Cheng Hui slowed down for a while: "I'm sorry to scare you." “

"You also know that it scared me, and my life was almost in your hands. If you don't come back to the process, why didn't you tell me if you had a stomach problem, I didn't know for so long, and I suddenly felt that my fiancé was quite derelict in my responsibility. “

This was serious, and Cheng Hui couldn't help it when he heard him say this.

He is actually quite good to her, he has a gentle personality, he has known her for so long, and he respects her feelings in all aspects, and she still feels good about him.

When two people get married, they don't necessarily want to be together because of love.

Cheng Hui felt that this was actually quite good, it was better than being with He Chuan.

The fiancé stayed with her for a while, and told her to take care of herself, especially to eat on time, not to stay up late, to break down her body, how to have children in the future.

When it came to the topic of giving birth, Cheng Hui's eyelids jumped a few times. She wasn't as far as he thought, but it was human nature.

The fiancé's family will definitely not accept them dink.

Chatting in the hall just now, his mother also mentioned the matter of the child, revealing that she was also anxious to hold her grandson.

The fiancé's family did not stay for dinner, and left Cheng's house at 4 o'clock in the afternoon.

After Cheng's father came back, he went to Cheng's room, obviously having something to say.

Cheng Hui lay down all afternoon, dizzy and swollen, it was not good to lie down for too long, so he sat on a chair on the balcony to blow the wind and wake up.

Cheng's father saw her blowing on the balcony, and said with a straight face: "Aren't you afraid of catching a cold? Dare to blow the wind outside. “

Cheng Hui didn't hear it and ignored it.

Cheng's father opened the balcony door and called her in, she slowly entered the house, Cheng's father said: "It's really nonsense, it's just joking with your body." “

Cheng Hui didn't care too much, but asked, "What do you say?" “

Father Cheng glared at her, put his hands behind his waist, and thought for more than ten seconds before saying, "What are your plans in the future?" What do you think? “

Cheng Hui: "Haven't you and your mother all arranged, getting married, in addition to getting married, what other plans can you have." “

"Married?"

"I don't know." Cheng Hui's eyes were a little dazed, he really didn't know what his plans were after getting married.

Cheng's father said earnestly: "You also think about what you will do after you get married, whether it is to work or go to school." “

Cheng Hui was really at a loss, she hadn't thought about what would happen in the future, and now Cheng's father asked her, she thought for a while and said, "I don't know." “

Still don't know.

She felt like she had no future left. Where do you know what you plan to do after you get married?

But then think about it, it's okay for her to live alone, and it doesn't hinder others, but if she gets married, this kind of thinking will affect the person who married her.

Cheng's father said: "You are only in your twenties, you have just started your life, you are married, and you can still do what you want." If you don't have a goal, start thinking about it from now on, and don't get by with your future plans, so that the people you are with will also be stressed. “

"Cheng Hui, don't think about the past, look at the present and the future."

Cheng Hui hummed, his face was pale, and he still couldn't lift his spirits.

Cheng's father said: "If you really don't have a goal, then it's better to go to graduate school after getting married and improve yourself." You also have something to do. “

"It's better to have a goal than to live in a daze, do you want to try?"

Cheng Hui reacted at this time, and said lazily: "Okay, I know." “

"Then you have to prepare from today, if you can't pass the exam next year, the year after tomorrow."

The Cheng family can afford to support Cheng Hui for the second half of his life, but this is not a long-term solution, Cheng's father still thinks that if she has time to read more is a little, just like he just said, it is better to have a goal than to live at a loss.

If she has something to do, she won't be decadent.

Cheng Hui was in a state of malaise, and Cheng's father saw it in his eyes during this time, so he naturally hoped that she could cheer up again and not keep languishing.

Cheng Hui nodded, said very little, and didn't want to speak.

"Do you want to take the exam in China or go back to Lundun."

"Okay, nothing to ask for."

"Dad hopes you can be happy, if you are so unhappy staying in Yongcheng, Dad can arrange for you to go to Lundun."

