Chapter 252: A Lonely God
Faced with Ren Yuan's sudden relenting words, Yu Qian was a little surprised. In his eyes, the monster in front of him, which bears countless notoriety, whether it is the hideous fanaticism in the face of battle, or the cynicism he usually shows, or the thunderous rage. All in all, no matter what the circumstances, they are full of confidence.
At this moment, the sudden softening was like a sudden change in person, Yu Qian couldn't adapt to this sudden change, and was a little confused for a while. Asked incredulously
"What did you say?"
"I said, what if I beg you?" Ren Yuan scolded with a smile: "Do you want to make me cheap?" Do you make you so happy when I ask you? β
"Well, that's not what I meant." Yu Qian said with some embarrassment: "I'm just a little unused to it..."
"Is that an exaggeration?"
"I don't understand, why are you, I mean it's necessary?" Yu Qian paused and said, "I'm just a name for Long Mu, and I haven't even finished half of the books you asked me to read. And to tell you the truth, I've almost forgotten what I saw earlier. β
"That's what I expected." Ren Yuan couldn't help but smile, and said, "It's very good if you can watch it." β
"And actually, you don't need any help from me, do you? I think that many times, I am more like a burden to you, but Jiang Ziwen is more useful. β
"Well, I don't deny this."
"Also, agreeing to let me be your dragon pastor means that the Ministry of Disasters agrees with you to act independently, right? What's more, after the order of the special clearance is opened, I have no value in existing, do I? Even those two nitrogen bombs in your heart don't pose a fundamental threat to you, and the only thing I have left is a joke. β
"Don't you know everything?" Ren Yuanqi said, "Before that, why were you so dissatisfied with me about using autumn carp foam as bait?" β
"I'm useless, I'm useless, it doesn't mean I'm happy and useless." Yu Qian said with a dark face, "Knowing that you are a waste, can you be a waste with peace of mind?" Besides, I didn't know at the time, but to that extent, it was acceptable from above, so I risked my life to do it. β
"Hahaha." Ren Yuan smiled without an image: "Aren't you just a good face?" β
"Can't you?"
"Okay, okay, of course. Our police officer Yu is a person who loves his job and dedicates himself to the people. If nothing else, this spirit alone is worthy of praise. Ren Yuan stopped laughing and said, "But I think you underestimate your role too much." You have to be much more important than you think. β
"If you have something to say, just say it, I'm tired of your going around in circles." Yu Qian was annoyed, and his words were already quite unhappy.
"I'm not kidding." Ren Yuan stretched out his hand and pressed the void, signaling Yu Qian not to be angry, and asked, "Do you remember that I told you that alien sources and people can't understand each other, right?" β
"Remember, so what?"
"So the Inhumans will have their own, independent reality. Essentially, this is also a manifestation of Inhuman's desire to blend into reality. Ren Yuan explained, "But it's like the embarrassment caused by hunters facing a situation that can't be solved by real means." It is equally impossible for an alien who is polluted by a foreign source to understand reality. And the means used for this is to consolidate one's own human reason by using the anchor of the heart. β
Speaking of this, Ren Yuan couldn't help but laugh at himself, "I've embraced the other source and still want to keep people reasonable, but it's just self-deception." People who do not fall will not fall even if they come into contact with the catalyst, and they will only die if they come into contact with a foreign source. Just like you, you've seen the world over there, but you're not fallen. β
"Perhaps, it's just because the impact I suffered wasn't severe." Yu Qian said half comfortingly, half humbly
"Maybe, it doesn't matter, anyway, as I always say, Inhumans are hopeless." Ren Yuan pointed to himself and said, "Then when it comes to me, what do you think of me?" β
"Look at you?"
"yes, what kind of alien do you think I am?" Ren Yuan smiled and asked, "Tell the truth, don't worry." β
"What do you want me to say..."Yu Qian pondered for a long time, and said uncertainly, "One doesn't seem reliable, but it's actually quite reliable." To be honest, I'm not very good at combining you with the rumored image, and most of the time you don't look that dangerous. β
"Your assessment is quite subtle." Ren Yuan chuckled lightly and said slowly, "However, all of this is fake. β
"Fake?" Yu Qian was stunned, "What do you mean?" β
"What you see, everything I show, is a show." Ren Yuan said softly, "I'm not alone, so I'm just working hard and acting like a person." Everything you see is just an image that I have created based on my experience and judgment. When to cry and when to laugh, it's just my acting. I don't even know what the real me looks like. β
"This? I don't understand. Yu Qian argued, "When it comes to interpersonal relationships, everyone is acting fakely, right?" I don't think there are many people who reveal their hearts. β
"No, it's different, you're still too naΓ―ve." Ren Yuan sighed lightly, "Even if you are good at disguising yourself, people who don't know themselves know when to hide and when they can't show their **." β
"However, for the aliens, their ** can't be understood by reality at all, so they have to use the selected heart anchor to forcibly construct the joys, sorrows, and sorrows that belong to human beings."
