She looked at Mama Xi and said lightly: "That's why I have to protect the barbarian, whose life is not life?" Why do some people have to be cheap? Just like him, he has to kneel down to even have a meal with me, isn't he hungry? Have you ever seen him beaten to the point of bleeding for a steamed bun, but he still happily hid aside and ate it? But now, he would rather receive 30 boards than eat this meal that he really wanted to eat. ”

Mama Xi replied softly, "You are different from them, you are a princess, and your status is noble." ”

Yuan Qingling looked at her, and couldn't think of anything to say for a while, or it was useless to say it.

That's the disagreement.

It has to do with education and awareness.

She grew up in a democratic and fair society and received higher education.

The subordinates of the Manchu Mansion bowed to her, and when she entered the palace, she bowed to other nobles and bowed down.

Although she is not used to these, she can bear them.

However, she can't bear to pay attention to such a deep-rooted humility in the face of life.

She tried to make herself acceptable, to change herself.

Because it is impossible for her to let this era change to cater to her thoughts.

She had to change her mind.

Barbarian's matter, she didn't resist it so much from the beginning, she just wanted to figure it out, and after figuring it out, whether she continued to take her in or drive her away, in short, this matter was supposed to not disturb her too much.

However, Man'er was a fuse, and she quarreled with Yuwenhao.

I don't know if the fifty boards were because of a grudge against the barbarian or because they quarreled, he deliberately got angry with her, and he shouldn't have been.

Fifty boards can kill that woman.

What if, she really has no chances? What if she really just wanted to find a job?

Everyone was nervous about her safety, and she was grateful.

But does that come at the cost of other people's lives? Would you rather kill the wrong person than indulge in vain?

Now, Hu Ming has been found, and Hu Ming's words confirm that the barbarian entering the mansion did not harm her.

But before Hu Ming came, he played fifty boards, can the barbarian's life be saved?

And what her real sin was, no one would ever explore.

Just like those side concubines and beauties who died in King Ji's mansion.

Yuan Qingling knew that Mama would not understand for a while, so she stood up and said softly: "Take him to the kitchen for a meal, and after eating, think of a way to settle him." ”

She entered the dormitory and sat down at the dressing table.

A heart, still messed up like a mess of numbness.

In addition to the confusion, there is also panic.

She knew that the two had divergent values.

This time, she really didn't blindly insist on believing in the barbarians.

In fact, this problem does not exist.

The brute was never the point.

She looked at the person in the mirror, and at this moment, she felt that this face was so strange that it was chilling.

She is Yuan Qingling, not Yuan Qingling in this era.

She has recognized the reality, but it does not mean that she has fully identified with the values of this era.

She's been here for so long, and she's not the soft-hearted self she used to be.

But she still couldn't ignore a single life.

Tonight, if it weren't for her insistence, the brute would have died.

Ah Si said that it was not worth arguing with Yuwen Hao for the sake of the barbarian, but this is a life, isn't it worth it?

Mama Xi came in quietly, took a cloak for her from the coat rack next to the bed, and draped it over her body, "Princess, don't think about it so much, it hurts your mind and body. ”

"Where's Hu Ming?" Yuan Qingling retracted his expression and asked.

"Tell the green sprouts to take him down to eat, as for the princess said that it is easy to settle him, find him an easy errand in the house, he can do it, he is very grateful." Hi Mama said.

"Hi Mama!" Yuan Qingling looked at her, "You once asked me why I wanted to take you back to the house instead of killing you, and I answered you at that time because the Emperor didn't want you to die." ”

This is how the princess replied. Hi Mama said.

Yuan Qingling was silent for a moment, and then said: "This is one of the reasons, the biggest reason is that I have no way to make a life disappear into this world in my words, I am not a judge, and I have no right to do this." ”

Mama Xi was slightly moved, thinking of the barbarian, she sighed lightly, "Princess, the weak eat the strong, this is also no way." ”

"Has it reached such a serious point? If I let you go, let go of the brute, will I die? Is it a choice between life and death? Yuan Qingling asked.

"At least it's dangerous." Mama Xi said, "So, this is what Ah Si said is not worth it." ”

Yuan Qingling sighed helplessly.

Mama Xi continued to persuade: "The princess is kind-hearted, and the old slave knows, but has the princess ever thought about the prince's mood?" You have faced danger several times, the prince is worried every day, afraid that something will happen to you, that kind of mood, the princess can actually imagine, you and King Sun had an accident that day, which frightened him, he will not allow you to have a little situation, so I would rather wronged a brute than you even if it was a possible accident. ”

Yuan Qingling said: "I know, so even if he said those hurtful words, I didn't get angry with him, I just felt uncomfortable, what bothered me was not this, Mama, I don't want to say it, you go out, I'm alone quiet." ”

"Why don't you eat some, then?" Mama Xi asked worriedly.

"I can't eat it!" Yuan Qingling said.

Mama Xi had no choice but to say, "Okay, if you're hungry, call the old slave, and the old slave will make you something fresh." ”

Mama Xi withdrew.

Yuan Qingling's heart was very depressed, it was not that she didn't want to speak, it was what she said, no one would agree.

For the first time, she felt alone.

Yu Wenhao went to find calm Yan and Gu Si to drink.

After pouring a pound in one go, he was still angry, "Why should this king be humbled like this?" Every day cautiously live, just lest something happen to her, the house is strictly guarded, she goes out once I am afraid of once, every day from the yamen back, if she is not in the house, the king's heart is not steady, always feel that something is going to happen, and if this continues, the king will get heart disease sooner or later, but this king is like this for her, does she appreciate it? ”

Gu Si waved his hand, "Forget it, don't be angry with women." ”

"Forget it? Didn't you see what she did today, like a demon, she actually put a hairpin against the neck of the southern Xinjiang woman to send people out, lest this king kill her, this king is such a bloodthirsty person? Do you have to kill her? ”

Calm Yan soothed: "That Southern Xinjiang woman is not a big threat, if it is really a threat, can Chu Shoufu let her out?" It was dealt with as early as the Chu Mansion, and you are not calm enough this time. ”

Yu Wenhao said angrily: "Is this king a worm in Chu Shoufu's stomach?" Any idea what he thinks? Chu Shoufu is not necessarily so shrewd, there is always a miscalculation, otherwise he would not let his granddaughter do anything outside, not only his granddaughter, his Chu family is full of few good things, if the woman in southern Xinjiang colluded with Chu Mingyang and deliberately went to the Chu Wangfu to plot against Yuan Qingling, what should I do? Did she think about the consequences?. ”

"The princess is not such a stupid person, she must be thoughtful, are you too distrustful of her?" Gu Sidao.