Chapter 235: Rumors
said that Mrs. Luo was angry with Du Rongzhi, and then she was persuaded by the eldest lady, but in fact, she fanned the flames and appeased her, and when she got home, she couldn't help but get angrier and angrier, and she couldn't wait to beat the gong and drum to immediately reveal Du Rongzhi's true face.
So one day there was an invitation from a familiar lady, and a group of ladies and sons got together, Mrs. Luo spared no effort, and complained to them about what happened in the Guogong Mansion that day, and did not forget to sigh when she came, "I think that the young master of the Guogong Mansion, what an outstanding person, but I just went to such a lady......"
The lady who had that good thing couldn't help but say, "Speaking of which, I know a little bit about it...... I heard that the eldest young master of the Song family was reluctant to do this family affair at the beginning, but he couldn't stand the pestering of the eldest young lady......"
"Isn't it?" The other also said, "It is said that in order to compete for favor, this eldest young lady pushed the poor girl of the Fu family into the pool in the winter, just because she suspected that she had an affair with the eldest young master...... I don't know if it's true or fake? ”
"Of course it's true." Mrs. Luo sneered coldly, looking like she knew the inside story well, "If it weren't for that, there would be a beautiful lady, what kind of good person can't be found, so why bother to enter the Guogong Mansion as a concubine?" Now they are even more suppressed by the eldest and youngest ladies of their family, even the good brother in the belly-" Mrs. Luo said, her voice suddenly paused, and she hurriedly covered her veil and said angrily, "Oh, look at my mouth!" When I talk about it, I don't have a doorman......" she said with a look of secrecy, "you must not have heard of it!" ”
Everyone here is also the wife of the head of each house, which one is not a human spirit? Seeing this, he couldn't help but smile, "We really didn't hear anything...... Sister Zhang was also a little more careful. But I didn't know how many times I turned her words in my intestines.
One of them couldn't help but be curious, "The Du family is a noble family that has been hairpinned for generations, and Mrs. Du is from a famous family, and her gestures are everyone's demeanor...... How can a daughter be so unbearable? ”
Before Mrs. Luo could speak, the other person had already said, "These ten fingers are not of ordinary length, let alone the children below...... I've seen the second lady of their family, very gentle and well-behaved, not as domineering as her eldest sister. Because she was trying to marry the girl of the Du family to the concubine of the family, she had to say a few good words.
Mrs. Luo smiled faintly, "I don't know what the character of the other daughters of their family is, but the actions of this young lady are really flattering." ”
Someone persuaded her, "It is no wonder that such an arrogant and vicious person would do things that are disrespectful...... Sister Zhang really doesn't deserve to be angry with her. ”
Mrs. Luo's Zhang nodded approvingly, "That's right." I don't have anything, but it's just a matter of giving her a few words of complaint to you...... It's just that I pity my cousin-in-law, who can't say anything about such a daughter-in-law who can't be carried clearly, and she can't beat her, and she can be angry to death if she is really angry. It's also thanks to my sister-in-law that she is such a gentle and generous character, no matter what her daughter-in-law says or does, she can always speak softly, gently and gently...... I, an outsider, was so depressed when I saw it. ”
After hearing this, everyone couldn't help but sigh, "Mrs. Song is indeed a rare and kind person, and the eldest and youngest lady of their family is really too much...... "They thought to themselves, although the daughter-in-law in the family also has many shortcomings, but compared with the young lady of the Guogong Mansion, it seems to be very virtuous...... Thinking about it like this, my heart was extremely smooth, and with Mrs. Luo sighing very much, they all dispersed.
A few days later, I don't know who leaked the news, the young lady of the Guogong Mansion was arrogant and domineering, brutalized the heirs of the Song family, and the rumors that she had long been inseparable from Song Zixun suddenly spread like a plague among the noble ladies......
Naturally, it also reached Mrs. Du's ears.
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No matter how loud the gossip outside the outside, Fengqing Courtyard is always as calm as ever.
Since Du Rongzhi lashed out at Song Zixun last time, her temper has gradually become better.
She no longer shouts at people who make mistakes, she doesn't get angry because of a trivial matter, and she doesn't get hysterical for no reason...... She smiled at everyone, even if she sometimes faced Song Zixun, although she couldn't greet her with a smile, she no longer had the yin and yang weirdness and sneering like before.
However, the mood of the people around Du Rongzhi was not relaxed because of her change, but ...... It's heavier.
Anyone can see how bright the smile on her face is, and how restrained it is. The eyes that once looked forward to the sparkle could no longer find the slightest trace of the past, and all that remained was the hollow depth and blankness.
Gradually, Du Rongzhi began to make some small movements unconsciously—whenever she felt anxious, nervous, or about to lose control of her emotions, she would unconsciously find scissors and cut through the clothes and fabrics or books and papers at hand.
Everyone was scared at first, lest she accidentally hurt herself, but she herself was unaware and often didn't remember what had happened after venting.
I couldn't even sleep at night.
Sometimes I was awakened by a nightmare, sometimes I was so sleepy that I couldn't sleep, I often sat with my eyes open, and when it was almost dawn, I fell asleep in a daze.
…… Imperial Physician Zhou was invited over again.
The latter gave Du Rongzhi a pulse and just sighed helplessly, and then talked with Song Zixun in the study for a long time.
No one knew what they said that day, but since then, Song Zixun has appeared more and more rarely in Du Rongzhi's sight.
Sometimes, perhaps, when she sat all night and fell asleep groggy; Sometimes, Xu is when she has just drunk the medicine, the effect of the medicine has flinched, and the whole person is most confused...... He would come to see her.
Only at this time could he hug her so unscrupulously and tell her how much he missed her—how much he missed the smiling and lively girl in his memory.
He even thought, since he had come to this point, why didn't he just let it go? At the very least, she wouldn't hate him so much, and her hysteria might get better......
But...... He couldn't.
Not only could she not do it, but just thinking that from now on, her joys, sorrows and sorrows would no longer have anything to do with him, and her name might be crowned with another man's surname...... He felt so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.
She's his! She can only be his!
Even if she hates him for the rest of her life, even if she can no longer come out of the haze of the past......
He will never let go!
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