Chapter 19: Matters of the Heart

A night of wind and rain, I don't know how many flowers fall, the stagnant water flows into a river, and the pink petals fall into it, drifting with the waves, forming a pink ribbon, which is beautiful.

As the rain dried up, the ephemeral beauty of "Falling Red" also disappeared in a hurry.

"Falling red is not a ruthless thing, turning into spring mud to protect flowers", its end, symbolizing a new beginning, it gave up the brilliance of thousands of people's attention, from the front of the stage to the background, in another way to water the rhizomes, obscure to nurture life, all of it, just for the saplings to thrive.

Isn't this the mother? Ordinary and great.

Teng Ying lowered her head and sighed, touching the scene, the body of her parents, the pressure of the family, etc., etc., in the final analysis, it was because she was not angry, every time she thought of this, her heart was like a knife, and she couldn't breathe with remorse.

Home is the place that used to be a little boring, but now it is so far away, and the way back is long and bumpy.

All she could do at this point was to linger on this beauty for a little longer.

Suddenly, Mengxi's voice came from his ears, "Teng Ying, what do you want?" ”

Teng Ying immediately picked up the broom in his hand and swept the last handful of flowers and leaves to the side of the road, "Okay." ”

On the way, Teng Ying took advantage of no one and handed the letter to Yan Yan in his hand to Mengxi, "Dream discipline, please." ”

Mengxi took the letter, "Don't worry. Then he whispered: "Write more rhetoric, fool him, let that kid have more blood, and who will know who after he goes out." ”

Teng Ying smiled bitterly, "It's not appropriate, I've already made it clear to him in the letter, and he won't be sending the letter in the future." ”

"Hey, I really can't figure you out, are you afraid of pestering him after you get out of prison? Don't worry, he doesn't have the guts to see who you are. Mengxi paused for a while and said, "Actually, you don't have to worry, I think that kid has found out your details, and wants to borrow your light to be comfortable inside, and don't take it for nothing." ”

Teng Ying shook her head slightly, "I don't think it's good, forget it." ”

Mengxi couldn't make sense, so he put the letter in his pocket, "Okay then." ”

After that, he said: "By the way, my sister still needs you to take care of it." ”

"Okay, don't worry."

On the way back, I met Liu Yuan alone there frowning and thinking about something, "Hello warden." The two greeted.

Liu Yuan didn't lift it, just hummed, and continued to stand there pondering, Teng Ying rarely saw Liu Yuan so sad, she must have encountered something, she gave Mengxi a look, Mengxi understood, put Teng Ying down, and regressed and left.

"Warden, do you have anything on your mind?"

Hearing this, Liu Yuan raised his head, "Why are you still here, haven't you gone back?" ”

Teng Ying said: "No." ”

Liu Yuan sighed and said, "Come back to the office with me." ”

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Liu Yuan took out the cooked food prepared in advance for Teng Ying, "I just bought it for you, and I was about to call you." ”

The fragrant cooked food did not impress Teng Ying's taste buds, and she continued to ask, "Do you have anything on your mind?" Can you tell me about it? ”

Liu Yuan shook his head, "It's nothing, there's something wrong at work." ”

If there is something wrong, Liu Yuan will definitely not be embarrassed like this, Teng Ying said: "Mom, you can talk to your daughter." ”

Hearing this, Liu Yuan's heart trembled, her eyes suddenly turned red, and she went over to hug Teng Ying, "Xiaoying, Mom doesn't want you to have anything happening, so don't ask." ”

"Is it Zhang Li's business?"

Liu Yuan didn't speak, Teng Ying said: "In the past few days, Zhang Li has become the talk point of everyone's after-dinner business, and the whole prison is spreading about her. ”

Liu Yuan sighed and nodded, "Hey, this kid is really." ”

"What's wrong? Punish her? ”

"How can it be, it is to provide her with a single room to calm down, but who knows, this child is very stubborn, he has been for several days, he doesn't eat or drink, if he goes on like this, something will happen." Speaking of this, Liu Yuan sighed deeply again.

Teng Ying's eyes rolled and said, "If it doesn't work, I'll go talk to her." ”

Liu Yuan said: "Don't, to be honest, I don't want you to get too close to them, for fear that something will involve you again." ”

"Don't worry, it won't." After that, he said, "Mom, believe me." ”

Seeing Teng Ying's resolute eyes, Liu Yuan also gave up and took Teng Ying to the place, this is not a prison area, but a prison hotel specially prepared for couples serving sentences, it can be seen that Liu Yuan is still very polite to this Zhang Li.

The discipline who stood at the door and guarded leaned against the wall, his face was full of exhaustion, Zhang Li had tossed them enough in the past few days, and when she saw Liu Yuan coming, she immediately stood up, "Prison warden." ”

Liu Yuan nodded lightly, "You go back first." The discipline agreed, and left, and Liu Yuan explained to Teng Ying again: "Don't force it if it doesn't make sense, I'm thinking of a way." ”

"Okay." After speaking, Teng Ying gently clicked the door, the door was very quiet, there was no answer, and knocked a few times, still so, Teng Ying glanced at Liu Yuan, Liu Yuan signaled that it didn't matter, and then, she gently pushed the door open.

The room was not big, and when I opened the door, I saw Zhang Li, who was sitting curled up on the edge of the bed, her clothes were all dirt, and her long hair was messy and covered her entire face.

At this time, Zhang Li lost the domineering temperament at that time, but looked sloppy and weird.

People are sympathetic, not to mention Teng Ying, she walked to Zhang Li's side softly and sat side by side with her in the same posture, "I think, we have the same experience." ”

After saying that, Zhang Li was still motionless, as if he hadn't heard it, Teng Ying was not in a hurry, slowly moved his hand over, and then gently helped Zhang Li sort out his scattered hair, during the whole process, Zhang Li didn't make any movement, just stared ahead with those wooden eyes.

Soon, Teng Ying put Zhang Li's coil up, and then said with satisfaction: "This time it's much better." ”

Maybe it was because her eyes became bright, Zhang Li gradually regained her demeanor, she slowly turned her head and looked at Teng Ying, and then a spirit, suddenly jumped up and shouted: "What are you doing!" ”

The discipline outside the door was about to rush into the house when he heard it, but was blocked by Liu Yuan, "Waiting." ”

Teng Ying didn't panic, but stood up, leaned over and said, "Are you in such pain?" ”

Zhang Li gasped, "Pain." As she spoke, her body swayed back and forth uncontrollably, her physical strength had been exhausted to the limit, and if she didn't eat in the water, something would really happen.

"Then why do you want to make yourself more miserable? Isn't it good to accept it? ”

Zhang Li sneered, "Reality? What reality is accepted? Let me stay here for more than ten years, it is better to die. ”

"Dead? Hmph" Teng Ying snorted, and then said: "How easy it is to die, I don't know anything when I close my eyes." ”

"That's why I'm going to die, to end this suffering." Zhang Li said weakly.

Teng Ying asked, "Who are you in your family?" ”

Zhang Li didn't understand why Teng Ying suddenly asked this question, but she still replied, "My mother, my father." ”

"Do you have someone you love?" Teng Ying continued to ask.

Asked here, Zhang Li hesitated, the first thing she thought of was Lu Ziyang, although she still loved him deeply at this time, but the past has become a cloud, and today's appearance will never go back, "I don't know ......"

"That's what you have."

After that, he said, "So, you close your eyes, and we'll play a simulation game." ”

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