When he was a student, Su Jian'an was a mythical god of learning.

But in terms of emotional matters, she has always been dull.

Therefore, although she met Lu Boyan when she was 10 years old, she found out that she liked him a long time later, and at that time she had grown from a little girl to a slim little girl, Lu Boyan...... She hadn't seen him in years, and she didn't know if he was still as good-looking as he was when he was 16, or what he had become.

But she still liked him.

When she received a love letter in the first year of junior high school, the fragrant letter paper was wrapped in a photo of a boy, she glanced at it, and Lu Boyan's appearance automatically appeared in her mind, the boy's nose was not as strong as Lu Boyan's, his eyes were not as deep and good-looking as Lu Boyan's, and his hairstyle was not as natural as Lu Boyan's.

When he was in the second year of junior high school, he was stopped to confess, and the ruffian boy asked her to be his girlfriend, ensuring that no one would dare to bully her in school in the future. She looked at the boy, well, she didn't have any temperament, unlike Lu Boyan, who made people be attracted by the calmness and elegance that his peers did not have at a glance.

Later, Su Yuanyuan's mother and daughter appeared, and her mother passed away suddenly, and her life suddenly entered the eternal night.

She locked herself in her mother's room during the day, cried bitterly at night, and felt that she couldn't live anymore several times, but at the last moment, she would always think of Lu Boyan.

When I met him, his father had just died in a car accident. Her mother said to her, "That brother is very sad, can you go and accompany him?"

At that time, her entanglement may have annoyed Lu Boyan, but now, his figure has become her pillar.

Lu Boyan can face the fact that her loved ones have left the world, why can't she? At least you have to be as strong as him to be worthy of him, right?

In this way, she thought about him without Lu Boyan knowing, and actually went through that most difficult period.

At this time, she didn't realize that she liked Lu Boyan.

When she was about to graduate from high school, she stumbled upon him in a financial magazine.

In her memory, Bo Yan's brother was still a 16-year-old boy wearing sweaters and slacks, but in the magazine, he was wearing an expensive custom suit, his silhouette became more cold and distinct, and his eyes became deeper and more difficult to understand, and he was still much taller than when he was 16 years old.

He went from being a teenager to a successful business elite.

She suddenly understood that Lu Boyan was already a man.

At that moment, her heart suddenly pounded, and her classmates saw that she was distracted, and he laughed and teased her: "Jian An, you also have a day of nymphomania!" This business rookie is super handsome! Like him or not? ”

I like it, Su Jian'an heard the voice in his heart, and he always liked it.

At this time, she realized why she couldn't be like a normal girl, tempted by a boy of the same age, and talk about a young love with them; Why is it whether it is the naughty boy sitting at the end of the classroom, or the so-called dream lover of the girls in the school who says that she likes her, she can't help but compare them with Lu Boyan, and finally feels that they are not as good as Lu Boyan.

In fact, as early as when she was ten years old, she fell in love with Lu Boyan for the first time, but she didn't find out until now.

After graduating from high school in a hurry, she was admitted to A-University and began to like to read various financial magazines, because sometimes she would see news related to Lu Boyan or his interviews.

There are several photos taken for him by magazines on the Internet, and she downloaded them and hid them in a secret album on her mobile phone, and even Luo Xiaoxi didn't know about it.

In the four years of college, he secretly liked Lu Boyan so secretly, and occasionally when he talked to Tang Yulan on the phone or met, he could also hear Lu Boyan's news from Tang Yulan's mouth.

Several times, Tang Yulan asked her if she wanted to go to her house for dinner, saying that Lu Boyan would come back today and they could meet.

At that time, Lu Boyan had developed the Lu family into a business empire, he became the dream lover of many girls, and the scandal with Han Ruoxi spread widely, and the photos of them in and out of pairs flew everywhere on the Internet, she shook her head and refused, using the excuse that she was busy with her studies.

In fact, he was afraid to see him with others.

Despite this, she still felt that she was much luckier than most girls she had a crush on, at least she had met Lu Boyan early on, and now she could still know his news at any time.

After graduation, Su Yicheng asked her to study abroad, and she chose the school where Lu Boyan graduated.

When he was studying at Columbia University, Lu Boyan was also a popular figure, and there were still professors who remembered him after graduation, and she could occasionally hear from professors or classmates when he was studying here, so he was always inexplicably happy, Jiang Shaokai said that she didn't know if she had seen too many corpses after studying abroad, and she laughed from time to time like a neurotic.

Like neuropathy, it's like neuropathy, liking Lu Boyan is her own thing.

In the two years she studied abroad, Su Yicheng's Cheng'an Group grew rapidly, and the Cheng'an Group suppressed Su's family, which made Su Hongyuan breathless, and Su Hongyuan moved to kidnap her and threaten Su Yicheng.

When Su Yicheng and Tang Huilan proposed to let her marry Lu Boyan, her first reaction was to be afraid.

Someone who secretly liked him for so many years, he is so good now, and she deals with corpses all day long, not to mention...... He seems to have someone he likes.

It's already satisfying to follow him secretly, how can you still marry him?

"Jian An, this is your only chance." Su Yicheng said to her, "You like him, I know." ”

She looked at her brother, speechless for a long time, like a little girl who was found stealing her mother's high heels, blushing and embarrassed so much that she wanted to disappear forever.

