Chapter 442: Courage

Xu Lei's mother was slightly stunned when she heard this, she didn't seem to expect Yuan Muye to say this, so she took Yuan Muye's hand and said, "Good boy, it seems that you and Xiao Lei are real friends, you are right, we want to open it now, as long as Xiao Lei can recover, we will follow his wishes in that matter......"

Then Xu Lei's mother took Yuan Muye and the two of them to Xu Lei's ward, and as soon as they walked in, they saw a pale-faced man standing by the window looking downstairs, seemingly unresponsive to the stranger walking in the ward......

Maybe it was because of Yuan Muye's previous words that Xu Lei's mother trusted them very much, and even left them alone in the ward, hoping that they could enlighten their son and cheer him up as soon as possible.

After Xu Lei's mother left, Xu Lei slowly turned his head and looked at Yuan Muye and Forging Feng without saying a word...... To be honest, Xu Lei's eyes were a little straight, and there were few people who were stared at by him like this who didn't feel hairy.

"Xu Lei, you ...... How's the recovery going? Yuan Muye first said a clichΓ©, firstly, to test whether this guy was really crazy or fake, and secondly, because Yuan Muye heard that Mother Xu had not gone far, so there was nothing wrong with saying such a sentence first, even if she heard it.

Xu Lei looked at them for a while, and then said leisurely, "I don't seem to know the two, right?" ”

Yuan Muye smiled and said, "Of course, we are indeed meeting for the first time, let me introduce you formally, my name is Yuan Muye, this is my friend Forging Feng, we just rushed over from Jinjun Mountain......

Xu Lei's face changed after hearing this, he seemed to be particularly sensitive to the three words "Jin Junshan", "I don't know what you're talking about, I don't know, I don't know anything......"

Yuan Muye saw that Xu Lei's emotions were about to get out of control, so he hurriedly said to him, "Don't be afraid, we are here today to tell you that those so-called gods are dead, you can live your own life, and you don't have to worry about the pain of the past anymore." ”

Xu Lei didn't understand the meaning of Yuan Muye's words for a while, and when Forging Feng on the side saw that he was still at a loss, he said bluntly, "Those monsters that can control your mind have been killed by us, and you can be free from now on!" ”

"They are so powerful, how can they be easily killed by you?" Xu Lei said in disbelief.

When Yuan Muye saw it, he thought to himself, it seems that most of the so-called spiritual shackles come from himself, even if the monster that has been controlling him is no longer there, he will still surrender to the fear of them in his heart......

Thinking of this, Yuan Muye said softly, "Whether you believe it or not, this is the truth, and the purpose of our coming this time is to tell you the result of this matter, so that you don't have to live so painfully all the time." ”

Only then did Xu Lei completely believe in Yuan Muye's work, and saw that he sat back on the hospital bed in an instant, and muttered to himself, "I'm free...... I'm finally free......"

Yuan Muye learned in the subsequent conversation that Xu Lei did want to commit suicide when he went to Luoxiafeng, you said that he was depressed, and he couldn't think about it for a while, in short, he was the only one among the many suicidal tourists who really had suicidal tendencies.

Although Yuan Muye did not ask Xu Lei why he chose to commit suicide, it is not difficult to hear from his words that he feels that he is very tired and plays the role of a good son and a good husband every day, but only he knows that this is not the real Xu Lei......

Yuan Muye and Xu Lei chatted a lot in the ward that day, and there were a few times when Xu's mother came to the door and wanted to go in, but when she saw that her son rarely said so much, she quietly left again.

Through that chat, Yuan Muye felt that Xu Lei should have dispelled the idea of suicide, because in Xu Lei's view, this time it was regarded as a rebirth of himself, and he should take this opportunity to live his true self.

Before leaving, Yuan Muye told Xu Lei, "Your parents love you very much, and after this incident, they also realized that only you are the most important, and everything else is meaningless without you, so I hope you should live well even if it is for them, and live the most true self......"

Xu Lei smiled after hearing this, and then said with a relieved face, "Thank you for running this trip for me." ”

On the way back, Forging Feng said with a gossipy face, "What do you say Xu Lei wants from this kid, why does he not want to live?" ”

Yuan Muye smiled when he heard this, "When did you become so gossipy?" ”

When Forging Feng heard this, he defended, "How can this be gossip? Is this curiosity okay? What do you think, Xu Lei's current life is what many young people dream of? With a house, a car, a stable and high-income job, a wife and children, how many people spend their lives pursuing nothing more than that, right? But he just thought about suicide? I really don't know what he's for?! ”

"What else could it be for? Think about when a person denies himself completely? In fact, he has made it very clear just now, he said that he is not his real self now, and all the good things are just disguises...... Yuan Muye raised his eyebrows and said.

Forging Feng thought for a while, and suddenly realized, "Denial of self? Could it be that he is ...... Bent?! ”

After hearing this, Yuan Muye nodded and said, "It is precisely because of this that he thinks that all his current achievements are deliberately disguised as he should be, but he is not the truest self. Judging from his mother's attitude, Xu Lei's parents should know where their son's problems are, but because of the old concepts and thoughts, they also wrote about Xu Lei's true side......"

"Then it's not difficult to understand why this Xu Lei wants to die in pain, but not everyone will be like him, right?" Forging Feng asked.

Yuan Muye shrugged his shoulders and said, "Of course, it mainly depends on the individual's ability to resist pressure, I have encountered a similar situation in a case before, but that person is over half a hundred years old, but the family still does not know his true (sexual) orientation, and sometimes it takes great courage for people to be their true selves." ”

When he heard this, he shook his head and said, "This kind of behavior of concealing your true situation and marrying someone else is really a bit immoral......"

"Not really, and there are not a few such people at the moment." Yuan Muye said helplessly.

After the two returned to the Northern Capital, Lao Lin had already transported the little monster to the experimental center under his name, in Lao Lin's opinion, the little monster's ability to manipulate other people's consciousness was really amazing, and it seemed to have the same skills as Yuan Muye's cheap senior brother.

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