The newly admitted prisoners had been in the prison for the first few days, and although Teng Ying did not cry or make trouble, she was very negative and extremely resistant. When the bell rang in the morning, everyone hurriedly packed up their housework and waited for the discipline inspection.

Soon, the door opened, and a warden walked in, and the man sitting on the edge of his bed stood up and shouted in unison, "Report." ”

But there was one person who didn't open his mouth, it was Teng Ying in front of bed No. 8, the disciplinarian's brows were slightly furrowed, and he walked over and looked Teng Ying up and down, "Why don't you speak?" ”

Teng Ying bowed her head and was silent.

"It's the rule." Discipline the Way.

Because the head of the prison district had explained, the discipline didn't want to go too far, so he turned around and left. But this small act still attracted the attention of the prisoners in the same prison.

Teng Ying is a newcomer here, but the time she has been in the prison team is only three months at most, and the other prisoners are not much older than their qualifications, even if they are no longer educated, they usually have no time to study and train, and they have not yet adapted to the environment.

But there is a situation that the people who "enter the palace for the second time", they almost don't need to be overly ill for a long time, and their learning and training are even more hand-to-hand, although the prison is not said to be close to Zhu and the red and close to the ink is black, most people are still here to repent and redeem, reshape their lives, and finally repay the society to become a useful person.

However, there are also a small number of people who are close to ink, who have learned all about some unhealthy tendencies, and after being released from prison, they will return to their old jobs, a vicious circle, and in this cycle, they will naturally bring those unhealthy tendencies and so-called survival experience into the prison team.

Zheng Ling and Li Ran are both "two into the palace", but one mountain does not allow two tigers, and there can only be one to say, and the two of them began to move at this time.

Li Ran is an authentic village woman, who was sentenced to 6 years in prison for theft in her early years, and after her release from prison, she returned to her old job because she couldn't find a job, and this time she was sentenced to 7 years.

Zheng Ling is a very interesting person, 35 years old, opened a few cosmetics stores outside, has a considerable income, and looks good, but there are flaws in her personality and violent personality, the first time was because she hit the customer's head with a bottle in a quarrel with a customer, causing minor injuries and was sentenced to 3 years.

This time the blind date man heard that she had a criminal record and had been in prison, and when she refused, she may have used inappropriate words, and she was beaten in the western restaurant at the time, and she was slightly injured for 3 years. The corrections ridiculed her for doing business outside and being the boss in prison, and she had to grasp both hands without delay.

However, there was no equal and bloody fight in the contest between the two, Li Ran wanted to defeat Zheng Ling with his old experience, but Zheng Ling showed her identity as a female boss, threw out some promises and temptations and sat down in Nanshan, in this materialistic world, money can really do whatever you want.

Today, Teng Ying made such a scene, which made the eyes of the two of them light up, and the experience of being in prison in this life, resisting reform and being forgiven, this is the only one, which does not make the two of them think about Teng Ying's background, and winning over Teng Ying is inevitably the key to changing the situation of equal division. The two of them are moved by affection, know with reason, Teng Ying doesn't buy it at all, they are little ninety-nine, Teng Ying can't understand, the most important thing is that she has no intention of participating in it now, she only cares about when and how to die.

Now in this small and incomplete prison house, there are three legs, on one side is the powerful Zheng Ling, who has all the people except Teng Ying and Li Ran. On the other side is Li Ran, who is unwilling and ready to turn over and fight back, and finally Teng Ying, who cares about no one on both sides.

With the weakening of everyone's vigilance, Teng Ying's opportunity finally came.

At night.

Teng Ying took the opportunity to read and study, put the green satchel uniformly distributed by the prison, and put it under the book, it seemed that she was studying seriously, but she used her nails to break down the rope below, she moved very slowly, of course the criminals in the same prison would not pay attention to her move, she had worked in the prison for many years, and she could naturally guess the angle and situation of monitoring, and her small movements were extremely difficult to detect. She plans to use this strap to put her neck on it, connect it to the bed rail, and turn off the bed directly when no one is ready, tearing off her neck and ending her life.

The broken rope is only connected by a thin wire, which can be easily broken. Finally, the clock hand on the wall pointed to 21 o'clock, and after washing, it was time to go to bed, Teng Ying was designing all day, and at this time she already had a plan in her mind, a plan to kill herself before the discipline came.

The bedtime bell rang, and everyone went to bed one after another, only Teng Ying still pretended to clean things.

