However, she is not He Chuan, some things cannot be empathized, He Chuan may also have his own difficulties, but Xin Gan feels that there are some things, in fact, two people can communicate, if they really have the determination to be together, no matter what happens, they can face it together and find a way together, instead of giving up unilaterally, this is for the good of each other.

What the other party wants is to be with you, no matter how difficult it is, there will always be a way to solve it.

Cheng Hui is still young, she will drill the horns of the bull, and no one can persuade her.

Xin Gan was also anxious, firstly because he was pitiful for Cheng Hui's young age, and secondly, he felt that He Chuan was too decisive and there was no room for recovery, so he forced Cheng Hui to go through these hurdles.

If Cheng Hui can't get by, what really happens, who can be responsible?

Yongcheng's affairs are being dealt with, after Jiang Meng begged him, he kept texting him to beg him to let her go, her grandmother is about to have surgery, and there must be no more problems with the money.

Wait until her grandmother's condition stabilizes. She will turn herself in with the police/prosecutor and explain the truth of the matter.

Cheng Yan didn't reply, he found someone to find Jiang Meng's bank card flow, there is indeed a sum of money of unknown origin, it should be the money that He Cheng bought her to make a false certificate, this money is the cost of Jiang Meng's urgent need for her grandmother's surgery.

It's life-saving money.

But the source of this life-saving money is not bright.

The impact of this incident on Xingan can also be large or small, and it cannot be hasty.

Xin Gan accompanied Cheng Hui abroad and met his classmates from his former school, one of whom was a psychiatrist, a compatriot, surnamed Ye, Xin Gan just told him about Cheng Hui's situation, and Dr. Ye proposed to see Cheng Hui.

Xin Gan found a convenient time and said hello to Cheng Hui in advance, but did not directly indicate that the other party was a psychiatrist, but said that he would introduce her to friends.

Xin Gan was there, Cheng Hui was in a better state, at least he didn't reject it, so he nodded.

On the weekend, Dr. Ye came to the hospital and brought some small gifts to Cheng Hui by the way.

Cheng Hui was very vigilant, and after seeing Dr. Ye himself, he was a little afraid to pull the quilt to cover his face, obviously fearful.

To understand her condition, Dr. Yip must ask her living environment, especially after arriving in Lundun.

Xin Gan comforted Cheng Hui beside him, and after comforting him for a while, Cheng Hui relaxed a little, slurred his words, and said, "I'm not happy, I'm here, I'm uncomfortable." “

Dr. Ye listened patiently, understood, nodded, and said, "Then do you have anyone you hate?" Or the thing? “

"Yes." Cheng Hui lowered his head, "There are many classmates in the class, they don't like me, and I don't like them either." “

"Would it be better if we changed classes?"

"No, nasty people are there all the time."

Doctor Ye smiled: "Then do you hate me too?" “

Cheng Hui: "No. You're a doctor, I know, you're here to save me. “

She used the word "rescue", and Dr. Ye was slightly surprised, and said, "Do you think you need to be saved?" “

"Yes." Cheng Hui stared at him tightly, as if he had been struggling in the stagnant water for a long time, and finally saw hope, "I need it." “

……

Xin Gan sent Dr. Ye out, and the two of them walked out of the ward, and Dr. Ye said, "Her condition is not too serious, but if she is left alone, it may become very serious." Fortunately, she herself is quite sober, knows that her situation is wrong, and wants to be rescued, so she will use the word rescue. “

Xingan's heart beat faster as he listened, and he couldn't help but worry, "So what to do?" “

"Don't worry, who made us classmates, her business, leave it to me."

"I'm sorry for you, don't worry about the cost, I'll follow your charging standard."

After all, people make money by this profession, and asking him to help is not a free obligation, and they must pay for it.

