Chapter 235: No one can control her life, except herself
Lu Liangzhou in private doesn't have any shelves, he is casual and casual, and he doesn't seem to be stable at all.
But as soon as he stood on the stage, as soon as the gathering lights were sprinkled, he suddenly seemed to be a different person, becoming serious and enthusiastic, and radiant.
The whole stage performance is vividly played, and every move can pull the nerves of people cheering for him.
His rock 'n' roll has a strong unstoppable, uncompromising insolence courage.
Just like his free rebellious nature, who is not bound by rules.
From Xie Qi's field of vision under the stage, you can see the delicate undulating lines of his side face, and his jet-black hair is scattered on the bridge of his tall nose.
He clutched the microphone in his hands, his guitar in his hand, and the deep voice flowed from his lips and teeth, lingering in her ears for a long time.
This voice....
Xie Qi was in a trance, because his ears were not like normal people, and he needed hearing aids temporarily.
So sometimes when she listens to other people, it's like a signal is a little interrupted, and it comes in slowly.
But only his voice could easily reach his ears.
And then it left an indelible mark on her heart.
She watched, and suddenly a huge sour feeling welled up in her eyes.
From the opening performance between Qiao Nian and Huo Shen just now, when she saw Qiao Nian untie the cloth tied to her eyes and throw it into the air.
Xie Qi's heart jumped violently.
Then now listening to Lu Liangzhou's free and wanton rock, her palms tightened more and more, and her shoulders stepped down.
She was born to a ruthless father because of an accident in her ear.
Unable to satisfy his vanity of being able to cultivate a musical genius, he chose to abandon her.
There are also patriarchal mothers' families, where the reason for the father's departure from home is all on the daughter.
All the while, she carefully hid her fear that she might be about to wear hearing aids for the rest of her life.
Obedient and optimistic to face family and classmates.
However, she was not happy at all.
She was very depressed.
She didn't understand why she was wasting all her time on things she didn't like!
Why do you want to live so tremblingly and flattering people who don't like you!
Not happy!
She's not happy at all!
Xie Qi's tears flowed silently, and he had accumulated resentment that he didn't dare to vent in his heart for many years.
At this moment, it was finally vented.
She blamed her father for being selfish, just for his own selfish desires, so he abandoned the father-daughter relationship.
blamed her mother for being indifferent, only pressing the problem on her, and refusing to give her any love.
However, it is myself who should be blamed the most.
It was she who fixed herself in a weak self-setting and did not dare to come out.
No one put a knife around her neck, except herself.
No one can control her life but herself.
She didn't understand this until today.
"Cutie, what's wrong with you?"
Sheng Jiuran, who was standing on the side, turned around and saw the water flowing in Xie Qi's eyes, and was startled.
"It's fine."
Xie Qi rubbed his eyes, raised his eyes again, and the water in his eyes was as bright as stars, "I just figured out something." ”
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A grand performance is over, and the evening party of the school sports meeting is over.
Everyone, including the principal and teachers, has yet to recover from tonight's finale.
The students holding their mobile phones all lowered their heads and shared the highlights of the party they had shouted excitedly all night on major platforms.
One by one, the transmission and forwarding, on the developed network, are quickly transmitted.