601 (Cliffless Arc: Memories)
Ling Shan said: "I actually want to tell her my true identity, but I don't know how to speak...... But just when I was thinking about how to tell her about this, she suddenly mentioned you Ling'er......
After hearing Ling Shan's name, Zi Ling'er looked at Ling Shan suspiciously, she was very curious, what was Wu Ningnuan's intention when she said it?
Ling Shan continued: "The reason why she said I didn't accept her, is it because of you? She said that it was because of you, so I didn't want to say what I wanted to say......" After Ling Shan finished saying this, he hesitated, "When I heard this, I was still wondering if it was because of this matter?" But while I was still thinking about it, she was about to leave......"
After Zi Ling'er listened to Ling Shan's words, she suddenly laughed, "And then? Did you meet me on the street after that? The two of us quarreled for no reason because of that incident? ”
Ling Shan nodded and said, "Yes, it was also from that day that I began to have my feelings for you......"
Zi Ling'er also had a wave of memories coming to her heart, feeling that time passed quickly, originally the two were so happy when they liked each other, but now......
Zi Ling'er had to choose scales, because this was what she promised to scales, so she could only draw a line with Ling Shan.
Every time Zi Ling'er thought about this, she felt an unnatural pain in her chest.
That kind of pain is different from being sick, it's just a slight pain, as long as you think that you can't be with Ling Shan anymore in the future, you will feel involuntary pain.
After a long time, Zi Ling'er began to try not to think about Ling Shan, and tried to keep her emotions in a stable state.
She didn't know if Ling Shan felt this way, so she asked Ling Shan.
"Now the real you, you should stay in the silver bracelet space...... But I still have a question for you. ”
Ling Shan, who was standing in front of Zi Ling'er, immediately lowered his head after hearing Zi Ling'er suddenly say this, waiting for Zi Ling'er to ask what he wanted to say.
"Will you resent me for what I said to you last time?"
Ling Shan shook his head, "I won't ......"
Zi Ling'er smiled and said, "Thank you......"
Ling Shan said: "I have no reason to resent you, you saved me...... He took me away from the Demon Temple, and found the scales, so that he could help me restore the shattered and even mutilated beast core...... I should have said thank you......"
Even if the Ling Shan in front of her was not the real Ling Shan, what Zi Ling'er didn't expect was that even if it was a fake Ling Shan, he could say such gentle words, which really moved Zi Ling'er very much.
Zi Ling'er smiled, looked at Ling Shan in front of him and said, "I know you're not him, but I also want to thank you." ”
Ling Shan said: "I am indeed not him, I am just the person you summoned in this space......
Zi Ling'er asked, "Can I summon the person I want to see in this space as I wish?" ”
Ling Shan explained: "Yes, it can be understood like you...... This space is as you ...... as you want."
When she heard this, Zi Ling'er was very happy.
Regardless of what is happening now, whether the space he is in is safe or not, but since he can meet Ling Shan here again, Zi Ling'er still feels very happy.
Since Zi Ling'er chose Scales, although the two of them are still as sparse and ordinary as usual, Zi Ling'er doesn't like the feeling of being with Scales very much.
Even if the relationship between Scales and Zi Ling'er is not ordinary, the two of them should have been born a natural pair, but Zi Ling'er always felt that this was too tiring.
If the scale is Zi Ling'er's brother, then Zi Ling'er will definitely accept it, but if the scale wants to let herself be with him, Zi Ling'er doesn't dislike the scale, it's just that her kind of liking for the scale is just an ordinary liking, and it hasn't risen to the kind of liking between lovers.
She finally liked someone, but the scale just told Zi Ling'er, you can't like that person, you have to choose the person you should like, and that person is me.
No one wants to accept this matter, and even complains, why did this matter fall on my head?
Because her identity is different from others, there are many burdens on Zi Ling'er's shoulders, and they are also very heavy, and it is not something that Zi Linger can choose how she wants.
And Zi Ling'er always knew what she was going to do.
Only by taking care of these things now can she use the rest of her time to do her own thing, but what Zi Ling'er has to do now is to improve her cultivation and make herself stronger.
Because only in this way, if you encounter something in the future, you can not ask for others.
This time, it was because Zi Ling'er begged for scales, so she had to agree to scales' request and chose to listen to scales, but she became that pathetic person.
For Zi Ling'er, the current situation is already very good for her.
Because now she at least doesn't have to worry about how to make herself like scales, because Zi Ling'er and they still have things to deal with now, and they don't have time to think about these things at all.
