Chapter 184: He Was Willing to Change for Her
Coming out of Jinghui Garden, Du Rongzhi still walked silently behind Song Zixun.
Seeing that the distance between the two was getting bigger and bigger, Song Zixun sighed, suddenly turned around and strode in the direction of Du Rongzhi, took her hand and walked forward.
Du Rongzhi seemed to be taken aback by his move, "Let go of me!" She reacted and hurriedly broke free from his hand, "Being seen is going to gossip again!" β
It's okay if she doesn't say it, as soon as the words come out, Song Zixun's grip becomes tighter and tighter, "What kind of gossip?" And what is there to gossip about? β
Du Rongzhi pursed her lips and looked at him, and suddenly stopped talking. Not only did she not speak, but she stopped struggling, and only resigned herself to his tugging, because she couldn't keep up with his pace, and several times she even tripped over the hem of her skirt.
Qinghe and Yuanyuan in the back changed their faces, and they wanted to persuade but didn't dare to persuade them, so they had to follow behind.
Song Zixun was afraid that he would really hurt her when he saw this situation, so when the two of them walked to the lake, he let go.
Du Rongzhi hurriedly took two steps back.
Because she was in too much of a hurry, the woman's chest rose and fell gently with her slightly heavy breathing, and her originally pale face was also dyed a little red.
She was frowning at this time, looking at him with a wary expression, and he also looked at her with a bad look.
Song Zixun couldn't tell what mood he was in now: because Du Rongzhi was too calm about Fu's pregnancy, he couldn't feel angry, and tried every possible way to try to play the problem...... It seems that only when she is uncomfortable can he feel better. But when she really refused to take care of herself because of this, he felt so annoyed that he couldn't do it-
A relieved annoyance.
He liked to see her nervous and jealous, even last night's nonsense felt very cuteβso vivid and vivid, without scruples, as if suddenly she had become the wanton and bright girl in his memory, who chased and loved him wholeheartedly......
The two just looked at each other like this, and I don't know how long it took - Song Zixun sighed in compromise, "How long will you be angry with me?" He asked in a low voice, with a flattering tone that he had never even noticed, "In front of so many people, my grandmother has already taught me a lesson...... Doesn't it still make you angry? β
"The concubine didn't get angry with her grandfather." Du Rongzhi lowered her eyes and hooked the corners of her lips mockingly, "Last night-"
"Just that once." Song Zixun suddenly had no head or tail.
Du Rongzhi's smile instantly froze on her face.
"Me and Fu, only that once." Song Zixun seemed to be afraid that she wouldn't understand, so while repeating, he stepped forward and grabbed her slightly cool hand. "That day...... Maybe you've already guessed ......"
Oh, yes...... She did know it for a long time.
Du Rongzhi thought blankly.
It had been the happiest day since she was reborn - her Wan'er had just reached the full moon, and she had just made up her mind to let go of everything in the past and live well with him...... She thought that God would treat her well after all, and she would live a new life, and she finally had everything she never dreamed of before - her parents were healthy, her husband and wife were harmonious, she had children, and she even thought that she would always be happy......
Until he told her that he didn't have to be her.
He really didn't have to be her.
That night, he went to Fu's bed. Even if their daughter has a high fever and does not go away, even if she is helpless, she calls someone to invite him and beg him...... He didn't come back.
She sat all night with her daughter's small, hot body in her arms, and it was from that day that she told herself that she would not shed any more tears for this man.
She's been stupid for two lifetimes...... It's time to wake up.
"I was so drunk that night......" still in his ears as he explained earnestly, "I don't remember the aftermath...... I didn't expect that just one moment, she would be pregnant with a child......"
Du Rongzhi blinked her sour eyes vigorously, and suddenly wanted to laugh - why did Song Zixun tell her this? Fu Shi is his woman, he can sleep when he wants, let her get pregnant if he wants to get her pregnant, what does it have to do with her?!
She did laugh.
"You don't have to tell your concubine about that." Du Rongzhi raised her face, her bright eyes were clear and clean, just like the calm lake behind her, and she couldn't see a trace of waves.
Song Zixun was suddenly interrupted by her, first stunned, and then frowned unhappily, "Why am I saying this, don't you know?" He clenched the soft wattle in his hand and said, "Rong'er, I have you in my heart." It was because of her that he was willing to explain so lowly, and he didn't want anyone to be a stumbling block between them.
Du Rongzhi lowered her head and lowered the thick mockery in her eyes, "Last night, the concubine was out of shape for a while, so she would talk nonsense like that...... You don't have to take it personally. She said softly, "In the future, the concubine will take care of Aunt Fu...... As for the concubine, if Aunt Fu wants to use it, she can use it, as long as she gives birth to Lin'er for her father as soon as possible, it doesn't matter what the concubine is...... I won't embarrass you. β
Song Zixun pursed his lips and looked at her coldly.
Here it is, here it is again.
Every time.
Whenever he wanted to be close to her, to be gentle with her, to tell her that he was willing to change for her, and was already working hard to change for her, she could always dodge him like this, and then push him away without care.
He hated her so virtuous and considerate obedient appearance!
"I remember telling you last night that neither Fu nor this child will change anything." Song Zixun looked at her without blinking, and said in an indifferent tone, "If you are willing, when the child is born in the future, I will raise it by your side." β
Du Rongzhi was stunned, then shook her head.
"The concubine herself is a mother, imagine if someone snatches Guan'er away from the concubine, it must be like ripping the concubine's heart. Comparing the heart to the heart, how can the concubine body do such a thing to others? Du Rongzhi said calmly, "And no matter who the child is with, he is the child of the concubine, and he must call the concubine a mother...... Aunt Fu is knowledgeable and reasonable, and I believe that she will teach him well. The kindness of the lord, the concubine received it physically and mentally. β
She is not a saint, and she wants her to raise her son for Fu Jingrou - if she raises it well, she is sorry for the stillborn child in her previous life; Raised crookedly...... No matter how unbearable she is, she can't bear to do it to an innocent baby. What's more, the Fu family is insidious and vicious, and even dared to kill people in his previous life, who knows if he will hold a grudge and hurt her Guan'er and the people around her......
Song Zixun's eyes finally darkened completely, "Do you really think like this in your heart?" β
Du Rongzhi lowered her eyes and bowed, "Yes." β
Song Zixun looked at her silently for a while, "Then let it be." He sneered and walked away.
Du Rongzhi looked at his distant back and stopped for a long, long time.
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