"Lotus" Chapter 38: Feelings, Feelings

The days go by really fast, our time together is like flowing water has passed 854 days, sometimes the memories of the first meeting seem like yesterday, but sometimes it feels like a long time, for various reasons we are not together every day, but the daily phone WeChat chat is uninterrupted, of course, a few days will also meet once! After so long, we have cried, laughed, sad, and had a hard time, but no matter how difficult things are, we have persevered, and we are like most couples, some things have differences, and some things will have small quarrels, but we will never say separation because of anything, you have your stubbornness, many things are just according to your own thoughts, no matter how you say it, I also have my insistence, but if you insist on changing, I can only listen to you. I often make you angry, but you always forgive me, and the one who can't break up is the real couple.

Tomorrow is 39 weeks in September, it's a big baby, you 39 Monday is very hard and very hard, every day, every month is different, I see it in my eyes, but I can't do anything for you, maybe I can only watch it like most people! But come on! It's good to stick to it for a while.

In fact, after going home after eating and washing up every day, sometimes I want to watch TV, play games, or lie there motionless as a salted fish, but it seems that these things can't leave anything, and even some traces of life are not, because it's too ordinary, too drifting, so this "Lotus" makes me feel that I can leave some traces of life before going to bed, at least I can look at it when I'm old, it's also very meaningful, and you can show off to others in the future, my husband wrote a book for me, but what, I don't think I'll finish Lotus by then, because there are so many stories to tell. In fact, every author is the same, from palace-level writers, down to ordinary writers, and people like me who write short stories, in fact, every story can be written all the time, and whether there is an end or not depends entirely on the person, because there are too many things that can be written, and there are too many things that can be extended. Everyone's life is only a few short decades, if it is a book, then he is the protagonist, and death is the end, so this "Lotus" is estimated to be a story that will not end at all. It's a story that has been your Lord.

The fire tree is still attacking the guardian, and it is uninterrupted, and the guardian continues to walk forward with determination. There is still no end in sight, but the guardian can feel the temperature rise, and as long as he keeps moving towards this point, he will definitely be able to reach the center of the cremation forest or some place or clue about the phoenix. Because there is no reference to the event or any book, the guardian can only be so stupid but can not move forward in any way.

After a while, the trees grew larger, and the flames that attacked the guardians became more intense.

"Bang bang ....." non-stop impact, although the fire of these fire trees could not invade the body of the guardian, but it made the pace of the guardian more difficult, and the guardian was slowly hit by these fires and took a few steps back.

"The attacks of these fires are getting more and more fierce, and you must stand in place to adapt to the intensity of the moment......" The guardian did not rush because of this, but kept this rationality, and then stood in place and closed his eyes, silently adapting to the attack of the fire tree here, and when the guardian closed his eyes, he suddenly had a wonderful feeling, but it was only for a moment, the guardian wanted to find this feeling, but he couldn't find it.

"This feeling will definitely help my mana, but there are some things that cannot be met and forced." The guardian opened his eyes, feeling a little used to the intensity of the moment, and continued to walk forward, not at a fast pace, but indeed advancing.

And the guardian keeps moving forward like this, and when he encounters a greater obstacle, the guardian will stop to adapt and then perceive, and then continue to move forward, and what the guardian doesn't know is that he is constantly breaking through the limits of his body, which is a kind of cultivation that others want to get but can't find, but the guardian doesn't care, but continues to move forward like this, and then keeps circulating.

There is no concept of time here, and I don't know how much time has passed, and I don't understand the passage of time.

I don't know how long it will be later, maybe it's ten minutes, maybe it's a day.

The fire tree in front of the guardian became more violent, and those fires were like countless arrows, fast and fierce, and rushed towards the guardian like a fire wind, so that the guardian could not advance at all, and would be forced to retreat from time to time.

"To this extent, is it useless to adapt? But there must be a way, then I always feel that I will experience a little bit every time, there must be some way, there must be, you can't be in a hurry, you can't be in a hurry...... "Guardian keeps telling himself, and then tries not to retreat, and then closes his eyes to feel carefully, to feel that trace of inspiration, to feel that trace of untouchable realm.

In this way, the guardian unconsciously seems to merge with these fires, giving people the illusion that this place is completely unguarded by this foreign intruder, and it makes people feel that the guardian is part of some endless fire.

And in Lotus Villa, Lotus's boudoir.

Lotus's eyes slowly opened, and she looked a little tired.

"Daughter, you're finally awake!" What caught Lotus's eye was Lianfang's attentive face.

"Mother......" Lotus rubbed her eyes and shouted lazily.

"Just wake up..... It's good to wake up....." Lian Fang hugged the lotus, and her eyes instantly turned red.

"What's wrong! Didn't you just get some sleep? It's the same as whatever. Lotus's hand gently patted Lianfang's back.

"You don't know you've been sleeping for ten days! Daughter.... No matter how uncomfortable it was before, no matter how sick it was, it wouldn't be so long! I'm really afraid that you'....." Lianfang didn't dare to think about her daughter, and her tears couldn't help falling down.

"What? It's been ten days......" Lotus instantly refreshed, and then jumped out of bed, looking incredulous.

"That's right! You girl......" Lian Fang saw that her daughter was alive and well, and she looked a little funny at the moment, and instantly burst into laughter.

"Mother, you still look good when you smile, it's not just ten days, I feel a lot of energy when I sleep, you don't have to be careful at all, I haven't slept for so long, how comfortable, others don't have a chance to sleep yet." Lotus smiled beautifully at Lotus Fang.

"Guarding that kid, did you run away? didn't even guard me, it's called guarding, I think it's better to run away. Lotus thought so in her heart, and wanted to have the urge to beat her up.

"Yes, yes, you're right. Just like my mother, it's good to sleep 5 hours a day, how can I count it by day. Lianfang nodded.

"Yes, so you have to envy me! By the way, mother, I'm hungry, hurry up and make me something to eat! I can't wait. Lotus touched her sunken belly.

"Good..... Mother will do it immediately, and I will make you a table of your favorite dishes in half an hour, and wait for ....." Lianfang immediately got up and walked out of Lotus's room.

And when Lian Fang just walked out, Lianhua's expression instantly became serious.

"It seems that my symptoms of rejection have really become ........," Lotus sat down directly on the bed.

Lotus has always been a person who cares about the feelings of his family, although he looks like he has nothing to do with outsiders, but he cares very much about his family and this Lotus Villa, because this is part of Lotus's life.

"Guardian, you bastard....... Where have you been? Next time Miss Ben sees it, I will definitely blow your head......." Lotus's warm smile appeared in Guardian's mind, but Lotus wanted to beat Guardian very much, because Guardian was not guarding by her side