Volume 1 Night Castle Chapter 80 First Love Seems to Be Over
"Don't talk about it."
His cold tone and resolute release of his hands made Han Qingluo stunned.
"I thought you understood me, but you misunderstood me." Jin sighed and lowered his head, as if he didn't dare to look at her tears, or angry, "I'll take the time to come out to find you...... But you ...... Alas, forget it! ”
"Click!"
Looking at the closed door, Han Qingluo finally couldn't hold it anymore, turned around, lowered his head and looked at Xiao Hei who was sleeping in his arms, and in his lowered eyes, tears still couldn't hold back and escaped from his sockets. As if to comfort himself, he kept stroking Xiao Hei's fur with his hands......
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After walking out of the kitchen in a distraught, Jin couldn't find where to go for a while, and just came out of the magic research room, he didn't want to go back, so he simply wandered aimlessly among the empty lawn.
The withered grass under his feet had long since blended with the brown soil, and it looked depressed and cold. Kicking over a bulging dirt bag, Kim stopped, sighed in relief, and was about to turn around when he bumped into a familiar face. After hesitating for a moment, he still opened his mouth and called her name: "Elsa." ”
Aisha smiled at him, "Lord Kim, is there something bothering?" ”
"Nope." Kim smiled, wanting to bypass her and leave. But Aisha grabbed her arm: "Lord Jin doesn't want to see me like that?" ”
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The cold winter wind whistled through the windows and blew on the two faces. They all looked into the distance, and their hearts were heavy.
There was a long silence.
The woman finally spoke: "Calculate carefully, we haven't seen each other for a long time, and it's ...... It's been a long time since I've said a word. ”
"You're already a member of Lord Jue." The man looked stunned when he heard this familiar words, and replied calmly.
"So, you're going to abandon me like this all the time?" Aisha turned her head to look at the familiar and unfamiliar face, and the gentleness of the past could no longer be found in this cold face.
"You broke the agreement first." It's still apathy.
Aisha smiled bitterly: "Anyway, the process is not important, you only value the result." You don't understand my pain, but you think I've betrayed you. ”
Kim turned his face to look at her in surprise, and the weak, timid and obedient girl seemed to have become different. She was calm and sharp at the moment, and her accusation word by word was like another person: "It seems that you have learned a lot by following Lord Jue." ”
"I should have seen a lot after leaving you." Aisha said calmly, staring directly into the blue eyes that had once been tender as water.
Jin seemed to be burned by her gaze, difficult to face, or guilty, turned his head away, and his cold tone changed: "Then why are you still coming to me, I am not a qualified blood relative." ”
"What if I propose to Lord Jue that I want to return to you?" Aisha looked at Kim's side face with burning eyes.
The expression on his face froze, and Kim looked back at Aisha in surprise, her determined gaze making him a little flustered. Step away from the window, keeping a certain distance from her, until the feeling of restraint is a little less, and then say "no".
"Why? Do you hate me? Aisha followed him closely and came behind him, "Then why did you give me tenderness in the first place?" ”
In the face of Aisha's voice questioning, Jin knew that he was sorry for Aisha first, so he could only treat it in silence. He is not as ruthless as he imagined, he will still feel guilty and sympathetic. If Aisha hadn't escaped in the first place, would she still be put on the cold operating table by herself as if nothing happened?
"I know all the truth, I also know that you are an amorous person, I know that your ruthlessness is pretended, don't be so indifferent to me, I am your only bloodline, are you willing?" As she spoke, Aisha hugged Kim from behind, her face full of sadness, "Do you know that I am really sad that you have left me for so long, and I miss you so much." ”
It wasn't until the pair of soft breasts touched his chest that Jin grabbed her hand, pushed her close body, and regained his senses: "Elsa, what do you want to do?" ”
Aisha sighed sadly, "Can't you even give a hug?" ”
"Come to the attic with me, if it's for these trivial things, there's no need to talk about it." Coldly dropping a sentence, Jin stepped away.
Aisha didn't hold him, she walked to the window helplessly, her eyes were attracted by a figure, her pursed lips suddenly hooked up a smile, and she immediately turned to chase gold.
"Kim, wait for me!"
As soon as he stepped out of the entrance of the attic, his arm was suddenly pulled, and Jin Zheng wanted to take off Aisha's hand that tightly wrapped his arm, but he was frightened by Aisha's "Sister Luo". His eyes were locked on the bloated figure, forgetting the movements of his hands.
Han Qingluo, who originally ran out to look for gold, didn't see the two of them, and her heavy hat blocked her vision. Listening to Elsha's voice, I looked around, and saw Elsa holding Jin affectionately and calling out to her.
His brows twisted, but Han Qingluo still breathed a sigh of relief, and slowly approached them.
"Luo, listen to me." As soon as her figure got closer, Kim couldn't wait to explain.