Cheng Hui suddenly stared at Cheng's father, Cheng's father came over and touched her hair, and whispered: "You haven't laughed for a long time, are you uncomfortable?" “

Cheng Hui pretended not to care and smiled: "I'm not uncomfortable, I'm fine." “

"Your mom isn't here, tell your dad the truth. Do you hate us for arranging such a marriage for you? “

"Not either." She still denied it.

It means that she actually cares a lot in her heart, how can she not care.

The fact that she can not go home for a few years without making a phone call shows how much resentment she has hidden in her heart.

Cheng's father knew it, and he also tried to mediate the relationship between their mother and daughter, but to no avail.

Cheng Hui's physical condition is not very good now, most of which is heart disease.

After all, it's his own daughter, can Cheng's father not worry about it.

Cheng's father said: "If you don't say it, are you still angry with your father?" “

Cheng Hui didn't speak now, his eyes were many, staring at the ceiling.

"Are you still thinking about He Chuan?" Cheng's father said, "He Chuan came to me privately, not long after you left the country. “

"Dad, I didn't miss him, I had completely broken off with him. Not long after I went to Lundun, I talked about one, but then it was divided. If I still think about He Chuan. Why did you fall in love not long after going abroad? “

Father Cheng sighed, since this is the case, there is nothing to mention He Chuan.

Cheng Hui said: "Dad, don't worry about me, I'm just a little tired, when I rest well, I will get better after a while." “

Everything will be fine.

……

Her fiancé's family is actually quite worried about her physical condition. Especially his mother, after leaving Cheng's house, on the way back to her home, she was thinking about Cheng Hui's sudden fainting.

After arriving home, his fiancé was called aside by his mother and said worriedly, "Did you know that Cheng Hui had a stomach problem?" “

"I don't know, she didn't tell me."

"This stomach problem can be big or small, I think if you have time, accompany her to the hospital for a full body examination, and check as soon as possible to see if there are any other problems."

The fiancé was puzzled and frowned: "Marriage inspection? But there is no need to be in such a hurry for the marriage inspection. And it's just a stomach problem, it's good to take care of it for a while, and there's nothing wrong with paying attention to your diet. “

"That's not the case, son, now you are going to get married in the future, check it out early If there is no problem, we can rest assured, don't delay. You listen to your mother, and I can be relieved to check it sooner. “

He sensed that his mother's words meant something else, and asked, "Mom, are you worried about Cheng Hui's illness, so you are in such a hurry to ask us to go for an examination?" “

"You just get it." The mother sighed and said, "Some things are not good to say on the table, if this is in case, in case the Cheng family hides something, when the marriage certificate is obtained, it will be too late to return it." “

The word return is actually hard to hear, but he didn't think too much about it, understanding that his mother was for his own good.

"I know, I'll find time to talk back to Cheng Hui as soon as possible, and let her check it out."

"That's right, we are also responsible for her, just treat it as a normal physical examination. If there is no problem, then the marriage can be continued, if there are other problems, the specific time depends on the situation. “

"Okay, I got it."

His mother actually has another idea, that is, she is afraid that Cheng Hui's body is too weak, and she will not be able to have children in the future, which is a big deal.

The fiancé felt that the examination was also necessary, so he found a time and told Cheng Hui about it, Cheng Hui was surprised at first, but after listening to his fiancé's explanation. Soon agreed.

After Cheng Hui's cold passed, he found a day to go to the hospital for a checkup, and he was also there, and he accompanied him throughout the process.

After doing some examination, the doctor told Cheng Hui the final result, saying that her constitution was weak and cold, and it was not easy to conceive, but she was too weak to get pregnant in the short term, and it was not recommended to have children in recent years. It is recommended that she take care of her body first, and then she can get pregnant.

Cheng Hui is quite calm, but this result is within her acceptability.

And this conclusion has something to do with the medication she takes, and the medication used to treat depression can affect pregnancy.

The fiancé thought she was frightened, and comforted her: "It's okay, the doctor said that you can still recuperate, you take care of your body first, anyway, our wedding date is next year." There is no hurry. “

Cheng Hui smiled and did not speak.

