Qiao Lin was shocked, silent for a long time, and sluggish, because in Gu Ruxi's clear eyes, he seemed to feel that something familiar was gone, the kind of love for him, the trust in him, all disappeared in those eyes.

Instead, there was a tenacity, coldness that he was unfamiliar with, which made him very panicked.

If life is only for the first time, what is the autumn wind and sad fan? Waiting for leisure has changed people's hearts, but people's hearts have changed.

"Xixi, I ......" Qiao Lin was flustered, trying to redeem this once sincere feeling.

"Sister, there are some things I still want to make clear to you," Gu Rumeng quickly interrupted him, and turned his head to look at Gu Ruxi, "Sister, you are about to have a nephew, I just found out that the baby I am pregnant." ”

When Gu Rumeng said this, her face was shy, and she even proudly declared her sovereignty.

Have a nephew, a baby?

Oh, it turns out that they are no longer born children.

Gu Ruxi bit her lower lip and bled her blood, and the intense sadness wrapped around her whole body again, making her feel a strong sense of suffocation, and she was choked by others in the morning, struggling and sinking a little bit.

Why did my Gu Ruxi fall into such a turn?

Unable to accept the betrayal from the spirit, let alone the betrayal from the body, the double betrayal is like a heavy shackle, wrapped around the neck, the hands and feet are entangled, exiled, the darkness that cannot be looked back.

So what? Cry in front of him? Is it called? Shouting? Hit? Kill? No matter how many grievances there are, after all, the child is innocent.

Maybe I shouldn't have had this relationship, it was wrong from the beginning, why bother to make a mistake and then provoke it to the end.

"I wish you wings to fly, dragons and phoenixes to be auspicious, branches and leaves, and I hope that we will no longer be entangled in this life. Goodbye, never! He said this word by word, turned around sharply and walked straight out.

Gu Ruxi told him to be strong, never allow himself to show a tear in front of him, and never allow a trace of cowardice to be shown in front of him.

Only cowardly people will shed tears easily, and they will walk in a dashing manner if they want to go, leaving them with a resolute back, at least not to make them feel that they have lost.

The future is long, let's go out first.

Gu Ruxi didn't take the umbrella, and shuttled through the rain with heavy steps, letting the heavy rain wash over her face, not knowing which ones were rain and which ones were tears.

Resolutely do not look back, head held high, like the goddess Venus.

Qiao Lin's eyes followed the strong and arrogant figure, he just wanted to take a step to chase her, he couldn't bear to see this Gu Ruxi's appearance, he was willing Gu Ruxi to cry, only to shout at him. It's a pity that she did it, and that's the most terrible thing.

But Gu Rumeng grabbed him and said something that made him stop, "Lin, don't forget, she is the third young lady of the Zhao family, at least their marriage still exists, and Daddy is still cooperating with them." ”

Just such a sentence completely stopped Qiao Lin, yes, there are so many stumbling blocks in life. Every link is frightening, and it involves not only oneself but also one's own family.

One by one, one by one, I can't help myself.

……

Time flies very quickly today, until nightfall, the Zhao family still hasn't found any trace of Gu Ruxi, if it's night, by the cover of darkness, it must be better to hide.

And the rain showed no sign of retreating, the harsh winter was very cold, and the rain hit Gu Ruxi's delicate cheeks, scraping like a knife. The scene just now had completely shattered his future dreams, and he really didn't know where her safe haven was.

She was wet, like a stray kitten on the streets, and she could only curl up under the eaves of the house, her limbs shivering from the cold, and the cold was to the bone.

She retains the only trace of clarity, but she still can't go to the crowded place, and when all the shops are closed, maybe she can really hide in a corner of the mall like a homeless person, and wait for tomorrow.

Yes, when tomorrow comes, she will start again, she will stay away from Goofy, she will definitely leave this city, go to a strange city, no one knows her, and she doesn't want to know anyone. She encouraged herself like this, with a sense of self-deception.

Yes, everything will be fine.

However, she was dizzy by the winter rain, and in the midst of deception and self-encouragement, it was more like a kind of self-destruction. Regardless of it, let yourself be willful for once.

I don't know if it's cold on my body or my heart, it's biting.

Jolin, do you know how much I love you? Why are you hitting me in this way at this time, and why are they all so cruel?

She wrapped her hands tightly, she was like a little match girl in the cold, looking for a trace of warmth with her own thoughts in the cold. The match girl has at least one match than her, and the match has loved her relatives in her dreams.

And she has nothing, whether in reality or in dreams.

The delicate body is like losing its soul, numb step by step.

Where are you going?! Where else can she go?!

Gu Ruxi felt that her whole body was heavy, her head was getting dizzier and dizzier, and her brain was becoming more and more difficult to concentrate on the problem, and suddenly she stumbled and fell hard into a puddle of sewage, splashing a puddle of cement.

She struggled in this puddle of cement, covered in mud and dirt, like a beggar begging for food, prostrate on the ground, and heaven and earth had abandoned her.

The salty blood flowed through the corners of her lips, and the smell made Gu Ruxi feel even more uncomfortable.

She half-squatted at the corner of the alley, found a corner of safety, the only trace of warmth, hugged her knees, and buried her head.

She even cried out in pain: "What the hell is it for? Why did God treat me like this? I'm not convinced, I'm really unwilling......"

Gu Ruxi finally cried loudly, as if venting all her dissatisfaction and complaints that she had suppressed for many years.

The sound of the rain crashing on the road covered her, and it didn't matter if there was more dirty water.

Cars sped past her, unbeknownst to them, as the person they were anxiously looking for was huddled in such a dark corner sobbing.

I don't know how long it has been, and she doesn't bother to care, waiting for tomorrow, after tomorrow, she will leave here, and everything here will be cut off.

She can't go to the hotel now, because she knows that once he stays in the hotel, her whereabouts will be discovered by the Zhao family, and she doesn't want to go back even if she is humble and lowly, because she is herself, and she will control her life from today onwards.

Her head was really heavy, she leaned her head against the wall, and gradually lost consciousness, could it be the little match girl......