But at that time, because the college entrance examination was about to take place, I didn't care about the problem of insomnia or insomnia. I can't take medicine for colds, headaches, and abdominal pains, because I always feel that I can't keep up with others as soon as I stop.

At that time, it was terrible, sending out more than a dozen mock papers every day, and a bunch of things to review, and taking exams again every two days.

As soon as I entered the third year of high school, exams became commonplace, and I became accustomed to taking exams.

I'm a liberal arts student, Chinese and literature comprehensive have always been strengths, English and mathematics are weaker, but I don't know what's going on, the closer to the college entrance examination, the worse the exam, I was really scared at the time, especially the last city quality inspection, actually more than a dozen than the provincial quality inspection (there were more than 100 students in the liberal arts class at that time, I was generally in the top ten of the year), and the composition was always off topic.

June 6 and 7 is the college entrance examination day, the whole Xiamen city of the bus are forbidden to honk loudly, no responsibility for the college entrance examination candidates to make way, pick-up, the school canteen also specially prepared for us the college entrance examination package, very rich, four meat and two vegetarian, are free.

My personality was already confused, so to speak, only when I was even sober when I took the Chinese test, I couldn't help but close my eyes halfway through the math and literature comprehensive exams - sleepy! Before taking the English test, I actually lost the admission ticket that I had just received.

I couldn't enter the examination room without the admission ticket, and the teachers tried their best to calm me down and think carefully about where I left the admission ticket? The elder also mobilized the sophomore students to help me find the classroom, corridor, and dormitory road, and finally found it in the trash can in our classroom less than 15 minutes before the exam.

At that time, when I was taking the English test, I was so nervous that I sweated and wet the test paper, and I kept wiping my sweat, which was really thrilling.

I thought that it would be easy to finish the college entrance examination, but in fact, I was about to leave my dear alma mater, even though I had a thousand words in my heart, I could only silently pack my luggage and leave after the college entrance examination.

Thinking of the second foreign school three years ago, when I failed the high school entrance examination, I didn't have a good impression of this school, whether it was in my diary or on my blog, I often scolded it. It's the school I've been complaining about for three years, and when it's time to leave, I realize how reluctant I am.

It was raining, and after the exam, I rushed out of the examination room, scattered all the test papers in the drawer from upstairs to downstairs, hugged the teachers one by one, burst into tears, and then ran into the rain, crying and laughing.

I'm about to leave.

Reluctant.

I thought that I would be separated from my girlfriends from now on.

I thought that I could no longer listen to the Chinese teacher babble about his super idol Mr. Lu Xun.

I thought that I would never see the representative of the math class in the next class for two years.

I thought I couldn't stay up late anymore to do the questions.

Suddenly, I thought, how can the college entrance examination come so quickly?

I was admitted to my first choice and first major. To be on the safe side, the volunteers filled in are all under my score.

But I still changed it many times, and I didn't dare to correct the answer immediately after the test, but waited for the score to come out and then check it directly.

When I called to ask for the score, I was the only one in the family, my heart was beating, my hands were shaking, and my parents were urging.

Fortunately, the score is not good or bad, so it is not sad or happy.

After the college entrance examination, the scores in Fujian came out very slowly, probably at the end of June, and then filled in the volunteer in July, and learned that he was admitted to Xiamen University of Technology in early August, and the admission notice came at the end of August.

During this time, it can be said that every day is tormenting, and it is more uncomfortable than the college entrance examination.

I weighed 130 pounds in three years of high school, and when I weighed myself again when I went to college, I only had 98 pounds left, which shows how difficult it was during this time!

"Is Mr. Gao there?"

"I'm out, what's the matter?"

"In this way, then I'll wait for him to come back, and by the way, I'll do my thing first."

Continue hypnosis.

The little girl is very cute, winks and starts telling her own story.

Before I was seven years old, Xu An was the prettiest boy I had ever seen. However, it is as if the emergence of Newton ruthlessly overturned Aristotle's views. Yes, when I was seven years old, Lin Fangjie's appearance replaced Xu An and lived in my heart.

Many years later, I saw such a saying circulating in QQ space: It is said that everyone has had a crush on their tablemate or the front and back tables when they were students. Dusty memories carry distant memories, showing up little by little, so many years have passed, I can still remember his appearance so clearly - always wearing a pure white T-shirt, you know, at that age, there are not many children who dare to wear pure white clothes, young, playful, often rolling all over the mud, pure white is not easy to scrub.

But Lin Fangjie is an exception, he is always clean and clean, he is the clean and beautiful pure white boy who lives in my memory.

I was a little hooligan when I was a kid, and Lin Fangjie was sitting in front of me at that time, and I would always stare at his hair and the back of his head in a daze during class. I'm thinking, how can there be such good-looking boys in this world? Lin Fangjie probably noticed that I was always staring at him. He turned his head to look at me with wide eyes: "Qiao Lianlian, why do you always like to stare at my head?" ”

I said, Lin Fangjie, I'm looking to see if you have lice on your head?

