She lay there and opened the small cabinet, and sure enough, there was a pair of scissors inside, and she took the scissors out, and the scissors were bigger than her face.

It just so happened that she was smiling, and it was also a reflection of that childish little face, a little weird quiet, and some cangsang sadness.

She was worried that she couldn't find a good time, she was afraid that after her father knew, she would affect the people around her, Mama He, Mama Ma, and her sister, she was afraid that her father would blame them, after all, she might die, and at that time, everyone related to this would suffer because of her, she was innocent, and how could they be guilty?

Now that she was looking for an opportunity, Old Madam Shen gave her a perfect opportunity.

Look, what a great opportunity.

yes, what a great opportunity.

She is alive, and her father will have a suspicion with the Shen family, and the Shen family will never be able to slander them in the future, if she dies, she can also remove such a hidden scourge for her father, how good.

used one of her lives in exchange for everyone's safety, and her first life was also a well-deserved death.

She is not afraid of death, she is not afraid of pain, she suffered so much in her previous life, hunger, pain, sadness, shock, pain.

She suffers everything, anyway, she has experienced everything, so what's so terrible, it's just to walk Huangquan Road again.

When she was cut off by Huang Dongan and Lou Ziyin, she almost drained the blood in her body at that time, and she was also treated by a doctor for a long time, but it was ridiculous that they even said that she was crazy and self-harmed with a knife.

Oh, is there such a ridiculous thing in this world, how could she cut off her own hand, did her right hand chop off her right hand, or did her right hand chop off her left hand, and then when one hand was missing, how to chop the other hand, whether with her feet or with her teeth.

She didn't know if the doctor believed what Huang Dongan said.

But the doctor once said that she lost too much blood at that time, almost all of them were dead, he said that there are two large blood vessels on the wrist, just where the pulse is, here is very dangerous, usually can not be injured, once injured is blood all over the ground, now these hands are broken at the wrist, and it is almost all the blood in her body.

She didn't know why she didn't die like that, sometimes she thought, maybe she didn't die, not because she was dead, but God felt that she hadn't been tortured enough, she hadn't been able to atone for her sins, so she still had to live, and she had to continue to bear the price of a lifetime, a lifetime of pain and torture for everything she had done in the past.

There are large blood vessels here.

Shen Qingci touched his wrist, gnawed his fingers, and then picked up the scissors and slashed at his wrist.

It hurts, her wrist is very thin, for adults, it is almost broken as soon as it is broken, if ordinary people are injured like this, they will cry, but she didn't, she put down the scissors, and looked at the blood flowing out of her wrist a little suddenly.

It's not that she's not afraid, she's actually very afraid, she's afraid of pain, she's afraid of death, she still wants to see her father, she wants to earn a lot of money for him, she wants to watch her big sister get married, and she wants to have a sister-in-law.

She lowered her wrist and watched as the blood fell to the ground, drop by drop.

Maybe she really has a talent for self-harm, look, she can find the right place at once, she knows that she is gone, the people in the house will definitely look for her, and it is easy to find her here, when her doctor said that if she is a quarter of an hour at night, she may die.

And now that she's only hurt a little, it should be a long time.

She lay on the table, and without looking at her wrist, she could only hear the voice of Dida.

That's her blood flowing, that's her life flowing.