Dr. Ye smiled embarrassedly: "Don't worry, I still don't believe you?" I'll treat her for a while first and see the results. I can't live up to the trust of my old classmates. “

"Anyway, thank you," said Xingan. She was willing to talk to you so much just now, she should believe you. “

Dr. Yip sensed the pressure, "It's too polite. “

After a week, Dr. Ye came four or five times, and at first he did all psychological counseling, and did not prescribe medicine, he meant that if he could not prescribe medicine, he would not prescribe medicine, not all mental illnesses would be better if he took medicine, but would cause greater damage to the liver, if psychological counseling could solve it, then do not prescribe medicine for the time being.

Xin Gan stayed in Lundun for a long time, and when the local classmates heard that she was back, they all came to get together with her.

Dr. Ye said that this is a good opportunity, and it is okay to take Cheng Hui back to go out more to contact and lift, so you can just wait quietly without talking.

Since the school is one of the places that makes her unhappy, then don't go to it first, and then go back to class when she is well, anyway, it will be a class, and she can't learn, it is a waste of time.

Xingan said yes.

She contacted Mrs. Cheng, who had no opinion and agreed.

So soon, Cheng Hui stopped going to school.

In order to better take care of Cheng Hui, Xingan rented an apartment, she and Cheng Hui lived together, and could take care of her and accompany her at any time.

Xin Gan took her to his classmate's house as a guest, Cheng Hui stayed by her side very quietly, and when she went, Xin Gan did not tell her classmates about Cheng Hui's situation in advance, and hoped that they would not have to take care of Cheng Hui and treat her as a normal person, so that Cheng Hui would not feel pressured.

This was also recommended by Dr. Yip, and of course, Dr. Yip was also there.

During this time, Liang Yang also came back to look for the process a few times, met Xin Gan, and also knew her identity.

Liang Yang's number of visits also became more frequent, as if he was not very welcome in the process, Liang Yang also saw it, and when Xin Gan was not there, just the two of them, Liang Yang quietly asked her: "Do you think I'm annoying, I came to see you, aren't you very happy." “

Cheng Hui's expression was faint: "No, I'm very happy, but I can't laugh." “

"Little girl, it's a lie, you just think I'm annoying, if you're not happy, then I won't come to you in the future."

Cheng Hui said: "I told you too much before. I'm afraid you don't keep it a secret. “

"No, it won't." Liang Yang looked at her directly, "Since you told me, then I won't tell others, and no one will say anything." “

"You promised."

"I promised." Liang Yang smiled, "You won't drive me away now, will you?" “

"Then can you come back when you're full before you come next time, my sister-in-law can't cook, I don't want her to work so hard."

Liang Yang felt that she was disgusted that he came to eat every time, and she was embarrassed to ask him for food, so she was unhappy.

Liang Yang and Cheng Hui are very close, and Liang Yang is also very good to Cheng Hui, always changing ways to make her happy, of course, occasionally making her unhappy.

In Xin Gan's eyes, she always felt that Liang Yang had a good impression of Cheng Hui, and she was not very relieved, afraid that something would happen again.

Xin Gan stayed in Lundun for a long time, and wanted to go back to Yongcheng to deal with the affairs of the studio, so he told Cheng Hui, Cheng Hui told her to go back with confidence, don't worry, Liang Yang accompanied her.

Xingan became more and more worried, but the flight did not wait for anyone, she still left, thinking that she would go to the studio to have a look, and if there was nothing to do, she would rush back to Lundun.

Not long after Xin Gan returned, Jiang Meng came to find her, and also knew her mobile phone number, so he found her directly.

Jiang Meng is the girlfriend that Cheng Yan talked about in college, and Xin Gan himself is clear about this matter, and Jiang Meng was also there at that class reunion.

Jiang Meng asked her to meet near the university town, Xin Gan didn't want to go at first, because Jiang Meng had made a false testimony, so He Cheng was okay now, and he was still very chic, but Jiang Meng said that she wanted to talk to her, very simply.

So Xingan went.

Jiang Meng seems to have dressed up specially, she is actually very good-looking, but her age is here, and the wrinkles at the end of her eyes cannot be eliminated with more skin care products, and she has no energy to go to the beauty salon to do any scar removal surgery, let alone have no conditions.