"You have to fight for what you like, and the same goes for the people you like." Su Yicheng touched her head and told her, "Think about it, if he marries someone else, will you be sad?" ”

She nodded stunned, and Su Yicheng said again: "Then you go and marry him." Don't give him to anyone else, you have to fight for it at least once. ”

Then, she nodded and agreed to marry Lu Boyan and became husband and wife with him, but Lu Boyan told her that he would divorce her in two years.

"Well, what a coincidence, I don't have any feelings for you" - at that time, she replied that Lu Boyan was pretending, and she was actually a little sad in her heart.

Lu Boyan once asked her why she agreed to marry him, and the real reason was, of course, that she liked him. The tip of the perverted killer's knife was against her face, Jiang Shaokai asked her if she had anything to say to Lu Boyan, she wanted to tell Lu Boyan that she liked him, but after thinking about it, if he was with Han Ruoxi, it seemed that it would be unnecessary.

After all, she was already satisfied to be able to marry him.

She secretly liked Lu Boyan for so many years, and she didn't even dare to be with him, let alone get married. Even if she was really killed this time, she and Lu Boyan had been husband and wife for at least more than two months, although it was not long, it was enough to make this life without regrets.

Look, this time, she likes to hide her arrogance in her bones and become so humble, so she doesn't dare to mention it or tell anyone.

But she didn't expect that Jiang Shaokai saw through all this.

Su Jian'an was no longer as flustered as when she was debunked by Su Yicheng, she smiled and said to Jiang Shaokai in a pleading tone: "Don't tell others." ”

Jiang Shaokai was so angry that his liver hurt: "It's useless!" ”

"Who said that? It's just that my earnings are used elsewhere! ”

"What's the use of fighting with me?" Jiang Shaokai said, "Go fight with Han Ruoxi and snatch Lu Boyan over!" ”

Su Jian'an remembered the photo of Han Ruoxi and Lu Boyan's clothes entangled messily: "You can't grab it, right?" People have feelings. ”

"Jian An, I suddenly feel a little pitiful for you."

"I'm healthy, well-fed and warmly clothed, married to my favorite person, where is the pity?" Su Jian'an pursed the corners of her lips, "You might as well pity Xiaoxi, she was cut off from her pocket money by her father again......"

Jiang Shaokai sighed: "Luo Xiaoxi is braver than you." ”

Su Jian'an was stunned for a moment and smiled.

Yes, Xiaoxi is indeed braver than her, and as soon as she likes it, she will confess loudly, if you don't agree, right, it's okay, I'll chase you.

She took her mobile phone and got up with the thermos bucket: "I'll bring you lunch tomorrow." ”

Jiang Shaokai will not refuse: "Drive carefully." ”

When Su Jian'an got home, it was not early, she parked the car and carried the thermos bucket into the house, and saw Lu Boyan sitting alone on the sofa in the living room, there were several cigarette butts in the ashtray in front of her, and there was a faint smell of smoke mixed in the air.

In her impression, Lu Boyan is a non-smoker.

She walked over: "Are you alright?" ”

Lu Boyan raised his eyes lightly: "It's okay." Have you been in the hospital? ”

Su Jian'an nodded: "Xiao Xi is also there, let's ...... Chatted a little more. ”

Lu Boyan said "um", his hand reached for the cigarette and matchbox on the coffee table, and he didn't know why he shrank back, he looked at Su Jian'an: "If it's okay, go to bed early." ”

"Yesterday ......" Su Jian'an hesitated for a moment and said, "My phone fell at Xiaoxi's house, so I don't know if you called me, you ...... What do you want to tell me? ”

She didn't deny that there was a trace of expectation in her heart, however, Lu Boyan's expression was not unusual, he said, "It's nothing." ”

He didn't seem to want to talk to her anymore, Su Jian'an hid the disappointment in his heart and said "oh", put the thermos bucket and went upstairs.

After taking a shower and lying on the bed, Su Jian'an felt the pain in the back of his head.

She suddenly remembered that the murderer had knocked her unconscious by hitting her on the back of the head last night, and it was normal for it to hurt now.

To be on the safe side, she went downstairs to find the medicine kit.

It was past eleven o'clock, the crystal chandelier in the living room had been extinguished, and only a few wall lamps were left with a warm yellow light, and Su Jian'an smelled a thick smell of smoke.

She subconsciously looked at the sofa, Lu Boyan was still sitting on the sofa, his fingertips were full of smoke, and his back was extremely lonely.

Su Jian'an said in a book that he had read that a person's face could be disguised so that it could not leak and not be invaded, but the back could not be disguised.

Whether a person is happy and complete, or lonely and helpless, can be seen from his back.

Lu Boyan ...... Does he belong to the latter? Otherwise, why sit alone on the couch and smoke at this time?

Su Jian'an's heart felt like a needle had been pierced, and her steps walked uncontrollably in front of Lu Boyan.

Even if he didn't like her approaching, she couldn't pretend she didn't see anything and leave him alone.

Lu Boyan didn't expect Su Jian'an to run down so late and put out the cigarette: "Didn't you tell you to go to bed early?" ”

"I'm ......," Su Jian'an hesitated for a long time, "I'll come down and look for the medicine box." ”

Lu Boyan's pupils suddenly contracted: "Where is it hurt?" ”