Chapter 203: Suffocating Love
"Shouldn't I be Adler's god?" Freud opened his hands and asked softly.
His old eyes were unfocused, and he didn't know who he was questioning.
"Not only Adler, but also Rongge, and all the people in the Wind Turbine Bureau, I should be their god!" Freud grew agitated.
Lingling knew that a new volcano was about to erupt.
"I am the one who gives everything to the Wind Turbine Bureau, and I am the one who gives these people everything." Freud stretched out a hand toward the void and said slowly, "They should all give me their lives, just as I gave my own lives to the Lord." ”
Looking at the old man in front of her, Ling Ling frowned, she seemed to have found the key to the problem. But Ziqi beside her was still confused.
"Everything was beautiful, Adler grew up under my wing, he never let me down, he never disobeyed me. He will do what I want him to do, and even if I want him to die, he will die obediently! Freud's expression gradually became hideous, "This is the normal state that should be between us, and until this time, I was the only god in his heart." ”
"Rongge......" Freud's voice came again, "Rongge is the same, this crystal clear little thing, she is as brilliant as the stars in the sky. Every time I see me, I can see two things in her clear eyes, deep love and deep fear. ”
Freud closed his eyes slightly, soaking up the atmosphere he had created.
The mountain-like shadow above the ice trembled more and more violently, and the sound of rustling continued to come.
At this time, Ziqi discovered something.
That is, the countdown seems to be speeding up!
"Time ......"
Ziqi just wanted to speak, but it was at this time that Floyd opened his eyes. After a short rest, those old eyes were shining brightly, like two raging fires.
"Love her, love her, love!" Floyd screamed as he slapped his chest.
Ziqi was dumbfounded.
It's an incredible picture, and although Freud cries out for love, the hideous expression, the thumping of his chest, distorts this love.
"She's perfect. Smart, beautiful, kind, how can I love her more? Floyd asked loudly, but no one could answer his question.
"I thought about it for a long time, and finally I came up with a solution." Freud smiled, and the smile was eerie.
"Your solution," Spirit said for the first time, "destroy her." ”
"Nonsense!" Freud vehemently denied it, his head shaking desperately, "Do even a clever little girl like you think so?" Is there no one in this world who can understand me? I love her, I love her, and everything I do is for her good. ”
Lingling looked at the crazy old man quietly, her lips trembling slightly, but she didn't say anything, she had come to understand what was going on between Freud and the two people she loved the most.
It was a tragedy.
"How can I love her more? I often stayed up all night, racking my brains to think about it. In the end, I realized that only by removing the flaws in Rongge and making her more perfect was the expression of loving her. ”
"Flawed?" Ziqi asked, "What are the flaws in Rongge?" ”
"Perfection, perfection is her flaw." Freud laughed again, unfathomably high.
"You're crazy." Lingling bit her lip and said.
"yes, I'm crazy." Freud admitted, "I was really crazy during that time, and the problem was like a nightmare." Whether you are awake, half-asleep or struggling to fall asleep, a few words always linger in your mind, can you do it? When to get your hands on? ”
"Move, move?" Ziqi asked puzzled.
"Beauty, the ultimate beauty, perfection like Ronge, is a sin." The fire in Freud's eyes seemed to erupt, "This beauty is fragile, unbearable." Any kind of force can easily destroy this beauty, you know? ”
"No, I don't understand." Ziqi really didn't understand at all.
"Beauty can't be naked, you know?" Floyd asked aloud.
"Nude, nudity?" Ziqi was even more puzzled.
"Beauty must not exist alone!" Freud exploded, "Like a glittering pearl, it must have a clumsy and ugly shell." Beauty must have ugliness as armor and shell, so that beauty can last for a long time. And Rongge's beauty is naked, and there is nothing to protect her, which makes me anxious. This ultimate beauty is just one step away from destruction! ”
"Ah......h
Ziqi didn't know what to say, he seemed to understand, but after thinking about it carefully, he found that he didn't understand anything.
This old man is talking nonsense!
