Chapter 40 of "Lotus": Everything is worth it

It's been six months! It's been six months since Xiao Jiuyue was born! That is, I haven't written a word in "Lotus" for six months, and I haven't touched any of my thoughts in this regard, and our whole family has been revolving around the little guy for six months, which is hard, difficult, and happy, and I can see the happiness in your eyes when I watch him grow up day by day.

It seems to be a long time since you entered the delivery room, and it seems to be a long time because many moments are difficult, such as the days in the hospital when we were new parents, we didn't know what and what at all, and everything was in a hurry. Especially since you're really, really hard.

A woman giving birth to a son is really in exchange for her own life, I can only do it in a hurry, but I can only stand outside the door and do nothing, that feeling is really sad, I will never forget it for the rest of my life. But there's really no comparison with you.

From the birth of your son to the present, you have not slept a complete night, you have to be woken up by your son's crying many times every day, every time you start to take care of your son in a daze, and your son's temper is very anxious, always do not go along with him, and make more trouble, you are all kinds of uncomfortable for your son, and your body is even worse, but you have never complained, and you are still a strong and competent mother.

No matter day or midnight, your back holding your son to breastfeed looks so loving, so strong and so weak, so tall, and so tearful.

It's really very comfortable to be a man, no matter who it is, but as a woman, you are really very hard, and this kind of hard work can only be understood by women. Many times we forget our original intentions, but when you think about the past and some of the things you have experienced, you will feel a lot of emotion. But no matter what, I will never forget that you are my wife, Xiao Jiuyue, I am my son.

Wife, you've really worked hard! Very, very hard! Love you! In the future, you will also educate Xiao Jiuyue well, so that he can love you well.

I haven't written it for half a year.,You know my memory is not good.,Even if I read the title roughly, I've forgotten a lot of the plot.,Don't scold me if it's out of touch.。 But you can also look at it separately! Anyway, it's all written for you, and I will slowly reminisce when I get old in the future, but it is estimated that there are very few free days.

"What the hell is this place?" The guardian looked at the world in countless circles and felt like he was going to faint. The guardian shook his head, and just as he was about to do something, he suddenly noticed that his feet began to ache. And when the guardian looked at his feet, he found that his feet began to slowly turn into 'circles' one by one, and the pain in his body was because his feet began to slowly deform and become the shape of circles, just like mosquito coils, and this distorted pain made the pain of the guardian instantly reach the extreme.

"Ahh What the hell is this...."The guardian was sweating profusely from pain in an instant, and just wanted to take a step, but because his feet had become a ring in a circle, he fell to the ground with a bang.

"Ah.....h

"Is this a hallucination? Or what? "The guardian roared mana burst out instantly, and a raging fire erupted from his body, but he couldn't change the status quo of his body's circle, and because of the explosion of the guardian's mana, these circles became 'fire circles'

"Ah......" Although the pain is only for a while, the guardian feels that a very long time has passed, and the guardian feels that he is almost about to faint, but he just can't faint, and the guardian still feels this great pain.

"All you have to do is say out loud that you don't love the lotus anymore, and the pain will disappear immediately." At this moment, a voice suddenly appeared in the guardian's mind.

"Fuck your uncle's .....," the guardian cried out in pain.

"Just let you say a word without any pain, how simple things are, right, just do it obediently." The sudden voice came to the guardian's mind again.

"If you want me to say something against my will, don't even think about it, Lao Tzu also has his own principles as a man. Come on! Come on! The Guardian's mouth erupted in flames, and he was furious.

"Ah....." The pain of the circle is even more intense, and it has reached the thigh of the guard at this moment.

"Tell me! Just say it and you'll be fine! The voice continued to bewitch the guardian's brain.

"Although Lao Tzu is not a great person and has no great ambitions, I will never do anything against my will. Even if it's just a sentence. And why are you tormenting me like this? Ah......h

"Crackling...... With the outbreak of guardianship, this endless circle world began to burn.

"Bang....".

The body of the guardian was restored to its original state.

"Hallucinations?" The guardian looked at his feet and knew that he was still standing in the same place, and the roaring fire tree was still behind him.

"Leave him alone...... But I feel like I've realized something...," muttered the Guardian.

"If I think about it later, I don't know how long it has been, but it's still important to get down to business." The guardian stepped on the fire, and the fire made the guardian faster, so the speed of the guardian was very, very fast at the moment.

Actually, the guardian doesn't know if this direction is right, but it's an intuition.

After galloping for I don't know how long.

The Guardian stopped, for there was no way out in front of the Guardian, replaced by endless bubbling magma. The guardian wants to take off but finds himself losing this ability.

