Chapter 115: The Eternal
Xu Yanan didn't know what was wrong with Chen Xian, and Chen Xian didn't know what was wrong with him, maybe it was the question that he had been deliberately avoiding that made him sick...... In Chen Xian's opinion, his problems have seriously affected his psychological state, although he knows that it is not necessary to think too much, but he just can't control himself from thinking about it.
Maybe he's really sick.
"Just say anything, we are friends, and there is nothing that can be said between friends." Xu Yanan sighed, as if she felt that Chen Xian was being entangled by that gloomy emotion, like a person who suddenly fell into a quagmire, she just wanted to pull Chen Xian up quickly.
"Tell you...... Can I tell you......"
Chen Xian originally wanted to hold this matter in his stomach and digest it by himself, but if he thought about it carefully, in fact, there was no need to hide this matter from the people around him, because they trusted themselves so much, and Chen Xian knew all their personal secrets to a greater or lesser extent, so Chen Xian was not in the way when he said some of his secrets, and he always hid it from others...... It felt like I was cheating on them.
Of course, this kind of thing has nothing to do with Xu Yanan Muhe, but if it is said to Lu Yisheng...... Chen Xian was really a little hesitant, because during this period of time, he had chatted with Mu He and Xu Yanan the most, and sometimes he would talk about life and ideals from the bottom of his heart, and Lu Yi gave birth to them...... How to put it, it's always almost meaningless.
Li Daosheng's mouth is too poor and jumpy, and Chen Xian can't help but want to beat him when he talks about it, while Lu Yisheng is a strengthened and upgraded version of Li Daosheng, his brain circuit is really outrageous, and many times he only chats for three sentences Chen Xian wants to let him evaporate from the world.
So it's not in the way to talk to Xu Yanan and them.
"What if...... I mean, what if. Chen Xian turned his face away and looked at Xu Yanan with an extremely serious look, "If one day, all the people who are important to you die, how would you react?" ”
Hearing this extremely abrupt and extremely strange question, Xu Yanan was stunned for a while, and then fell silent, thinking carefully why Chen Xian would ask such a thing...... Did he really have some problems?
"I don't know."
Xu Yanan thought about it for a long time, but still truthfully said his answer.
"If all the people I value leave this world...... I don't know what I'm going to do...... Maybe I'll go with them......"
Hearing this, Chen Xian seemed to be laughed at by her emotional answer, and an unnatural smile appeared on his face.
"What if you can't die?"
Hearing this somewhat abrupt sentence, Xu Yanan was stunned.
The next second.
She seemed to understand something, and her eyes became much stranger when she looked at Chen Xian.
"You...... What do you mean ......"
Without waiting for Xu Yanan to finish speaking, Chen Xian suddenly raised his hand, and the black light parasite also surged out of his palm in an instant, quickly condensing into the appearance of a baby.
It was a baby the size of an adult's fist, curled up in a ball-like position, quietly suspended in Chen Xian's palm, and with the passage of time, it was constantly changing, from a baby to a teenager, then to youth, to middle age, and then to old age...... It wasn't until it turned into a lifeless "corpse" that the change completely stopped.
In just half a minute, the villain in Chen Xian's palm seems to have gone through his life, from birth to death, from childhood to old age......
"Neither human aging nor death can be reversed, no matter how long an Inhuman lives, there will always be a day of death, unless the Inhuman body exceeds the boundaries of the physical mortal fetus, even if it becomes an immortal in myths and legends." Chen Xian looked at the villain in his hand and said with a complicated expression, "The decay of human cells, as well as the lethal genes in the human genes mentioned by the Scientific Research Department of the Secret Bureau...... These are all important factors in the aging and death of human beings, and I am afraid that even immortals will not be able to escape the doom of heaven and man, because it is impossible for them to get rid of these things, and they can only make the deadline for death continue to be delayed. ”
Mu He listened with a confused expression.
Although Chen Xian said every word very clearly, she still didn't know what Chen Xian was doing when she said this, only Xu Yanan...... It seems to have tasted the meaning of these words.