Her situation is quite complicated, and if she doesn't confess to him, it will actually be unfair to him.

Cheng Hui sighed heavily in his heart, the more he treated her, the more pressure she felt in her heart, and she was afraid that she would be sorry for his efforts.

And her fiancé came home and told her mother about the results of her examination.

The mother had a cold face and said, "Can't you get pregnant and marry home, what are you going to do, as a vase?" Why hasn't the Cheng family told us about such a situation, how did they raise their daughter, and their daughter's physical condition is not clear? “

He felt that this was a bit too much, and said: "Mom, don't say that, it's not that you can't get pregnant, it's just that your body is relatively weak, you can recuperate, and if you recuperate well, it's no problem." “

"Recuperate, what if the recuperation is not good, son, listen to me, I know you like her a lot, but you have to think clearly, if you get married, you will have to live together for decades in the future, if you don't have children, your marriage will never be maintained. Don't you know about your aunt's situation? When she was young, she thought Dink was the trend, but now that she is old and has no children, she hasn't adopted one yet. “

He also knew, but he couldn't talk about his mother.

"And she can't have children if she marries. Will your grandparents be satisfied? “

“……“

"There are many good girls now, and Cheng Hui is not very good, she is sick and looks unenergetic, and I don't think she has her mind on you, this marriage, I think, let's do it first."

He was persuaded, his position wavered, and his attitude softened. He said, "Mom, what now?" “

"Don't act rashly first, even if you can't get married to the Cheng family, you can't stiffen the relationship, drag it out first, and then Mom will introduce you to other girls first, as for the Cheng family, I'll deal with it."

……

Cheng Hui went to see a psychiatrist again, and her insomnia symptoms have not improved, and she needs to be prescribed some more medications, especially antidepressants.

The previous one is almost finished.

The doctor I saw this time was the same one I saw last time.

Unlike last time, this time she went to the hospital where he worked.

The psychiatrist saw her, sat down, but did not ask about her recent situation, his eyes were evasive, and he seemed to have something else to say.

Cheng Hui saw it and asked, "What's wrong, is there anything you can't say?" Or do I look worse off? “

"That's not what it meant." The psychiatrist hesitated. Finally, he said, "After seeing you last time, a man came to see me. I was hesitant to tell you about it, but in hindsight I thought I should have told you about it. “

Cheng Hui's eyelids jumped: "Who?" “

"He didn't say it, and he wouldn't say it if I asked. He came to ask me directly about you, and I was forced to tell him under all kinds of pressure. “

Cheng Hui lowered his eyes, his heart beat faster, and his breathing became chaotic. "Can you tell me, then, what he looks like? What do you do if you inquire about me? “

"About 1.85 meters, in his thirties, wearing trousers and shirts."

Cheng Hui bent the corners of her mouth, her chest was a little faintly painful, according to the doctor's description, she subconsciously felt that this person was He Chuan.

Even if it wasn't clear why he knew she was seeing a psychiatrist, he came to the door.

"What did you tell him?"

The psychiatrist replied, "You have depression." I'm really sorry, he made me unemployed, I still have a few children to raise, I can't lose this job, and he didn't mean it, saying that it was your brother. “

But if he is really a member of the family, why do you need to use this kind of coercion to force him to say it.

The psychiatrist was speechless.

And Cheng Hui understood, pulled the corners of his mouth indifferently, and said, "I know." “

"I'm still sorry."

"No need."

Cheng Hui got up and was about to leave.

"Are you leaving? Don't see a doctor anymore? “

"No, he'll definitely come back to you. I don't want to see a doctor with you anymore. “

The psychiatrist hurriedly said, "If you don't continue to see a doctor with me, I can refer you to another doctor......

"No, thank you."

Cheng Hui left directly.

She didn't expect He Chuan to know about her depression, no wonder there were so many unreasonable actions. It turned out that he knew about her situation.

Cheng went home, and as soon as he walked in, he heard Xiao Manle's voice, as if Xin Gan had brought Manle back.

Cheng Hui tried to cheer up, and then walked into the living room.