Suddenly, the door opened, and the person who had already gone to bed immediately got out of bed, and the head of the prison district was standing at the door, Teng Ying's heart sank.

The head of the prison district motioned for everyone to rest, and then said to Teng Ying: "You come out for a while." ”

Now in this situation, he will definitely not be able to get his hands on it, before going out, the prison chief looked at Teng Ying in pajamas and said, "You just wear this, isn't it cold?" ”

"It's not cold."

"Alright, let's go."

Walking out of the prison cell, Teng Ying stood in front, but she didn't move, in the past, the prisoner walked in front and walked behind herself, at this time she was still waiting subconsciously.

Seeing that Teng Ying didn't move, the head of the prison behind him said, "Are you uncomfortable and feel insecure?" ”

At this time, Teng Ying realized that his identity had changed, so his hands naturally drooped and slowly walked out of the prison area.

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When the head of the prison district sat down, Teng Ying also followed and stood at the desk, but ignored the yellow line behind him, and when he noticed it, Teng Ying immediately retreated.

The head of the prison district smiled and pointed to an empty table, "Sit down, our own people." Teng Ying heard that the machine sat down.

"Don't worry, your secret, no one will know if you don't say it, don't have any worries and pressure."

Teng Ying didn't speak, and the head of the prison continued: "My name is Xu Wen, and I am a friend of Liu Yuan, and I have often heard her mention you. You are very smart, very brave, outwitted the gangsters, went deep into the tiger's den, fearless in the face of danger, regarded death as home, made great contributions to the case, and recovered huge losses for the country, and it is not an exaggeration to call your deeds legendary. ”

After that, he continued: "You and I are at the same level, but you are indeed the youngest full-time supervisor of the district, and your career is immeasurable. ”

Teng Ying laughed at herself: "So what, impulsiveness has already buried my career in the grave." ”

"I don't want to talk about the results of your career here, but the reason why you went to the prison chief."

Teng Ying was silent, and Xu Wen continued: "You are talented, capable, and willing to pay and take responsibility, which is the reason why you can stand in this position." ”

Teng Ying couldn't understand what she meant, Xu Wen said: "The future is the result, the cause determines the result, the career is fruitless and means that your future is fruitless, what you have lost has been lost, you are irretrievable no matter what, and there is no future if you blindly look back at the past." ”

Hearing this, Teng Ying raised her head, yes, isn't it because she can't get out of the past hurdle from beginning to end, in another way, her future may really still be there.

"I know you love this job, but even if you are reluctant to give up, everything is unwilling, what has happened is irreversible, and not being able to let go will only make you miserable, unable to extricate yourself, and will make you lose more."

"Do you have any dreams? Is there any revenge? Xu Wen asked.

Teng Ying thought for a while, in the vast sea of people, she was just a drop in the ocean, too small, even in the whole case, she was just a chess piece that was dispatched back and forth, instructed by others, never had the initiative, and was powerless to change anything. "No, I'm too small."

"Many times we don't know what our value is, what we should do, think that we are too small, use the time of these years to build dreams, reserve energy, accumulate thick and thin, so that you yourself will no longer be small."

Teng Ying nodded to this, and she raised her head, "Can I do it?" ”

"As I said, the cause determines the effect, and you have already proven yourself."

After that, he said: "Xiaoying, you once calmly faced life and death for justice, and promised me that this time you would be selfish and live for yourself." ”

Teng Ying nodded lightly.

"This kind of role change is so painful that I can't understand it, but there is still a long way to go, and the longer you carry this burden, the more painful it will be, I hope you can forget the past as soon as possible and integrate into it." Xu Wen said.

Teng Ying nodded and said, "Understood." ”

After chatting for a while, Xu Wen said: "I'll send you back when it's not early, get a good night's sleep, nourish your spirits, and let me see you change." ”

"Yes."

When she arrived at the door of the prison area, Xu Wen didn't leave, as if she was still waiting for something, Teng Ying suddenly said, "Report, my schoolbag is broken and I ask for another one." ”

Xu Wen smiled, "Approved." ”

At this time, Teng Ying knew that his cleverness had already been recognized, and he also realized that he had no secrets here, and it was impossible to die.

But a thousand words seem pale and powerless in Teng Ying's current experience, and these words just dispelled Teng Ying's idea of suicide. Up to now, Teng Ying has not planned the future road at all, and now the facts are in front of her, she must go down this road, thinking that the future prison career, she will be reshaped, Teng Ying's heart is full of despair and unwillingness, how should this road go, Teng Ying began to hesitate and become confused.