"If you want to live forever, then you must ensure that your cells will not die, that your body will not contain those highly toxic substances after oxidation, and that you cannot let yourself carry the lethal genes mentioned by the Ministry of Scientific Research, but these are all things that cannot be changed by human beings...... Even through some technological means, it is difficult to solve these problems that hinder immortality. Chen Xian muttered, and with a wave of his hand, he let the parasite disperse in his palm.
At this time, Chen Xian suddenly turned his face to look at Xu Yanan, and his eyes became a little complicated.
"But these problems ...... I don't have any. ”
"You...... You don't have ...... You mean you can ......"
Chen Xian nodded, his expression becoming more and more ugly.
"If I'm not mistaken, I don't have the lethal genes that humans have passed down from generation to generation in my body, just because I don't have them...... As soon as the cells in my body fall below the normal level, they will be immediately killed and replaced by new cells, and in a way, in fact, I am constantly reborn every second, even every millisecond, every microsecond, and the rate of metabolism is much faster than that of ordinary Inhumans. ”
Listening to Chen Xian's whispering, Xu Yanan frowned lightly and didn't speak, she didn't know what she was thinking in her mind, although she knew some of Chen Xian's terrifying self-healing ability, but listening to Chen Xian say this...... Could it be that he is an eternal in some sense?
It can't be, right?!
How can there be such an immortal alien in real society......
"My appearance was set at the age of twenty, and it hasn't changed since, so ...... Before I met you, I didn't want to deal with anyone, and I didn't want to join any organization or group, because I was afraid that after a long time, I would reveal my secret. Chen Xian also said the rest of the words completely and honestly, although he had planned to keep these secrets for the rest of his life...... Yes, he had imagined how his life would live, and he was ready to be an isolated eternal in this world.
"You...... Are you really immortal...... Really didn't lie to me......"
"I don't have to joke with you about that."
Chen Xian sat cross-legged on the bed, his pale face did not have much expression, and he lowered his head slightly as if he was looking at the floor in a daze.
"I seem to be emotionally rich now...... I had a very strong emotion...... It should be called ...... Reluctant, right? ”
Saying that, Chen Xian couldn't help frowning, shook his head and said.
"I can imagine that in a few decades or even hundreds of years, you will turn into dust and enter the process of reincarnation and then become another person in the next life, although the scientific research department has not yet studied the principle of reincarnation, but it is basically certain...... Reincarnation is real. Chen Xian said, suddenly raised his hand, gently put it on Mu He's head and touched it, "I don't know what your girl will look like in the next life......
"You...... You tell me so much...... You shouldn't tell me these ......" Xu Yanan looked a little at a loss and stammered as he spoke, "This is your secret...... If you let people outside know......"
"You won't snitch." Chen Xian smiled and comforted, "As far as you know, it's not in the way, Lao Lu and them...... I'll talk to them again when I get a chance. ”
Maybe it was because he turned all the baggage in his heart into words, Chen Xian suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, and his mood was not so boring.
He lay back and lay straight on the bed.
"The reason why Lao Lu said just now that I would not be in a good mood about finding a partner, in fact, is because of this, I never thought of finding a partner...... You see, I don't even have the courage to face the reality that you will leave me in the future, and I ...... when I think that you will die so many years before me."
Hearing Chen Xian say this, Xu Yanan also understood why his mood suddenly became so low, look at what he meant...... He should have discovered that his physique was different from ordinary people a long time ago, but he temporarily forgot about this "problem" because of some things, and now Lu Yisheng remembered these inescapable realities when he mentioned it.
"Life and death are inherently ...... It's something that everybody goes through...... Seeing that you are squirming like a woman, are you reluctant to let us go? Xu Yanan showed a somewhat reluctant smile, as if he was comforting Chen Xian.
"yes, reluctantly."
Chen Xian was lying on the bed looking at the ceiling, and Mu He also lay with him, hugging Chen Xian like a koala...... Perhaps because of Chen Xian's emotion, Mu He's words became less, he was silent from beginning to end, and his eyes dimmed a lot.
"If one day you're all gone, I don't know what I'll become."
Chen Xian muttered, his expression a little blank.
"Maybe I'm not going to be like me anymore......"