When she saw Xin Gan, her expression was bitter, she smiled, and thought to herself, men are really the most direct animals in the world, no matter how old men are, they like young and beautiful girls.

Cheng Jiu's kind of man is no exception.

He likes Xingan, probably because he is young and beautiful.

When Xin Gan is the same age as her, will Cheng Jiu still like it as much as he does now?

Jiang Meng felt that Xin Gan was her back then, and when the novelty passed, Xin Gan would not stay with Cheng for long.

She is convinced.

"I thought you wouldn't come." Jiang Meng stood up and stretched out her hand like her.

Xin Gan shook it politely, and said lightly, "You came out of me, is there anything wrong?" “

Jiang Meng looked her up and down, and said with a smile: "Talk to you about Cheng Jiu, I didn't have a chance a few times before, but today is a rare opportunity, I don't want to miss it, so I want to talk to you." “

On such a cold day, Jiang Meng also wore a coat, very thin, and her hair was tied up at random, without taking care of it, wearing light makeup, looking better, not so embarrassed.

Xingan didn't dress up. She is directly without makeup, even if she is without makeup, she is better looking than Jiang Meng, so in Jiang Meng's opinion, she is more and more young and unscrupulous.

"What are you talking about?" Xingan was a little curious, what else could she talk about? Talking about Cheng Zheng? What to talk about him?

She knew everything she should know, and Cheng Zhen didn't hide it from her.

Jiang Meng invited her to sit down and chat, and the two of them sat on the bench on the side of the road, Xin Gan tightened her neckline, and the wind blew a little cold.

"Miss Xin should know about my relationship with Cheng Jiu, I don't play dumb riddles anymore, I would have dated Cheng Jiu when I was in college, and the time was quite long. There was a year and a half. “

Cheng Jiu would have told her that he didn't say the details, and there was no need to say it, Xin Gan was not the one to ask the roots, so it was not interesting.

She has been abroad for so many years, and it is not in vain.

The marriage she and Cheng Zhen ordered, although she had been set since she was a child, but she had never seen him, the two of them can be said to have no emotional foundation, and he can not accept this family affair, and it is understandable that he is with other girls. So she wasn't angry, when she saw Cheng Jiu, he was thirty years old. If you haven't had a girlfriend, probably your sexual orientation will make people suspicious.

Jiang Meng observed her expression, couldn't understand it, pursed her lips, and continued: "Actually, it's been a long time since this matter, and there's no need to mention it, but let's just talk about it casually today." “

Xin Gan frowned, and there seemed to be a 'hmm'.

"I didn't expect to meet him after graduating for so many years, in fact, I still felt quite surprised, I was not the only one who liked him in school back then, like there were three girls in our dormitory who liked him, Miss Xin, don't be angry, he is so good, and it is normal for many girls to like him. I don't know how he would have taken a fancy to me and chosen me. Jiang Meng recalled the past, with many emotions in and out of the words, as well as imperceptible memorials.

To put it bluntly, she regretted breaking up with Cheng Zhen in the first place.

If he had worked harder, maybe she would be the one who was with him now.

It's just that she was too scared and insecure at the beginning. Now that I think about it, most of the time she has low self-esteem, and she feels that she is not worthy of Cheng Zheng, he is so good, if she meets a better person, then she will not become a joke?

Xingan was like a bystander, listening to her talk about the college meeting.

In terms of age, she also feels like an insurmountable hurdle, she doesn't know Cheng Ji when he was a student, and she doesn't know what he was like when he was a student, Cheng Hui said that he was very naughty and mischievous when he was a child, which was the opposite of her, because she lived independently very early, and developed her more independent and unbegging character, that is, the coldness in other people's mouths, saying that she did her own thing and was not easy to get along with.

"You don't know, he has a lot of friends, but he can play, don't look at him now serious, he used to be a different look. However, the school was strictly controlled, and he went out for training a lot, so I didn't have much time to see him, which may have been one of the reasons why he didn't like me so much later. “

Jiang Meng looked at her again. Although the expression is gentle, the eyes are already red, it seems to be unwilling, and it seems to be regretful, regretting what he did back then.

