sweetly and hooked his hand, and gently called out to his own prince who looked directly at the beginning of the Northern Summer. When Beixia Chu saw Ou Mi's figure, he felt embarrassed, thinking back to what had just happened, and feeling sad and nervous like a child who had done something wrong.
Xia Yuerin and Ou Mi are a couple, how can she forget! How could she like him! It's impossible for him and her!!
Xia Yuerin came back to her senses, glanced at Ou Mi, and then said to Bei Xia Chu: "You pig, if you don't know how to kiss, you don't want to kiss people, it really disgusted me to kiss you just now!" I'll teach you right now what a real kiss is! As he spoke, he lowered his head and kissed Ou Mi fiercely, holding Ou Mi's head with both hands, his fingers interspersed with her hair, and his body was so close to his body.
At the beginning of Northern Xia, when she saw Xia Yuerin, she didn't have time to say a word, but she heard his continuous taunts, and watched him kiss Oumi fiercely, her heart hurt so much! She's about to suffocate, she can't stand it anymore, he really hates himself like that, so he really doesn't like himself, right? But why did he kiss her just now, just to play with her, to satirize her stupidity like all the jokes before! Bei Xia Chu never felt stupid, because she was the teacher's best student, but at this moment, she found that she was really stupid......
She opened the door and, amid everyone's astonished gazes, ran out. Xia Yuelin saw her leaving, her heart was like a knife, he shouldn't have hurt her like this, but he just couldn't hold back. He could not accept her indifference, her indifference. Thinking of his own behavior is like a child who can't get candy and is awkward again, and gets angry with himself. He pushed Ou Mi away and said lightly, "I'm sorry." "Ou Mi hasn't come out of the happiness just now, and she is a little scared when she sees Xia Yuelin like this. She hurriedly grabbed her Natsu, shook her head and said, "No, I'm not sorry!" The crimson on her face was her shyness, and her watery eyes were full of happiness. Xia Yuelin turned her head away and said coldly: "What you want has been given to you, remember what you promised, don't hurt Northern Xia Chu again!" He shook off Omi's hand, said sorry to everyone, and ran out of the office door.
ran out of the office, but, as she ran, she found that there was nowhere to go. It's so big outside, but there doesn't seem to be a world where she can bury her sadness, hey, Daiyu can also bury tweed, what should I do...... She was in the hallway, watching the light rain outside, and the sun was shining just now, and it was raining again so soon. The overcast sky, with a breeze blowing and mixed with rain, splashed on the face, cold and cold. At the beginning of Northern Xia, he looked outside, letting his tears dry quietly, letting his heart be bitter and depressed, he didn't want to think about anything, he just reached out to touch the coldness. It was so cold, she looked at the sky blankly, and then lowered her head and hugged herself and squatted in the corner.
When Xia Yuerin came out of the office, she saw Yin Anyang standing at the door looking at her seriously, and then sighed long: "Xia, I feel sorry for Xia Chu!" He followed Yin Anyang's fingers and looked at the sad curled back in the corridor downstairs, and looked at it for a long time. However, what should he do, now that she is the last person she wants to see, she should be herself! For her sake, he agreed to Oumi's unreasonable request, but in the end it was he who hurt her, and he was really angry at his impulsive behavior! Looking at her aggrieved figure, he couldn't stop trembling, his heart was very sad, who can tell me, what should I do......