Han Qingluo looked at the two figures that were close together, but a smile bloomed on his calm face, and he said as if he didn't care: "Explain what?" What's wrong with blood relatives and the only blood being together? ”
"I'm ......" Jin pulled Aisha's hand away, and hurriedly grabbed Han Qingluo's wrist, but she threw it away.
"Am I bothering you?" The gaze deliberately looked up, where they had been alone before. Returning his gaze to the two of them, Han Qingluo still tried to keep smiling.
"Sister Luo, don't get me wrong, I have something to do with Lord Jin, it's not what you think." Aisha spoke out inappropriately and preemptively interrupted Kim Jong's mouth.
Looking at the girl in front of her with skin like clotted fat and bright teeth and bright eyes, Han Qingluo understood what it meant to be a beauty like a scorpion, when she first saw her, her innocent and weak appearance was very different from the current pretentious green tea appearance, and secretly sighed that she was really good at disguise and deceived herself. couldn't help but mock: "Shut up, you're really good at pretending!" ”
Aisha's little face instantly became difficult to look at, and her mouth moved but she still didn't say half a word, so she could only hold back, and her chest rose and fell in anger.
Not wanting to see the two of them again, Han Qingluo turned around and walked away quickly from this sad place that made her breathless.
"Things really aren't what you think!" Jin threw off Aisha and caught up with Han Qingluo, grabbed her wrist, and couldn't shake her off.
"You let go!" Han Qingluo shouted sharply.
"Don't let it go!"
After some struggle, he still couldn't break free from Jin's bondage, Han Qingluo took a deep breath and looked at him sternly: "Didn't she be in the Night Castle early in the morning?" ”
King paused for a moment and said deeply: "Yes!" ”
"Very well, so what else needs to be said?" Han Qingluo nodded and struggled to break free again. If you can't break free, you will pull Jin and rush forward. Afraid of hurting her, Kim had to let her pull him all the way to trot behind.
"Can't you just calm down and listen to me?"
"Can't!"
"Then what did I say when you were alone with Lord Jue in the attic?"
This sentence really made Han Qingluo stop, and turned to face Jin: "I'm sad that I will go to the roof of the attic to blow the wind and relieve it, if you don't come to me, forget it, you still suspect me and him, it was just a coincidence that day." ”
"I'm looking for you, you're not here!"
"Really?" Han Qingluo sighed, "That's why you didn't come to me after drinking all night, do you know that I waited for you for a night?" ”
"Is it that if I don't come to you, you will never come to me?"
"Yes!" Han Qingluo was dizzy.
Hearing her answer without hesitation, Jin instantly felt that there was no point in paying for her silently, and in the end she was so misunderstood.
"Well, it turns out that everything is my own passion." Kim let go of her hand, his face full of loneliness and disappointment. Without the slightest nostalgia, he turned and left. Aisha, who was waiting for the opportunity to enter, grabbed Kim, who glanced at her, sneered and did not push her away.
Seeing the two of them drift apart until they disappeared from sight, all of Han Qingluo's strength was shattered into tears sliding down her cheeks, salty and wet stimulating her taste buds and making her taste the bitterness of love.
It turns out that in love, all people are equal.
She used to think that she was special, and those contradictions in other people's mouths would not happen to her, and her personality would not be affected in any way. However, when she really thought about it, she found that her love was the same as other people's - the same sweet, the same sour, the same salty, the same bitter, the same suspicion and misunderstanding......
The wind quickly dried the warm tears on her cheeks, and the chill penetrated her skin and stiffened her body, but also cooled her heart.
Wrapped in a cool hand, he wiped away the sticky tears on his cheeks at will, Han Qingluo moved his stiff feet, sucked his wet nose, tightened his coat, and walked back with his body bent.
Sitting back on the warm stove and rubbing his cool hands, Han Qingluo looked at the beating flames and fell into memory......
The first time I felt his liking was the night I became a teacher, and at that time I still had some concerns, and I didn't dare to accept his euphemistic confession, so I could only use my friends to avoid the topic.
In the following relationship, the tacit fit made her gradually like this hundred-year-old blood boy, although she is now a girl in her teens, but her soul is already an adult in her twenties. I never fell in love in my previous life, but I haven't watched a lot of sweet love dramas, and she understands everything she should know.
Now, after so much experience, she wonders if they would not have come to this point if they had insisted on being friends in the first place. Adhering to the original intention to carry forward your martial arts, is there not so much to do. The irascible man-in-law who used to shout and kill at every turn seems to have become a sentimental little woman.
In the first spring of life, the sweet first love seems to have stopped today.
Touching the hot cheeks, reason returned to his head, Han Qingluo thought that his love was lost by his stubbornness, and Xiao San seemed to have successfully taken the place, thinking of this, he couldn't help but hide his face and smile bitterly.
"Alas...... My first love seems to be over......"