"I'm sorry to listen to me nag so much, when people get older, they always think of the past, especially the most important."

Xin Gan took out a pack of tissues from his bag and handed it to her, and said calmly: "I can understand, maybe I will be at your age, but no matter how nostalgic I am, the past has passed, and people have to look forward." “

Jiang Meng was stunned. Took her tissue, "Thank you." After a pause, he said, "I don't mean anything else, don't get me wrong, I just think it's ......."

"I know, and I can understand that." Xingan interrupted her, "But in fact, Cheng Zhen told me about these things you said, he confessed to me, he was in love in college, I actually didn't think there was anything wrong, in fact, I and he have been married since childhood, but I have never had the opportunity to meet, I went abroad to study early and never came back, and he will not accept this family business very much, I think too." “

When Jiang Meng and Cheng Yan were together, she more or less heard his friends around her mention his so-called baby kiss, but she didn't care, she was just joking, but she didn't expect it to be true.

Jiang Meng asked again: "Then how did you get married......

"I came to him after graduation, I want to quit my family, I want to go to see him, I don't want to marry a man I don't love, yes, I went to Beiyu to find him. After getting along for a while, I found that the other person was very good, and then I experienced some things, and I was reluctant to withdraw from the marriage, so I gave up the initial plan and married him. “

Xin Gan smiled with relief, "Miss Jiang, I am indeed very envious of the story you said, people often say that college love is the most unforgettable, and I think it is, so you will always remember it, but it is all in the past, I don't think this is anything, I didn't have time to participate in his past life." But he will have me in his future life, I didn't want to talk to you about these words, you said to talk about it simply, then I will also talk to you, Cheng Zhen only has me in his heart. “

In the past, Xin Gan absolutely disdained to say this to others, she thought that she was probably angry today, she could pretend to be calm on the surface, but she still minded in her heart.

Mind his past life, she didn't have time to participate.

So there are shadows of other people.

Jiang Meng's face was complicated, and he pondered for a long time, and said, "I know." “

The opportunity she gave up was to pave the way for others.

Cheng Zhen said back then that when he came back in a few years, he would get the certificate.

But she couldn't wait for him to come back, a woman's youth could have a few years, she couldn't wait, so she broke off with him.

And Xingan, went.

Jiang Meng looked at his rough hands, couldn't help it, and said, "If I went to Beiyu back then, wouldn't it be different today?" “

Xingan didn't answer her, this question shouldn't have been answered by her.

Xin Gan left first, Jiang Meng kept sitting on the chair, she hugged her knees, and couldn't help crying again.

I regret it, I regret it very much.

How quickly I gave up. How much I regret it now.

……

When Xingan returned home and bent down to take off her shoes, several cats immediately came over and rubbed her legs, meowing from time to time.

Xin Gan's heart was soft, he bent down to pick up one of them, and then sat on the sofa and petted the cat.

Cheng Yan came back early, opened the door, and saw Xin Gan holding the cat and watching TV.

He was overjoyed, put down the key and hurriedly stepped forward to hug her, "Why didn't you say a word when you came back?" “

"Aren't you busy? I didn't tell you. “

Cheng Ji hadn't been home for several days, knowing that she was coming back, but he didn't know the exact time.

Xingan put down the cat and pushed him away. was a little cold, and said, "You have a scumbag, I hurt from the sting, don't come here." “

Cheng Zhen twisted his eyebrows and touched his chin: "I've been too busy these days, I haven't paid attention, I'll shave later, let me hold it." “

"Don't." Xingan said.

Cheng Ji: "Huh? No? “

Xingan emphasized again, and shook his head: "I don't want to hug you." “

"What's wrong?" Cheng Zhen noticed that her tone was cold and hard, and it was rare for him to observe her expression vigilantly, but he couldn't see anything wrong.

"It's nothing, I'm tired, I'll go take a shower and sleep first, and you can solve it yourself after dinner."

