Bai Nuo looked at Xiao Qi who was dying in front of him, and her mood was indescribably complicated, she admired Xiao Qi who was handsome and chic, erudite and talented (compared to foreigners who didn't know anything) when she was a girl, and she heard that the other party was willing to give up the opportunity to have a group of wives and concubines for herself, and she loved Xiao Qi very much in her heart, and almost gave up everything for Xiao Qi.

In fact, she knew that her old father was very sad and the people were disappointed. The old father is the patriarch, although the Bai clan is small, but it is also equivalent to the king of a country, he only has one daughter, originally wanted to find a son-in-law in the clan, let himself and his son-in-law take his place, but he failed to live up to his father's expectations.

The clan that wants to put aside this matter will never let her go easily, maybe it is just a tie-up, tie it up, and find a good clansman to marry. I don't care what I think at all. The ancients paid attention to the orders of their parents when they got married, and the words of the matchmaker, although they were barbaric and did not pay so much attention to it, they also had to respect their father's intentions.

But her father loved her very much, not only did he tie her up and marry her clansmen, but also helped her fight for the greatest interests, making Xiao Qi swear not to accept two colors for the rest of his life. She was very moved in her heart, and when she was moved, she felt guilty, and she felt guilty that she couldn't help the old father who gave birth to her and raised her. But people, after all, are selfish animals, especially her Bainuo, who is very selfish.

She was tormented with guilt in her heart, and at the same time she was doing selfish things. enjoyed the convenience that her father brought her, but ignored her old father. She will never forget the disdain and disappointment of her people on the day she left. For Xiao Qi, she really gave up everything, and even ignored the basic human ethics and filial piety.

She abandoned her father and clansmen, and followed Xiao Qi to live in a foreign country where she was unfamiliar with her life with a weak heart and guilt. At first, Xiao Qi saw Bai Nuo's beauty and doted on him, and the two of them were also husband and wife, and soon gave birth to their daughter Xiao Ruo. At this time, although Bai Nuo often felt guilty in her heart, she was not so uncomfortable when she lived a happy life.

Later, Xiao Qi became more and more dissatisfied with Bai Nuo, and when Bai Nuo was disgusted with the etiquette and music that Bai Nuo didn't understand, didn't understand the Daqin script, and couldn't have a common language with him, Bai Nuo's heart sank little by little. She doesn't understand the culture of a big country like Daqin, but it doesn't mean that she is stupid. Xiao Qi is not a scheming person, and Bai Nuo can feel the changes in his mood.

At this time, Bai Nuo not only felt guilty, but also regretted. If she is still in the Bai clan, she is the next patriarch, and her husband is just her subordinate, as long as she wants, she can change a husband at any time, where does anyone dare to dislike herself, holding her is afraid that she will dislike the other party. She married Xiao Qi for true love, but the true love she pursued was just an ethereal dream.

She regretted it, she really regretted it, why did she pursue any true love? Her father had already told her that this man was unreliable, wasn't he? But she still chose Xiao Qi without hesitation, which broke her father's heart. Now it's your own retribution, right? It's just that what can you do if you regret it? There's no way back for her.

Bai Nuo regretted it in his heart, and no matter how unwilling he was, he had no way back, so he could only coax Xiao Qi, hoping that Xiao Qi could continue to pamper himself and maintain his affection on the surface. But no matter how gentle and accommodating she was, Xiao Qi's alienation from her was increasing day by day, and Xiao Qi was really out of her heart. In his final year, Xiao Qi barely went home.

In that year, Bai Nuo lived a very painful life, she wanted to go back to the Bai tribe, but she knew that although her father was alive, the Bai tribe had now changed hands, and if she went back, the new patriarch would be unjustifiable, and it was inevitable that some old ministers who were loyal to her father would turn to her. When the time comes, both she and the new patriarch will be extremely embarrassed.

At that time, if the new patriarch wanted to live, if he wanted to continue to stay in the position of the patriarch, he had to get rid of himself. On the contrary, he has left the Bai clan for many years, has no connections in the Bai clan, and his father is also old, so he has no ability to get rid of the new patriarch. When the time comes, not only will he not be able to live, but he will also affect his old father.

Although she is selfish, she is still filial to her father. She really didn't want to go to that mortal situation, and she also affected her old father. So she only took care of her daughter every day, waiting for Xiao Qi's occasional return, she pinned her last hope on her daughter, hoping that Xiao Qi would be able to leave some affection for herself for her daughter's sake, so that she could live her life in peace and stability.

It's a pity that her last hope was also disappointed, Xiao Qi not only betrayed her, but also brought back the woman and a little cub. Not only that, Xiao Qi also announced that he would hand over the entire general's mansion to the little cub born by the woman to inherit, on the grounds that he had never been able to give birth to a son, and he couldn't let the Xiao family cut off the incense.

