Chapter 50: Unbearable
Zhao Lingfeng looked at Gu Ruxi with a gloomy look, and felt very sad, he laughed because of her laughter, cried because of her crying, and didn't know when his heart had been placed on Gu Ruxi's body. He himself was completely unaware, perhaps this kind of careful thinking had begun to take root in the depths of his heart.
Seeing her appearance, his heart was heavy now.
So Zhao Lingfeng involuntarily walked over to her, pulled out a chair, sat opposite him, and looked at her with concern, his current identity and her identity should not be too close, so even so, he couldn't help it, and tried to get closer to her.
His voice was very gentle, a moment of anxiety, a moment of gentleness, turned into a strong love: "After eating, go back to the room, rest for a while, everything is good at home, I will accompany you to the small garden for a walk in the evening, the air in the garden is fresh, maybe you can forget the unpleasant mood." ”
Gu Ruxi held the spoon's hand and looked at him gratefully.
She couldn't bear to let her friends be frightened because of her affairs, and there were some things that she felt she could bear alone, without affecting her. Because she knew that Zhao Yijing was the overlord in this family, she really didn't want to embarrass other people too much.
Gu Ruxi smiled at him, "Thank you, big brother, I will have a good rest after eating." I'm not sure if I don't get on the fire tonight, because you know, I want to get some good sleep, or I'll make an appointment with you another day, how about it? ”
"Okay, you take care of your body, that's the most important thing. This family structure is very complicated, what can help you, just tell me, don't make decisions alone, wouldn't it be nice to have one more person to discuss some things. Unless you treat your big brother as an outsider, instead of being your own real big brother. ”
Zhao Lingfeng saw her like this, and his heart was slightly throbbing, he knew what happened yesterday, but Gu Ruxi was deliberately reluctant to mention this matter, so he didn't ask, he had to wait for the right time and understand it clearly before asking, he respected Gu Ruxi very much.
After a while, he deliberately showed that he was in a happy mood, and he wrote into the group to maintain a kind of affection for each other, and the feelings even had a kind of humility.
"The sunshine is very good today, do you want me to tell you a joke, and you can be in a happy mood for a day."
Gu Ruxi was very moved, because she knew that her eldest brother's concern for her now was not only a friend, but also a sense of gratitude from relatives, and she felt that she could get the warmth of her relatives at this moment, which made people feel a kind of warmth.
"One winter afternoon, a beautiful woman went to the vegetable market and saw an uncle selling melons. She walked over and asked, "Boss, is your melon sweet?" The old man glared at her with a dark face, ignoring him. didn't feel that he seemed to be deceived, and yelled at him with dissatisfaction: "Other people's melons are sweet, not sweet, no money, don't say anything, it is estimated that there is definitely a problem" As soon as he heard this, the uncle replied to her angrily: "Get out!" Lao Tzu sells bitter gourd! ”
Gu Ruxi smiled slightly, knowing that she was not in the mood to laugh at this time, but she still couldn't make his eldest brother feel sad, because at this time, it could be seen that he was trying his best to please her, so she felt that this matter should be better.
"Brother Xie, this joke is very interesting, I sound like it's funny, I'm in a good mood now." Gu Ruxi asked, but he really didn't want to continue listening to these jokes, because what he needed now was to think about how to go in the future, but now it was more about doing these things without so much pleasure.
Zhao Lingfeng looked at him casually, or he looked absent-minded, and he was still very sad in his heart, he knew that Gu Ruxi was dealing with him, and he was still not happy.
But when he saw clearly that her eyes contained tears, he didn't know how to deal with it, he didn't even know how to comfort him, he just looked at him stunned, he was very sad, I don't know why that kind of sad mood has never been there for so many years, he just wanted to hug her together and comfort her, but in reality he couldn't do anything.
"Gu Ruxi." He whispered to her, and that kind of heart contained a thousand kinds of tenderness.
There are a thousand knots in the heart.
Gu Ruxi didn't know how to face his concern for a while. She only felt that her current identity was embarrassing.
She tried very hard to communicate with him about the past, but he was really not in the mood now, because her current mood had not recovered from yesterday's emotions, so she tried to smile at him, but she couldn't do it, the more she laughed, the more sad she felt in her heart.