Cheng Jiu's arms fell into the air, she didn't have any nostalgia, and went directly into the room, and the cats also walked in, and the bedroom door closed again, and he could only look at the closed door.

She must have been too tired.

Cheng thought about it.

……

Xingan took a shower, the wound on her wrist had already scabbed, but there was still a scar, the scar on her wrist was difficult to remove, she stared at it for a while, thinking about whether to get a tattoo to cover the scar.

As long as she washed, the cat waited at the bathroom door for as long as she came, and when she came out, she started meowing again.

Thinking that it was hungry, Xingan hurriedly changed his clothes, so he opened the door and asked him to go out and find cat food to eat.

Cheng Ji will be busy in the kitchen, and when she comes back, he will start cooking.

Xin Gan heard the movement in the kitchen, pursed her lower lip, and went back to the room, the phone will ring, she took it and looked, it was Jiang Meng who sent a text message over, saying: I'm sorry, I lied to the police/inspector, I know you must be very angry now, I asked you out today to apologize to you, I didn't expect the topic to go wrong, I have already told Cheng Zhen about the situation, and when my grandmother's operation is done, I will explain it clearly to the police/inspector, I hope you can understand me, I am really desperate.

Xingan was stunned for a long, long time.

Cheng Ji was still thinking about how to coax Xin Gan to come, made her favorite dishes, opened another bottle of wine, and used her housekeeping skills.

Xin Gan was actually even more angry, during the meal, she sat at the dining table, only drank a bowl of soup, ignored Cheng Jiu's various courtesies on the other side, and said that she was full after drinking the soup, and took the bowl into the kitchen. Put it in the sink and go into the room to rest.

Cheng Ji stopped talking, but he didn't know what to say, he didn't have the appetite to eat, and followed the bedroom with his hind feet.

Xingan lay on the bed, took a book to read, heard the door open, and gathered more and more energy to read, but could not read.

Cheng Yan pretended to pass by, went into the bathroom to take a bath, and came out after taking a shower, Xin Gan was still reading a book, not looking at him.

This atmosphere, no matter how dull it is, can feel that something is wrong.

Cheng Yan simply took her book away. Throw it on the table, sit next to her, look at her directly, and ask her, "Did I upset you somewhere?" “

Xin Gan's expression was faint: "No." “

"Didn't you?"

"Nope."

"Then you're not happy?"

Xingan didn't look at him, lifted the quilt to get the book on the table, and lay back on the bed to read.

Cheng Yan withdrew again, with a serious expression, "Speak." “

"I don't want to say it." He murdered her again, Xin Gan was even more unhappy, she only listened to those stories from Jiang Meng during the day, and the hero of the story would murder her, she suddenly felt that she was unreasonable, but she was uncomfortable in her heart.

Cheng Zhen twisted his eyebrows, his eyes sharp. "If you don't want to say it, you have to say it."

Xingan: "I'm not your discipline, I don't want to say it, I don't want to say it." “

Cheng Yan simply got started and pinched her chin, his eyes were still very fierce, but he didn't keep it, his tone softened first, and said, "What are you doing, what kind of temper are you making?" Tell me about it, let me hear it. “

The contrast between before and after is a bit big, Xin Gan didn't collapse, the corners of his mouth were deflated, and his mouth was stiff: "Why do you want to tell you." “

Cheng Yan sighed, and pressed his forehead against hers: "Good, who provoked you, you tell me the head office, right?" “

Who else could it be, who else could there be but you?

Xingan's jaw hurt when he pinched it, and she frowned, "It hurts." “

"Where does it hurt?" As soon as she said that it hurt, Cheng Yan immediately let go, checked up and down, and immediately held her injured wrist to check the injury, "It's already scabbed, does it still hurt?" “

"It's not that." Xingan said.

"Where's that?"

Xingan stared at him for a moment, took his hand, and put it in his fierce mouth, "This." “

Cheng Ji: "Hurt the murderer?" The clothes are tuo/, and I check if there are any injuries. “