At that moment, she felt like the sky had fallen. She suddenly laughed, and the tears of laughter came down her eyes. She betrayed her father who loved her, and abandoned all the true love she pursued, so ridiculous, why did she listen to the words of a few Qin people and envy the happy life that was desperate for love, it was all a lie, how can there be any true love in the world.

Look at Xiao Qi, when he fell in love with himself, in addition to his own beauty, there was no lack of his identity, right? If you marry yourself, you can get a general's position for nothing, which is an opportunity that many people can't envy. When you find that you can't communicate spiritually with yourself, don't you find another woman? He also passed on the position of general that he had earned by himself to the sons of other women.

She felt that her life was simply a joke, a joke made by herself. She was selfish again, she knew that if she died, her daughter would definitely not end well under that scheming woman, but she was still cowardly and selfish, she ignored her daughter, and directly chose to end her life and end her years of suffering.

Bai Nuo died, but her resentment rose to the sky, forming a huge seal, enveloping the reincarnated Li Xiruo here and into her body. Bai Nuo died, and his soul should have returned to the underworld, but due to Li Xiruo's unexpected arrival, his soul was trapped in his body and did not die immediately. And her soon-to-be-cut vitality gradually recovered due to the nourishment of Li Xiruo's spiritual power.

She lost control of her body and didn't care. She knew that the person who controlled her body was the reincarnation of her daughter, she thought she was sorry for her daughter, she didn't have the face to show up to see her daughter, she was afraid that her daughter would ask her why she left her alone.

She just stayed quietly in her body and watched everything Li Xiruo did since she came, she didn't expect Li Xiruo to be so tough, she didn't compromise with Xiao Qi at all, she didn't accept Xiao Qi's protection, and directly broke out of the General's Mansion and met Bai Qi, the man who made Bai Nuo feel incredible.

Since experiencing Xiao Qi's emotional trauma, Bai Nuo no longer believes in love, she doesn't believe that there is any love in this world at all, and the so-called love is also based on reality. But Bai Qi overturned Bai Nuo's cognition, Bai Qi rescued Bai Nuo, who had no relatives and no reason with him, left Bai Nuo in Bai Nuo's mansion, and let Bai Nuo's daughter be buried in the ancestral grave of the Bai family, and sheltered Bai Nuo.

Bai Nuo was very puzzled, how could she be so protected by the most amazing general in the entire Qin State? She is an abandoned woman who has given birth to children, how can she be worthy of treating her like this?

Li Xiruo is emotionally dull and has few tendons, but Bai Nuo is not. Bai Nuo had already seen the admiration in Bai Qi's eyes, and she knew that the youngest and greatest general of the Qin State had fallen in love with herself, or rather liked her body. I don't dislike myself for being an abandoned woman, I don't dislike myself for being an uneducated foreign barbarian, I don't dislike myself for having children, and I don't even dislike that I may not be able to give birth to a son.

The true love she had been looking forward to all her life had appeared in front of her so unconsciously, and it came so easily, she couldn't believe it. Bai Qi's excellence is beyond doubt, compared with Xiao Qi's little white face, Bai Qi is a hundred times stronger than him, even if it is compared to appearance, Bai Qi is stronger than Xiao Qi. is such an excellent man, but he fell in love with his unbearable self.

Bai Nuo even fantasized about whether he would fall in love with him if he met this man at the best age. Or is it his own body that he is in love with, or the soul in his body that belongs to his daughter's reincarnation?

Before she figured out who Bai Qi loved in her heart, Xiao Qi was about to commit suicide, in order to calm her resentment, at this moment, Bai Nuo could no longer be calm, took back control of his body, and stopped Xiao Qi who was about to commit suicide. He is still living in such pain, why did he leave? On what basis is there liberation? Can a single slash in the neck erase everything in the past?

Can you turn back time and let yourself go back to before you got married, by your father's side, is there a new choice? He ruined his life, just a knife in the neck, he had to tear everything out and pay it off. He wants to be beautiful, she will never allow it!

Xiao Qi looked at Bai Nuo, who stopped him from committing suicide, his eyes were full of astonishment, what he saw in Bai Nuo's eyes was a thick resentment, a bone-eating hatred. Xiao Qi's heart immediately turned cold, she stopped herself not because of her love for him, but because of hatred! Because she hated herself, she wanted to stop herself, and she wanted to tell herself that the hatred could not be quelled with one life.

Bai Nuo looked at Xiao Qi's painful and complicated expression, and said coldly: "What I want is not something that can be calmed down with one life." ”

Li Xiruo said more eagerly than anyone else when he heard this: "Then what do you want?" What do you want to appease your anger and bring me back to my time? ”

Bai Nuo and Li Xiruo have shared the same body for so long, and they are very familiar with Li Xiruo's voice, and there are only two people she is ashamed of in her life, one is her father and the other is her daughter. She didn't dare to look back at Li Xiruo, she lowered her head weakly and thought about Li Xiruo's question, yes, what did she want?