Chapter 59: Let Go and Let Her Go
The bright lights on the riverside dimmed, and the night looked even darker without its brilliance, and the city seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep.
Lu Boyan stood on the hanging garden of the high-rise, a little red smoke was slowly burning at his fingertips, and the thin smoke slowly floated up, swept past his eyebrows, and disappeared slowly.
Only the thick smell of smoke remained.
The last time I smoked, it was late at night after Su Jian'an was kidnapped, she took the boiled soup to the hospital to see Jiang Shaokai, and she didn't come back very late, as if she forgot that she was married and had a family and a husband.
During the day, he was behind her, untying the rope for her, and she pounced on Jiang Shaokai. He called her, but she was crying for Jiang Shaokai.
At that time, he was wondering if he was told by Shen Yuechuan again, the person she liked was Jiang Shaokai.
If so, should he let it go?
It seems that it should be, the Jiang family's back, the scenery is very clean, and Jiang Shaokai has enough ability to protect her.
Compared with him, Jiang Shaokai is obviously a more suitable candidate.
But in his heart, he can't wait to go to the hospital now to tie her back and confine her for the rest of her life, so that she will only have him in her heart for the rest of her life.
Playing with reason and selfishness, he was unprecedentedly irritable, and there were countless cigarette butts in the ashtray in front of him.
Later, on the way to the hospital, Su Jian'an asked him what he was thinking.
What do you want him to say? How did he tell Su Jian'an, he was afraid to see her and hear the expression of letting her go, in case she turned around and left without hesitation with great joy, he was afraid that he would strangle her by mistake.
Or, as you did just now, force her.
If it weren't for the accident, he wasn't sure what he was doing now.
He's been holding back for too long.
The sound of the bathroom door being opened came from Lu Boyan put out the cigarette and walked back, Su Jianan stood on the side of the bed and looked at him a little helplessly, and there were still red marks on his neck that he had just left.
The fire burned in his lower abdomen again, and he looked away at her clear eyes: "What happened just now ......"
"I forgot!" Su Jianan decisively interrupted Lu Boyan, obviously not wanting to remember the embarrassment just now.
"I apologize to you." He said.
Su Jian'an didn't say whether she accepted it or not, lifted the quilt and lay on the bed, turned sideways to the wall, thought about it, and put the two pillows in the middle of the bed.
Lu Boyan watched her actions, a touch of self-deprecation flashed in his eyes, and he walked straight to the study.
Unable to hear his footsteps, Su Jian'an turned over and was lying down, looked at the closed oak door of the study, closed his eyes and slerose.
It would be better for Lu Boyan not to be in the room, so that she would not sleep so stiffly.
She had been sleepy for a long time, and after a while drowsiness surged in, she seemed to be asleep, and seemed to go back to a few days ago in a daze, and she fell into the hands of the perverted murderer again.
She was lying on the ground alone, hand and foot tied, and the tip of the murderer's knife slashed around her: "Would you like to carve a beautiful pattern on you?" β
"Don't ......," she cried and shook her head desperately, "let me go, let me go......"
The night was quiet, and her voice came through the oak door and into Lu Boyan's ears.
Lu Boyan closed the document abruptly and walked out, and saw Su Jian'an curled up in the quilt and struggling, tears kept flowing from the corners of her eyes, she wailed and didn't know who she was begging to let her go, obviously she was having a nightmare.
His heart was like a pinprick, he walked over and held her hand, and she suddenly changed her words: "Help me...... Lu Boyan, where are you, save me......"
During the day, Su Jian'an opened her teeth and claws, as if she had inexhaustible courage, but she fell into a nightmare, she was as fragile as a wounded little beast, and her slightly trembling voice made Lu Boyan's heart hurt.
"Jian An, wake up." He tried to wake Su Jian'an, "You have a nightmare." β
Su Jian'an clenched his hand violently, grabbed the only piece of driftwood on the sea like a drowning man, and called his name over and over again: "Lu Boyan, Lu Boyan...... Help me......"
When she was held hostage, did she call him by his name in her heart?
Lu Boyan's heart softened with pain, he lay on the bed and hugged Su Jian'an into his arms, patting her back gently, like soothing a crying child in the middle of the night, and she miraculously stopped sobbing and pleading, and slowly retracted into his arms, and the injured beast finally found a safe corner to lick the wound.
There were tear stains in the corners of her eyes, and her long eyelashes were slightly moist, and she looked very pitiful.
Lu Boyan sighed when he heard himself.
Su Jian'an like this, how can he let her go?
The next day, Lu Boyan woke up very early, Su Jian'an still maintained the posture of yesterday and curled up in his arms, he easily let her go, she shrank as if frightened, but she didn't wake up after all, frowning and hunched over like a shrimp and hiding in the quilt.
Only then did Lu Boyan realize that something was wrongβher face was too pale.
Su Jian'an's skin was originally fair and delicate, but that kind of clear and healthy white, occasionally glowing with a light peach pink, and her cheeks could burn red when she teased her, but now she was pale, the blood on her face seemed to be drained, and even her lips lost their full luster, like a lifeless white paper.
"Jian An!" He shook her shoulder, "Su Jian'an, wake up!" β
"Hmm......" Su Jian'an murmured dissatisfied, shrunk into the quilt again, and frowned deeper.
"Wake up!" Lu Boyan was inexplicably anxious, and his voice raised a little.