"But for me, I can't even find the ** that can't be understood by reality, and if I have to say it, I only want to die."
Looking at Ren Yuan, who had a vacant gaze in front of him, a chill suddenly rose in Yu Qian's heart. After a period of contact, he knew very well what a terrible monster was sitting in front of him. If his heart was really free from all shackles, he didn't dare to imagine what kind of disaster this was.
"So, you're more than just a tool for me, giving me a formal process. More importantly, it's a mirror that shows humanity, and I need to learn how to behave like a human being through you. Ren Yuan said seriously, "You know, I'm a very dangerous alien, and what I'm doing and doing is also a very dangerous thing. I need a human perspective to serve as my yardstick. β
"You know what? Actually, I'm not an A-class Inhuman. Ren Yuan looked at Yu Qian and said slowly, "If you follow what you said to the Ministry of Disasters, I am actually S-level." β
Because Yu Qian had already learned this secret from Nagidou's mouth before, he was not too surprised at this moment, but just looked at Ren Yuan with a fluttering look in his eyes.
"In the words of the Ministry of Disasters, I am an alien source, in the words of the Adventists, hehe." Ren Yuan smiled creepy, "In a sense, I'm a god." β
Yu Qian suppressed the panic in his heart and tried not to shake the expression on his face. When he heard that Ren Yuan was S-rank from Nagito before, he didn't panic too much. But with the deepening of his work and experience, he has become more and more aware of what kind of terrifying meaning is hidden behind this simple fact.
And Yu Qian knew very well that between the level of his knowledge in this area, the fear he felt was probably less than one billionth of the real one. When he really realized that a god was sitting in front of him, he realized that in history, why Ye Gong, who saw the real dragon, would flee in the wilderness, this is by no means a horror that words can express.
"You know what? God can't be wrong. Ren Yuan's deep voice echoed in the empty basement: "God will not understand man, nor will he obey man's will, let alone bear man's rights and obligations." For God, everything is illusory, and only Himself is real. β
So God can do whatever He wants, whatever God does is right, God will not be punished, and no one will be punished by God. Therefore God is also alone..."
"So God must not exist in the real world! Never! β
Ren Yuan spit out these words heavily, looked at the pale Yu Qian, and smiled slightly, "The me you see now is just me that I forced myself to think." If one day, I can't continue this game of self-deception, the real me will be completely exposed. β
"Now do you know how important you are as my dragon herd?"
"I see, do you want me to help a god and learn how to behave?" After Yu Qian said these words, he felt that he was about to be completely crushed by the invisible pressure. His limbs couldn't help but tremble slightly, and he asked unwillingly, "I don't understand, why me?" β
"Materialistly, it's a coincidence. To put it mildly, this is the arrangement of fate. Ren Yuan smiled lightly and said, "Of course, now you can also turn around and leave, I will never stop you." You won't be my last dragon pastor, and certainly not the shortest. If you push back the time before the establishment of the Ministry of Disaster Relief, I would never have more than four partners. β
"All this I have done and said today is just a message to you." Ren Yuan held down the table, leaned forward and said, "I recognize you as my partner, and I am willing to share my secrets with you." You know what I'm going to do, and now it's your turn to give me the answers. β
"Yu Qian, are you willing to be the yardstick by which I measure reality?"
"You said that." Yu Qian rose up and said in a trembling voice, "Strangers are not trustworthy, including you. So what you say today, should I believe? β
"Inhumans are not credible, this is just an objective fact, just like I am an inhuman is also an objective fact." Ren Yuan said slyly, "As for how to judge, this is your business, not something I have to worry about." β
"It's all fucking up." Yu Qian couldn't help but burst into a foul mouth: "You don't care about objective facts. β
"But you care, so what is your answer?" Ren Yuan asked with a smile
"Do I have a choice?" Yu Qian smiled bitterly, "Like you said, even if I don't stand with you, what I do is not the last straw that crushes the camel." And in the end, it's just a straw. Besides, if you take 10,000 steps back, someone has to be the ruler, and instead of sacrificing others, I'll do it. β
"You said yes?" Ren Yuan said with a smile
"No, I just didn't find a reason to refuse you." Yu Qian said solemnly, "When I think that there is something wrong with what you are doing, I will naturally make my choice. As for now, I don't think there's anything wrong with your behavior. β
"As for being so entangled." Ren Yuan smiled and complained, "You humans, it's really troublesome." Anyway, I think you said yes. β
"Is my opinion and position that important?" Yu Qian asked a little puzzled: "Is it worth your special confirmation?" β
"Don't you understand?" Ren Yuan teased, "You are indirect, influencing a god." β
"I'm honored then." Yu Qian sneered at each other
"So let's get down to business today." Ren Yuan raised the letter in his hand and said, "Let's take a look, what did that old guy Xia Yuchen find out, so that it gave him the confidence to lobby me." β