"In the history of mankind, all naked beauty has finally been destroyed!" Freud continued, "It is because this beauty loses its protection from ugliness, loses its shell of ugliness. When beauty is at its best, destruction comes. I love Rongge so much, I must put this hard shell on her. ”
"You, what did you do?" Ziqi asked with a trembling voice.
Although he hadn't met Rongge, he knew that something terrible must have happened to Rongge.
"In the end, you ruined her, didn't you?" Lingling spoke, "Rongge, she was disfigured by you?" ”
It was the most terrifying thing the Spirit could imagine.
"That's right." Freud admitted without hesitation, "It's me, with a knife, little by little, cutting through Rongge's crystal skin, accompanied by rose-colored blood, an eternal protection finally takes shape." ”
"You're crazy!" Ziqi suddenly roared.
"I'm also in pain." Freud smiled faintly, like a smile after completing a pleasant task, and there was no trace of pain in this smile.
It wasn't until this moment that Ziqi realized for the first time that the old man in front of him couldn't be called pitiful at all.
He's a madman!
"But I have to." Floyd waved his hand, as if making a difficult decision, "I knew it would happen sooner or later, but I had been waiting for this moment." I hesitated, but eventually, a dream from Rongge made me decide. ”
As soon as Floyd's words fell, Lingling closed her eyes, and she understood completely.
Sure enough, these three names were not chosen at random, and they had a very complicated relationship with each other, just like in that world.
"Dreams, what dreams?" Ziqi didn't understand, he didn't know much about psychoanalysis.
"Every morning, Jung and Adler would come to my room to report." "They want to tell me plainly what they did all day yesterday," Freud said. Including, what things you did, who you met, what you said, what clothes you wore in a day, and what you ate for three meals. Even the dreams of the night must be retold to me clearly. ”
"What?"
Ziqi was dumbfounded.
He could not at all imagine what Freud was doing this.
Is this also a form of love?
If it is, it must be twisted love, suffocating love.
Just as the ultimate beauty is only one step away from destruction, once love is out of shape, it is equally terrifying and chilling.
"I vividly remember that morning, Rongge recounted her dream the previous night with great interest." Floyd continued, "Jung said that in her dream she had a large house, resplendent and shining in the moonlight. The door was unlocked, she gently pushed it open, and the room was brightly lit, with a bright red carpet on the floor and valuable calligraphy and paintings on the walls, but there was no one in the room. Is this my home? Rongge said that at this moment she suddenly had this thought in her heart, well, if it is, it looks really good, then I must take a closer look at my home. ”
Sure enough, this story, although the narrative is slightly different, but the general framework is the same, Ling Ling thought silently.
"This, isn't this just an ordinary dream, what's so special?" Ziqi asked puzzled.
"Hmph, you'll find out just listen to it." Freud went on to tell his story, "There's nothing special about this floor, it's just more luxurious, a little newer. Rongge said that at this time she saw a staircase going down, and she was very curious, so she walked down silently. The lower level is still brightly lit, but the carpet is gone, replaced by marble, and the surrounding walls are no longer smooth, making it look like you're in an old castle. This layer seems to be relatively old in terms of age, at least a few decades worse than the above. ”
Ziqi didn't speak, at least frowned slightly, he still didn't hear anything special about this dream.
At this time, Rongge noticed that there was still a staircase going down, so she went down again. Freud's voice came clearly, "The bottom is made of solid rock, and there is a large iron gate, like a prison, quite old. She pushed open the door of the prison and was shocked to find that there was a cave hidden in the prison, and the entrance of the cave was covered with trivial rocks and dust. Rongge was eager to find out, so she silently cleared the hole and walked inside. ”
The story finally has ups and downs, there must be something terrible found in this cave, Ziqi thought secretly while listening.
"The entrance to the cave is deep and dark. Rongge walked cautiously, her footsteps echoing through the cave from time to time. She didn't know how long she walked, but she finally found an ancient platform, and on each side of the platform stood a blazing torch, so the surroundings were very bright. And, above the platform," Freud said with a deep breath, "there is something. ”
"What's that?" Ziqi immediately asked, and he found that his heart was beating violently.
The words "something" were like an electric current into his tired body.