Su Jian'an opened his eyes, his eyes lost the bright brilliance of the past, and he lost focus, Lu Boyan's voice was even more urgent: "Where are you uncomfortable?" β
Her stomach hurts, but it's an old problem.
The early part of the menstrual period was too busy, and if she didn't rest well and didn't pay attention to her diet, she could kill her in the past few days, and she was in the hospital in pain several times before.
Later, she knew that she had a problem, she always paid special attention to the early stage of her menstrual period, ate and drank well, slept well, and never had any pain for most of the year, but a few days ago she was held hostage and had an awkward relationship with Lu Boyan, accidents occurred frequently, not to mention that the menstrual period was advanced, and it was more painful than every time before.
She struggled to sit up, looked away from Lu Boyan's gaze again, and shook her head: "I'm fine." β
endured the pain and went into the bathroom, and when she came out again, she was already a lot more awake, but the cramps in her lower abdomen made her a little unbearable.
Lu Boyan grabbed her hand: "I'll take you to the hospital." β
Su Jian'an pondered for a while before he had the strength to say a complete sentence: "You should know about menstrual pain, right?" If I'm not sick, don't waste medical resources, I'll be fine with a day off. β
She fell back into bed, feeling very tired, but it was too painful for her to sleep, so she could only rest with her eyes closed.
Lu Boyan poured her a cup of hot water: "Are you hungry?" Got breakfast brought up. β
Su Jian'an gave a vague "um", and what was sent was hot milk and freshly baked bread, smeared with sweet jam, Su Jian'an lost his appetite after two bites, drank half a glass of milk, and lay down on the bed again in a groggy state.
In a daze, she heard familiar footsteps stop beside the bed, the warm and dry palm covered her forehead, she knew who it was, closed her eyes and laughed: "I don't have a fever, you should go to the company." β
"Call me if there's something."
ββ¦β¦ Well. β
Her voice was very small, and it seemed that she was about to fall asleep again, Lu Boyan quietly got up and left the room, called the secretary over to look at her, and then went to the company with confidence.
The secretary is a girl, and she understands the torture of menstrual pain somewhat, but she didn't expect Su Jian'an to be in pain like this, no wonder Lu Boyan is not worried about someone guarding her.
When she fell asleep, she was more like a child, but it would not be reminiscent of her being the wife of the president of the dignified Lu family, Lu Boyan told Su Jian'an to have a good rest, and the secretary did not dare to disturb, so she sat outside the living room with a laptop set to silent to send and receive emails, and the door was open so that she could hear Su Jian'an's movements at any time.
Su Jian'an didn't sleep so deeply, all the movements could be heard in a daze, she suddenly woke up at noon, she didn't know when a thin layer of sweat appeared on her forehead, she got out of bed, and the secretary suddenly appeared at the door: "Madam, you are awake." β
"You ......"
"Mr. Lu doesn't worry about you alone, let me come over to accompany you." The secretary smiled, "How are you feeling now?" Does it still hurt? β
"Much better, thank you."
Su Jian'an took a set of clothes and went into the bathroom to change, and the secretary looked at her back, regretting that the pajamas she carefully selected may not have come in handy last night, and sighed that the president's wife was really in good shape.
In a hurry last night, she just thought Su Jian'an was beautiful, and now she feels that she is really from head to toe, with long legs and a thin waist, and exquisite curves, but she is not as flamboyant as those sexy women who show off, no wonder Mr. Lu likes her so much.
Su Jian'an changed her clothes and came out, and the hotel also sent her and the secretary's lunch, which was light and delicious, and her appearance was exquisite, her appetite was hooked, and the secretary said: "This must be specially prepared by Mr. Lu to explain to the hotel." β
"Huh?" Su Jian'an didn't understand much.
"Hehe, think about it, how can this kind of five-star hotel have such a porridge dish?"
Maybe it's because of the close age, Su Jian'an doesn't look like he has any, the secretary and Su Jian'an talk a lot more casually, Su Jian'an doesn't mind, looking at the meal in front of him, the corners of his lips suddenly rise slightly.
The secretary said: "Lu always really cares about your feelings, yesterday I said that it was not good to leave you alone in the hotel, so he came back from work early." β
"He came back early yesterday?"
Su Jian'an was a little surprised, in fact, she knew yesterday that he was going to be busy until 12 o'clock, but he appeared in the park at 11 o'clock, she thought that Lu Boyan was busy in advance, but he actually came back on purpose.
No wonder when he asked him, he not only answered, but also asked her questions with a calm face, she was afraid that he would be angry, so she didn't dare to get to the bottom of it.
"Not only Mr. Lu, but he also asked everyone else to leave work early." The secretary smiled, "Shen Tezhu said that you are our savior." By the way, I'll gossip, you and Mr. Lu ...... You've been dating secretly for years, haven't you? β
Su Jian'an was curious: "Why do you think so?" β
"Because Mr. Lu has not had a girlfriend for so many years!" The secretary said, "It is rumored that Han Ruoxi is his girlfriend, but everyone in the company knows that it is just a hype of Han Ruoxi's landing." Some time ago, it was suddenly rumored that Mr. Lu was married, and we are all wondering if he has been secretly dating you for so many years! β
"Nope." Su Jian'an said, "But we have known each other since we were very young. β
"Wow!" The secretary exclaimed, "Childhood sweetheart, no wonder!" β