"Big brother, thank you for your kindness, I may be tired during this time, so my mood may occasionally have twists and turns, you know, after marrying into your Zhao family, many things are not as simple as I imagined, so I think I have to adapt to this kind of life, so I'm sorry big brother, I may have to go upstairs."
In the past, she was just a student, and Zhao Yijing was her high school teacher. The relationship between the two of them is very good, and Gu Ruxi often scolds him and asks him to release water for himself.
Now that they are related, this relationship is now super awkward, and her current chaotic thoughts need to be sorted out.
But now......
Gu Ruxi turned her head over, she couldn't bear it anymore, she just nodded to him.
"I'm sorry big brother, I may have eaten enough this morning, or you eat slowly, I'll go upstairs to rest for a while, I think my head is a little heavy now, just take a rest, goodbye big brother" She whispered?
There was so much going on, and she needed to think about it on her own now, not knowing how to deal with her former friends.
Zhao Lingfeng looked at her back as she secretly hurt herself, his gentle gaze gradually converged, and his eyes were very sharp and cold.
His brother can't give him any happiness in any sense, then he will never have any scruples again, he will definitely let her get happiness, this time he will not hesitate again!
……
When Gu Ruxi ran upstairs, he was at the corner of the stairs when he heard a voice.
"Miss Gu, please keep it."
When Gu Ruxi heard the voice, she turned her head to look, of course she didn't have to turn her head, she also knew where this voice came from, it was too familiar, and it was so familiar with a little hatred.
Gu Ruxi also raised her chin and looked at him high, he was in the Zhao family now, but like a stray puppy, she had a backbone, her backbone was still there, and it was not interrupted.
Ye Feng saw her attitude and smiled secretly, it seems that this Miss Gu is not such a gentle person as she imagined, but a very stubborn person, stubborn makes people sometimes have a trace of annoyance.
However, Ye Feng has seen the ups and downs of the world, so the words are both a change and the way he is treated now, but he still maintains the demeanor of a general who is a housekeeper, and he does not care too much about him, maybe many things are not that he is unwilling to care, but his demeanor and his status determine what he does.
"Miss Gu, how is Sanshao's physical condition? He didn't come down for breakfast today, is he not feeling well? Ye Feng asked directly, it was not very convenient for him to go to the Third Young Master now, because he still knew the temper of the Third Young Master, he just asked this one frantically.
Gu Ruxi was silent for a while, he even felt that he didn't have much of a desire to communicate with this housekeeper, and even there would be an obstacle to their communication: "Won't he come down to eat by himself when he's hungry?" I'm not his butler, how can I manage him, and he never lets me take care of it, so I really don't know if he's hungry, or you can go up and see for yourself. ”
Ye Feng frowned, raised his head and looked in the direction of the door, "The third young man may be easily injured yesterday, nonsense, Miss Lao Gu has to take care of it more, if there are any problems, please Miss Gu notify us in time, we will arrange for a doctor to come to the doctor, you also know the character of the third young master, so I ask you to take care of it a little more." ”
Gu Ruxi didn't want to have a fixed entanglement with him in this matter, and nodded, indicating that she understood this matter, but whether to do it or not was his own business.
After that, she was ready to go upstairs in the morning.
Gu Ruxi has seen everything very clearly, it is not as simple as she imagined, so the role played by everyone is wearing a deep mask, even if it is the housekeeper in front of her, even if she is polite to her, everything seems to be respectful.
However, there is still arrogance in his bones.
"Miss Gu," Ye Feng shouted at her, "Sometimes life is very long, sometimes life is also very short, but if you want to live in this family for a long time, then please take care of the third young master, the third young master is the only one who can protect you, if you can't even take care of the mountain, then you can't stand in this family." ”
The so-called tone also carries a faint warning and hint.
Finally showing the fox's tail, right?
Tearing off the mask of hypocrisy, in fact, it is still for the sake of their third young master himself, but it is still a high-value order for them, but it is just a tool to take care of people, and it is still a commodity.
Gu Ruxi bit her lower lip tightly, and her hand on the stairs was slightly forced. Slowly turning around, he pulled out a forced smile and stared straight at him.
"Steward Ye, whether you listen to it or not, or not, in this family, the third young master has the right to live his own life, of course, I also have this right to live, unless you can drive me away from here, maybe it will be better."