How can such a clean and beautiful boy have lice on his head?

I think it's nice to be able to stare at him so closely, I don't need to be his girlfriend, I don't need to marry him, I just like him.

When I was in elementary school, there was a limerick poem in the school: the knot in the first grade, the shoes in the second grade, the teacher in the third grade did not wear shoes, the girl in the fourth grade was not chased, the handsome guys in the fifth grade were a lot, and the love letters in the sixth grade were flying all over the sky.

When I was in the sixth grade, I had an affair with Lin Fangjie. The reason is because of a love letter, or more precisely, because of a love poem.

I started writing poetry when I was in the fourth grade of elementary school, and now when I look back at what I wrote back then, it can't be considered poetry at all, at most it can only be called long and short sentences that rhyme. But back then, I was really happy to repeat such a thing. When I was young, when I was in the fourth grade, there was a question in the Chinese workbook that said that I was asked to compose a poem to praise the beauty of the grassland. Most of the students in the class were left blank on the question, and I was the only one who wrote the poem for the teacher to read aloud in front of the class.

"It's picturesque in front of you, the sky is blue and the ground is extremely green. Cattle and sheep walk up and down, and the grassland scenery is better than paradise. ”

Not only was my vanity greatly satisfied, but more importantly, Lin Fangjie, who was sitting in front of me, turned his head and gave me a thumbs up for the first time: "Qiao is awesome in love with you!" Joe Love, you're so well written! ”

It was also from that time that I began to write poetry. The book says that the formation of a habit may be because of one thing, or it may be because of one person.

That day, I wrote another poem, sandwiched in the Chinese textbook, I wrote affectionately: The boy next door is surnamed Lin, sitting in front of me for nearly six years, love him not for a year or two, why not fall in love quietly?

Then there was a very dramatic development, Wang Gege asked me to borrow language books, because she didn't do her homework, and wanted to copy me. Then she found the note, the poem.

At that age, it was an age when curiosity and gossip were unprecedentedly inflated. She was like a treasure, and soon revealed the secret to the whole class, sitting in front of Qiao Lianlian, there was only one boy surnamed Lin Fangjie. So, the news that I like Lin Fangjie spreads far and wide.

Ever since I had an affair with Lin Fangjie, I always felt that Lin Fangjie looked at me strangely. Xu is a delusion, Xu is really so. When we were still young, we always felt what the world was like, completely based on our own feelings. What you think and think, the world is what it is. It's like someone who thinks they're Ultraman, and when they put on Ultraman's clothes, they feel like they're really Ultraman and can save the planet.

Philosophically this is called "idealism." We have all been faithful believers in idealism.

So, I think Lin Fangjie also likes me a little.

So, I'm not just secretly watching Lin Fangjie in class now, I even fantasize about becoming his girlfriend after graduating from high school, and his wife after graduating from college.

I was fantasizing when the Chinese teacher was talking about "***"; I was fantasizing when my math teacher said that a right triangle plus an acute triangle equals an obtuse triangle...... I can't remember how many times I've been knocked on the head by my table mates for fantasizing giggles.

Approaching the primary school graduation exam, my grandmother took my 5-year-old sister to the temple to burn incense for me every morning, and my grandmother lit a stick of incense, bowed, bowed, bowed, bowed, and recited words in her mouth: "O Guanyin Bodhisattva of great mercy and compassion, you must bless my good grandson to be admitted to a good school!" ”

The young sister followed behind and learned well, bowing, bowing, bowing, bowing, and reciting words in her mouth: "O Guanyin Bodhisattva of great mercy and compassion, you must bless my sister to marry a good family." ”

Later, my grandmother's wish came true, because I was really admitted to the best middle school in our county, and whether my little sister's wish came true or not remains to be verified in the future.

In the dark, I always felt that it was God's intentional arrangement, and Lin Fangjie was actually admitted to Shisaka Middle School, which is the same as me. Of course, Xu Ande's appearance was unexpected to me.

If my memory is only stuck before the age of seven, if Lin Fangjie doesn't appear, I may like Xu An as much as I like Lin Fangjie. This boy gave me toys before I was seven years old, and he lost his temper with other children but only smiled at me, but he moved away, and he was too young to learn to remember, and soon forgot Xu An. From here it can be seen that maybe I am not a good girl, see one and love another. But who would dare to deny that she never liked two boys in her young and frivolous years, the same gentle and clean, the same sunshine.

I was placed in Class 1 like Xu An, while Lin Fangjie went to Class 3.

Xu An recognized me at the first glance when he saw me.

He said, Qiao Lianlian, you are Qiao Lianlian from Futu Street, right? You're still the same, you're still as strong as ever.

I think, Xu An, just for your words, it is impossible for me to like you, you have deeply broken my heart, but fortunately, there is Lin Fangjie.

Lin Fangjie, I heard that he was selected as the representative of the mathematics class because he scored a perfect score in mathematics in the entrance exam, and I heard that he was named the "little white dragon" in the class because he was handsome and handsome, and he was popular among thousands of girls.