Cheng's father was playing with the children in the living room, Mrs. Cheng was not there, Xin Gan happened to be on the phone, she smiled at Cheng Hui with her mobile phone, which was regarded as a greeting.

Xiao Manle saw Cheng Hui, and the little fat hand beckoned to her. It seems to call her over.

Cheng Hui walked over and subconsciously wanted to hug her, so Cheng's father gave her the child.

Xin Gan came back after the call, and listened to Cheng and asked: "Sister Xin Xin, Xiao Manle looks much more cheerful than before, is the situation better?" “

"Yes, Dr. Ye introduced me to a doctor, and according to what he said, Xiao Manle's condition is better. Now I'm not afraid of people, and I won't cry for no reason. “

Cheng Hui said: "That's great. “

Father Cheng will get up and go upstairs.

Xin Gan waited for Cheng's father to leave, and then asked about Cheng Hui's current situation, she had just heard Cheng's father talk about Cheng Hui, she was a little worried, and said: "Huihui, Dr. Ye is no longer a doctor now, he told me, if you need it, you can introduce a doctor to you, if you need it, you can contact him." “

"Yes, too." Just right, she needs it too.

Xingan quickly gave her contact information and asked her again: "Are the wedding dates set?" Are you sure about next year? “

"Well, if nothing else, it's next year."

She decided, and Xingan couldn't say anything, she said, "If you think about it, then I'll be happy for you." Don't put too much pressure on yourself, take your time. “

Cheng Hui lowered his eyes and said, "I have depression, I haven't told him." “

When she said he, she naturally meant her fiancé.

It's not He Chuan, it's no one else.

Xingan said, "Are you afraid that he will have other ideas? “

"Well, and his family. They came to the house before and said that after we got married, we would have a child within a year as soon as possible, but my situation was not so good, even if I stopped taking the drug, it would take a year and a half before I could get pregnant, and I didn't want to have a child so much. “

It was only in front of Xin Gan that Cheng Hui dared to say what was in his heart.

"He's been very good to me, I don't want to hide it from him, and I don't want him to know about it later. There will be a mustard in my heart. “

Xingan said: "If he really loves you in his heart, he won't mind, and he will try his best to take care of you, protect you, and if he really minds, he can separate." “

Xingan is telling the truth, she is on Cheng Hui's side, so she naturally helps Cheng Hui consider, if the man has a different opinion about Cheng Hui because of this matter, it is better not to get married.

And this marriage has no emotional foundation in the first place. As a sister-in-law, she also wants Cheng Hui to be able to marry someone worthy of trust, instead of being arranged by the family.

Cheng Hui: "I understand, Sister Xin Xin, then if I have nowhere to go, I may have to go to your house again." “

"It doesn't matter, it's all family. You're welcome, and I hope you're doing well. “

……

After Xingan returned. told He Chuan that she had given Cheng Hui the contact information of the psychiatrist.

He Chuan quickly sent a text message, saying: Excuse me.

This doctor was introduced by He Chuan.

If he introduced Cheng Hui directly, she would definitely be very repulsed and would never go to see it, so he thought of asking Xin Gan to help and let Xin Gan tell Cheng Hui, so that Cheng Hui would accept it.

Xin Gan wanted to return for Cheng, so he agreed.

And Cheng Zhen didn't know about it.

Xin Gan can actually see that Cheng Hui has He Chuan in her heart, but her heart knot is also He Chuan, and what He Chuan did back then was indeed very excessive, which led to a series of things later.

Cheng Hui has become like this, He Chuan is responsible, he can't shirk it, and he doesn't want to shirk it.

He wanted to make amends.

……

After a period of time, Cheng Hui asked his fiancé to come out to meet several times and wanted to confess some things to him, but he said that he didn't have time and was too busy with work.

After several times, Cheng Hui realized that he seemed to be hiding from himself and did not want to see him.

Cheng Hui called him, and he answered this time, but his voice sounded cold and indifferent, and said: "Cheng Hui, I'm very busy with work, if you have nothing to do, you should look for me less." “