Thanks to this incident, Zi Ling'er was able to get along so well with the scales and didn't feel uncomfortable.
Zi Ling'er even wished that time would pass slowly, and she didn't want this matter to be completed soon, because after this matter was completed, she would have to face scales.
Because Zi Ling'er doesn't know how to face the scales herself......
This is the most annoying thing for her......
Ling Shan could see that Zi Ling'er seemed to be thinking something, because Ling Shan showed a look of concern, which made Ling Shan very concerned.
Ling Shan asked Zi Ling'er, "You seem to have something on your mind?" ”
Zi Ling'er sighed and said, "Yes...... But it's because of my own ...... that caused the situation."
Ling Shan asked Zi Ling'er, "Can you tell me about it?" ”
Zi Ling'er raised her eyes and looked at the fake Ling Shan in front of her with her head down and a friendly attitude, she didn't know why, but she actually felt that the feeling of irritability in her heart just now suddenly became a lot less.
Zi Ling'er thought to herself, since the Ling Shan in front of him was not the real Ling Shan, he was just imaginary by himself, since this was the case, then why couldn't he tell him what was in his heart?
After figuring out this matter, Zi Ling'er reluctantly agreed to Scale's request in order to help Ling Shan repair the injured beast core.
Ling Shan was in front of Zi Ling'er, looking at Zi Ling'er's side face telling the matter, his eyes seemed to be gentle like water, but in fact, he showed this kind of look because he felt sorry for Zi Ling'er.
After listening to Zi Ling'er's story, Ling Shan asked Zi Ling'er, "Do you regret it?" ”
Ling Shan thought that Zi Ling'er would hesitate to answer herself, but Zi Ling'er didn't hesitate at all, "No regrets!" ”
Ling Shan asked, "But what you show is regret?" ”
Zi Ling'er shook her head, "Ling Shan shouldn't lie there, and he shouldn't have suffered such a thing, although I pity Ling Shan, who suffered the pain of two beast core shatters......"
Ling Shan asked, "Just because it's pitiful?" ”
Zi Ling'er said: "I thought I just pitied him at first...... But when I saw that Ling Shan was so seriously injured and still alive tenaciously, I knew that Ling Shan had an obsession at that time......" As if thinking about something, Zi Ling'er said half of her words, and suddenly stopped.
Zi Ling'er's eyes suddenly turned slightly red, and she saw that tears were about to overflow out of her eyes, but Zi Ling'er still forcibly held back the tears with a deep breath.
Zi Ling'er said: "At that time, I really wanted to go and see Ling Shan, and when I saw Ling Shan's injuries all over his body, I could even feel Ling Shan's despair at that time. But after that, I saw Ling Shan's finger, and that finger had the agreement I made with Ling Shan, I originally thought that even my fingers would suffer the same damage on Ling Shan's scarred body, but when I saw that finger, I realized that I was wrong......
"Ling Shan's fingers are almost intact compared to other places, especially the one that binds my hair......" After Zi Ling'er finished saying this, she suddenly choked up, and the tip of her nose was sore.
Ling Shan, who was standing beside Zi Ling'er, hurriedly took out a handkerchief and handed it to Zi Ling'er when he saw Zi Ling'er's appearance.
When Zi Ling'er saw a handkerchief approaching her, she immediately reached out and caught the handkerchief and said thank you.
Ling Shan said: "So he is a very important existence in your heart...... Your feelings for him are more than simply pitiful? ”
Zi Ling'er said: "I have long admitted that I like him, but now the identity between us really does not allow me to like him......"
Zi Ling'er shook her head helplessly and looked at Ling Shan in front of her and said, "Ling Shan, he is a Spirit Venerable, even if he awakens the Holy Alien Attribute, he can't be a Alien Attribute...... This matter was told to me by Ziling, I want to return to the Sacred Continent in the future, because this continent does not welcome me, I, Scale, and Ziling are going back......"
"When we get to that day, I have to separate from Ling Shan, since I know that one day will come, then why don't I choose to draw a line with Ling Shan? Because only by doing this can I leave this Immortal Beast Continent without being so miserable......"
It would be very painful to miss someone, so Zi Ling'er would rather give up her liking for Ling Shan.
Because Zi Ling'er doesn't believe that love can surpass everything, as long as you love each other, you can be eternal.
Since they like each other, they must at least be equal, in the past, Zi Ling'er thought that she was not worthy of Ling Shan, but now, Zi Ling'er found that the truth turned out to be because Ling Shan was not worthy of herself......