"Don't try, you have no other choice, you can only get what you want if you come through this magma. If you don't feel like it's worth it, you can go back. The road back is very short, as long as you take a step back, you can get out of the cremation forest," a voice appeared out of thin air.

"I'm really going to the soup!" The Guardian shook his head and walked towards the magma without hesitation.

In fact, the guardian doesn't know why he is so firm, but as long as he thinks of the lotus, he feels that the life of the lotus is more important than his own life.

"Ah......h

The feeling of being scalded by magma is something that no one can experience, and the guardian finds that his mana cannot be used at this moment, which means that the guardian has to use his own body to resist the pain caused by the magma.

"Ah....." Guardian felt as if he had died once he took every step he took, but whenever he remembered that it was related to the life of the lotus, Guardian did not hesitate to persevere.

Guardian is just that..... One-step.....

I don't know how long the guardian has been walking...... The guardian couldn't scream, and his eyes were lowered and he felt as if he was going to fall down at any time, but the guardian didn't give up, so he kept walking with willpower.... Keep walking......

The pace of the guard is very slow...... But the guardian has never given up.....

Finally......

The guardian suddenly felt an aura that made him shudder.

And when the guardian raises his head

The Guardian's eyes widened instantly. Because there are three huge phoenixes that appear in front of the guardian, and the whole body is burning with raging fire, but the body is indeed somewhat illusory, and it feels as if it is one with this magma.

"I didn't expect you to actually be able to walk in front of us."

"Yes, it was a surprise to us."

"Perseverance is good."

These three voices are the voices of the previous discussion, that is, the voices made by these three phoenixes.

"Phoenix, that's great..... But how do I subdue them....." Guardian Happy forgot about the pain under his feet, but he had no clue at all.

"Young man, you don't have to think about it, we can't get out even if we want to go out with you, it's just a wisp of obsession after we die."

"What? Are there any other living phoenixes here? "Guardian Road.

"No, at least not in this world."

"That.... What to do with Lotus? What to do? "The guardian is a little depressed at the moment.

"We know what you're here for, but now that you've come here, we prove that we're fated, and we can take your fire mana to the next level."

"Doesn't make any sense anymore? If the lotus ...... So what do I want to do with strength? At this moment, the guardian realized that he hadn't known Lotus for a long time, but Lotus's position in his heart was so important that he felt that if the other party had any mistakes, then he wouldn't want to live.

"This kid is so affectionate."

"It's his strengths and his weaknesses."

"I think he's a man you can trust."

"Well, and we're running out of time."

The three phoenixes continued to communicate.

"Boy, don't be discouraged, although there is no phoenix now, it doesn't mean that there will be no in the future, as long as you promise the three of us one thing, we will give you a hope."

"Really?" The guardian saw hope, and his eyes lit up instantly.

"The fire in this cremation forest is what we left behind after we die, and if we disappear completely, this cremation forest will also disappear, so the moment you step on the cremation forest, it is equivalent to walking into our body, so you think, we all know that we have always guarded our only offspring, and we don't know if he can break out of the shell, and we can't feel what it is like at the moment, but you have to promise us that if he breaks out of the shell, you can let him stay by your sweetheart's side, but you must not treat him badly, He must not be allowed to suffer, his life must not be put in danger. Phoenix's voice became a little heavy at this moment, as if he had confessed his last words.

"I promise you ....." the guardian nodded solemnly, no matter what the reason was, he would do it, because it was more related to Lotus, so it was even more impossible for him to let this hope be dashed, and he knew Lotus's heart, and it was impossible for him to do anything to hurt Phoenix.

"Hahaha..... Ha ha..... Good ......" The three phoenixes laughed wildly at the moment, because the guardian was still here at the moment, and they naturally knew that the guardian's words were true.

With a "brush", the magma under the guard's feet suddenly floated out a white crystal-like egg, the shape of this egg was no different from ordinary eggs, the size was the size of two palms.

"Remember what you promised us, we will give you a ...... of creation" The voices and shadows of the three phoenixes slowly blurred.

"I will, ....." the guardian held the phoenix egg that appeared in front of him tightly with both hands.

"Boom, la, la......" At this moment, the entire crematorium suddenly seemed to be drained of souls. All the fire instantly concentrated towards one point, and the hopeless fire only condensed into a fireball-sized flame in an instant, and then instantly shot into the middle of the guardian's eyebrows, and then disappeared like that.

And the left chest of the guardian shone with a lifelike phoenix and then disappeared.

"This ......." felt the condition of his body and the condition of his mana, and the guardian smiled, and the benefits of it were known only to the guardian himself.

"Lotus... Wait for me...... I got the Qixi Festival gift....." The guardian held the phoenix egg and disappeared in place in an instant.